Li Yi's Extras (21)
The result of the trial is not unexpected, after soaking in the mall for many years, I also learned the old man's trick, unscrupulous means for the sake of the end, but looking at Lu Shuangshuang's resentful eyes, I feel that I have done something wrong, and she may never forgive me again for the rest of her life. /
I didn't have the patience to listen to the judge anymore, and looked at Lu Shuangshuang nervously, her hands were clenched, the green tendons on her wrists were popping out, her face was pale, her lips were also white, and she looked very haggard. may be running around for the lawsuit, she has lost a lot of weight, and she can't help but be weak, and a gust of wind can blow her away.
I looked at her like that, and my heart hurt again, and I paid so much attention to her every move that I saw that something was wrong with her, and immediately rushed forward, and the reaction was almost subconscious, and I was stunned by myself. In fact, I am reluctant to hurt her after all, and if she is sad, I will feel distressed.
Seeing her lying weakly in my arms, I wanted to slap myself, what the did I do, it's really embarrassing for a big man to fight with a woman.
At the same time, I was angry about Lu Shuangshuang's stubbornness, why wouldn't she give in to me? As long as she said a few nice words, I wouldn't bother with her, she would never learn to compromise, just eat right, I always regress on the other side, right? I will also be tired and exhausted.
I sat in my chair and thought about the past of the two of us, there were so many misunderstandings between us, there were too many deceptions and betrayals, and after three years of separation, I couldn't figure out what I was going to do if I was going to stick to it. Could it be that we can still reconcile? Can we make up for those missed moments? The answer is no, we have all changed.
Maybe Xu Yuwen is right, according to the current situation of Lu Shuangshuang, she can give Bao'er happiness and happiness to herself with her own ability, she is no longer the Lu Shuangshuang of the past, she must be attached to others in order to live. Even if she doesn't have me, she's doing well, for example, in the past three years, and I'm not doing well.
My mind became very confused, and I had a desire to give up, so I turned around and left, and I didn't dwell on the past anymore, and I was free to complete Lu Shuangshuang. Bao'er follows Lu Shuangshuang, and she is always happier than me.
The door of the ward opened, and the doctor walked out, saying with a smile on his face, "Dong Li, Ms. Lu is pregnant, the child has been pregnant for a month and a half, and the fetus is developing soundly, but the mother's nutritional supply is insufficient, which will lead to pregnancy." ”
The news was like a heavy bomb dropped, and to be honest, my mind was really blank, and I was so surprised that the whole person was stunned in place, and I couldn't react at all.
After a long time, I was uncertain and asked the doctor, "Really? Is she pregnant?"
"Well, yes, we have done a comprehensive examination, and Ms. Lu is indeed pregnant. The old doctor pushed his eyes and repeated it again, his tone slightly displeased. This veteran doctor is somewhat grumpy, probably annoyed that I questioned his medical skills.
I hurriedly smiled and said a few kind words, and then rushed into the room in a hurry, and I didn't even have to think about it to know that the child was my own.
Lu Shuangshuang fell asleep, her eyes were closed, and there was a very thick black shadow in her eye sockets, it seemed that during this time, she was as tormented as me, her cheeks were sunken, and there was no flesh in her memory to the touch. She has lost the baby fat she had during her youth, and has the softness of a woman, her facial features are more three-dimensional, and she has diamonds and horns.
My gaze fell on her lower abdomen, covered by the quilt and I couldn't see anything. I still stared motionless, and I couldn't believe that there was my child again, our child. Just when I wanted to fulfill the freedom of both Lu Shuang, we had children again, what a coincidental arrangement!
I couldn't help but put my hand deep into the quilt and put my hand on my lower abdomen, she was really thin, her lower abdomen was sunken, and I could touch her ribs. Lu Shuangshuang is very easy to gain weight, and it is easy to lose weight, this time is hard for her.
I touched the scar on my hand, about four or five centimeters, probably the scar left by all the caesarean sections! I paid attention to her scar last time, and my heart was still a little sour?
I'm not a parent, but it hurts to think about cutting through your lower abdomen, taking the child out of it, and sewing it on. I lowered my head and kissed Lu Shuangshuang's cheek, unable to take my eyes off it anymore.
I meditated and thought all night, planning to say something good, and coaxed Lu Shuangshuang, when she opened her eyes, all the plans were in vain, and we quarreled again, and I couldn't control my temper at all. I can't stand the fact that she always lies, and I can't tell if what she says is true and what she says is false, and the conversation ends in a quarrel again.
