Pei Shaobei was very honest when he was drunk, but this time it was different from the last time he was drunk with Su Mo. The last time I drank with Su Mo was more of a catharsis, but this time he seemed to be extremely tired, frowning, who was extremely unstable.

I originally wanted to leave, but I couldn't bear to see him like this, so I had to wash my hands and wash a towel with warm water to wipe him. Pei Shaobei was tired of my touch at first, stretched out his hand and opened it several times, and finally gradually stabilized his breathing and let me wipe his face. I have always known that Pei Shaobei is extremely good-looking, and I have secretly observed him when he is asleep, and I am overjoyed, feeling that such a man is actually in love with him, and the kind of pride and indescribable joy is almost overflowing.

But this time, I felt strange. Looking at the face that was still very familiar, the facial features and eyebrows were carefully described, as if I could still see him smiling gently at me, but I couldn't help but feel a strong sadness in my heart, a kind of sadness shattered by the cruelty of reality, which I couldn't talk about or alleviate.

I never thought that I would ask Pei Shaobei for anything, and even once felt that we were equal in this relationship, no one took advantage of it and no one suffered a big loss. I did get married, but even if I hadn't, I must have had a boyfriend at this age, and it seemed ridiculous to mention such a thing as a virginity complex at this age. So I didn't think of such things as a debt to others, I just thought that it was fair to give to each other sincerely in love. Now that I think about it, it is indeed that I am too simple, and since I have decided to be together, how can many things really be separated?

Pei Shaobei seemed to be a little uncomfortable, and muttered in a low voice, I didn't hear it clearly, but I saw that his brows were furrowed even more, and his face became bad, so he hurriedly leaned over and asked softly, "Shaobei, where is it uncomfortable? Do you want to vomit?"

Pei Shaobei shook his head in a daze, but he called me, "Evening!"

My heart warmed slightly, and I asked again, "Do you want to drink water?"

Pei Shaobei didn't answer this time, and his low breathing stabilized again. I wiped his arms and arms again, sorted everything out, and then quietly closed the door and came out. The office door was open, and the voices outside could be heard clearly. It was the assistant who was persuading the few people who accompanied Pei Shaobei back, but those people obviously didn't want to leave like this, chattering outside to do Tai Chi, I felt tired when I listened to it, and secretly said in my heart, people live, no matter how rich or poor they will slowly become not like themselves, the rich people in order to stabilize their wealth, and the poor people in order to move towards the rich and noble, they seem to not interfere with each other, but they do the same thing, but they are calculating people's hearts.

I sat on the sofa in Pei Shaobei's office and sighed long, but I didn't dare to run out at this time and become the target of public criticism.

Gradually, the noise subsided, and I had to admire Pei Shaobei's ability to accept people, but the seemingly young and immature assistant was also a person with an extremely smooth mouth, and he didn't have to be those old fritters in calculating people's hearts.

I waited for a while, and the assistant really sent people away and returned to the office, saw me sitting on the sofa, and hurriedly asked, "Miss Gu, how is my master?"

"I'm already asleep!" I smiled, got up and said, "I'll go back first if there's nothing to do, Pei Shaobei can't go home like this, just let him sleep in the office!"

The assistant immediately stopped me, but his face was a little embarrassed, "Master explained before drinking that he must be sent home when he is drunk, as if he is looking for you to have something to discuss." Otherwise, Miss Gu will stay here, it will not be convenient for me to take care of a man, and I haven't sorted out the follow-up work for today's court session, you see?"

The assistant said very clearly, I thought about it, and felt that it was too hypocritical to refuse again, so I nodded, dispelled the idea of going back but was unwilling to stay in Pei Shaobei's office, I always felt that there were too many strange and unpredictable things hidden in the dark, beckoning to me, leading me step by step to a deeper abyss.

When the assistant saw that I agreed, he was ready to immediately, but I suddenly heard something and hurriedly stopped him and asked, "I want to know, how was Xiao Chen's crime sentenced?"

The assistant obviously didn't expect me to ask this question, so he smiled detachedly for a moment, "Miss Gu, this case is with the master, I just prepared the materials, you can ask the master about the specific things when the master wakes up!"

After that, he didn't stop and just opened the door and left. My heart tightened, and my intuition told me that Xiao Chen's case was not simple, and the ending was definitely not too good. I thought of Dong Mei's watercolor-like face again, and sighed in my heart, but I also knew that I couldn't do anything, so I only sighed and sat down on the sofa again.

