Chapter 110: I'd rather be single than give up on children

Father Lu and Mother Lu listened to Lin Jiaona and Zhou Yan's cynicism, and suddenly their faces turned white, and Father Lu covered his chest and squatted down in pain.

"Lao Lu, Lao Lu!" Lu's mother shouted in fright.

I hurriedly took a bottle of mineral water and opened it, asked Lu's mother to take out the heart-saving pills she had brought with me, and helped Lu's father feed a few.

Zhou Yan and Lin Jiaona sneered at us and walked away proudly.

After Dad Lu took the medicine, it took a while for him to recover and stand up with the help of Mother Lu and me.

"Xiaowei, you have also seen it, it's not that we don't understand our thoughts, it's really terrifying, you just think about it for us!" Lu Ma said to me with tears in her eyes.

Dad Lu shook off my hand, with a dull face, and yelled at Mom Lu: "Say so much and do it, go home!

I looked at them, thinking about the scene just now, and felt that Lu Jingxuan and I seemed to be unable to go on.

It seems impossible to let Lu's father and Lu's mother accept the child, and I would rather choose to be single than give up the child, or let the child grow up in the eyes of others.

When I agreed to Lu Jingxuan's marriage proposal, I also longed for a stable and quiet life, and longed for a husband who loved me and was responsible.

But in the current situation, it seems that I probably don't have that kind of life to have stability and quietness, and I don't have the life to have a good man like Jing Xuan.

And my father has passed away, and I don't have to worry about him getting angry anymore, so I decided to wait for Lu Jingxuan to come back, have a good talk with him, and cancel my marriage agreement with him.

No one can melt me for half my life, and no one can comfort me for half my life......

I smiled bitterly, took the ring off my finger, put it in Lu's mother's hand and said, "Lu's father, Lu's mother, I understand your feelings, I decided to quit, thank you for your care and care for me during this time, Jingxuan's side, I will explain it to him well, and I won't let him resent you." ”

"Xiaowei......" Lu's mother frowned and looked at me.

"So be it, because I won't give up on my child no matter what. I smiled indifferently.

Dad Lu looked at me and said, "Xiaowei, it's good if you can understand us, I hope you and Jingxuan will explain well, don't embarrass our old man." ”

"I understand. I nodded in agreement.

Lu's father left with the help of Lu's mother, and I didn't have the heart to buy anything more, so I left the supermarket in a daze.

The bodyguard drove the car over, this car was given to me by Lin Junrui, and it has been kept in the garage, and it only drove out today.

After getting in the car, Assistant Zhou said quietly: "Alas, let's cancel the marriage agreement, I don't think that family will be good to the child, and then we will be wronged by our little master." ”

I didn't speak with a sullen face, if it weren't for the hateful young master of your family, would I have fallen to such a miserable state?

"The eldest young master of our family is too, isn't the Lin family's business big enough? I have to marry and expand with the Wang family, and in the end, my life will only be a drop of loess, so why want to be endless?" Assistant Zhou sighed to himself.

When she said this, I was even more angry with Lin Junrui, an assistant understands the truth, but he can't understand it! Lovers and children can't protect them, even if one day, he becomes the supreme leader who dominates this business empire, he can't be considered a real man!

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, so I opened the window and took a few deep breaths in quick succession to ease the tightness in my chest.

Assistant Zhou patted me on the shoulder and said, "However, I know a little bit, Mr. and Wang Yuqing are just contract husband and wife, and there is no fact of husband and wife, Mr. still only has you in his heart." ”

"What's the use of that?" I said depressedly.

"Perhaps, after he achieves some goals, he will divorce Wang Yuqing? Then he can return to you and the children. Assistant Zhou said.

I smiled faintly, "If that day really happened, I wouldn't forgive him." ”

"Sir is so laid-skinned, I'm afraid you can't forgive him if you don't want to. Assistant Zhou came out with a sentence.

I almost laughed at that, and his assistant really knew him!

"Hehe, isn't it?Miss Zhou?" Assistant Zhou asked with a smile.

"I'll ignore him when he's ripped!" I said hatefully. Looking out the window all the way, the breeze is blowing, but there is a glimmer of hope in my heart for no reason, will there really be such a day?

It was also because of this sudden hope that I was more determined to be single.

……

Three months is not long, it is not short, and a scorching summer has passed inadvertently.

Lin Junrui disappeared for three months, and my glimmer of hope gradually faded into clouds and disappeared.

The fetus is almost five months old, and my belly is already showing dew, and this morning, I actually felt a miraculous fetal movement!

"Sister Zhou, Sister Zhou, I have a fetal movement!" I shouted in surprise.

"Really, yes, Weiwei, I'll listen!" Assistant Zhou was downstairs making breakfast, and when she heard me call her, she ran upstairs with a smile.

After getting along for so long, she and I have become closer and closer, and we have changed our words.

"Hey, he didn't move again, he really moved just now!" I put my hand on my stomach, but the little guy seemed to be hiding and stopped playing with me.

