264: Stay or leave

When he spoke again, Qin Tang's attitude was still very bad.

"What are you crying for? I'm not dead yet, you're going to send me off early?"

"Don't mess around!" his words just hit Feng Ziqi's heart.

Feng Ziqi was a little excited, and his voice had increased a lot, and he was even a little fierce.

"If you don't let me mess up, you're going to cry?" Qin Tang beckoned to Feng Ziqi, "Come here." ”

Feng Ziqi gritted his teeth and walked in the direction of the hospital bed.

After stopping, she looked down at Qin Tang.

Qin Tang didn't like this angle very much, so he said to Feng Ziqi: "Squat." ”

Feng Ziqi squatted down as he said.

Qin Tang raised his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her.

"Don't cry, there's nothing to cry about. ”

"If I die tomorrow, the company will be handed over to you, and the second and third will assist you, and I have already been with him. ”

His voice was calm, not at all scared or panicked.

However, that tone is really a dying man explaining what happened to him.

Feng Ziqi didn't plan to cry, but when he heard him like this, he couldn't hold back his tears.

"You don't want that...... You'll be fine for sure. Feng Ziqi sniffed, his voice trembling.

"Don't cry, listen to me. Qin Tang's finger stopped at the tip of her eye.

"All this time I've been wondering if I would have done that to you if I could go back a few years ago. ”

“……”

Hearing him like this, Feng Ziqi looked at him intently, and was faintly looking forward to his answer in his heart.

The answer is yes. He smiled, "I don't regret everything I've done before, except for our children." ”

Child......

As soon as he was a child, Feng Ziqi subconsciously bit his lip.

"I really don't like to see you get too close to other men. His voice seemed a little helpless, "But I can't control you in the future." ”

“…… What do you mean?" Feng Ziqi asked the question in a trembling voice.

Listening to Qin Tang's words, it really felt like saying goodbye to her. And it's the kind that will last forever.

"Whether I live or die tomorrow, I leave the choice to you. This is the answer he came up with after thinking about it for a few days, "Stay or leave, whatever you want." ”

He was suddenly so generous, Feng Ziqi was a little unable to adapt for a while.

If it was before, she would have chosen to leave without hesitation.

But now...... She faltered.

That's right, she was shaken.

She was reluctant, reluctant to see him face it alone.

"Of course, if I die, you can go as a matter of course. Qin Tang laughed again, "That money is enough for you and Gu Ning to have a few more children." ”

"Farewell......" Feng Ziqi couldn't listen anymore, "Don't you!"

And one last sentence. Qin Tang lowered his eyes, "I'm sorry." I always owe you an apology for what happened. ”

"But I did it just now, and if I had to go back in time and do it again, I would still make the same choice. ”

Because...... He didn't have a choice.

He hated Qin Yuanshan, and he hated it from the beginning.

Qin Yuanshan cheated, so his mother went crazy, from a gentle and lovely lady to a ruthless madman.

He has never enjoyed the so-called family affection since he was older.

Therefore, he hated Qin Yuanshan, hated Ji Nian, and even wanted to kill her countless times.

He doesn't regret any of this.

This is his fate, a fate that cannot be escaped.

Some of what happened afterwards was out of his control, but the whole did not deviate.

"Qin Tang, I don't know how to ......" Feng Ziqi lowered his head, "You live well, as long as you live, I will forgive you, is this okay?"

Now in this situation, she really doesn't want to worry about the past, as long as he can live, everything is fine.

What forgives and doesn't forgive...... Where does someone's life matter?

"Are you sympathizing with me?" Qin Tang was once again amused by Feng Ziqi's reaction. "Put away your sympathy, I don't need it. ”

"Not sympathy. Feng Ziqi shook his head and denied, "I'm concerned about you." ”

"Qin Tang, I hope you're doing well. Feng Ziqi pursed his lips, and after some psychological struggle, he said the next words: "After all, I liked you so much before...... I don't want anything wrong with you. ”

After all, I liked you so much before.

Hearing this, Qin Tang laughed self-deprecatingly. His lips twitched, and he asked her, "And now?"

Feng Ziqi: "......"

It's the same now.

Of course, she won't come out at such a time.

She licked her lips and said to Qin Tang: "If you can get off the operating table alive tomorrow, I will give you an answer." ”

"Well, you've learned to threaten people?" Qin Tang pinched her face.

Feng Ziqi pursed his lips and said nothing.

Let's just think she's threatening...... She just hoped that Qin Tang would have more confidence in the operation.

"Why don't you speak?" Qin Tang pinched again.

"Learn from you......" After holding back for a long time, Feng Ziqi finally held back this sentence.

Qin Tang smiled after hearing this.

