209 When I was a teenager

It's not that she didn't have doubts, but her caution was no less than that of He Jing, and she always wanted to stay away from the people in the palace as much as possible, so she just thanked her at that time, and left after thanking her, and didn't ask much.

Presumably Princess Hejing's heart was extremely messy at that time, right?

Every opportunity to create is perfectly avoided by her.

It feels powerless just to think about it.

Thinking of this, a mysterious sense of embarrassment filled Feng Jiwen's eyes.

Seeing her such an unusual reaction, He Jing didn't even know what to say for a while......

The two of them each have some unknown embarrassment.

Yongyan saw this on the side, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching.

I haven't seen a thank you still be in such a situation......

There's really no one left.

He coughed lightly, and this was the first sentence he said after seeing Feng Jiwen this time-

He looked at Feng Jiwen and said: "I borrowed it to live in your mansion before, and I concealed my identity because of unavoidable difficulties. ”

"The fifteenth elder brother is too worried...... Feng Jiwen said very unprincipled and undisciplined: "The fifteenth elder brother doesn't mind the humble hospitality. ”

Yongyan: "......"

At that time, what about the momentum of smashing him with a jade card and telling him to get out?

Feng Jiwen said that her face was not red and her heart was not beating, and she looked like she couldn't be more serious and sincere.

There weren't many things she could get her hands on, and being cheeky happened to be one of them.

But to be able to do this without changing his complexion, probably thanks to the teachings of the concubine and the edification of He Shen.

It's always right to be upright, but on the premise of not hurting others, for the sake of personal wealth and life, occasional injustice is also necessary......

"I know what my wife and I were thinking. There was a bit of inexplicable insistence in Yongyan's tone, "But what I just said came from the bottom of my heart." Whether or not Mrs. He accepted it, I apologized to Mrs. He for what I had done beforeβ€”at that time, I was bent on sending a letter to Seventh Sister and asking Mrs. He to help transfer the jade plaque to Grandpa Crane in Shuchun Garden, but I didn't consider that this might cause Mrs. He a lot of trouble. And my wife was angry with me that day, and it was reasonable, I never blamed the reason for holding grudges, and my wife can rest assured. ”

During this time, he saw too many people and things that he couldn't see clearly.

I also gradually have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong.

Be more aware of how precious it is to have someone willing to help you in times of crisis without expecting anything in return.

When Feng Jiwen heard this, she was surprised and suddenly relieved.

She couldn't help but raise her eyes slightly to look at Yongyan.

I saw that it was only a **-year-old child, but his face was no longer innocent and ignorant that his peers should have, and his eyes were even full of tenacity.

But it's only tenacity, but it's not cloudy.

No matter what the reason is, regardless of the future, just at this moment, what she sees from Yongyan is two completely different things from what she has in Jingren Palace.

At least the child in front of him has not been infected and distorted by the scheming in this deep palace.

But these palace affairs are not something that she can figure out as an outsider in the end.

Feng Jiwen retracted some off-topic thoughts, and then said: "The fifteenth elder brother can also rest assured." ”

This is a lot of words, which can be regarded as a guarantee to Yongyan.

Guaranteed not to cause him any trouble.

Yongyan was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but glance at her.

He didn't expect Feng Jiwen to be like this.

It doesn't seem to even mean to ask him to repay the favor.

It was not so much out of fear of who he is now, but more like he didn't plan how to repay him from the beginning.

Think about it too.

He was nothing more than a poor beggar penniless in her eyes, and who would expect a beggar to repay anything.

"No matter what, my wife and I have saved the lives of me and Xiao Jiu, this grace-"

Yongyan didn't finish speaking, but was interrupted by He Jing's words, she looked at Feng Jiwen and said, "On behalf of the fifteenth brother and the ninth sister, I thank Mrs. He for saving her life." ”

Feng Jiwen half-covered her eyelashes, and only said again when she heard the words: "Princess Hejing is serious." ”

He Jing took a deep look at her and said, "There must still be people staring at Jingren Palace, and it is inconvenient to stay with Mrs. He for a long time." ”

Feng Jiwen got up knowingly and blessed her body.

"The concubine retired. ”

"Mama Qi, send Mrs. He. "And Jingdao.

Feng Jiwen slowly retreated out.

Staying outside the screen, out of the line of sight of He Jing and Yongyan, he turned around.

