As soon as I heard Zhuang Yan say the word "go", I suddenly felt that my breath was pulling and my heart hurt.

But I didn't want to cry in front of him anymore, I couldn't solve the problem at all, and my eyes were still swollen and painful. I saw that he didn't let go, so I buried myself in his arms and asked softly, "Will you stay here tonight?"

He let go, a little tangled between his eyebrows.

I saw that he was embarrassed, so I didn't ask any more questions. I just wanted him to sleep in the small home for one night, but he was long gone in the master bedroom, and I couldn't sleep well.

Whatever happened to him, he stayed that night.

My grandmother had long decided that I was going to marry him, and because she couldn't control me, she turned a blind eye to the fact that we both slept in the same room. However, she told Zhuang Yan many times during dinner, telling him not to treat me badly in the future.

We didn't do anything that night, and I wondered if we could conceive a child or not, because I was hot with a shaved head.

It was the most soundly slept I've had in a while, and when I woke up in the morning, it was empty, and if I hadn't felt the warmth in the bed, I really suspected he hadn't been there last night.

My heart was empty, and when I got up, I always felt that something was missing in the room, and I looked around blankly, and finally found that the painting hanging on the wall was missing. It was the pencil drawing that Zhuang Yan secretly drew during my confinement, and it is estimated that he secretly took it away when he left.

I don't know why, although I panicked in my heart, I didn't panic to the point of collapse this time.

There is a force that is forcing me to live well, and I think that since he agreed to leave, it proves that he will not be involved in the matter of going to jail, and when the matter of his family is settled, he will definitely come back. So two years is just an approximation, and he may come back early in a year and a half.

Thinking of this, I feel that there is no hurdle that I can't get through.

It's that once you get the disease of lovesickness, your heart is always uncomfortable, and sometimes the more you miss it, the more painful it becomes. Grabbing bits and pieces of memories and desperately trying to alleviate the pain, you will find that the idea of forcing yourself to open as soon as possible is like a windmill spinning against the wind, struggling, and if you are not careful, you will retreat to the same place, or even bounce even more.

The counselor quickly told Qin Duwei, the old Chinese medicine doctor, about my grandmother's situation, and I already knew that even if he was Hua Tuo, he would not be able to save his grandmother, but the old gentleman still hoped that I could bring my grandmother over to show him, and if he couldn't cure the disease, he could prescribe some medicine to relieve his grandmother's pain.

I didn't want to accept the help of the counselor, but it was about my grandmother's health, so I thought about making an appointment with the old gentleman and taking my grandmother over when he was free.

I don't know when Zhuang Yan left the country, but on the sixteenth day of the first lunar month, when my uncle took his son to see his grandmother, Zhou Jin, an uninvited guest, also came.

I thought she had already gone abroad, so when I saw her coming with my uncle, I was stunned for a while: "Why are you here?"

My uncle frowned and glanced at Zhou Jin, and scolded me in a not very good tone: "Xixi, what are these words? Xiao Jin came to pay her mother a good old age, you can't be so hospitable." ”

Uncle has been taken care of by Zhou Jin's father since he was a child, if Zhou Jin was his own daughter, he might not be so protective of Zhou Jin. Because it is not, he will think about Zhou Jin first in everything, which is also the reason why he persuaded me to quit in Zhuang Yan's matter.

I smiled dryly and let the man into the small house, but I subconsciously ran to lock the master bedroom.

Grandma was very happy to see them coming, and she also sealed a red envelope to give each of the three of them, there was not much money in it, but it was also a part of her heart, so she excused herself and excused herself, and they still accepted it. When I was making lunch for them, Zhou Jin came into the kitchen to help me.

Because I didn't want to talk to her, I kept acting cold.

If Teacher Tang's analysis is correct, then I am not Zhou Jin's opponent at all, she can easily pinpoint my weaknesses and pierce them little by little.

But I didn't say anything, but her mouth was not an ornament: "Are you really separated from Zhuang Yan? I didn't see you see you off the day he left." ”

"Sister Xiao Jin, then what do you want me to do with him, fake breakup? Or just leave nothing and elope?" I was relatively calm in front of the counselor, but even if I was armed to the hair when facing Zhou Jin, I still couldn't keep my composure.

I knew that Zhou Jin came with me for another purpose, I guess she suspected that I didn't really break off with Zhuang Yan, and wanted to ask me for verification? I sneered in my heart, and my eyes couldn't help but be a little colder when I looked at her.

Zhou Jin was not angry, still smiling slightly, but I felt furious in my heart.