The night slowly came, and the room was dark and oppressive.

I got up and locked myself in the inner room, looking at Pei Shaobei who was sleeping deeply, I couldn't tell what it was like, I just felt depressed, but I remembered the bad things at school in my mind, I was so irritable that I finally fell asleep on the side of the bed and didn't know why.

Later, I was woken up, and when I opened my eyes again, the whole room was pitch black, and I heard a familiar voice sounding in the dark, with a hangover hoarseness, "Wanwan, is that you?"

"It's me!" I answered, ready to stand up, but because I had been sleeping on my stomach for too long, my whole body was numb, and I fell headlong in an unstable position, and it happened to fall straight on Pei Shaobei's body, and I was about to get up, and there was an extra hand on my waist, and I hugged it tightly.

"What are you doing, full of wine, let go of me!" I was a little annoyed, struggling in a daze, but I was turned over and pressed under me, the hot breath came to my face, and my heart beat like thunder.

"Wanwan, I miss you so much!"

Pei Shaobei's voice was low and bewildered, with a warm breath swimming in my ears and cheeks, I was so excited that I was numb, but the resentment in my heart was reduced a lot, and my voice softened, and I pushed his shoulders hard, and scolded with a smile, "Pei Shaobei, don't borrow wine to pretend to be crazy, hurry up and get out of here!"

Pei Shaobei's low laughter suddenly sounded, but he really obediently moved away from me, and his long arms hugged me with a full embrace.

I was a little unhappy on his shoulder, but the warmth and familiar breath of my body made me sink unconsciously, I sniffed, rubbed my head on Pei Shaobei's shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

"Well, it's a little headache, those people are too slippery, if I don't get drunk, I don't even want to come back!" Pei Shaobei raised his hand and twisted his eyebrows, smiling a little helplessly.

Although I haven't experienced these entertainments, I don't understand, I thought about it and said, "If you have a headache, I'll talk about it for a while, and don't think about other things for the time being!"

Pei Shaobei didn't speak, only put his hands together and hugged me tighter, I woke up in the middle of the night but I didn't feel sleepy at all, but I didn't want to discuss things with him at this time. For a moment, there was silence in the room, and it seemed extremely harmonious with the quiet night.

After a long pause, Pei Shaobei's voice sounded again, calmly and faintly guilty.

"Wanwan, don't you blame me?"

My body stiffened slightly, but I didn't know how to answer. Isn't it to blame? Maybe.

Pei Shaobei's chin rubbed against the top of my head, and his voice was still hoarse, "I know, you must blame me! You must blame me, I know! Auntie also blames me, I can see it, Wanwan, if you want to vent, just vent it, you hold it, I feel uncomfortable when I see it!"

My nose was slightly sour, and the grievances that I had suppressed gradually revived at this moment, I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to really blame him as Pei Shaobei said, and vent my grievances and complaints on him.

I don't want to be like this in my heart, I don't want Pei Shaobei to think that I'm really complaining.

During the time I was taken away by Dong Mei, I was actually calm, and I didn't even have too much fear, as if I knew that person would not hurt me, or I decided that Pei Shaobei must have a way to protect me. But now, when I hear with my own ears that the person I have always believed in really gave up on me at that moment, the horror of looking back is even stronger than when I experienced it myself.

Perhaps, this is the so-called gap between reality and ideals. Ideals make you fearless, but the cruelty of reality makes you know your insignificance and ignorance.

I shook my head, my hair rubbing against the collar of Pei Shaobei's shirt and making a low rustle.

"No, I don't blame you! I know what your principles are, and I won't change them for anyone!"

I replied calmly, just as I had when I was caught in the villa by Dong Mei. Pei Shaobei's movement of rubbing the top of my head stopped for a moment, and after a while, he sighed softly, in this silent night, there was a strange taste, as if this sigh was not because of my self-mockery, but a kind of speechless helplessness.

"If you're tired, just go to sleep, what do you want to know, wait until tomorrow!" Pei Shaobei really didn't say anything after saying this, and soon seemed to fall asleep again, breathing smoothly, but the hand around my waist never let go.

I didn't think I would fall asleep, but in this familiar breath, I quickly felt my eyelids sink and gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up the next day, it was already dawn, and I sat up suddenly, but there was no trace of Pei Shaobei beside me. I got up in a panic, went to the bathroom to freshen up briefly, and hurriedly pushed the door out, I was in a hurry to go to school, but the moment I pushed the door open, I was frightened by the scene in the office.

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