Time passed, during the time since Qin Lan left, there was a nurse who came to change the glucose drip six times, except for this, Wang Xing didn't know anything, he didn't know what day it was, and he didn't know what time it was.

From being conscious to the present, Wang Xing only knows that after a long time, the feeling that his consciousness has been awake and he can't fall asleep makes him very uncomfortable.

Gradually, Wang Xing began to shift his attention, and he slowly recalled his own experiences in the past 20 years.

"My name is Wang Xing, 22 years old this year, it is said that this name was given to me by my grandmother, saying that I was just born, my eyes are the same as the stars in the sky, my family lives in a small mountain village in J City, G Province, and there are grandparents, parents, and me and a little sister.

When I was young, my family was quite wealthy, because my family had a lot of fields, and every year the grain I grew was sold except for some food that I kept for my own family, so my family often had some money to spare, but with my first illness, everything changed.

I remember hearing my mother say that since I was two years old, I began to get sick, and I had to sleep twelve hours a day, not the kind of normal sleep, but sleeping for an hour, waking up for an hour, and when I fell asleep, no matter how I called it, I couldn't wake up.

Sometimes I go to bed while eating, sometimes I fall asleep while taking a bath, I wash and wash, and that's it, sleep for an hour and wake up for an hour.

The family was worried that it was bad, and took me to the hospital for examination, it would still be about 00 years, the country's medical science and technology are not developed, and the examination came and went, and nothing was wrong, the doctor only said that it was drowsy, but unfortunately my parents and grandparents did not believe this statement at all.

After all, who can fall asleep for no reason?

But life was still going on, and in this daily worry, less than two years later, my grandparents passed away, and I was only four years old at the time, and the narcolepsy became more and more strange.

After my fourth birthday, my strange illness changed again, and it began to get worse, and each time I fell asleep, it was six hours, six hours of wakefulness, and six hours of sleepiness.

My parents were even more worried about me, but I went to the hospital for an examination, but I still couldn't find any problems, so I had to give up.

It lasted for two years, until after the age of six, the narcolepsy changed again, this time it was twelve hours of sleep and twelve hours of wakefulness, but this was just right, when I was six years old, I went to school, I went to school during the day, I went to school at night, and I couldn't wake up.

Time passed slowly, the strange disease changed every two years, and when I was fourteen years old, the condition became extremely serious, I could sleep for several days at a time, because I could not eat during the coma, so I began to be hospitalized, and during each coma, I had to rely on glucose drips to maintain daily nutritional needs.

Due to the drip, my whole body became thinner, and the family's money began to flow out in an uproar, and the family that was originally a small family in the village with savings also began to become poor, and even going to school was seriously affected.

But fortunately, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, and maybe because of strange diseases, I am smarter than ordinary people, so I skip a grade when I go to school, and I finish high school completely when I am fourteen years old.

But I didn't go to college, and after I finished high school, I dropped out of school and started to help out at home, taking on temporary jobs from time to time, because I knew that after the age of sixteen, the condition would get worse and the hospital would cost more.

So I didn't want to go to college, I didn't want to put a financial burden on my family, who was already poor.

Sure enough, after the age of sixteen, narcolepsy became serious again, this time the coma directly fell asleep for more than a week, this time I went to the hospital for examination, and the doctor no longer said that it was narcolepsy, but said that it was a strange disease, a strange disease that the medical machine could not detect.

Then the doctor recommended that the medical technology in the capital of the country is the most developed, at that time my family took me to the national capital Yanjing, it is said that at that time my drowsiness of the strange disease caused a sensation in the entire medical community, but unfortunately in the end it was not done, because all kinds of advanced medical equipment, experts and professors, gathered together, still could not detect this strange disease.

My parents began to be disappointed, and the smiles on their faces gradually faded, because they were worried that if I continued like this, I might not be able to wake up one day.

At the age of eighteen, unsurprisingly, narcolepsy escalated again, this time directly in a coma for half a month.

However, after the age of 20, my condition suddenly changed, and just after my 20th birthday, I slept directly for a month, and then I never had a disease again.

I was very happy and happy, and after staying at home for half a year, I still didn't get sick, so I walked out of the mountain village and went to work in a company in a big city, wanting to earn more money to support my family.

Due to my diligence and hard work, I was quickly appreciated by my boss in the company, promoted and raised, and I didn't get sick for a long time, and under the condition that I could keep up with various nutrients, my originally thin body began to grow flesh.

Big black eyes, angular facial features, and a height of one meter seven or eight attracted many girls, but many of them refused me, because I was afraid, I was afraid that I would get sick again, and I was afraid that I would not wake up for a while, thus delaying others.

However, opposites attract, and I am also curious about women, so in order to cut off this mentality, I began to divert my attention, working hard during the day, and hiding in the dormitory at night after work, playing games and reading novels.

This works very well, after playing the game for more than a year, reading novels for more than a year, I have an additional title that is circulated among the girls in the company "Straight Man of Steel", only I know, I am doing this on purpose.

But as time passed, I couldn't hold back the heart in my heart, I was bored and lonely working in a big city, and I wanted to find a girlfriend.

I'm going to look at the situation again, and if on my twenty-second birthday, I'm no longer sick, then I'll find a girlfriend.

On August 23, 2019, this day is my birthday, I held a small party, at the party, I took a fancy to her, Qin Lan, the most beautiful one among several girls.

The day after my birthday, I didn't get sick, I was very happy, and under the introduction of others, I began to pursue her frantically, and a month later, Qin Lan successfully became my girlfriend.

October 1st was the National Day, and she was my girlfriend for exactly a week, and we started our first date, a trip to the beach.

It's a pity, hehe, that damn illness has flared up again, this damn illness has woken me up again, it turns out that I haven't healed, it turns out that my illness has always been there.

When I came to my senses, Qin Lan was gone, she was no longer my girlfriend, and I guess I couldn't keep my job, everything was gone..."

Wang Xing thought back to his experience of more than 20 years, and he suddenly felt that he was so tired of living, and the recurrence of the disease shattered the only hope in his heart.

"If I can regain control of my body, then I'll end my life. ”

Wang Xing secretly made up his mind in his heart, he didn't want to drag down his family anymore, every time he was hospitalized, he would spend a lot of money, he really didn't want to be a burden to his family anymore.