"It's okay to divide it. I was going to go abroad with him, but my mom wasn't feeling well, so I had to wait a while. ”

She said this as easily as breathing, but I heard it so much that my heartbeat was chaotic: "Sister Xiao Jin, you are not small, don't delay your youth anymore." Even if I were separated from him, he would never be with you again, and there was a life for his mother between you. ”

Zhou Jin turned her head to look at me suddenly, her clear smile slowly dissipated, and finally she said with a cold face: "Well, you are right." ”

She won't be like Zhao Yaru who is like thunder, and now, her calm self-control seems to me like a dormant poisonous snake, maybe one action will kill someone.

"Sister Xiao Jin, you don't have to worry about me. Love is a matter of two people, even if you drive all the women around Zhuang Yan away, as long as he refuses to be nice to you, you still can't be together. I'm sorry Sister Yaru, so I've also suffered retribution today, you can let me go. Grandma's stomach cancer has recurred, I don't know how long I can last, I know you are not such a ruthless person, I beg you, don't mention Zhuang Yan's matter to me again. ”

I'm not selling pity to her, I really don't want to be stimulated by her anymore. I always had a hunch that she would test her grandmother later, but what was the use? I really don't understand. Did I break up with Zhuang Yan, is it really that important to her?

I think she was kind after all, so she silently handed me a tissue: "Come on, I didn't say anything excessive." Don't act like I'm going to rob a man with you, I said I'm not as powerful as Zhao Yaru's father, I can't rob it. ”

She said something heart-wrenching, and I suddenly felt that she was not so scheming.

I have to admit that my psychology is not as strong as hers, and I am always prone to being judged by the superficial influence of others.

From her mouth, I learned that their company was really considering replacing suppliers, and the reason why she wanted to go back to the head office abroad was because there was a big personnel transfer in their company: the CEO of China was going to be replaced. She was an assistant brought by the former boss, so the new boss was wary of her, and she felt that there would be no future in working under the new boss, so she applied to go back to the headquarters with the former boss.

Their branch in China will soon have a major change, and the personnel transfer is unstoppable. The so-called three fires for new officials to take office, the new and old bosses must make some achievements in performance, and they must make a little big move.

Zhuang Yan and his company meet the requirements of Zhou Jin and his company in terms of scale and qualifications, and the bad thing is that they are causing trouble now, because there are already personnel from relevant departments who have gone to Zhuang Yan Company to investigate.

"The last time Jiang Yang's mother died, Zhuang Yan and I went back to the hotel to practice the new boss, our company is now his biggest customer, if it is lost, it is really hard to say what will become in the future. Their family is in need of money to dredge up, and it is naturally best to continue to maintain the company at this time. You have to know that if their company can become the largest company in the city, some leaders will not easily let it fall for the sake of saving face. ”

"Sister Xiao Jin, what are you telling me about this? ”

I turned on the fire and stir-fried the vegetables, deliberately making a loud noise.

Zhou Jin smiled: "It's nothing, I just want you to know that even if he really breaks up with you, it's for your good." I've told you before that he has his own sufferings, and if you make any decisions that make you unhappy, you have to understand him. ”

I put down the spatula and looked back at her calmly: "Sister Xiao Jin, I can't understand you, and I don't want to spend energy researching." I don't understand that he's my business, you don't have to bother too much, really. ”

She shook her head and smiled a little helplessly: "Don't be so hostile to me, I'm just ordinary friends with Zhuang Yan now." I've tried everything I should have tried over the years, and he has been indifferent to silent care for so long, I can die. ”

I looked at her warily, unable to believe that she would say such a thing in front of me. She used to tell me confidently that she was going to play fair with me, and she took the wrong medicine today, right?

"People still have to learn to be realistic, Shen Xi, I am already past your age, and I will not only pursue love. I came here this time to tell you everything I know, and it's up to you to decide whether you want to wait for Zhuang Yan or not after listening to it. I just think it's rare that he can love someone so persistently now, and I'm happy for him. If he does break up with you, I hope you can be considerate of him and not hate him. ”

Although her words were very sincere, I hated her at this moment.

Why did she use such a savior attitude in front of me, calmly saying good things about Zhuang Yan and asking me to continue to wait? I have my own opinions on Zhuang Yan's affairs, and I really don't like others to point fingers.

Maybe I am jealous of her in my heart, so I can't see her defending Zhuang Yan with this posture in front of me.

But I have to say that I was deeply curious about her words, so I didn't refuse.

However, she is not a party after all, and she is not particularly clear about many things, but I at least know the general process of what happened.