098 Are you really stupid, or are you deceiving yourself
The angle of the photo capture is very good, I am a kitsch and flattering face, and I am a "biaozi" image. It seems that the photographer is very professional and portrays me very deeply!
Li Yi didn't even look at me, as if looking at me more, he felt that it was a waste, he said coldly and mocked, "What's the matter? You still want to say that you are a virgin? You have never slept with a man, you are really an innocent little white rabbit? What does you look like when you look at the photo? You want to pretend, can you pretend to be realistic?"
I stared at those photos, a wave of anger rushed up from the dantian, raised my head and looked at Li Yi angrily, and asked loudly, "You sent someone to follow me?"
Li Yi took out his cigarette and continued to sarcastically, "Can you go and take a look in the mirror and see what you look like, Lao Tzu will send someone to follow you." I'm idle and hurt, I'd rather play with myself than bother with your. ”
Li Yi's words were like a bucket of cold water poured on a burning fire, and the fire was extinguished at once, and his brain returned to reason, who is Li Yi? This guy is proud, we are his boring jokes, occasionally on a whim, so he summons himself and plays, and he will definitely not spend time on himself, and he will definitely not investigate himself.
I immediately restrained my anger and lowered my tone to ask, "Why did the picture end up in your hand?"
"Ghost knows!" Li Yi didn't want to deal with me at all, so he kicked me under the quilt and ordered, "Lao Tzu is hungry, you hurry up and make fried noodles for Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu doesn't want to eat carrots!"
He changed too quickly, one second he was sarcastic with vicious remarks, and the next second, he was completely inappropriate and asked me to get him food. I obviously don't have enough brains, and I don't know how many brain cells have died to serve this lord.
"Come on, I'm hungry. He kicked me hard again, but luckily I got used to it, holding the head of the bed nimbly to keep myself from getting mixed up. He glanced at me, probably not seeing me fall out of bed, and he snorted, "And put these pictures away for me, and I'm upset when I look at them." ”
It seems that he likes to watch me make a fool of myself and satisfy his own perverted interests. I didn't dare to delay, so I quickly picked up the photo, threw it into the trash, and then quickly got out of bed, but I found that I was not dressed, and I was still not used to being naked in front of Li Yi, so after hesitating for a while, I dragged the quilt out of bed.
"You dragged away the quilt, let Lao Tzu cover something? You give me back the quilt, what do you have to hide, it's not 32c, 20, 35," Li Yi showed his teeth and claws on the bed naked, and reported my measurements.
This guy's eyes are really poisonous, it's really an old Jianghu, accurate, not bad at all, I feel that through the thick quilt, he can see himself, I feel even more uncomfortable, it's not it, it's not it.
Li Yi didn't know what to be ashamed of, walked down naked, stood in front of me unceremoniously, took away the quilt, and roared angrily, "What are you still rubbing, you want Lao Tzu to starve to death, right?"
I had no choice but to rush into the bathroom, grab another towel and wrap it around, go downstairs, and run to the kitchen to cook for him. I feel that I am not only a young lady, but even the work of a nanny has been done, the more I think about it, the more unconvinced, I made up my mind, wait to ask him for money, I can no longer let him prostitute in vain, as the saying goes, there is one, there is two, and now three are here.
I peeled the carrots fiercely, and when I cut them into shreds and put in the fried plums, I remembered that Li Yi told me not to put carrots, so I could only take out the shredded carrots one by one and take them out.
I waited in the hall for a long time, but I couldn't see Li Yi, according to his temperament, he had already come down! I waited for another half an hour, I really couldn't stay up, after doing that, I was very tired, I wanted to sleep.
I went upstairs and found that Li Yi was asleep, and he slept very soundly, and his sleeping posture was also very bad, he liked to sleep, and he liked to sleep under the pillow. The pillow staggered, revealing the right side of his face, looking at the half of his face, everyone thought that he was a humble gentleman, but he was both impatient and arrogant.
I clenched my fists in indignation, and made a gesture to beat him, but I certainly won't beat him. My fist stopped three centimeters away from him, gritted my teeth and said, "Don't think I don't know, you're trying to pretend to be asleep." ”
Li Yi's eyebrows moved, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly withdrew my hand, leaned back, and accidentally hit my elbow on the bedside table, making a screeching sound.
Li Yi frowned in displeasure, moved his body, made a displeased sound of being woken up, raised his hand and touched his face, opened his eyes and stared at me, and shouted, "What are you going to do?"
I swallowed my saliva and whispered, "I'm done." ”
He frowned and said impatiently, "Don't eat, you'd better stop making a fuss!"
He put down the cruel words, closed his eyes and fell asleep again, I greeted Li Yi's ancestors in my heart for the eighteenth generation, he didn't want to eat, and he wanted me to do it, the key is that I waited stupidly for almost an hour, deliberately playing with me.
I got up angrily and was about to leave, Li Yi suddenly lifted the quilt, sat up on the ground, glared at me and roared, "Lu Shuangshuang, what the are you going to do?"
I feel that I am even more wronged than Dou E, I can almost fly snow in June, I just want to go back, okay? Li Yi didn't wait for me to explain, raised his voice and asked, "Do you sleep or not?"
