When I was with Pei Shaobei before, I had never attended a banquet of this level. I'm glad that Xiao Chen's circle is not the same as Pei Shaobei, and I'm also glad that Pei Shaobei didn't take me to any gatherings related to him, otherwise, it's really embarrassing for me to dress up and behave like this.

Imagine the woman next to Pei Shaobei, the facts have once again proved that I am not suitable for him. Except for that doctor, Su Mo, I don't even know any of Pei Shaobei's other friends. Maybe this is also a manifestation of his uncertainty about this relationship, a calm and proud person like Pei Shaobei doesn't dare to face the real timidity in his heart, let alone me.

Standing under the gaze of inquiry, and because I don't know or know, I am not afraid. I always feel that I am still an outsider to this feast, not fighting or grabbing, seeing everyone wearing masks, smiling brightly like flowers, calculating people's hearts. I stood beside the foreign businessman, occasionally translating some important remarks, and politely holding a glass of red wine in my hand without drinking it at all, but because I was in such a place, I was inevitably covered with some smell.

Xiao Chen didn't embarrass me, maybe he didn't feel that I didn't have any sense of accomplishment because of embarrassment, or he believed in the fact that I broke up with Pei Shaobei, after all, enemies know each other best, and he must know something about me when I was missing for a year.

Just after nine o'clock, I sent the foreign businessman to the car, and then said goodbye and left, Xiao Chen asked the assistant who received me to send me, I wanted to refuse, but, looking at the time, this point bus is impossible, I calculated the taxi fee to go back from here, and chose to accept it very familiarly.

Why don't I use a special car, and why don't I save money if I can save money. If it was me before, I would definitely disdain such an almost relevant thought, but now, I have Gu Xiao, I have a kind of pride and ambition to bear the weight of the sky even if the sky falls, and the courage to abandon all hypocrisy, but I have never had.

The assistant praised my level of work on the road, chatted with me from one to the other, and promised to come to me if there was a similar job in the future. I didn't want to have more contact with Xiao Chen, but I didn't want to push the money-making business out, so I nodded politely and detachedly.

I didn't let him go inside the community, but stopped on the side of the street a few dozen meters away from the community. The man didn't force it, and left with a smile. I turned around and rubbed my stiff face, which was already smiling, took a deep breath, and walked towards the community, and after walking a few steps, someone covered my mouth and pulled me into a small alley without street lights.

My mother's residential building is very old, and in addition to the widest main street, there are many small alleys leading to other neighborhoods, which are in disrepair, the ground is full of potholes, and the street lights are basically broken. The moment I was hugged, I wondered if I had met a robber.

I had in my bag the three thousand dollars I had just earned, and I simply weighed between money and life, whimpering and begging for mercy, and my hands subconsciously digging into my bag, hoping that at this time, I would use cash to satisfy the robber's greed or divert the robber's attention and wait for an opportunity to escape.

As soon as my hand touched the red envelope, a low, muffled voice sounded in my ears. "Gu Wan, you really do everything!"

Familiar breath, familiar rebuke, my body instantly relaxed, put the red envelope back into the bag, and raised my hand to grab Pei Shaobei's hand covering my mouth.

Pei Shaobei didn't stop it, let me grab my hand down, but he grabbed my wrist with his backhand, and held my hands on the wall to imprison me in a small corner, and then the fiery kiss fell, hasty and domineering, spreading from my lips to my neck, I pushed with both hands, but my body was a little weak because of his enthusiasm. I don't want to admit that I miss him, but the body is more honest than the heart.

Just when I was about to respond, Pei Shaobei suddenly let go of me, he gasped for breath and laughed lowly, "Gu Wan, how does it feel to be a courtesan?

I was stunned and glared at him angrily, "You sent someone to follow me again?"

"Hmph, shouldn't I send someone to follow you?" Pei Shaobei raised his hand and pinched my chin, his hands were forced, and my tears were about to fall from the pain, "You are my child's mother, every word and deed, every move will affect his growth." You don't stay at home to take care of the children, but like a woman, linger at the wine banquet, Gu Wan, when did you become so cheap!"

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, but my heart felt like I was being pierced by an ice pick.

This man forced me to not even find a decent job, but now he stands on the side of justice and humiliates me with a moral hat, why should he?