Assistant Zhou came over, touched my stomach with his hand, and said with a smile: "It's five months now, right? ”

"Hee-hee, that's interesting. "I happily stroked my bulging belly, and after this magical interaction with the baby, maternal love was born spontaneously.

The continuation and inheritance of the bloodline, with him, I have become braver than ever, and I will never be afraid again, there are no relatives in this world, and I have no support.

There was the sound of cars in the yard, Lu Jingxuan was back!

"That Mr. police officer is back!" Assistant Zhou whispered.

"Uh, Sister Zhou, go get busy. I patted her arm.

Sister Zhou continued to make breakfast, and I staggered downstairs.

When I got to the living room, he came in, and he didn't look very happy, and stared at me with his eyebrows locked.

"Jingxuan, are you back?" I smiled.

"Yes, didn't I let you live in my house? Why did you come back again? These people in the family were arranged by Jun Rui, right?" he asked sullenly.

I smiled and said to him, "Let's go upstairs and talk, shall we?"

He followed me upstairs and we sat down face to face on the couch.

He took my hand, frowned, and asked, "Where's the ring?"

"Give it back to your mother, Jingxuan, you listen to me......" I was ready to explain.

"You don't take my feelings seriously after all. But he interrupted me.

I shut up, feeling powerless to explain, why didn't he ask.

My stomach suddenly moved again, diverting my attention, and I couldn't help but put my hand on my stomach, and a smile appeared on the corner of my lips.

He also found out, and his eyes fell on my stomach.

"He's grown a lot, will he move?" he asked softly, his face finally softened.

"Yes, I just moved, and it's the first time I've felt it!" The topic turned to the child, and my voice couldn't contain the excitement and joy.

He looked at me, hesitated for a moment, reached out and took my hand, and asked in a low voice, "Can I listen to it?"

"I ......" I looked at him, and suddenly remembered that night, Lin Junrui was attached to my lower abdomen, listening to the child's voice.

Lu Jingxuan and I looked at each other, and in just a moment, there was a deep frustration in his eyes.

He smiled reluctantly and let go of my hand.

I lowered my head apologetically, Lu Jingxuan approached my body, and I still felt awkward.

I don't know if it's because I plan to break up with him, or because I still haven't eliminated the demonic barrier of the Lin family in my heart, I can't help but reject Lu Jingxuan in my heart.

I suspect that even if I don't plan to break up with him, this invisible barrier between us could still jump out at any moment and trip us up.

"Xiaowei, you are just trying to grab a dependency on me when your heart is fragile, just like a drowning person who wants to grab a life-saving straw. Lu Jingxuan looked at me and said calmly.

I didn't speak, I listened with my head down, but I agreed in my heart.

"We all thought we could forget, let go, and fall in love with ......," he gently shook my hand again, "but we both had a hard time getting rid of it." ”

"I'm sorry. I apologized in a low voice.

"No need to apologize, no one can force the feelings, although I am sad, but I will never force you," he paused and exhaled, "Originally, I came to take you back to my house and talk to my parents about our marriage, don't give up lightly because of their opposition, but ......"

He looked at me and smiled, "But now it seems that the crux of the problem is not only that. ”

I nodded, looked at him and said, "Yes, I understand now." ”

"I understand," he smiled bitterly, "and your father has passed away, you don't even have to fake a marriage, hehe, our brother and sister may have made up their minds." ”

"I'm sorry...... Thank you for your understanding, Brother Lu. ”

"It's okay, I think I'll be able to get over it in a while!" he stood up and smiled as if he was free.

"Brother Lu. "I stood up too.

"You have a good rest, I'll go back first, the safety work here is good, it doesn't seem like I have to worry too much, it's good!"

He patted me on the shoulder, smiled, looked at my stomach and asked, "Can I, as the child's uncle, listen to this?"

I bowed my head in embarrassment and put my hands on my stomach.

He squatted down, listened attentively, and said with a smile: "Little guy, when you come out, my uncle will take you to shoot!"

"What if it's a girl?" I said.

"The girl raised her to be a tomboy, haha!" Lu Jingxuan stood up, patted me on the shoulder again, and hugged me lightly, "I'm leaving." ”

He turned and walked quickly downstairs, although he had smiled open-mindedly just now, the loneliness in the depths of his eyes could not escape my eyes.

……

"Vivi, come down and eat noodles. "Sister Zhou called me downstairs.

"It's coming. "I promised to come down.

"Weiwei, why did Officer Lu leave so quickly?" Sister Zhou asked casually.

"He still has official duties. I replied casually and sat down to eat noodles.

Sister Zhou ate with me, but she ate very quickly, almost gobbling it up, and after a while, she put down the dishes and chopsticks and went upstairs in a hurry.

I thought she was going upstairs to clean up the room, but I thought that there was no need to be in such a hurry to clean up the room, so I put down the chopsticks and quietly went upstairs.

She really didn't clean it, I was in the living room, I vaguely heard who she was talking to on the phone, approached the door and listened carefully, and couldn't help frowning in annoyance!