Zhuang Yan is very calm, in fact, he is very calm in the face of no matter how powerful people are, and his psychological quality is quite good.

I can't do it anymore, I was so nervous that my palms were full of sweat, and after sneaking into his hand, I quickly held it hard, only in this way can I feel at ease.

Yao Lan used to be polite to us husband and wife, because she felt indebted to me. But before Zhuang Yan could speak this time, she gritted her teeth and looked over: "Don't say it!"

"Elder Qin already knows, there's no need to hide it. After Zhuang Yan said this sentence without humility or arrogance, he told Qin Shoucheng what he knew.

When I always thought I was Shen Xi, the people in the village didn't know that I had been thrown into the garbage heap to die, and my grandmother didn't want to mention the bad thing after she took me home to raise me. So even if someone goes to the village to inquire, they can't find out the specific details. Yao Lan's matter of throwing the baby is a secret buried in her heart, and no one should know about it except herself for so many years.

At the beginning, Qin Shoucheng thought I was familiar, but he didn't doubt my relationship with Yao Lan, which was also based on Qiao Yu. And he hadn't seen Yao Lan for a long time before he met her at home.

When Yao Lan heard Zhuang Yan say that she threw my newborn me into the garbage heap, she shed a few more tears. But she didn't defend herself for half a word, just looked at me in a daze, and her expression didn't seem like repentance, but like a little hatred.

I've seen this kind of look, and it's very similar to the scene that I remember very deeply. When my aunt beat and scolded me that time, she hated me and said that she shouldn't have conceived me back then, and if not, she wouldn't have to marry her uncle and suffer for the rest of her life. The kind of eyes in my impression gradually overlapped with Yao Lan's, and I was more and more sure that she was looking at me with hatred in her eyes now.

They seem to have put their hatred for men on me, so they don't love me, maybe my existence has been reminding them of that unbearable past.

I can almost conclude that Yao Lan hated my biological father very much. There is love and hate, and after so many years, she can still show such strong emotions, which shows how much she was hurt by that person.

But Yao Lan's situation is different from that of her aunt, so the two of them must have different feelings of hatred. Half of her aunt's pain stems from herself, and her marriage to her uncle-in-law is constantly broken, and she is obedient to her uncle's beating and scolding. But Yao Lan has long been married to an honest man, and she has lived so many years plainly. She said that my "father" was very good, and that she should have been talking about her current husband, not my biological father, right?

Zhuang Yan moved his arm, intentionally or unintentionally blocking Yao Lan's view of me. I shifted my sitting posture and dodged behind Zhuang Yan slightly.

"That's enough!" Yao Lan's emotions were very excited, she clenched her hands and gritted her teeth and looked at the ground, "What can I do when I meet a Chen Shimei? After sneaking around and pregnant for so long, I thought he would really come back to marry me, but in the end? He would have married someone else and had children a long time ago! People have their own men by their side when they give birth, and I'm alone! The pain is better than death, and my heart hurts! How can I take it after giving birth? I can't take it? He treats me like that, I, I ...... it."

When she said this, she was so choked up that she couldn't speak anymore, and when she raised her eyes again, she glared at Qin Shoucheng hatefully: "You already knew, but if you don't tell me, you are an accomplice! My good days have been disturbed by you! I don't owe you, I don't owe him, I only owe Xixi!"

When she ran out and left only one back for us, the lounge was quiet enough to hear Qin Shoucheng and Zhuang Yan's breathing, while I held my breath until my heart was stuffy and I gasped twice: "Uncle Qin, who is that person?"

Qin Shoucheng automatically ignored my question, he usually sits with his backbone straight, but now he leaned back on the backrest and sighed tiredly: "So that's the case...... So that's ......"

He muttered for a long time, and when he opened his eyes and looked at me again, there was a hint of love in his eyes, not as one-sided as usual.

I nervously grabbed Zhuang Yan's hand, and when I heard the current story, I always felt in a trance. I don't blame Yao Lan at all, after all, she said that she went to look for me afterwards, but she didn't find it. At first, I thought she was just posturing, but now I can understand her emotions at the time.

Don't look at her only saying such a short paragraph, just now I seemed to see her forehead burst into bruises, which shows how unwilling she is to think back to the events of the past. It is estimated that the pain is too painful, so she is unwilling to forgive.

My brain seemed to be stuck, and I couldn't think, so I subconsciously asked the question again.

Qin Shoucheng sighed heavily, but still didn't answer: "You have worked hard all these years, and it is inconvenient for me to come forward with some things, but I will definitely help if I can." Lan Lan is not having an easy time, don't blame her. ”

When Zhuang Yan looked down at me, I didn't think much about it at all, and opened my mouth to ask, "Uncle Qin, what is the relationship between you and Yao Lan? You are not the one who has lost her, why do you want to help us so much?"

Qin Shoucheng returned to normal, staring at me quietly for a while without saying a word.

