I was so hungry that I grabbed a burger and took a big bite of it.

Maybe my heart was too uncomfortable, and I couldn't taste anything, so I just swallowed, and finally finished half of it, but I couldn't continue to eat.

Jiang Yang had been watching me quietly from the side, watching me put down the remaining half of the burger, and then handed me a glass of juice: "What, it's not appetizing?"

I hesitated to glance at him, not knowing whether to ask him about his family.

But I have listened to the conversation between him and his father just now, and if I don't ask, my heart is like a cat's paw scratching all the time. After I poured two sips of juice, I plucked up the courage to ask him, "Brother Jiang, is your mother sick?"

His face was pale, and he couldn't see joy or anger, but his eyes drifted away faintly: "Well, I'm sick, sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad, blame me for not taking care of it at the beginning." ”

"Can I ask what the disease is?" He is also a person who is unwilling to confide in others easily, right? I think his feelings for Bao Yuanyuan have changed qualitatively on the night he told Bao Yuanyuan the secret, I suddenly felt that although he usually looks quite heartless, in fact, his heart is weaker than anyone else, otherwise he would not jump every time he touches his scales.

Jiang Yang stared at me intently, his eyes were very complicated, as if he remembered a lot of past events.

I felt a "groan" in my heart, and quickly lowered my head and stuffed a french fries and chewed indiscriminately: "Brother Jiang, I just asked casually, if it's inconvenient, don't say it." ”

"It was hysteria, a mental illness, that I couldn't treat in time, and I didn't expect it to be this kind of sperm problem at that time, but I couldn't accept the facts, so I missed the best time for treatment. It's been intermittent all these years, it's really me a bastard, and my dad should have punched him a few more times. He spoke lightly, as if he didn't take the beating seriously at all.

I suddenly remembered the slap I had received when I was a child, and I shrank my neck and gave me a series of shivers. When I looked at him again, I suddenly felt that the mask he was wearing was thicker than anyone else's, in fact, when I heard that his father was in prison, I felt that he deliberately hid his bitterness in his heart.

Maybe my sympathy was too obvious, and he suddenly smiled: "Sister, don't look at men with that kind of small eyes, men will not be able to stand it? Do you think I am very pitiful? Come on, it is enough to care more about Zhuangzi." My parents are very affectionate and kind to me, but they don't have a psychological shadow like you. My dad did do things that violated the law and discipline, but how many of them can do business cleanly? Let's stop this topic, let's talk about Yuanyuan. ”

He was so free to let go of his feelings that I was dumbfounded.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was possible, and the anger that had shrunk in the corner of my heart suddenly vanished.

"Brother Jiang, did you deliberately let her break up with you? I feel that you like Yuanyuan very much, even if you want to break up, you shouldn't hurt her like this, in case she does something stupid......

"Sister, I didn't arrange for my dad to come to me just now, and I didn't want you to know about my family affairs. Didn't I say it earlier? I'm just a promiscuous person, women who can afford to play will play, and those who can't afford to play will hide. Yuanyuan is very good, she shouldn't be looking for me like this, I can't give her any guarantees. I've been wandering all these years, and I can't help it if I want to, so maybe I'll be able to settle down when I'm tired of playing. ”

A nameless anger surged through me, and I suddenly felt annoyed by his indifferent attitude. After thinking about it, I gritted my teeth and stood up: "Brother Jiang, can't you let go of Sister Xiao Jin?"

His eyes widened slightly, and a hint of surprise slipped through the corners of his eyes, but then he smiled and looked up at me slightly: "What does it have to do with Zhou Jin?"

I can't say that Bao Yuanyuan leaked his secret, and after a little thought, he revealed his discovery: "Do you know that every time you mention Sister Xiao Jin, your eyes are very pity? You are so disgusted with Sister Yaru, and part of the reason is that you are unhappy with Sister Xiao Jin, right? You can like Sister Xiao Jin for so many years, why are you abusive, you just don't want to put your heart into loving Ehimen, you promised me that you would be serious, and you are not so ...... to be serious?"

He stood up and approached me step by step, his face gloomy as if on the eve of a storm.

I was a little scared, so I quickly took a few steps back, and after retreating to the corner, I had to stop, and even lowered my voice a little unconsciously: "Brother Jiang, I don't think you are such a person, why can't you love Ehima well?"

