Chapter 155: Are You ......
The tenderness in her eyes disappeared in an instant, she thought she was wrong, rubbed her eyes, and he sat on the edge of the bed with a faint expression: "I woke you up?"
He Niannian shook his head: "I seem to have slept for a long time, and I've probably been too idle lately, and I'm sleepy when I have nothing to do." I...... I want to go back to work, so you can let me go back to the HR department!"
Xue Yihuai lowered his head in contemplation, his eyelashes flickered and he shook his head: "Don't worry, I heard from my mother, you have been in a trance recently." You said you were going to the hospital last time, haven't you gone yet? Go and see, I'll ask Chen Qi to send you there tomorrow. ”
She was a little disappointed: "You...... What have you been up to lately? It's been a long time since the bombing, when will our lives return to normal?"
Xue Yihuai glanced at her deeply: "If you marry me, you are destined to live such a fearful life." Do you remember what I said before? From the moment we got married, the only person who could accompany me to heaven and hell was you. As I said, one day, you will understand these words. ”
She smiled wryly and nodded, she did understand it in hindsight. She knew from the beginning that this marriage was a trap he had planned for a long time, and she knew it was a trap, but she jumped without looking back. This is the ignorance and dullness of a moth to a fire, and it is also a self-inflicted self-inflicted cocoon.
She just deceived herself for too long, thinking that one day he would see her sincerity. But she waited so long, but she was disappointed again and again.
If he really fell in love with someone else, could she be angry for a year or two and not divorce, could she be like this for the rest of her life?
Moving his lips, there was a sentence that came to his mouth and regretted it, and finally swallowed it. She wanted to say that if he really fell in love with him, she could fulfill him. But I was always unwilling in my heart, and the reddest still didn't say it.
"So? What do you want to express? I remember you said that I will be entangled with you for the rest of my life. Even if tomorrow the cold weather freezes and the road dies, you will pull me along. You won't let me go unless you die first. I still remember those words. Did you remind me of this, did you want to tell me that it still works, or did you say ...... You're going to let me go?"
Xue Yihuai didn't look at her, in the dim light, the contours of his side face looked much gentler than usual. Just said it, but it made her feel cold: "If you want, you can." ”
The night was slightly cold, and her fingertips that had nowhere to put it were cool, and she smiled bitterly: "Xue Yihuai, is this your fulfillment of me, or of me fulfilling you?"
He asked rhetorically, "Is there a difference?"
She nodded: "Of course, if you are fulfilling me, I am happy to accept it." But if it's me who fulfills you, then I'll have to think about it. He chuckled, did not speak, and got up and went to the study.
Feeling the bitter water churning, she couldn't help but rush into the bathroom. In the mirror, his face is ruddy, and he still looks like this, showing a sense of tiredness. She slowed her head, so heavy that she didn't think too much, and fell asleep again.
She didn't know when Xue Yihuai would go back to her room and go to sleep, and when she would get up. It was already past nine o'clock, and she still hadn't woken up, so the butler had to come up and knock on the door. She looked at the alarm clock on the table, but she didn't expect that she was getting up late again.
Jiang Xinle had another important meeting today, so she also went out early in the morning, but she was always worried about her body before going out, so she asked the housekeeper to pay more attention. Xue Yihuai was used to going out early and returning late, and she sat on the bed for a while before slowly remembering the conversation between the two last night.
I took another breath of cool air, and my memory has become a little bad lately. She changed her clothes and went downstairs, and the housekeeper gave her a hot breakfast, but she couldn't eat it after two bites. The housekeeper looked at her situation, and it seemed that it was really necessary to go to the hospital to take a look.
She opened her head and smiled: "My problems are all caused by the sequelae of the last incident, and the psychological effect." This is a heart disease, and only heart medicine can cure it. With that, a handful of fish feed was sprinkled into the fish tank again.
The key stood behind her, frowning thoughtfully: "Madam, you just ...... Already fed. This fish is stupid, it will eat as much as you give it, and it will die if you eat too much. ”
He Niannian withdrew his hand in embarrassment: "I...... Have you fed it? Hehe, my brain hasn't been very good lately. ”
The butler cautiously asked, "Madam, I see that you have been lethargic and have lost your appetite lately, could you be...... Pregnant, right?"
Shocked, his hand shook and he sprinkled all the fish feed in his hand on the ground: "How could it be...... No, it's just that I'm not in a good mood. After saying that, he went back to the room in a bit of a panic.
Pregnancy? Impossible, right? Afterwards, she secretly took birth control pills, which is absolutely impossible?
I've been comforting myself like this in my heart, but I can't help but be a little panicked in my heart. Xue Yihuai's call happened to come at this time, and He Niannian worriedly wondered if it could be the housekeeper who told him this uncertain guess so quickly, right?
