"Alas!" Ling Zi sighed heavily and sat down a little dejectedly.

"He's been decadent, and you've not made any progress?" I actually asked and knew that it was a vain question, and I could guess what was going on by looking at Lu Jingxuan's way.

"I originally thought that I would follow him back, a simple man like him, I could get him in minutes, but it turned out to be ......" Ling Zi rubbed her hair in frustration.

"I really met Emperor Gao Leng!" she frowned and turned her head to look at me.

I don't know what to say anymore, because I never felt that Lu Jingxuan was cold, wasn't he the warmest warm man?

Ling Zi took a sip of milk tea and said faintly: "The only person in his heart is you, I know this from the beginning, it doesn't matter, I think through my unremitting efforts, he will eventually let him shift his attention to me, gradually forget the past, and start a new life, but he closed the door of his heart tightly like this, so that I can't do anything, I am helpless!"

I thought about it for a moment and said to her, "Maybe it is a weakness that has not yet touched his heart, so he can't open that door, don't be impatient, if you really love him, take your time." ”

Ling Zi sighed, nodded and said, "Of course I really love him, at the moment when he saved me, the man I longed for in my heart was him, but...... But now he's decadent like this, and I really feel so powerless!"

Listening to Ling Zi's words, I felt that the crux of Lu Jingxuan's heart was not only feelings, but also because of the shot that shot at Jun Rui, he was wearing a heavy shackle of guilt in his heart.

"Maybe when Junrui comes back, everything will be fine. I said.

Ling Zi nodded: "I think so too, at least when Mr. Lin comes back, he will be able to get rid of his guilt, even if he can't fall in love with me, as long as he doesn't be so decadent, I'm not so troubled." ”

She sighed again, frowned and said: "You don't know what kind of life he lived, he locked himself in his room every day, smoked, drunk, autistic, and his colleagues came to visit him, but he didn't see him, and he didn't go to exercise, and he was sloppy like this for only a month, and it was really distressing to watch." ”

I stood up, walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window, and opened the window to look out.

Lu Jingxuan didn't go out, he just sat on a lounge chair by the pool, looking into the distance and smoking.

"Go talk to him, if he goes on like this, the whole person will be ruined, his parents are too anxious, and Lu's father is so anxious that he is sick. Ling Zi stood beside me and said.

"Hmm. ”

Walking behind Lu Jingxuan, he heard my footsteps, quickly extinguished the cigarette butt, turned around and said, "What are you doing here?" It's cold outside, be careful of catching a cold." ”

His voice was gentle, and there was a gentle smile on the corner of his lips, without any coldness.

I faced him, and I didn't know where to start for a moment.

"I know, you look at me like this, you feel sad, Ling Zi is also sad for me, I understand. He said it himself.

"Then you are still like this? Not only Ling Zi and I are sad, but Lu's father and Lu's mother are sad, right? Your hand can't be recovered for a while, so I don't blame you, let's take our time, but you shouldn't be so decadent! Look at you like this now, it's really distressing to look at it!" I said.

Lu Jingxuan sighed, avoided my gaze, nodded and said, "I understand, I know in my heart, I just feel uncomfortable." ”

"Then you still want me to be strong? You see I've survived, but you can't?" I asked him.

Lu Jingxuan raised his hands, still trembling slightly, frowned and said, "What if I hold on, I have become a waste person who can't even take care of himself, and I have to live the rest of my life." ”

"I told you that this is a psychological problem, and the psychological crux is solved, and the disease will be cured!" I grabbed his hands.

"I can't see Junrui returning, how can I solve this problem?" he smiled wryly.

"He'll come back, maybe when the child is born, he'll come back!" I said, with hope in his eyes.

But he frowned, looked at me worriedly, and said, "Don't be like this, don't have too much hope, I'm worried about you, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment." ”

I don't understand, but I have a hunch that he will appear in front of me and my child with such a handsome smile.

I stubbornly said, "He will definitely come back!"

"Okay, then let's look forward to it together!" Lu Jingxuan finally smiled.

The child moved in his belly, and I pressed my hand to the place where he moved, and said with a smile: "He heard us talking, brushed his presence." ”

Lu Jingxuan smiled and looked at me deeply.

"Don't blow the wind outside, go in, you and Ling Zi will stay here for a while, and I'll do acupuncture for you, maybe it will have some effect." I took him by the hand and walked into the house.