"Okay, then my words and deeds worked. ”

"So you have to have a good operation and have faith in yourself. ”

This sentence, Feng Ziqi looked into his eyes and spoke.

Qin Tang let out a "hmm", "But I can't control the consequences." ”

After a pause, he added: "I'm dead, don't cry." ”

"Don't talk like that......" Feng Ziqi was a little broken.

"Do you know what the biggest difference between me and you is?" Qin Tang threw out this question coldly.

Without waiting for Feng Ziqi to think about the answer, he gave the answer directly: "As long as it is not a 100% successful thing, I will directly count it as a failure." And you, as long as there is a little hope, will be counted as success. ”

Feng Ziqi was successfully silenced by Qin Tang.

Seriously recall...... It seems that this is really the case.

The two of them look at things from a completely different angle.

Qin Tang's attitude towards the whole world is very negative and pessimistic, but she is completely different from him.

"Okay, don't mention it. Qin Tang rubbed Feng Ziqi's hair, "Wash and sleep." ”

After coming out of the hospital, Ji Nian's mood has been very low.

Back at the hotel, Ji Nian sat on the edge of the bed, dejected.

Of course, Chi Jianchen knew what she was worried about.

Craniotomy is indeed not an operation, and Qin Tang's own attitude is so negative...... How could it not be worried.

In fact, Chi Jianchen didn't have a score in his heart, but at this time, he had to give Ji Nian confidence.

Chi Jianchen sat beside Ji Nian and hugged her with open arms, "When Qin Tang's operation is over, let's go get the certificate." ”

He wanted something else to distract him.

"Hmm...... If the surgery is successful. Ji Nian was unprecedentedly obedient, and even nodded.

"It's going to work. Chi Jianchen arranged her hair, "Don't be too nervous." ”

"I used to think I was annoying him and wanted him to die. Ji Nian closed his eyes and leaned into Chi Jianchen's arms, "But I really feel very uncomfortable to see him like this...... Because he's pretty good at softness. ”

"He's not really a bad guy. Chi Jianchen recalled what Qin Tang did, "It's just that his values are different from ours." Maybe it's because of the environment in which I grew up. ”

"Probably...... there seems to be only one answer.

The night before the operation, Qin Tang didn't fall asleep all night.

He kept thinking that maybe it would be the last night of his life, so he didn't want to fall asleep.

The lights in the ward have been turned off.

Qin Tang turned his head to look at Feng Ziqi on the other bed, she curled up with her back to him.

The cold moonlight sprinkled on her, making her back even thinner.

I don't know if she's asleep or not.

Qin Tang stared at Feng Ziqi all night until the sun rose.

……

The surgery was scheduled for 10 a.m. the next day.

Early in the morning, Ji Nian, Chi Jianchen and Shen Nanhui came over.

In the ward, doctors and nurses were also preparing for Qin Tang's operation.

Ji Nian was so nervous that her hands were sweaty, and Chi Jianchen grabbed her left hand and gently pinched her palm, hoping to calm her emotions through this action.

At half past nine, the medical staff came to the ward, pushed Qin Tang onto the cart, and walked into the special elevator for surgery.

Feng Ziqi stood in place, watching Qin Tang enter the elevator, tears falling down her eyes.

This scene happened to be watched back by Shen Nan.

Shen Nan took back a tissue and handed it to Feng Ziqi.

"Wipe it off. ”

"Thank you......" Feng Ziqi took the tissue and thanked Shen Nan back.

"If he knew you cared so much about him, he would definitely be alive. ”

Shen Nan replied to this sentence very firmly.

However, Feng Ziqi didn't quite understand what he meant.

"You...... What do you mean?" "You don't understand?" Shen Nan looked at her sideways, "He accepts you and other people's children, and does everything possible to get you to remarry him, for what, don't you understand?"

The answer is already on the horizon.

But that possibility, she never thought of and did not dare to think of it.

Qin Tang ...... How could you possibly like her?

"You really don't understand?" Seeing Feng Ziqi's expression, Shen Nanhui was a little speechless.

"I ...... I don't really understand. Feng Ziqi licked his dry lips.

"He likes you. Shen Nanhui directly said this sentence, "No, it should be, he loves you, and he wants to die and live for you." ”

Feng Ziqi's heart was greatly impacted, she lowered her head and didn't say a word.

"Do you know why he got into a car accident?" Shen Nan replied, "He has been taking that refreshing medicine all these years, and his body has been ruined. It started when I divorced you. ”

"Also, you kid ......" This matter, Shen Nanhui has never talked to anyone, "He set up a spirit card for that child in Bodhi Temple, and there are monks chanting sutras every day." ”

"......" Feng Ziqi clenched his fists violently.

"He was a bit of a jerk at the beginning, but now ...... Think about it. ”

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