Chapter 381: Atonement

People will always grow up, and even if they don't encounter major blows, they will grow up naturally over time, learning to accept and bear the reality of this society. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Whoever thinks he is the only protagonist in his youth, and the whole world revolves around him, so when facing the oppression of real reality, he finds that he is not the only protagonist, so fear and insecurity change people's personality is also the most important factor in adolescence.

A sense of identity gap and confusion.

This sense of disparity will make teenagers who have not yet formed a real three views need a venting point, so many people have their own privacy quirks, which are formed during that time period, Wang Yao also has it, he likes to read books, because he can feel a sense of stability in books.

Zhao Kai also has, because of family factors, he has become violent, so he likes to fight, maybe he has some talent, he has made a name for himself in Nancheng District since junior high school and has become a gangster, but he is different from ordinary gangsters, because his own family is not short of money, but there are more and more younger brothers under him, and he has also begun to collect protection money on campus.

But he has always felt that this is normal, because he has known the truth under the influence of his father since he was a child, that is, the law of the jungle, and the weak have no right to speak.

It wasn't until high school that he began to understand good and evil, but habits are difficult to change, but relatively speaking, the discipline in high school is stricter, so he has also restrained himself, and in order to ensure that the collection of protection money will not make his classmates anxious, he is also very measured.

He's a bad boy, but he's not rotten yet.

Until he met Wang Yao, Wang Yao, who was thin and had a strange personality at that time, blackmailed him for the first time, and the other party's action of obediently taking out the money made him a little different, and he had not met a timid person before, but Wang Yao was not timid, he handed him the money as if he was handing in his homework.

Zhao Kai didn't understand this kind of behavior a little, because young boys should be somewhat bloody, and Wang Yao's performance at that time naturally made him think of a word, mature.

Zhao Kai began to be a little curious about Wang Yao, and after learning that he was also a single parent and a very poor student, he still felt a little self-blame in his heart, and then deliberately tried to make trouble with Wang Yao as little as possible.

Until the second year of high school, Wang Yao's adoptive father died, Zhao Kai was a divorced family, and his father was violent, so his childhood was not happy, just like not having a father, so he had a sympathetic feeling for Wang Yao.

At the same time, Zhao Kai had a trace of inexplicable expectation in his heart, he expected Wang Yao to become like him, full of complaints about this unfair world, and also become degenerate.

But Wang Yao didn't, he was still alone, like a transparent person, and continued to live his life.

Wang Yao didn't change, which made Zhao Kai a little angry, he didn't want to believe that there were children in this world who were out of parental control, and they could still be good children, his resentment towards his father was transferred to all parents, he thought that most students pretended to study hard because of their parents' discipline and constraints.

Because of his own misfortune, he considered his present depraved lifestyle to be a free soul.

is also undisciplined, why does Wang Yao still live like that, but he is confused every day, I don't know what to say?

Zhao Kai's attitude towards Wang Yao slowly changed from sympathy to jealousy, he was jealous that Wang Yao was also an 'orphan', but he had his own goals, and he also had the love of his teacher.

Although the classmates in the school regard Wang Yao as a transparent person, the title of the first grade still makes them envious, and the teachers at the school also pity and pity Wang Yao's life experience and talent, and care for him extraordinarily.

Wang Yao seemed to be poor at the time, but in Zhao Kai's eyes, he was indeed rich and made him red.

So he began to blackmail Wang Yao even harder, but every time he saw Wang Yao being teased by his younger brothers, and there was still a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, Zhao Kai would become more and more jealous.

Abandoned children should not be without the slightest resentment!

In the barracks, Wang Yao was stuffed into the sink and suffocated, Zhao Kai figured out one thing, his resentment against his parents and the world was not an excuse for him to choose to fall.

Wang Yao's sudden and powerful power made Zhao Kai feel the taste of death, and he also realized his own powerlessness, he knew nothing about power.

During the time he was hospitalized, he kept thinking about the difference between himself and Wang Yao, how Wang Yao suddenly changed so much, he was not curious, and the sobbing sound of his mother beside the hospital bed made him come to a conclusion.

The satisfaction of bullying others is not really strong and strong, he doesn't want to rely on this satisfaction of bullying others to fill his emptiness all the time, he doesn't want to experience it again, that feeling of suffocation and loss of consciousness.

He was a little scared to death.

And Wang Yao, he is the one who is really not afraid of death.

Before that, he had always been not afraid of death, and when he really experienced the threat of death, he immediately understood how naïve he was.

When he was hospitalized, he read some books, found out what is good and evil from books, and also received treatment from a psychiatrist, and after being discharged from the hospital, he took the initiative to apologize to all those who had been hurt by him, and was forgiven

When he returned to school, Wang Yao was no longer in school, and he heard that he had become the principal's apprentice, and he was a little happy and a little regretful.

Fortunately, I don't have to face Wang Yao immediately, but unfortunately I can't apologize to him.

This kind of ambivalence has not been completely relieved after receiving Luo Jin's message that Wang Yao was waiting for him in the library.