"Chen Qi is almost here, you are ready to go to the hospital! If you are not feeling well, you must seek medical attention in time, don't carry it to death. When the test results come out, remember to tell me if you have anything to do. There was a false alarm, and He Niannian let out a long breath.
Pulled out the VC pill bottle in the drawer, held it in his hand and was stunned for a long time. After all, it was impossible, since she got married, she has never been pregnant, and she firmly believes in the effect of this medicine. I took out my mobile phone and checked the pregnancy self-test, why did I get all the numbers right?
A little weak in her heart, a horn downstairs pulled her back from her nervous mood. Anyway, Chen Qi is also here, so let's go to the hospital! It's not a way to be so entangled, whether it's pregnant or not, so that you can feel at ease.
When he arrived at the hospital parking lot, He Niannian didn't let Chen Qi follow: "I'm just a little sick, I'll come back with some medicine, you don't have to get out of the car." ”
Even if she was afraid that Chen Qi would know that she went to see a gynecology, the examination was quite fast, but the queue for the results was very long. Originally, she only said that she would go down, but she was afraid that Chen Qi would get out of the car to find her, and she was afraid that she had a serious illness to delay for so long. She had no choice but to call Chen Qi, and there were too many people in line, and it was estimated that she would have to wait for a while.
Chen Qi was indeed a little suspicious, after all, there were accidents one after another, and the hospital was crowded and mixed. He was really worried that someone would lose it in his hands, but how could he explain it to his boss?
Anxious, she finally got the test report after a long wait. A heart, sinking to the bottom, she is really pregnant. The contraceptive pill in the VC bottle became a real VC at some point. Suddenly, she remembered Bai Yiming.
A sentence suddenly popped up in his mind, Xue Yihuai said, 'Lao Bai said that you lack VC'. She was so stupid that she should have noticed it when he said it. Xue Yihuai had already changed her contraceptive pills, and he had long known that he had been using contraception, but he didn't say anything.
But the appearance of the child was too sudden and inappropriate. Last night's words are still in her ears, who is she going to fulfill now? Sitting on the corridor of the hospital for a long time, should this child stay? If she stays, what will happen between her and Xue Yihuai?
The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, she was dizzy, and slowly stood up and walked against the wall but bumped into someone: "I'm sorry!"
The strong perfume poured into her nose, causing her to quickly cover her mouth and retch. The other party didn't get angry, but smoothed her back: "Niannian? What's wrong with you? I didn't expect that we would meet again so soon last time." ”
She relented, and looked up at a face that showed only a pair of eyes. is so good, and there are people left and right around him, isn't this posture the popular female star Tao Yiling? It's really a place in life where you don't meet, you can bump into her when you turn around, and this star is so easy to meet.
"Nothing, a little bit of a problem. I don't think it's convenient for you, so I won't bother you. I walked first, but Tao Yiling stopped her.
"Since we have met again, why don't we sit down and have a cup of coffee together?" she shook her head, indicating that she was really uncomfortable. Tao Yiling was very disappointed, "Okay, I won't force you." Then, we'll see you at the class reunion!"
She really hasn't been thinking enough lately, and she has forgotten what day the class reunion is. In her current situation, she still won't go. Nodding perfunctorily, after saying goodbye, he cleaned up his emotions and got into the car.
Seeing that she had finally come back safely, Chen Qi let out a long breath: "Madam, let me go in with you next time! You have been gone for so long, if something happens, I really can't afford it!"
He Niannian nodded very understandingly: "I think there shouldn't be anything in the daytime, but it makes you worry." I...... I want to go back to my house, you can send me back to Cangda! Tonight, I won't be able to go back to my parents' house. ”
Cangning University ushered in the school anniversary, and it was lively everywhere. Walking on the familiar tree-lined paths, there are many feelings. A puzzled voice came from behind her: "Niannian, why Niannian?" she turned her face sideways, but she didn't expect to meet her old classmate this time.
This old classmate is none other than Qin Dong, the squad leader who organized this class reunion.
"Lao Qin, are you ...... in the photo? There are still some differences!" Qin Dong has changed a lot, and the young man who used to be thin is now a little blessed.
Qin Dong scratched his head and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Don't make fun of me, these years are ruthless and urging people to grow old! Unlike you, you are a person who has been favored by the years, and you are still a little girl after so many years." ”
She smiled faintly: "You...... Why are you here?"
Qin Dong looked at her with some surprise: "You are really a noble person who forgets things, we made an appointment for tomorrow's class reunion, but you forgot?" This time I was really a little surprised, I didn't expect Tao Yiling to agree to come to join the classmates! She said that she met you, did you see her real? Is it a big change from before?"