"Sleep, I'll sleep right away!" I obediently responded, climbed into bed, and shrank in the corner of the bed, not daring to move, for fear that Li Yi would kick me again.
Li Yi always dislikes my poor sleeping posture, is he better than me? He swept away most of the quilt and wrapped himself into a zongzi, I only covered a corner, the weather was too cold, even if there was air conditioning, I still felt cold, curled up together.
I was so tired that I fell asleep and dreamed that I was catching a doll and catching a caterpillar. Falling asleep, I was woken up by a shake, I opened my eyes and saw that hateful face, Li Yi pushed me in disgust and said, "You let go of Lao Tzu, get away." ”
"Huh?" I asked, puzzled, and for some reason, Li Yi and I hugged each other again.
Li Yi's face was gloomy, and he said angrily, "How the hell are you holding me there?"
"Ahh
I slurred my explanation, "I... I just dreamed that I was making a doll myself and caught a caterpillar?"
When I realized what I had said, I wanted to slap myself twice, and at that point, I should shut my mouth.
"What did you just say?" Li Yi grabbed my chin and asked mockingly, "It turned out to be a heavy taste!"
I didn't want to respond again, otherwise the more I talked, the more I would be wrong, I turned over and retracted into the corner again, closed my eyes and went back to sleep, but I couldn't sleep anymore, and Li Yi obviously didn't fall asleep either.
The night light came in through the cracks in the curtains, today is the night of the full moon, I remembered the past when I was a child, there was already a TV series at that time, but most of the old people in the village have no culture, many people can't even read the law, let alone speak Mandarin, my grandmother is one of them.
Every night, she and several old people sat under the longan tree and chatted, the east and the west were short, and occasionally told stories to the children, what kind of grandmother who eats children, there are tigers in the village, etc., I and other children will sit next to them and listen carefully, obviously very scared, but I can't help but want to listen. Grandma always said a little bit and saved it for later, hung our appetites, and used stories to make me obedient during the day.
Li Yi turned over and got closer to me, he yawned boredly and asked me, "Lu Shuangshuang, you were bullied by your stepsister and beaten by your stepfather, won't your mother come out to help you?"
The surroundings are too quiet, and in the dead of night, it is really suitable for chatting and talking from the heart, because in the middle of the night, people's feelings are very fragile.
"My stepfather was drunk, and he beat everyone but his children, and he also beat my mother, and tortured my mother to death, and my mother was not the only daughter of mine. I replied calmly.
Actually, I can understand my mother, she was probably afraid of her stepfather, so she could only keep silent cowardly. She is married for the second time and has two more children, she is not easy, and she is also a hard-working woman. The first husband died, and the second stepfather ate, drank, prostituted, and gambled.
"What kind of mother is a mother who can't protect her children?" Li Yi commented indifferently, rational and objective, without any emotion.
Everyone has the same mentality, you can speak ill of the people in your own family, or even have a big fight, and you can't listen to others talk about your own family.
I was anxious to defend my mother, "Not every mother is so lucky, they also have their own forced hardships, for example, my mother, and a daughter and son, can't tear the family apart and fall apart for me, she is really virtuous, and the cooking is delicious, especially the hand-patted cucumbers, and braised pork ribs......."
As I spoke, I said that my voice was stalking, my eyes were shining with tears, I didn't want to say any more, I turned my head to stare at Li Yi and said seriously, "Not everyone can do what they want to do? ”
"Snort!" Li Yi sneered disdainfully, raising his eyebrows and sarcastically, "Isn't it just a divorce? Don't make so many excuses, can't a woman live without a man?"
I was stunned that Li Yi actually lived in a single-parent family, this news was undoubtedly dropped by a heavy bomb, and it exploded in my brain, looking at his arrogant and willful appearance, he didn't seem to be pulled by his mother, and he didn't know how to be considerate of women at all?
Li Yi glared at me sternly, probably because I didn't feel comfortable, and asked with a straight face, "What do you see?" I found that you are really stupid, so stupid that there is no cure. When she gave birth to you, she should support you and fulfill her mother's responsibility, and you should fulfill your responsibility to support her. Have people been kicked in the head by donkeys now? What are they pretending to be?"
"Ha!" I couldn't help laughing, Li Yi actually had such a positive outlook, was the person in front of him Li Yi? Could it be that he was possessed by something, if he was so serious, why did he prostitute himself?
But I didn't dare to say anything about it, but smiled and said, "That's because you are a son, I am a daughter, and the Chinese have an eternal tradition of raising children to prevent old age! If I were a son, my mother might not get married." ”
"Call you stupid, you're really stupid. If people don't love you, don't find so many reasons, I don't know if you are raising fish in your brain, or you are deceiving yourself, deceiving yourself, and coaxing yourself to be happy. Li Yi's words were particularly vicious and hit the nail on the head.
In fact, he was right. Despite my young age, I still remember that my mother was always indifferent to me, and most importantly, my mother was completely different from my father and stepfather. Every day after work, my father entered the door with a smile, but my mother didn't even look at it. changed to a stepfather, her mother greeted her with a smile, and her stepfather shook her face.
I didn't understand before, but now I understand, my mother loves her stepfather, even if the man beats her, she still loves him, maybe women and men are cheap in their bones, women are others who treat her well, she is not rare, but loves the man who hurts herself, and men can't get it, they want it the most.
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