It wasn't until he hesitated into the library that he looked at the strange Hanfu man at the table, chatting with the librarian with a familiar smile on his face.

Zhao Kai suddenly became less entangled, because Wang Yao had changed a lot, but it seemed that nothing had changed.

"I'm surprised to hear that you've changed so much, it seems that my money was not in vain. Wang Yao looked at Zhao Kai, who had an inch head on the other side, and his body was a lot stronger, but he didn't have the fierce spirit at the beginning, and quipped.

Zhao Kai blushed a little, "You have changed a lot." ”

"I heard that you apologized to many of your classmates, why didn't you contact me?" Wang Yao asked with a smile.

Zhao Kai looked up at Wang Yao, "I haven't thought about it yet." ”

"Is it because I'm the worst bully you've ever bullied?" Wang Yao raised his eyebrows and chuckled.

Zhao Kai was silent, a little ashamed.

"Actually, it's okay, you are not as bad as you imagined, you just robbed me of my money and did not trample on my dignity. Wang Yao looked at Zhao Kai with a smile: "Actually, I thank you a lot." ”

Zhao Kai was stunned.

"You made me understand a truth. Wang Yao smiled, "I must study hard, and when I become a teacher in the future, in my school, there will definitely be no more such a situation as you." ”

Zhao Kai lowered his head in shame.

"I've thought about resisting, but if I try my best, I won't be able to fight you back. Wang Yao smiled and shook his head, "It's not an afterthought, it's true, because I know that you shouldn't have killed people, and I often kill people, chickens, ducks, fish or something." ”

Zhao Kai's pupils shrank, and he was afraid for a while.

"But I didn't, because I sympathize with you. Wang Yao smiled and said, "But I won't forgive you." ”

Zhao Kai looked at Wang Yao a little dazed.

"Because I can't condone violence. Wang Yao said softly.

Zhao Kai's body trembled suddenly, and he lowered his eyelids and looked a little decadent.

"I don't know if my forgiveness matters to you. Wang Yao smiled.

"Important. Zhao Kai nodded heavily.

Wang Yao raised his eyebrows, "Then, I can give you a chance to atone for your sins." ”

Zhao Kai was stunned, "What?"

"I saw what you did on the computer, and I thought it was pretty good. Wang Yao smiled: "I'm going to recruit you." ”

"Recruitment, me?" Zhao Kai was confused.

"The salary is normal, there will be no deductions, according to your ability, I want you to build a website about school violence, and when you solve the problem of 10,000 children who are troubled by school violence, then I will forgive you. Wang Yao said with a smile.

"This ..... The website is easy to manage, but what should I do?" Zhao Kai was stunned.

"This is a call from a friend of mine, she's a journalism major, I'm sure you'll figure it out, and besides, you have to work the computer to make some extra money, so that you can get some counselors and the like to help you complete the task. Wang Yao smiled and pushed over a book and business card, "If you have me, you can send me the developed program or software, and I will estimate your remuneration." ”

Zhao Kai was a little at a loss, not understanding Wang Yao's purpose in doing this.

Wang Yao got up with a smile and patted Zhao Kai's shoulder, "Come on." ”

Zhao Kai looked at Wang Yao's back as he left, and was silent.

"Idol!" Wang Yao had just walked out of the door when he was stopped by a voice.

Looking at the white young man standing at the door with an excited face and waving his hands, "Luo Jin?"

"I can be regarded as seeing you, if it weren't for your name on the school roster, I would have thought that the gods had come down to help me before. Luo Jin ran over and said with a smile.

"Looks like you've overfulfilled your mission. Wang Yao smiled and said, "Not only did the money deliver, but also influenced him?"

"This has nothing to do with me, it was he who figured it out after being cleaned up by you, you are the Guanyin Bodhisattva who saves suffering. Luo Jin said with a smile.

"I'll go first, you study hard, and you'll talk about it when you have a fate. Wang Yao nodded.

"Wait. Luo Jin stopped Wang Yao, "Idol, my boss said that you are preparing a new drama?"

Wang Yao raised his eyebrows slightly, "Xu Qingmei?"

Luo Jin nodded.

Wang Yao looked at Luo Jin, "Are you a guqin professional?"

"Yes, do you see if there is a place where you can use me?" Luo Jin said with wide eyes.

"How many scores have you memorized?" asked Wang Yao.

"I haven't really counted that. Luo Jinleng paused, "If you can say it, I should have memorized it." ”

Wang Yao was taken aback, and asked ten ancient songs in a row, all of which were unpopular scores, Luo Jin knew it, which showed that the other party had a deep background.

"In addition to ancient music, do you have any other specialties?" Wang Yao asked.

"I also like pop and heavy metal. Luo Jin smiled.

"Can you stand those ears?" Wang Yao smiled dumbly.

"I studied Beethoven and listened to music with bone sound, otherwise the pitch would be sluggish. Luo Jin said with a smile, without any inferiority complex.

Wang Yao nodded, "Then when I finish writing the song, let Meimei contact you for an audition." ”

"No, I mean, I can write it for you. Luo Jin said.

Wang Yao looked at this white classmate speechlessly, he was really a little familiar.