Zhuang Yan frowned slightly and took me into his arms, and forcibly buried my face in his chest: "Old Qin, Xixi is a victim, it's normal to want to know these situations." The little girl has no heart to speak, please forgive me if she offends. ”

"Well, it's okay, kid. We'll have dinner later, and I've got something to ask you. He went to the room and said that he wanted to change clothes, leaving me and Zhuang Yan to sit in the lounge.

Zhuang Yan hugged me into his lap, and I leaned wilted into his arms, unable to think about anything completely. As soon as I thought about this incident, it rushed out and interrupted my thoughts, but when I thought about it again, I couldn't remember what it was.

He scooped up my hand and put it on his mouth and kissed it, and his voice was soft: "Uncomfortable?"

"Hmm. "It's boring, but I think I should be happy, because Qin Shoucheng just said that he would help us if there is something in the future.

"Elder Qin and your mother won't tell us who that person is, and it's useless to ask, otherwise Yangzi won't take you to the night scene when you're in Sanya. It's been too long since what happened back then, and it took me a long time to determine the relationship between you and Yao Lan. ”

I replied absentmindedly, and my heart was like a ball of cotton, which was very unpleasant.

He bowed his head and kissed me on the cheek again: "What's the uncomfortable law?" ”

I patted my heart: "It's a little breathless, I'll definitely always guess who that person is in the future." But it's useless for me to know, he abandoned my mother, my mother abandoned me, it's uncomfortable to think about, why are people with wolf hearts and dogs often able to live a nourishing life?"

Zhuang Yan didn't speak, but he put that big hand on my heart and rubbed it lightly: "Can you catch your breath?"

My mind was hot, so I quickly stood up and swept around, but fortunately there were only two of us in the lounge. I shook him twice, and counted him down with some annoyance: "You are not serious! How can you be like this outside? ”

The corners of his mouth slowly raised, and a smile quickly appeared in his eyes: "Well, you learned the right lesson, go back and do it again." ”

I muttered to myself, and I understood what he meant, and he was quickly diverting my attention. After such a fuss, the depression in my heart was obviously relieved.

I was about to speak, but I saw his big hand just now rubbing his fingers with unfinished care: "It seems to be a little bigger." ”

I subconsciously glanced at the door, and I always felt uncomfortable listening to him say such things outside.

He shook his head amusefully and pulled me back into his lap and sat down: "Forget it, I didn't say that they didn't show up when you were the most bitter and difficult, and you don't have to interact much in the future." Qin Lao helped us because of your mother's affection, maybe they had a lot of friendship when they were young. If you want to forgive your mother, forgive it, and put it in your heart to hurt your body and heart. ”

Before dinner, Zhuang Yan arranged for takeaway to be delivered to our house, but Yao Lan didn't show up during dinner, and Qin Shoucheng didn't care. He wanted to know that Zhuang Yan would be involved in all the processes between black and white, so the two of them were talking about the past the whole time.

On the way home, Zhuang Yan said that he was going to hand over some of the information he had to Qin Shoucheng.

He said that there were many things that Qin Shoucheng couldn't come forward in person, so he couldn't take it lightly just because Qin Shoucheng said that he wanted to help us.

When he was about to get home, Jiang Yang called him, because he was driving, so I helped to connect the phone.

But before I could speak, Jiang Yang's voice couldn't wait to come over: "Damn, your wife borrowed Lao Tzu for two days, my dad is going to look for you, grandma is really annoying!"

"Brother Jiang, what's wrong?"

Jiang Yang was stunned: "Sister is you, what about Zhuangzi? Let him listen to the phone." ”

Zhuang Yan motioned for me to turn on the speakerphone, and Jiang Yang told us the matter irritably. He went to Bao Yuanyuan's house and didn't find anyone, but Bao Yuanyuan's parents were alarmed, and when he asked, Jiang Yang said that he had quarreled with Bao Yuanyuan, and now he can't find Bao Yuanyuan. Her parents were in a hurry, so they notified Uncle Jiang.

Uncle Jiang looked forward to his grandson every day, and after hearing about this, he rushed to Bao Yuanyuan's parents' house that day and said that he was going to skin Jiang Yang, Jiang Yang was not a fool, and he used the excuse that he was going to come out to find Bao Yuanyuan before his father rushed over, and escaped a catastrophe.

Jiang Yang is not stupid, after thinking about it, he still thinks that I am likely to know Bao Yuanyuan's whereabouts: "Sister, if you know where she is, tell me quickly, what if Yuanyuan can't think of really going to the hospital to have a baby? Lao Tzu was really too mixed that night, what should I do for her to forgive Lao Tzu?"

As early as when he said what happened, I started calling Bao Yuanyuan's phone, and the phone was not turned off, but no one answered. I messaged her and asked where she was, and she wouldn't reply to me. We came back by plane, and it is estimated that Bao Yuanyuan did not take the plane, so she came back later than us?

"She is not there, Lao Tzu's heart is empty, and he can't sleep well. Jiang Yang's last sentence was particularly distressing, and his tone was like that of a wronged child.