The storm is gone, everything around is very quiet, everything is quiet, the eyes look out, the dark blue sky, the trees in the courtyard are blown by the strong wind, dying and standing, the branches are coated with silver gray by the light, and the ground is the shadow of the branches, stretched thin and long, and it is impossible to see whether the wind is blowing or not.

I clenched the towel and looked up at Li Yi quietly, how could I not be moved by what he said? People's hearts are flesh and blood, not to mention that the object of confession to me is Li Yi, my heart began to be entangled, and the balance still swayed from side to side, since I knew about Xia Nan's suicide by cutting his wrists.

He grabbed my wrist and said, "Don't be busy, I feel better, you lie down and talk to me, remember, we have never spoken properly?

I couldn't help laughing, "yes, you just know! You always put on that high-minded posture, I don't want to provoke you." ”

Li Yi scraped the tip of my nose with his hand, "Are you embarrassed to say this? How much better are you than me? ”

I put my hand on his forehead, lifted the quilt, and retracted into the quilt, my feet were very cold, so I habitually put my hands on his feet to keep warm, I nodded in agreement, "We are all dead to save face, Li Yi, have you noticed that in some aspects, we are so similar, just like two hedgehogs, obviously care about each other's death, we just want to toss each other, sting each other, and we are also stinged and scarred, what do you say we mean by living like this?"

Li Yi was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile, "It's okay, it's good to have someone to quarrel with." ”

I looked at him with distrust, as if he was a wolf who could only talk panic, and pursed my lips, "Really?"

"Really! Maybe I'm cheap, I like you to get angry at me, raise your eyebrows, bright red lips, that look is more angry, no longer submissive, all day long is a flattering face" He laughs, smiles very sinisterly" Also, when you are angry, your breasts rise and fall, it looks good!"

"What?" I was so angry that I was about to pull his ear with my hand, and at this moment, he even said such a thing.

He turned over and held me firmly in his arms, his body was very hot, and I was born cold, so he was hugged, warm, he looked at me with a sincere face and said, "I like your body, I never want to deny it." I don't deny it, I loved An Yao, the kind of deep love that seeped into my bones. She looks so beautiful that people have to love. Actually, what I really mind is not that she is not complete, but that she deceived me. The man threatened her, and she actually gave in to the man's request in order to hide me, again and again. Shuangshuang, I'm a man, that's the last thing I want to say. Do you understand?"

These words came from my ears, and I was frozen. What a proud man he was, when he knew the truth, he would be mad, I couldn't imagine what he would be like, and now he himself has uncovered the scars, and to tell me these words, I don't want to listen to them anymore, don't listen to them anymore, don't let the wounds bleed again. I covered Li Yi's mouth with my hand, shook my head and said, "Don't say it, don't say it again........."

Li Yi shook his head and took my hand away, "You let me continue, there are some things that I think I have to explain to you." I think you have a right to know. Later, I realized that maybe women are different from men, and women care too much about them, so they will think of ways to deceive. But if you tell a lie, you have to tell a hundred lies, and I did it too ruthlessly. Do you know? An Yao died in front of me, just because I went too late, I don't think she would jump off the building, she just threatened me, what a self-reliant person she is. ”

Li Yi slowly closed his eyes, as if he was recalling the terrible scene, and after a while, he opened his eyes, "I feel more guilty than anyone else about An Yao's death, but I don't love her anymore." Am I cold-blooded? When I knew she did those things, I didn't love her anymore, I thought I would never fall in love with anyone for the rest of my life. You know what? You give me a terrible impression, I don't think you're any different from other women, who knows what will turn out to be like this? There may be some things that are destined and can't be avoided.......

"Li Yi, I never thought I would fall in love with you. I was afraid of you to death, and I was forced by your deterrence to follow you. If someone had told me that I would fall in love with you in the future, I would have taken off my shoes and slapped him hard, Ah Yi!"

