I sat back in my seat, my head bowed, speechless.

"You're honest and don't justify your actions! It's just that things that are not beautiful in the first place, no matter how gorgeous they are, are not beautiful!" Pei Shaobei's mother continued with a shallow smile, "You can call me vicious, say that I beat mandarin ducks. You can put all the dirty words in the world on my head, I don't care, and I won't do anything to you! I came to you today, not to break up you and Pei Shaobei. Or is that sentence, I know Pei Shaobei better than you, so I know better than you what he wants? I don't interfere with his decision, but does he have you in the future, Gu Wan, you and I, I know it!"

I smiled bitterly, my nose was a little sour, and tears almost came out of my eyes, but I didn't even dare to look up.

"Do you have nothing to say?" she seemed to wait for me, but I couldn't say a word. Justify? What to justify, justify that the drunken bed at the beginning was out of affection? Justify the current situation can be decided by me alone? Justify the different understandings of Pei Shaobei's independent personality?

Hmph, I stared at myself fiercely in my heart, but my consciousness shrank into a snail, and I didn't even have the courage to poke my head out and fight.

"No, that's good, I have!" Pei Shaobei's mother suddenly slammed a stack of documents on the table from the bag she was carrying, making a bang, echoing in the silent private room, shaking me and raising my head instantly.

"Explain!" Pei Shaobei's mother pointed to the photo files on the table and even the posting records of the campus forum, with a grim face and a thick anger.

I thought that the person in front of me would not get angry, but I didn't expect that there are also seven emotions and six desires of people. I admire myself immensely at this time, and I can still think crankily under such angry eyes.

"Explain what? Haven't you already found it all out? My marriage, my job, all those farces, don't you know everything?"

"Hmph, I do know very well, I give you the opportunity to explain because of the dignity of a teacher. I used to be a human teacher, and I didn't want to lose my name. I really want to know, as a teacher, instead of protecting his students, he pulls his students into this whirlpool and carries the black pot for himself, Teacher Gu, don't you explain your dignity as a teacher?"

"What is there to explain? I didn't pull Pei Zile into this troubled water, he couldn't see it, and he took the initiative to do it. I was also criticized for this, but who should I explain it to?" "When I mention this, I am also aggrieved, Pei Zile has indeed helped me, but more often than not, he has made the misunderstanding and rumors even bigger.

"Zile is my son, he is by no means the kind of person who does good things, you say that he takes the initiative, I don't accept it!"

"Don't accept it?" I instantly felt extremely funny, why does this woman think she knows so much about her two sons?" "Do you think that Pei Zile is the same as Pei Shaobei? How much do you know about him, do you know what kind of character he has developed over the years? Do you think that your education is very good and there is no criticism?" I'm curious if the effort you put into your students is also your own coercive behavior, just like when you drove Zile's nanny away, as long as something doesn't go your way, you will go straight to the attack, and you will not show mercy. In your heart, besides yourself, there is also your fame and fortune, I would like to know, what else do you care?"

I was indignant and panting. There was a surge of power in his chest, as if the courage that had just been suppressed had been revived again.

Pei Shaobei's mother looked at me coldly, and only said after calming my breath, "Are you finished?"

I lost my temper in an instant, I just felt that the other party was a cotton, and no matter how much I resisted, it would have no effect at all. However, in Pei Zile's aspect, I feel that I have the right to speak.

"Yes, I'm done! I have nothing to say about Pei Shaobei. Right and wrong are up to us, regardless of the outcome. However, Pei Zile is my student, and furthermore, I treat him as my younger brother. I think I know better than you about him, and it's impossible for him to call you when he's drunk and crying. Because in his heart, you can't equate the word mother at all. The loneliness of his heart, his paranoia, his longing and timidity, you don't know. You can't, and can't compare to, me in this area. I don't think I'm insulting my teacher's reputation!"

Pei Shaobei's mother was still staring at me, as if looking for a flaw in my eyes. This time I didn't run away, I looked directly at her, and pursed the corners of my mouth.

Pei Shaobei's mother raised her hand, flipped through the pile of documents, took out a photo and held it in her hand, still looking at me coldly, and asked lightly, "What Teacher Gu said was full of righteous indignation, and I felt deeply guilty and uneasy when I heard it. Facts speak louder than words, though, and I'd love to know where this picture came from!"