However, at this time, he suddenly heard a boy's voice behind him.

"Wait a minute with my wife. ”

Feng Jiwen turned around and saw that it was Yongyan who followed quickly.

"Fifteen elder brothers. Feng Jiwen could only bow her head again.

Mama Qi gave him a disapproving look.

Yongyan pursed his eyebrows, and took two steps forward in front of Feng Jiwen.

"......" After he paused, he opened his mouth and said: "I see that Mrs. He seems to have a lot of dealings with Jingren Palace, and if Mrs. He really wants to be friends with Concubine Jia...... When you meet me and Seventh Sister in the future, it is better to be more cautious. I will not let Concubine Jia notice that she and my wife have crossed paths with me. ”

Is this advice?

Feng Jiwen was almost stunned for a while.

This kid ...... Rational and clear grievances surprised her.

'Knowing' that she is close to Concubine Jia, as if she wants to go on the road of confrontation with him, but she can also remind her to be cautious in turn, so as not to make Concubine Jia suspicious of her 'position'.

Looking at the child in front of her with a serious and strict face, Feng Jiwen pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, and said, "Thank you for the reminder from the fifteenth elder brother, please stay with the fifteenth elder brother." ”

Yongyan nodded, and watched Feng Jiwen leave the inner hall with Mama Qi, and then turned around and returned to the study.

He sat back down, half-bowed head, and was silent for a long time.

In the end, He Jing sighed, opened his mouth first, and asked, "Are you blaming the Seventh Sister for interrupting your promise to the Feng family to repay your kindness?"

Yongyan said noncommittally: "I just feel ashamed." ”

received the grace of her life, but she couldn't even make a word to repay.

How should Feng feel about him in his heart?

"From Feng's attitude, it can be seen that she is a very reasonable person. He Jing didn't know if it was to comfort Yongyan or to convince herself: "She should be considerate of your current situation and difficulties." And besides...... Didn't she already reveal that she didn't need to reciprocate? When she interrupted Yongyan, she looked at Feng's downward gaze at that time, obviously realizing her intentions.

Feng Jiwen is much smarter and more transparent than she imagined.

Yongyan didn't say anything when he heard this.

"You must think that the seventh sister is not a kind person. He Jing looked at him and said, "But judging from our current situation, even if you make any promises, I'm afraid you won't be able to fulfill them...... On the contrary, it may also bring unnecessary trouble to yourself and Feng. In the end, now, the correspondence between her and Concubine Jia is also a little unusual. ”

Yongyan said after a while: "I know that the seventh sister is for my good. ”

But this kindness, whether he promises it today or not, will be repaid in the coming day.

For he always reminds himself that he must not be reduced to the same category as those whom he spurns and hostile.

……

Xiao Xing and Xiao Xian were by Feng Jiwen's side and left Yuqing Palace.

The three of them were speechless all the way.

Feng Jiwen didn't even deviate half an inch from her gaze along the way, and she was more cautious than before.

It wasn't until she left the east palace gate that she felt the tension on her body eased slightly.

She stopped, looking up at the sun shining overhead.

The slightly hot sunlight was quite dazzling, but it made her feel extremely real and grounded.

It's noon.

In other words, she stayed in the palace for two hours.

For two whole hours, she didn't dare to try to relax for a moment, and even her breathing was extremely cautious.

"Madam, it hurts your eyes like this. Seeing Feng Jiwen looking up at the sun with her face up, Xiao Xian said the first sentence since leaving Jingren Palace.

She was also very shocked.

Xiao Xing didn't know the situation in Jingren Palace at that time, but he also vaguely sensed that something was wrong, and when he saw this, he also said: "The sun is dazzling, Mrs. might as well get into the carriage first." ”

Feng Jiwen retracted her gaze and wanted to take a step, but vaguely saw a figure walking in front of her.

Her eyes had just received a bright light, and she couldn't see for a moment, so she tried to squint at the person.

As far as the eye could see, a halo shrouded them, and there seemed to be people with a warm aura when they walked, and their figures and appearances became clear in Feng Jiwen's eyes little by little.

"Ma'am. ”

He Shen, who was wearing the official uniform of the left squire of the Li Fan Yuan, came to Feng Jiwen, and saw that her face was slightly pale under the sun, and her good-looking eyebrows couldn't help but rise slightly, and she asked with a smile on her face: "Madame, is she unwell?"