She said viciously, "Li Yi, even if I die, I won't return to you." ”
Haha, how funny, yes, I'm a man, but I'm also tired, even if it's iron-hearted, if I am trampled on again and again, I will be injured. Am I not fucking cheap? Again and again, again and again, pestering the landing shuangs. I really want to slap Lu Shuangshuang and ask her, what the are you pretending to be in your brain, what are you pretending to be in your heart? We both have two children, how do you want to toss?
I was about to be tossed by her and become a madman, but when she saw that Bao'er was sick, she took off all her defenses, she would also be helpless, and she would be sad, in order for the child to get rid of the fever, she stayed at the head of the bed all day and night, at that time, she became so gentle, so kind, so weak, she needed others to love and care.
She raised her eyes and said to me in a very serious tone, "Ah Yi, I don't seem to love anymore, love is too tired, too hurtful, I don't want to touch it again, I just think that Bao'er can be happy, and the children can grow up healthy and healthy, that is my only hope, as for the rest, I don't have anything to ask for, we are not the original people, so don't force it anymore." ”
Maybe women are naturally better at emotions and can see more clearly than me, and she can say it in a word.
I also have to admit that I also have a knot, and I am also holding grudges, I listen to Bao'er from time to time to ask my dad what about it? I think of Xu Yuwen, Lu Shuangshuang has been with Xu Yuwen for three years, and at my most declining moment, she chose to leave me. I have always believed that Lu Shuangshuang is different, although she also likes money and is a little fond of vanity, but she will accompany me through difficult days and tide over difficulties together. She had failed me after all, and I didn't have the courage to believe it anymore.
People are all the same, after suffering, they will learn to be smart and learn how to protect themselves.
In order to avoid two people arguing, there is nothing we can do but give each other time to calm down. It's not very difficult to start a relationship, but it's so hard to make up for a scarred relationship, memory is really a terrible thing, and the more unforgettable the pain, the deeper the memory. When I dream back in the middle of the night, the memories will be rewound again and again, like a fishbone stuck in my throat. You can't swallow it, you can't spit it out.
If Ma Qiaoyan hadn't come to me, he would still have preferred to accompany me and Lu Shuangshuang to live a respectful life. It is enough for two people to live under one roof, each performing their own duties, and giving the child a seemingly happy and harmonious life. There are too many couples in this world who live similar lives, we are just a very ordinary couple, yes, what can I force for?(8)☆(8)☆.$.
I'm not a young hairy boy anymore, love has become a very ethereal word, and I don't believe in it anymore. Over the years, my obsession with Lu Shuangshuang is even more nostalgic for the good memories of the year, at that time, I will still be heartbeat because of a certain action of hers, which can be regarded as a kind of passionate performance of youth!
In addition, the recent development of the Beibu Gulf is indeed very busy, and people have to wear as big a hat as they want. I'm also busy, used to a busy life, and work fills most of the time, so I don't have time to think about anything else.
As soon as I got off the plane, Ma Qiaoyan came over, she had called me several times before, asked me to talk about cooperation, and asked me many times, but I refused. She came out again, ten likely, the people under her hands revealed their whereabouts, and it seems that they are going to shuffle again. Today's young people just can't resist the temptation, and it's too easy to betray.
I can't deny that Ma Qiaoyan is a very capable person, but people are too greedy, they want everything, they want to have love, children, and a successful career, and now they want to swallow Xu's, how can people be so greedy? Once Xu's goes out of business, it will definitely be swallowed up by major enterprises, and everyone knows the unspoken rules.
She's a good partner, but she's definitely not a good negotiator. To a certain extent, the people in this circle are all virtuous, and only if it is beneficial to themselves, they will take advantage of it, no matter what kind of girlfriend, brother, friend you are. Ma Qiaoyan can be regarded as a leader in using this method, otherwise how could she suddenly become Lu Shuangshuang's friend?
I walked forward quickly, intending to ignore this woman, and get as far away as I could, and get rid of this trouble. She simply took off her high heels and ran over, shouting regardless of it, fortunately she was taking the VIP channel, and there was no one around at all, otherwise she would have been embarrassed and thrown to her grandmother's house.
I got into the car, and she stopped in front of the car and said, "If you want to leave, drive over me." I'm not surprised by this kind of method, let alone Uncle Ying. The car started directly, fortunately she dodged quickly, and then kept banging on the car window, shouting "Li Yi, in fact, Lu Shuangshuang left you, it was your father who asked her to go, she ......"