In the photo, there is a couple of men and women embracing passionately, the man only shows his back, and the woman is me.

I opened my mouth to explain, but was robbed by the other party, "If Mr. Gu intends to blur the identity of this man, then please excuse me." The son I gave birth to myself, even if I have a lot of neglect of personality, but if I can't even recognize the back, then I really don't have to be someone's mother!"

The man was Pei Zile, and the location was the old playground on campus. The mottled basketball hoop, the broken bricks and stones, among the wild grass, lonely men and widows, embracing each other passionately. I, can't explain it. In his heart, he scolded Yang Lian for being bloody, only she knew about this matter, except for her, I couldn't think of a second person to take this photo.

"No explanation?"

I shook my head, my face gradually burned, I wanted to restrain myself, I wanted to say that this was all Pei Zile's wishful thinking. However, the guilt in my heart and the weakness of my heart are real. I can't pretend not to know Pei Zile's feelings for me, and I can't pretend not to know.

The previous words are now a joke. I didn't even dare to make eye contact with the other person, and I almost wanted to get out of the door in a panic.

"Since there is no explanation, it means that I have no misunderstanding! Gu Wan, how about you and Pei Shaobei, that is your adult's business, you and Pei Shaobei both have their own independent lives, but Zile is different. I agree with what you just said, he has this lonely soul, so you take advantage of the situation to be despicable, and I will never forgive you for this!"

"Auntie, listen to my explanation, in fact, the truth is not what you think!" I was a little flustered, and I was suddenly confused, and I didn't even know whether I was fighting for the future of me and Pei Shaobei or defending myself, I just panicked and wanted to cover up all the unexplainable facts that were revealed on the surface.

"I've already given you a chance, you missed it, and I won't give it again!" Pei Shaobei's mother suddenly shouted out of the door, and her driver came over quickly, with two security guards in the club behind her.

"Get this young lady out!" she raised her hand to me, with condescending disdain, and her eyes radiated a deep disgust.

I really want to get rid of the two security guards, and I really want to point at each other's noses and shout: This has something to do with me, it is your son who is pestering me with affection, do you have to make them turn against each other and make a big fight to be happy?

Actually, it's already been a big deal. I was speechless, but I was really invited out by the two security guards in a very uncivilized way with their arms on their hands, and walked all the way through the hall, attracting attention.

I felt ashamed, and I told myself in my head that I had to resist, I had to tear it back. But the reality was that I was kicked out in embarrassment, full of guilt and anxiety.

If it was because of Pei Shaobei, I might have mustered up a lot of courage to resist and tear up, because I don't feel indebted. Even if, as his mother said, we started our relationship with not a good desire, what so what, mature men and women, what is there to hide from each other's physical needs.

Except for the gorgeous coat of love, I don't have the slightest guilt for Pei Shaobei. But Pei Zile is different, I always feel that everything he has experienced, including Yang Lian's calculations, is all because of me.

He could have been the boy who smiled shy in the sun, it was I who let him step into these filthy whirlpools. I can't do anything, but I can't do anything about it.

I sat on the stone steps outside the clubhouse, and I didn't even have the strength to get up and leave. There are thousands of grievances and countless explanations in my chest, but when faced with a mother's questioning, I am ashamed and can't say a word.

My two sons had an emotional entanglement with a second-married woman, if I were that mother, I wouldn't be able to tolerate it, and I would even do something even crazier than Pei Shaobei's mother. She chose to invite me out in this way as nothing more than a warning, a warning that bordered on humiliation, to show the deeper humiliation I had inflicted on her.

I can't be resentful, and I can't go to Pei Shaobei to make the decision, and I don't even dare to tell Pei Shaobei about today's events. I sat for a long time, and I lowered my head at the footsteps and vehicles in front of me.

It wasn't until Pei Shaobei's phone called me to ask why I hadn't returned home that I realized that it was already nightfall. I made a casual excuse and got up to leave, my legs numb and almost unsteady, staggering and almost falling to the ground.

When I looked up, the black Audi was still there in the parking lot not far away. Standing quietly like that, in the half-open window, the driver standing outside the door was looking at me wearing sunglasses, I couldn't see the other party's expression clearly, and I didn't know if there was still that noble and indifferent woman sitting in the back seat through the black window.

I didn't even dare to look closely, like a lost dog, running away.

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