I bit my lip and didn't speak, just stared at him like that, I was not good at arguing, and I was not good at arguing with Pei Shaobei. Past experience has taught me how stupid it is to quarrel with this clever man, who will put all the mistakes on your head for countless reasons, not listen to your justification, not understand your pain, but can make your guilt really arise in the bottom of your heart.

Pei Shaobei and I looked at each other with an extremely paranoid look.

There was no light, and the faint light projected from the main street hit Pei Shaobei's cheeks, while the other half of his face was all hidden in the darkness, which made people see loneliness and sadness on this face that could not be ignored no matter where they went.

He, what is he grieving about?

Huan fat Yan thin, a woman with everything, I haven't seen his high-spirited appearance in the newspaper in the past year, why did he pretend to be pitiful in front of me.

I became more and more unable to see through this man, and I didn't want to be entangled with him anymore. I confess, I'm scared, I'm timid. I'll admit, I can't afford to lose. In his pitiful gaze, I took a deep breath and pushed him away to leave.

Pei Shaobei grabbed my arm and called me, "Evening!"

I was stunned, didn't move, and didn't look back.

"Wanwan, why? You always have to give me a reason, do you know, how I spent this year, why, you didn't even give me a reason to break up, I don't understand, I can't figure it out!"

Pei Shaobei's voice was very low and slightly hoarse.

My nose was sore, and I wanted to forgive almost instantly, but then I restrained myself again, and said in a calm tone as much as possible, "There is no reason, we are not suitable, I am with you, very tired, very depressed." I don't like that feeling, so I don't like you anymore! That's it! Pei Shaobei, you don't understand or figure it out, you just don't want to be abandoned by a divorced woman! Don't deceive yourself anymore and feel like me, we are all adults, this kind of game is not fun!"

As soon as I shook my hand back, I walked out of the alley quickly, almost running towards the entrance of the community. Pei Shaobei didn't chase after me again, I gasped for breath at the top of the stairs, and in the deep winter night, my sweat dripped down my forehead and slipped into my eyes.

Feelings, in fact, are easy to forgive, especially when the love has not disappeared. However, it is difficult to trust feelings again, even if love has not disappeared.

If you don't trust, even if you love, what can you do, and the final outcome will not come to an end. Now that we know the end, why hurt each other here.

I rubbed my sour nose and gathered my emotions and went home. My mother was sitting alone in the living room, I was so shocked that I didn't even change my shoes and asked anxiously, "Mom, Xiaoxiao?"

My mother seemed to have just come back to her senses, and she was a little puzzled when she saw my anxious appearance, "Wanwan? You're back, what's wrong, what's wrong? Why is your face so bad?"

"Mom, Xiaoxiao, where did Xiaoxiao go?" I saw Pei Shaobei downstairs, and when I went upstairs and saw my mother like that, I almost immediately felt that Gu Xiao was taken away by Pei Shaobei.

My mother grabbed me and said worriedly, "What's wrong with you tonight?" Xiaoxiao is sleeping, don't wake him up!"

As soon as I heard that Gu Xiao was asleep, I breathed a sigh of relief, but the whole person was unstable because of excessive tension, and my chest was as if it was pressed by something, I gasped for breath, but I couldn't relieve it, but it startled my mother, plus I was full of alcohol, and shouted anxiously and angrily, "What kind of work are you going to do, why do you get such a drunken body, are you going to make your mother worry about death?"

I waved my hand and moved to the couch, half-lying down to ease up.

"Mom, I'm fine, I didn't drink, and foreign businessmen came, so I went to be a translator!" I briefly introduced my work tonight, but I remembered something and asked anxiously, "Mom, what happened to you just now? Is someone coming to our house?"

"No, I'm just waiting for you to be a little distracted!" the mother said but frowned again, and then sighed, "Alas, it's not okay, I took Xiaoxiao to play in the community today, and I don't know if it's an illusion, I feel that there is someone who is especially like Pei Shaobei, who has been watching us from a short distance." I'm old, my eyes are not good, I can't see really, besides, I haven't seen him for more than a year, and I'm a little unfamiliar with his figure, so I'm not sure. Wanwan, you say, could it be Pei Shaobei? Does he want to come and take Xiaoxiao away?"

I shook my head, but didn't know how to answer. That person is indeed Pei Shaobei, but I don't know if he wants to take Gu Xiao away.

Seeing that I didn't answer, my mother hurriedly asked again beside me, "Wanwan, that person is Pei Shaobei, right?"

"Mom, I'm tired, can you let me take a break?"

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