Chapter 113: Suddenly I felt a pain in my heart, as if I had lost something
There was still a light rain in the courtyard, and the weather in Haicheng in April was changing rapidly.
Su Ni stood under the eaves, and the housekeeper happened to go to get the umbrella.
She pinched her phone and didn't speak, except for the intermittent sound in her ears, it was only the noisy sound of rain.
The man's voice was no longer in the spirit of the past, but it seemed that he had lost his strength, and could only barely say these few words.
I didn't finish speaking, but my hand was already loosened, and the message was sent out.
"Grandma, please be careful. ”
Su Ni heard the housekeeper's reminder and realized that she was standing in the rain in a daze.
The umbrella overhead obscured some of the light, and through the thick rain curtain, she could only see the dim sky outside.
Suddenly, my heart tightened and I felt a general pain.
Inexplicable sadness.
Inexplicably, I want to cry.
"Where are you going?"
The housekeeper's voice woke her up, and Su Ni put away her phone in a daze and answered casually.
"Hospital...... No, at home. ”
With her flustered heart, she sent a message to Wen Yue, informing her that she would not be there tonight.
Wen Yue replied to something, but she didn't pay attention.
The mind was no longer on the top, and somehow, it was as if something was falling on the earth with this rain, as if it was about to be lost.
It's uncomfortable.
As soon as she got into the car, she began to breathe, as if something was pressing on her heart, stuffy and painful.
The fine and dense stuff was densely spread outside her heart, wrapped so that the whole person could not breathe.
"You don't have a good face. ”
The butler's voice came from ahead, and Su Ni knew that he was observing himself through the rearview mirror.
I wanted to respond, but I couldn't speak, only a soft "um" sound.
"You live alone, so you need to pay more attention. Haicheng is not a peaceful place, dragons and snakes are mixed, you have also offended many people in the past, after changing your identity, you must be more careful. ”
She knows.
The housekeeper was reminding her to stay safe.
The old lady is never a good person, and Mo Yawei and the Su family are not fuel-efficient lamps.
Su Ni knew that in this city, there were many people who wanted their lives.
She pressed her heart hard, but she only felt that the exaggerated dull pain hit like a tide, and it didn't stop.
All of a sudden, he couldn't breathe, so he had to open the window and let the cold rain hit his face.
The tip of his nose was sharply sore, and tears fell with him.
Fortunately, mixed with the rain that drifted into the car, it would not be seen by people.
She opened her mouth and asked subconsciously.
"Where is he now......
"In addition, we should pay more attention to our body, and you can explain to us when you need it. ”
Su Ni brushed her hair, and her fingers had already pinched out a few traces of her palm, which was obviously painful.
But somehow, I just can't get rid of that low mood.
How can anyone be so depressed for no reason.
Su Ni thought about it, and always felt that her heart was empty, and there was always something wrong.
There's always something, it's slipping ......
She withdrew her face away from the cold rain and suddenly said, "Where is he?"
The butler was slightly stunned, "You are talking about ......"
"Lu Changming, where is he now!"
In such a hurry, Su Ni thought about it in her head for a long time, and finally knew the reason for her heart palpitations.
When I said this, I felt better.
The butler was a little surprised by her excitement, but more than that, she was delighted.
explained softly, "The eldest young master is in Los Angeles, and he went over with Young Master Shen Nan, saying that he wanted to talk about some case." I've been there for a week, and I'll be back in the next two days. ”
"...... in Los Angeles"
She remembered.
A week ago, the man was still holding her in the hospital and told her to wait for her for a week.
So anxious and anxious that she should agree, and do nothing as if she were a treasure, as long as she waited a week.
But now, a week has passed.
"Haven't you come back yet? ”
Su Ni muttered, remembering his promise.
Lu Changming has all kinds of problems, and he always counts what he says.
"No, I'll call you when I get back. ”
Oh, yes.
The housekeeper looked at her for a while and chuckled, "If you want to give him a call when you want to be the eldest young master, he must be very happy." ”
"Try calling and seeing. ”
It is always a persuasion that can calm people's hearts.
When Su Ni heard this, she picked up her phone and looked at it.
There was no other information in the records of the two of them, the last one being the inaudible sentence just now.
She pressed the familiar number and wanted to dial out.
Slender fingers pressed on the dial key.
The moment he let go, he hung up anxiously and urgently.
Never mind.
He told her to wait, and he said he would be back in a week.
What was she anxious about?
As if thinking about it would make her heart feel more comfortable, Su Ni clenched her fists and finally closed the car window.
That trance-like gaze cast out the window, and everywhere there were buildings covered by rain curtains.
Pedestrians are in a hurry.
When I looked up at the sky, I could only see a foggy patch.
Like, crying.
……
When she returned home, Su Ni found that there were already people inside.
Niuniu sprang out from the side and glanced at her obliquely, but did not shout.
She changed her shoes and walked in, and was still at the door when she heard a noise inside.