He stopped a step away from me, looked at me coldly with his head down, and just when I was uncomfortable, he suddenly bent down and came to him: "Sister, you can't talk nonsense if you have something. I've known Zhou Jin for so many years, what's wrong with caring and caring? I didn't want you to say good things about me in front of Yuanyuan, if it's divided, it's divided, don't be nosy, just watch her don't do anything stupid, Lao Tzu hates women the most when they cry, make trouble and hang themselves. ”

He rubbed my hair, turned around and put the boxed cake in a paper bag, and carried it: "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

When they parted, he handed me the cake, and I hurriedly stopped him: "Brother Jiang, do you know whose car the license plate number xxx is?"

Jiang Yang laughed: "It's very similar to my license plate, isn't it Zheng Tao's, what's wrong? They love to compare, and the license plate number has to follow suit." ”

Zheng Tao is the husband of the person who asked me about Lele's biological mother before, Zhuang Yan wondered how he came over, I feel that this may have something to do with Jiang Yang's father's release from prison.

But no one would talk about these things to someone as inconsequential as me, and when I returned to my room, Bao Yuanyuan sat up and looked at me, and after eating the cake I handed over, she fell asleep again.

In the next few days of training, Bao Yuanyuan was completely absent-minded, she was depressed for half a month, and she didn't bother to say a word except for constantly calling potential customers when she went to work and did telemarketing.

Maybe I'm too busy, not long after work, a male colleague confessed to her, she wanted to agree, but I persuaded her.

That male colleague is not her type at all, I know that she may want to forget Jiang Yang through a new relationship, but the previous Boss Xiao is a good example, this method will not work for her at all, I just don't want her to practice her feelings.

One thing that made me angry during this time was that my aunt finally went to a small family.

On Friday, I came home from work to see my aunt sitting on the couch, looking here and there, while my grandmother was cooking dinner in the kitchen. I was so angry that I pulled my aunt and pushed her out: "You are not welcome here!"

Grandma hurriedly ran out of the kitchen: "Xixi, Xixi, I called her here, don't let her go, your uncle will bring the child over in the next two days, I want the family to get together." ”

She rubbed her apron uneasily, her eyes flickering all the time to gauge my face.

This is Zhuang Yan's rented home, which should be an exclusive space for me and him, but now it has become my grandmother's residence, and he has almost no time to come back. His taste has long been washed away by the wind, and I can't change myself for the better, but I can't even control my grandmother. She had promised not to tell her aunt the address, but now she still broke her promise.

I looked at their mother and daughter sadly, and suddenly felt like an outsider: "Grandma, then you can get together as a family, my aunt and I have never been a family." ”

I hurriedly packed two clothes and rushed out the door, and my grandmother cried and chased after her, but I just got into the elevator, so she couldn't catch up. I felt very helpless, I didn't understand why my grandmother was like this now, she knew how much I hated my uncle and aunt, but she still broke my heart again and again regardless of my feelings.

I took the car overnight to find Zhuang Yan, not because I wanted to cry in front of him, but because I missed him very much. I miss his generous and warm embrace, I miss the throbbing when he kisses me, and I miss the heartwarming heart when he reads it.

When I took the high-speed train and arrived at the villa where he once lived, I hesitated. Because the house no longer belongs to him, what is the use of me hurrying here?

I didn't know where his dad lived, so I didn't want to trouble him, but it was late at night, and I didn't dare to stay outside alone, so I had to call him.

He was laughing, I heard Lele's voice, and the little girl was letting him play with him in a milky voice: "Xixi, why haven't you slept yet?"

I took a deep breath, suppressed all the sadness in my heart, and asked him with a smile why Lele hadn't slept yet: "I miss you, can I come to you?"

He seemed to hesitate for a moment, walked to a quiet place, lowered his voice and asked me where I was: "Why is the tone wrong, have you cried? I'll pick you up tomorrow, and I'll officially take you to meet my father." ”

The taxi driver has been waiting for me to report my address, and when he saw that I didn't respond for a long time, he couldn't help but urge: "Miss, where are you going?"

I covered the microphone in a panic and asked the driver to take me back to the train station.

But Zhuang Yan still heard it, and said in a deep voice: "Where are you? You've already come over? Nonsense! Why are you still running around outside in the middle of the night? Send me a location, and I'll pick you up." ”

His tone was full of reproach, and my heart suddenly became aggrieved. It's the first time I've been so willful, and I didn't answer any of the calls from my grandmother and aunt, and now I'm worried about Zhuang Yan.

When Zhuang Yan saw me at the exit of the train station, his face was colder than Xiao Suo's cold wind.

I smiled at him vigorously, and before I could say hello, he opened his coat and wrapped me in: "Why did you come over at night?