……

In the next few days, as long as I did acupuncture on Lu Jingxuan, Ling Zi would watch from the sidelines, and look at it very carefully, and after I got the needle, she would take my book and hide and study quietly.

"Alas, someone is really well-intentioned, learning nursing, learning acupuncture is for the people you like, Jingxuan, don't pretend not to see with your eyes. I whispered in Lu Jingxuan's ear.

Lu Jingxuan's eyes looked at Ling Zi, frowned, and whispered to me, "I'm only worried that I'll become a guinea pig for her to learn acupuncture now." ”

"Poof...... I almost sprayed him with the water I had just drunk.

"Vivi, what are you talking about, you look pretty happy. Ling Zi looked up at us and walked over with a book.

"It's saying that you studied hard, no wonder you were a top student back then. I laughed.

"That's!" Ling Zi tilted his head proudly, shook the book in his hand and said, "I plan to study acupuncture these days, and when Jing Xuan and I go back to Liancheng, I can give him acupuncture!"

Her eyes fell on Lu Jingxuan, who was frightened, and said to me, "Weiwei, let me give him the needle tomorrow, you just watch and guide from the side." ”

"I knew I would be her guinea pig!" Lu Jingxuan wanted to cry and lay on the sofa without tears.

Ling Zi smiled, touched him and said, "Don't worry, I will take Weiwei's body props for a good internship tonight, and I promise not to be in the wrong place tomorrow." ”

"I'm going to run away tonight. Lu Jingxuan grabbed a pillow and covered his head.

"Haha, I'll let Xiao Zhang guard the door, you don't want to escape!" I said with a smile.

It's rare that we have such a relaxed atmosphere today, Lu Jingxuan's mental state has also improved a lot in the past few days, he has shaved his face, and he still goes to the gym every day under the supervision of Ling Zi and me.

Tonight is Chinese New Year's Eve, Sister Zhou and the nanny are busy making Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, the aroma of the meal, and the warm light in the room, several of us talk and laugh, this year is not bleak.

When I put the chopsticks in place, Sister Zhou put an extra pair of chopsticks next to me.

"I always had a hunch that my husband was coming back soon. Sister Zhou sat down and said with a smile.

"I think Mr. Lin will come back on the day Vivi gives birth. Ling Zi said firmly while serving Lu Jingxuan vegetables.

I felt the same way, and I couldn't help but smile on my face.

Only Lu Jingxuan glanced at me worriedly, probably worried about affecting the atmosphere, that worry was fleeting, he picked up the fork in his left hand and tried to eat by himself.

Acupuncture has some effect, his left hand can do some simple things, and he no longer trembles so much, but his right hand has not improved at all, and he is completely unable to lift it.

"Come on!" Ling Zi watched him carry a piece of braised pork to his mouth with difficulty, and whispered to him to cheer him up.

The meat entered his mouth, Lu Jingxuan chewed it, and smiled at us.

"Officer Lu, Weiwei's acupuncture skills are good, maybe after another ten days and a half of treatment, you will be able to recover!" Sister Zhou said.

Lu Jingxuan looked at his hands and shook his head a little unconfidently.

"Why, don't believe in my medical skills, give me face and it should get better soon!" I said jokingly, sandwiching a piece of fresh fish in his bowl.

"Come on!sure you can!" Ling Zi looked at him encouragingly.

He just smiled faintly, buried himself in his left hand to eat, perhaps too hard, fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.

Ling Zi took a tissue and wiped it for him distressedly.

"Thank you, I'll do it myself. He smiled politely and detachedly, reaching out for a tissue with his left hand.

Ling Zi didn't eat him, frowned and brushed his hand away, and wiped his sweat very domineeringly.

Sister Zhou and I glanced at each other and smiled secretly.

Ling Zi grinned and ignored our snicker, but Lu Jingxuan suddenly blushed.

"It's really silly!" Ling Zi wiped his sweat and poked his forehead with his fingers.

Lu Jingxuan: "Hey......"

"Hey, eat it, Sister Zhou's cooking is delicious!" Ling Zi glanced at him and sandwiched two pieces of shrimp for him.

"Miss Zou's domineering is similar to that of our husband," Sister Zhou said casually, her eyes turned to me, "We Weiwei know this the most." ”

Ling Zi: "Isn't it? When Lin Xiansen comes back, I want to communicate with him well, flirting with girls and men is actually a routine." ”

Me: "......"

Lu: "......"

We've both been flirted?