I put my head on his stomach and whispered, "I don't want to have a child so early, that's my unpredictable future, I don't want the child to become so unfortunate as me, I want him to grow up in a healthy family, have a mother who loves him, a father who loves him, and I want to give him a complete home." But the child came, I really didn't think about taking it off, I wanted to give birth to it, and what I said was angry, but the child was ......."

"It's not your fault, it's none of your business!" Li Yi gently patted me on the back, reassuring me.

I shook my head vigorously, "You're right, I'm a crow's mouth, I'm still a scourge, no one who approaches me will end well, the child is gone, Brother Ming is gone, I ......."

"Shuangshuang, don't say that, those things have nothing to do with you, you don't take everything on yourself, it's too tiring. ”

I bit my lip and cried quietly, a little staccato in my words. "Li Yi, do you know? After Brother Ming's accident, I realized how selfish I was. If someone is good to me, I always ask others to pay for me, and I always want others to be good to me. Brother Ming reminded me more than once, that day he called me, explained to me, apologized to me, I didn't listen to him at all, he was guilty, but not to death, he didn't find his sister. I am a guilty man,"

"I, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...", he hugged me tightly, "I shouldn't be angry, if I had ...... earlier"

"You don't have to say I'm sorry, you don't owe me in the first place, but Li Yi, although you didn't feel sorry for me, I can't face those things, if Brother Ming is still alive, he is not dead, the child is not gone, we will live like that for the rest of our lives, I will be your mistress, that's not a thing, you are so good, that's okay, it's possible, but now!"

In the dark and dreary room, I raised my tear-stained face and said a little incoherently, "I see that you will be sad and sad, you look so similar to the child, when I see you, I will think of the child." Although during that time, you did it for my own good, but you really broke my heart. I also know that I am not doing right, and I am still holding you while saying that I want to leave you, but as long as you are by my side, I am so conflicted, you know? It hurts, my heart really hurts, and many nights, I can't sleep because of the pain. ”

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and the voice became louder and louder, Li Yi hurriedly put his index finger against my lips, and said in a painful trembling voice, "Don't say it, don't say it, Shuangshuang, I know it, I don't force you anymore, I just want you to be happy, you can do whatever you say! I admit it, I want you to stay by my side, and now I don't have the ability to give you happiness anymore, I'm cowardly, right......." (8) ± (.*) (8) ± (8) ±, o

My fingers rubbed against my face with pity, and my heart seemed to be shattered inch by inch, and I knew that in the days to come, I would still love him, more than before, but I could no longer stay by his side, maybe for a while, maybe for a lifetime.

I leaned over and kissed Li Yi's lips, didn't let him say any more, and put my hand on his forehead, it didn't seem to be so hot, I looked long, picked up the thermometer, and put it in Li Yi's mouth, "Okay, I'll take your temperature again!"

Li Yi shook his head helplessly, sighed, and obediently opened his mouth, and I put the thermometer into his mouth. Five minutes later, I looked at the thermometer, it was 37.8 degrees, and I couldn't help but laugh "Okay, the temperature has dropped a lot, I'll help you wipe it again, it should be about the same." Do you want water?"

Li Yi grabbed my arm, shook his head resolutely and said, "No need, you can sleep, you can accompany me by your side." ”

"Okay!" I put down the thermometer, retracted back into the bed again, and buried myself in his arms, the soft shampoo between my nose, he smelled the same as mine, and felt like an old husband and wife.

Li Yi was still looking at me quietly, I covered his eyes with my hand, and commanded domineeringly, "Hurry up and close your eyes!"

There was a slight itching sensation in his palm, and Li Yi closed his eyes. Sick people, especially those with fever, fall asleep quickly, and it didn't take long for Li Yi to fall asleep, making a sound of sleeping snoring, I quietly turned on my phone, and by the faint blue light, I saw her eyelashes from his eyebrows, and then, looking at his lips again, very selfishly, I lowered my head and kissed his lips again, still that soft touch.