Feng Jiwen adapted to the light in front of her, and shook her head when she heard the words: "It's just that I'm in a hurry, and I just feel a little bad breathing, just take a break." ”

Then he asked, "When did you come out......?" Waiting for me?"

"It's just half a cup of tea. Looking at her face, He Shen was still a little relieved, and said, "There is tea on the car, Madame might as well go back to the carriage and sit down for a while." ”

As he spoke, he stepped forward and helped Feng Jiwen with one arm.

Feng Jiwen subconsciously glanced at her arm and did not break away.

The two of them were accustomed to making a harmonious appearance in front of their subordinates, and she thought it was a bit routine.

As everyone knows, she is the only one left who thinks so.

He Shen helped Feng Jiwen into the carriage, and poured a cup of warm and moderate tea and handed it to her.

The two maids did not rush to follow, but stayed outside the car.

Feng Jiwen didn't feel thirsty, but she ate one bite after another, and ate a cup of tea, but she still felt that it was not enough.

I don't think it's thirsty, it's too nervous.

He Shen smiled and handed over the second one, looked at Feng Jiwen to take it, and looked at her even though she was thirsty, she still looked decent and elegant.

These etiquettes seem to have been integrated into her body, which is very natural, and there is no need to deliberately remind herself not to forget to abide by them at all times - so naturally, they have become her own unique temperament.

"Why did Madame stay in Jingren Palace for so long?"

Seeing that she was relieved, He Shen Shi asked softly.

"Since I came out of Jingren Palace, Princess Hejing invited me to Yuqing Palace. Feng Jiwen looked at him and said, "In Yuqing Palace, I saw the fifteenth elder brother." ”

He Shen didn't seem surprised.

Just asked, "What did the fifteenth elder brother say to his wife?"

Feng Jiwen did not hide it, and informed He Shen of the situation in Yuqing Palace at that time.

"Do you think I'm doing the right thing?" she asked.

refers to the attitude towards the matter.

"Madame is right. He Shen bowed his head and said: "At the beginning, I also said that we are not helping the fifteenth elder brother, but a poor child." At the moment, it is too early to say that there is no enmity, and as for the rest. ”

Feng Jiwen listened to his words, but her heart felt a tightness inexplicably.

It is certainly a good thing that you do not want to get involved in party disputes.

is as smart as him, and he is only dedicated to doing errands for the emperor, hasn't he ever thought of leaving a way back for himself?

Or is it too late for him to turn back?

But now that YiqiΔ“ has just begun, if she reminds her, will she be able to change his fate?

Besides, there are a lot of histories here, and there are different changes, isn't it?

Feng Jiwen didn't know if it was because she panicked at Concubine Jia's place, and now her sense of crisis has doubled, and she is worried that she is not enough, so she is worried about He Shen again.

She was even a little anxious.

Desperate to say something to him, but not sure what to say.

I can only hold the porcelain cup in my hand again and again.

"Ma'am?"

Feng Jiwen suddenly woke up, and a pair of clear black eyes fixed on He Shen's face.

"What's wrong?" she was a little stunned.

He Shen laughed.

"I'm just talking, I don't know what Madame is thinking?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What did you say?"

He Shen smiled again: "I haven't had time to say it, just tease Madame." ”

On weekdays, Feng Jiwen had to secretly scold this person for being sick, but at this time, she looked at He Shen who couldn't hide her youthful spirit between her eyebrows in front of her, and many worries flashed in her mind, but she couldn't get angry.

She just sighed in her heart, not knowing whether to be happy or worried.

The man was still teasing her and joking with her.

It means that he is still young.

There is still a lot of time to make a difference in your life.

There is a chance!

She just panicked like that, what was she doing in a hurry......

"What's the matter, just say it. This time she was extraordinarily generous.

He Shen raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise and looked at her.

Feng Jiwen also looked at him.

The four eyes looked at each other, one full of doubts, and the other full of smiles.

Seeing that she seemed to be about to ask questions, He Shen Shi spoke.

The smile in his eyes was much lighter, but his voice was still gentle and gentle: "I want to ask Madame, the concubine in Jingyun Nunnery, what trouble did you encounter a few days ago?"

Feng Jiwen didn't expect him to ask this.

I couldn't help but be asked for a while.

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