After Liu Xiaoyun left, it was my sister who carried me back. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

If she hadn't come, I'd have been drenched in the park in the rain.

I didn't sleep for a day and a night, and she stayed with me for a day and a night, I thought, without her. I've long since collapsed.

The two girls I think are the most important are missing, and it's like splitting my heart in half, and the pain is heart-rending and breathless. The aftermath is dead.

What a feeling it is.

I asked myself more than once, is Liu Xiaoyun's departure my sister's fault?

No, we just lost to misunderstandings, to not being able to understand each other, to being young.

My sister is my only one. I value her more than my own life, and if I ever leave her, or if she leaves me, I will be completely insane, more painful than a thousand cuts.

I can't live without my sister, and I won't stay away from Liu Xiaoyun because of her departure, although my feelings for her are complicated. I don't know how to choose between love and affection, but I know that no matter what happens in the future, my love for her will never change.

Soon, I calmed down a little and asked my sister to go back first, saying that I wanted to be alone for a while. She showed silent sadness on her face, but she didn't speak, there was no need for words between us at all, just like between me and Liu Xiaoyun, she understood my heart. Her heart, I understand.

I know that I am very negative, and I also know that I must get out of this haze, because I still have a lot of things to do, I have to settle accounts with Cai Wentao, and I have to find Wang Lei for revenge.

I leaned against the corner for a moment, and then ran out like crazy, looking all over the streets, in the parks, on the side of the road. I took all kinds of flowers off, filled with a large bunch, carried them back to the house, put them on the ground, and then squatted down, picked up one of them, and began to pluck the petals off one by one.

I'm going to use the clumsiest way to find an outcome.

Every time I pluck a petal, I say, "Put it down." Plucking another petal, I continued, "Don't put it down." ”.

I took them off one by one, and said numbly in my mouth whether to put it down or not. This mechanical action continues until midnight.

In the end, I was surrounded by petals, but I was saddened to discover. At the end of each flower, it seems that only the word "put down" can be heard.

Frustrated, I tossed the petals aside. Then I looked at the opposite wall in a daze.

I habitually turned on my phone and called Liu Xiaoyun. But as expected, the microphone soon heard the voice of the user being unable to get through.

I know she's had her calling card replaced.

I don't know where she has gone, I don't know how to find her, it's just that I can't control my thoughts about her.

Then, I opened the information bar and went through our chat history one by one, these unambiguous and slightly bland words seemed to happen yesterday, so familiar and full of warmth.

My heart began to feel bad again.

Suddenly, I remembered the bits and pieces of getting along with Liu Xiaoyun in the past six months.

Three years ago, I confessed to her that she rejected me because of our ignorance. Three years later, we met again in the No. 3 Middle School Water House, and she comforted me that we had a box lunch together. I offended Chen Shuo for her, and she cooked and did laundry for me.

So, I snapped off a finger.

We became a couple, during which my sister and I got back together, were beaten to the point of brain stem necrosis, lived in the hospital for more than a month, and was swept out of the house by the family, and when I came back, I broke down Chen Shuo and became the new boss of the first year of high school.

Then, I snapped off my second finger.

I was jointly framed by Wang Lei and Li Jing, and the rumor-mongering posts flew all over the city's major websites, and all the students of the No. 3 Middle School despised and insulted me. ”

I snapped off my third finger.

offended Brother Mole, a matchmaker in the second year of high school, and had a hard time at school. Li Wei was beaten, I went to help Da Zhuang, she was beaten by Cai Wentao for me, her forehead was bleeding, and she fell into a coma on the spot. William and I have put aside our suspicions, and after a month of hellish training, I am now not afraid of anyone in No. 3 Middle School.

I snapped off my fourth finger.

In the mountain park, there was a series of grievances, and finally I finally faced Wang Lei, although the process was tortuous, but I still took the initiative, just when I was about to abolish Wang Lei, but was suddenly arrested to the police station. Regardless of the reason, no matter the reason, I was tortured for 72 hours in the little black house, and I was tortured into a confession, and finally saw a death sentence.

The whole city is full of soldiers. Even if my classmates who used to study in the same classroom did not hesitate to arrest me for money, even if my parents wanted to act in front of me for a bounty, even if Liu Xiaoyun and her mother secretly called the police after stabilizing me-between hypocrisy and deceit, she always believed me, afraid that I would be lonely, afraid that I would not come back, and resolutely followed my side without hesitation.

I snapped my fifth finger.

In the mountains, we fled day and night, hiding in trees, lying in pits, hiding in mud pools, exposed to the wind and sun, starving and cold, she did not say a word of bitterness, did not shed a single tear. She willingly endured it all, even if the end result was death.

Every time I think about something, I will break off a finger, but in the end, I found that ten fingers are not enough at all, in half a year, we have experienced so many things together, crying and laughing, hurting and misunderstanding, I thought that our relationship was indestructible, but I didn't expect that it would be such a result in the end.

Her beauty, her goodness, her figure, her heart, in my mind, became so deep.

I fell on the ground and cried.

I thought, can I really let go, can I really let go, can I really forget her?

I gritted my teeth and stood up and began pounding frantically against the wall. I was sad, I was also very uncomfortable, I swept the petals with my foot, and nervously yelled, "Don't put it down, I won't let it go!"

I pressed my head against the wall, where I had already punched two holes, and my fists were already bloody.

I slowly slid to the base of the wall, crying, and my voice was hoarse, as if I was asking myself, "I really won't let it go." ”

I put my hand on my forehead, let myself cry so much that I burst into tears, and whispered, Xiao Yun, I can't let you go, and you don't want to forget me. You can go now, but sooner or later, I will get you back again, even if it is over the sea of swords and fires.

I don't think you'd want to see me so negative if you were here, would you? So, after tonight, I'll pick myself up again, and I'll keep you in my heart for a while, because I'm going to be stronger, stronger—able to look down on anyone who dares to bully you. Otherwise, when the time comes, how can I have the face to let you come back.

Is that right?

I wiped away my tears, gathered a bunch of petals from the ground, threw them up, and turned into countless flowers and rained down. I silently swore in my heart that I would do everything I could to make myself stronger, and this time, no one would be able to restrain me or stop me.

After a day and a night of separation, have you now gone to the province and started a new life?

I opened the door to my room, and there was a gust of wind outside, mixed with the smell of dirt, which cleared my mind.

We didn't break up, just parted temporarily.

Since we are bound by each other, there will be a day when we will meet again, I firmly believe it!

Xiao Yun, for you, for me, for all the people I care about, I want to regain my strength. I'm sure you don't want to see me depressed, do you?

I went back to the bathroom and took a shower with cool water to wash the dirt off my body and the blood on my fists. After that, he came out, bandaged the wound on his fist, packed his things and walked out of the doorway.

Facing the morning sun, I walked on the road, and my mood at this time has changed dramatically compared with yesterday.

Looking in the direction of the school, a look of scorn appeared on my face.

I thought, Cai Wentao, are you ready to meet me?

Come on, today, there will be a earth-shaking change in the third middle school!