There was a figure busy in the kitchen, with the crisp sound of pots and pans colliding.
Su Ni's heart tightened suddenly.
Suddenly I thought of someone, and some emotions surged in my heart, and I gradually lost control.
Upwell.
Her steps were slow, as if she was afraid of disturbing the other party. He crept towards the kitchen.
Niu Niu looked at her like this and called out.
"Shhhh
After gesturing, Su Ni didn't notice that the surging emotions were excited, so she walked to the kitchen.
The people inside came out before her.
She also lowered her head to teach Niu Niu, only to see a pair of gray slippers and a pair of neatly ironed suit pants.
A pink apron.
And the one with the frames, a gentle face.
"It's you, Doctor Shan. ”
"Why are you here? ”
The room code was known to the doctor early in the morning, and he would come over to take care of Niu Niu when she was away.
She didn't notice that the brilliance in her eyes disappeared the moment she saw him.
The emotions that almost rushed to the top of the head also suddenly fell back.
"Whew" disappeared at once, as if it had never appeared.
Doctor Shan didn't care, just put the plate back in the refrigerator, and explained as he walked, "I told you yesterday that I will come over this afternoon to bring you cat food." By the way, make a soup for you and Wen Yue. ”
"Oh, no wonder it smells so good. ”
Su Ni answered, but she was not interested.
She stepped aside and picked Niuniu up, picking her fingers away.
The little fat cat's hair is fine and soft, "I'm going to feed her, she has been arguing with me about other brands she has eaten these days." ”
With the action of leaving, she slowly pressed the feeling of pain in her heart, and watched Niuniu eat in small bites.
Niuniu is a tsundere, and when she sees her staring, she doesn't move, tilting her head over and humming.
Su Ni pinched the back of her neck, "I know that you like to eat alone, I don't think you can do it." ”
"But Niu Niu ......"
She didn't know why, she was always uncomfortable.
The feeling of suffocation in my heart has never stopped.
……
Niuniu's nest on the balcony.
When Shan Zeqi came out of the kitchen, he would always glance over there.
I inadvertently heard Su Ni's self-talk.
He pushed the frame, placed the plate on the table, and raised his voice to shout, "Suni." ”
"Huh?"
Su Ni turned his head and realized that he was looking at himself so seriously.
I was a little surprised.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay, what do you want to eat at night. ”
Su Ni got up, saw the plate of desserts on the table, the corners of her lips slowly hooked, and reported a few dish names.
Shan Zeqi's skills are very good, and Su Ni has always thought that he is comparable to the level of a chef.
You're welcome.
Fortunately, Shan Zeqi just asked her to sit down and wait obediently.
When I went to the refrigerator to get the ingredients, my fingers touched the iced meat, and suddenly said, "In the afternoon, you went to the Lu Mansion?"
There was a sudden silence.
Su Ni ate a delicate dessert, and her mouth was about to melt as soft.
"The old lady invited me to be a guest. ”
"Uh-huh, I didn't leave you for dinner?"
He's always sharp-eyed.
Su Ni put down the fork, knowing that it couldn't be rounded.
"When you came back, I saw the Lu family's car. Someone sent it, proving that you didn't drive over. ”
Shan Zeqi sighed lightly again, "So, what did she say to you?"
"Nothing, don't worry. ”
Su Ni thought for a while, lowered her head and ate herself, and her voice was a little slurred, "Do you think, if you really want to do anything to me, can I still come back with a good look." ”
"Su Ni ......"
Shan Zeqi is not at ease.
But Su Ni only cared about eating with her head buried in it, and she didn't mean to say anything more.
He looked at it a few more times, then turned back to take the ingredients in the refrigerator, and the light in his eyes behind the lenses paused and fell on Su Ni.
Slowly walked into the kitchen.
……
Far across the ocean.
Late at night, at its darkest.
Shen Nan ran all the way from the moment he got out of the car, followed the gate and walked inside, quickly finding where he was going.
It's chaos.
Without hesitation, he walked through the closed door.
No accident was stopped.
"Sorry sir, please wait outside. ”
"I'm his friend!"
His face was full of eagerness, and his usual mildness was gone, replaced by deep worry and anxiety.
But the man stopped him.
I just handed him a small box.
When I opened it, there was a mobile phone inside, and it was still intact in such a situation.
"Since we're friends, come with me first. ”
Shen Nan silently followed, holding the mobile phone in his hand, saw the finger print on it, and opened it without hesitation.
The number one in instant messaging is Su Ni.
He looked at it, there was no unread message, his finger had fallen on it, and he thought about it but took it back.
I glanced back at the shining red light, and when I lifted my steps again, it was already extremely heavy.
"Come here and go through the formalities. ”
The nurse began to urge again.
He let out a soft "um", put the phone back, and silently followed.
He didn't know what to say.
Or, he didn't want Su Ni to know about these things.