054, we don't talk about love

I know that this is a special opportunity for the two of us to get along. After they left, I couldn't help but get up and walk up to him and ask a stupid question: "You arranged for the order of the Tibetan medicine company to be distributed, right?"

"Do you still need to ask?" Shi Xiaodan took off his coat, "But don't think that I was trying to let you stay, this was originally intended to be done for you, don't you just want to practice more business?"

"I won't let you down. I habitually went to take his coat and hung it on the hanger by the door.

Shi Xiaodan was stunned for a moment, then a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he walked up to me and grabbed my shoulder: "Do this copywriting well, there will be many opportunities in the future." ”

His intimate behavior reminded me of Bai Hehe's conversation with Tong Yuetian about his girlfriend and lover in the car, and I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. I really want to hold him desperately, and then put aside all distractions to vent some kind of feelings. But instead of doing so, I gently removed his hand, "I'm going to cook." ”

With that, I went into the kitchen. In the afternoon, Bai Hehe thought that he would eat here today, so he went to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and put them in the kitchen while Tong Yuetian and I went to the company.

Shi Xiaodan leaned against the door behind him and looked at me with a smile: "Do you want me to help?"

"No, where are you goingβ€”" I shoved him outside.

He didn't move, but still looked at me in the same posture as before: "Then I'll be here." ”

Then under his gaze, I made dinner, and sat with each other in my heart, without strangeness, nor did I feel awkward about being alone, but like lovers who had lived together for a long time, everything seemed so natural.

After dinner, he took me out for a walk along the Lhasa River, and he pointed to the terrace in the river and told me about the local customs, saying that it was the place where people were buried after death. Being led by him to walk in this place that is very close to the sky and the water is very clear, it is more of a pleasantness, and everything in City A has become very far away from us, as if to think more about it will desecrate the beauty here.

When he returned home and hugged me tightly and was about to kiss me, I finally asked the words that I had been holding in my heart for the past few days: "Your secretary, why Chen Shanshan?"

Even when I didn't face him, I could understand that he might really be changing himself. But before he actually kissed me, I had to care.

His lips were less than a millimeter away from mine, and he stopped when I asked, "Why can't it be her?"

"Everyone in the planning department knows that she did the last time the BQB data was lost. "I can't hide this situation anymore, every time I think of Chen Shanshan's expression showing off in front of me, it's like eating a fly.

Surprisingly, Shi Xiaodan didn't answer me, but said very unexpectedly and happily: "You are finally willing to ask me questions, I thought you didn't care." ”

What do you mean by thinking that I don't care? Could it be that all his previous performances were just to make me care? This stimulated me even more, I felt like a joke to him, and I would come back to coax him after seeing enough. So I broke free of his embrace and raised my voice: "Mr. Shi, you think it's fun to tease me, don't you? Why didn't you tell me that you would come to work in the company? Why do you always give me cold eyes in front of so many people? Why did it suddenly become like this..."

"Haha..."Shi Xiaodan suddenly laughed: "Ke An, are you a hundred thousand?"

"Shi Xiaodan. This turned my long-suppressed grievances into anger: "I told you a long time ago that I am a woman who has a dead husband and a child, do you think it is very successful to challenge a woman like me? It's fun, isn't it?"

Seeing that I was really angry, he grabbed my arm with both hands: "Ke An, I'm very serious to tell you that I didn't tease you." I told you that you are one of the most loved women in my life, and the other is my own mother. While you have asked me today, I will tell you all the whys, but you must promise me one condition, from this day onwards, you will not doubt my love for you again. ”

"Don't love me, really. I shook his hand away.

Shi Xiaoshan took me into his arms and kissed me domineeringly, not giving me a chance to speak and resist. It seems that there is a way to vent his dissatisfaction, like to let me know that he really loves me. I was held tightly in his arms, and there was no room for any struggle, but he ignored it, and his tongue ped open between my lips and teeth and got in with lightning speed.

It was only when that sweetness was real between my lips and teeth that I felt that I had been longing for it for a long time. The plateau lacks oxygen, and at this moment we can't breathe, breathing each other's remaining air, inhaling each other as if we will never be separated. He carefully laid me flat on the couch and peeled off my clothes one by one...

Naked and embraced each other, I was greedily in love with this lingering, and only then could I think of nothing and all the pleasures he brought me. All the misunderstandings and dissatisfaction disappeared in the fierce battle just now, and after the calm, the two of them were lying on the sofa panting, and Shi Xiaodan took me into his arms: "Don't blame me. ”

The oxygen supply to my brain gradually recovered, and I began to wake up, this irresistible lingering will not belong to me forever, and we are destined to have no future and future. This entanglement made me feel very uncomfortable, and tears couldn't help but flow...

Shi Xiaodan poked his head over and gently kissed away my tears: "Are you worried about our future?"

I nodded.

"Trust me, I'm trying. Shi Xiaodan sat up from the sofa, took a cigarette and lit it, "I will try to become what they want in their hearts, and only in this way will they believe that I have really grown up." ”

The stone Xiaodan in front of me, from the very beginning when it appeared in front of me, made me feel like I saw hope. But now I don't understand why he has become so deep. I got up and wrapped myself in my clothes and leaned against his side: "Xiaodan, let's give each other time as we agreed in Binhai?"

"Good. Shi Xiaodan replied: "But... I also want to come to you when I think of you. ”

Time is really the only thing we need right now, he needs time to justify his decision, and I need time to figure out a lot of things. On the way forward together, our way of confiding is only lingering, I can't refuse and I don't want to refuse, after all, in the depths of my soul, I am attached to him.

In the evening, we calmed down and chatted a lot, and he said that Shi Tengxiong's purpose was to let him do business, so as long as he achieved certain results in the mall, Shi Tengxiong would approve all his decisions.

I don't dare to ask if I am included, it is extravagant.

He said that the reason why Chen Shanshan's punishment decision was changed was indeed because he had approached Mr. Yang, and he said that he asked Chen Shanshan to be his secretary, but he didn't want her to embarrass me. I asked, "Is it the one we met at the cafΓ©?"

"Yes, she asked Chu Peng to come to me that day. I don't want to reject her, she's fighting for you, I don't want to anger her, and I don't want to make our relationship public in the company, I'm afraid of attracting criticism for you. Shi Xiaodan lay down face to face with me and said, "But I will try my best to help you go more smoothly at work, which is also the purpose of my take-off, my father originally meant to let me go to the chemical factory." ”

For so long, the feeling for him has gone from envy to scorching heat that I can't refuse, and this time it really makes me feel warm from the bottom of my heart. I reached over and wrapped my arms around his waist: "But Xiaodan, I have the same idea as you, I want to make myself completely independent, and then think about whether to start a new relationship." So, let's stop talking about love in the future, okay?"

"Don't talk about love, just talk..."Shi Xiaodan didn't finish speaking, and pounced again.

I screamed, "Ahhh Don't..."

Then from this night in Lhasa, the relationship between me and Shi Xiaodan completely changed, we couldn't even compare to Bai Hehe, and we never said a word of love or be together in the future except for sex or sex. This is our tacit understanding, because we all know that our future is too far away to be touched now.

Early in the morning, Chen Shanshan called, "Mr. Shi, I'm in the car outside, let's leave after you get up?"

"You'll be waiting a minute. Shi Xiaodan lifted the quilt and kissed me on the forehead, and lowered his voice: "Today I'm going to get a big order, good luck to me." ”

I looked at him reluctantly, "Good luck." ”

After he went out, I lay on the edge of the windowsill, and saw Chen Shanshan standing next to the car through the gap in the curtain, and when I saw Shi Xiaodan, I hurriedly handed him clothes, and said coquettishly: "Mr. Shi, the temperature difference between morning and evening in Lhasa is large, be careful not to catch a cold." ”

"Thank you. ”

Chen Shanshan looked at me, "Didn't Mr. Tong say that he would be together today? Why, he didn't go?"

"He drank too much yesterday and fell asleep, so leave him alone. ”

When I saw the intimacy between the two of them, I didn't have the sour feeling I had before, but an understanding. We don't care about what we do with each other anymore, and we don't have to be restrained, but when we're tired and think about it, it's good to be together.

I was so tired last night that I slept again after they left, and it was only in the afternoon that I went to the airport to return to City A. After arriving home, I hurriedly rushed to the plan of the Tibetan medicine company, and personally went to Lhasa, and the plan was very easy to do, and at more than 2 o'clock in the morning, a set of plans that satisfied me was made.

I had just gone to bed and was about to go to bed when Shi Xiaoshan sent a text message: "I gave your number to Cuilian, and she will come to you tomorrow." ”

I thought about who Cuilian was on my phone for a long time, and when I thought about it, I was full of surprise. Isn't Cuilian supposed to be in that Binhai village? Did she come to me at this time to talk about some information about the Binhai project? Could it be that Shi Xiaodan knows everything?