154 Am I being too kind to you?
"The TV in my room won't turn on. Yiran said.
"I'll help you take a look, I don't usually look at it much. Bai Jichuan answered, turned around and walked out, but as soon as he walked outside the door, his heart trembled, as if he understood something, and when he turned around, he saw Yiran lowering his head in disappointment, and he immediately said, "You just watch here, I'll find you a remote control." ”
Looking through the boxes and cabinets, Bai Jichuan usually never watches TV at home, and after finding it, she handed it over to Yiran, she naturally lay down in the quilt and leaned on the head of the bed, watching the program on the TV intently.
Bai Jichuan turned around twice on the side of the bed and sat down as well.
Yiran looked at him, lifted the quilt, he could only cover himself with his hand, and as soon as he sat down, Yiran leaned on him: "What show do you want to watch?"
"I don't watch TV. ”
"Then I'll take a look. ”
"Hmmm......"
The room was quiet, the two of them just watched a TV series that they didn't know what they were talking about, Bai Jichuan's right arm was a little numb, and he moved it in time and said, "Is there milk at home?"
"I'm going to give you heat. ”
"I'm going to add some sugar. ”
Watching Bai Jichuan leave, Yiran lay down, looked sideways at the empty bed on the other side, and touched his body temperature left on the bed. After the divorce, except for the days when Qingge came to live at home, her heart was empty every night, and maybe even the nights when Qingge was by her side were still empty.
Yiran turned off the TV, turned over to Bai Jichuan's position, and closed his eyes.
The person who came back with hot milk was just about to speak, but when he saw this, he went around to Yiran to look at it, but he didn't wake her up, and took out the milk again.
Come back again, turn off the lights, close the door, and lie down.
For the first time in his life, he shared a bed with a woman, with the woman he loved.
Bai Jichuan tensed his body, for fear that turning over would affect the people around him, worried that if the two of them covered a quilt at night, it would be cold if they were swept away by themselves, and he thought about whether he should turn on the night light outside, in case he got up in the middle of the night...... There were a lot of things in his head, and suddenly the bed shook violently, and the people around him turned around and hugged his body at once.
There was no need to think about it anymore, Bai Jichuan instinctively turned sideways and hugged her, and his soft body drilled into his arms and stopped.
You can smell the fragrance on her hair, which is a familiar smell to Bai Jichuan, every time she takes a document to sign for herself, and when she leans over and points over, she can always smell the sweetness other than perfume.
The breath was very faint and low-key, not close contact, undetectable.
Unexpectedly, one day, I could hold her, lie on my own bed, and slowly enjoy the peace brought by this sweetness.
Only then did he close his eyes, but the cold hand touched his body along the pajamas, rubbing back and forth on the solid abdominal muscles, and the tips of his fingers poked his tendon flesh, he thought that there would be no impulse tonight, he thought that as long as he held her like this, it would be good to make her feel at ease, but the soft hand rubbed his skin, and the fingers poked down on his stomach, and a fire spread out from the lower abdomen, spreading downwards and upwards.
Bai Jichuan supported his body with one hand, fell down, and lay on the bed on his back, he kissed it without hesitation, and his soft lips would make people greedily want more and more.
Kissing and entanglement, unconsciously, his hand reached into Yiran's pajamas, and for the first time touched the soft body and silky skin, the man's body had the strongest reaction, and Yiran felt it, but when she felt it, she calmed down.
She snuggled up on Bai Jichuan's shoulder and asked, "Do you really want to take me in?" I have been in love and married, I know how to make you happy, but it is likely that I did it, but not necessarily with sincerity. I'm used to having people around me, and if you want to stay, I'll just hug me, not because I love you, or because I can hold someone to sleep. It may take a long time, maybe a lifetime, if I can't find someone I love, and I don't love you, but I have nowhere else to go, so I can only rely on you. ”
Bai Jichuan's impulse faded a little, his hot body separated, and he turned on the bedside lamp with his hand.
Yiran took off his makeup, his clean face was still very beautiful, he pinched her chin, checked the side that was slapped, and finally the swelling had subsided, but I don't know if it was a psychological effect, I felt that the handprint was still there.
"You're the wrongdoer, and when I find the man I love, I'm going to kick you away. Lu Yiran said very seriously, "At least now, even if I lie in your arms, I don't know if I love you and like you, maybe ......."
She choked up, her eyes were wet, and she looked distressing: "Maybe I just want a man to be by my side, I just can't live alone." ”
Bai Jichuan suddenly turned over and straddled her, holding her head with one hand and holding her waist with the other, as if he could pick her up at any time, the faces of the two were so close, and tears slid down the corners of her eyes, how aggrieved and scared she was tonight, she actually slapped Jiang Cheng, she actually hit the person she once loved the most.
"From now on, if you don't love me, you can't love other men, and there will be no other men in your life. Bai Jichuan's gaze was so powerful, as if it could penetrate Yiran's body, and he said clearly word by word, "I said, if you enter this door, you won't be able to get out, since you have thought about coming, what are you thinking about, and you still want to fall in love with someone else?" Lu Yiran, am I too polite to you?"
Yiran whimpered and turned his face sideways to look at him, but Bai Jichuan broke her face back.
"I don't feel comfortable handing you over to anyone again, so you can't go anywhere. Bai Jichuan said, "Forget all those messy thoughts, from today onwards, you can only think of me alone, no one else and no Jiang Cheng, remember?"
Yiran shook her head, she was afraid that she couldn't do it, but in an instant, the tie of the nightgown was pulled open, and her body suddenly cooled......
"Don't ......" sighed, this is different from what was said, obviously this guy is the first time, isn't it the first time for him?
Obviously a first-time guy, but he understands a woman's mind so well, and ignited Yiran's skin inch by inch, so that she was almost soaked in her own desires, and her nails couldn't wait to pinch Bai Jichuan's muscles, and it was only at this time that he came in in with dignity.
The moment of combination, Yiran's head was blank, but soon a picture appeared, the memories of the past were played like a marquee, and a section was withdrawn, and every tremor of the body was erasing her past memories, tears kept falling, she couldn't hold on to the lost memories with her hands, she was divorced, she actually left Jiang Cheng, she was ...... with other men
No, it's not another man, it's Bai Jichuan, it's Bai Jichuan.
The moment he climbed up to the clouds, Bai Jichuan hugged Yiran's body, felt her slump softly in his arms, kissed her shoulder gently, and asked, "Is it uncomfortable?"
Yiran couldn't say anything, buried his face in his shoulder socket, and didn't move.
The later memory was fragmented, and when she woke up, it was still dark outside the window, and she heard a slight snoring, and as soon as she turned her head, she saw Bai Jichuan's face.
But she was neither strange nor afraid, she knew very well that she had come to his room last night. Sitting up, Bai Jichuan slowly woke up, reached out and grabbed her hand and asked, "Where are you going?"
"I'm going back to my room. Yiran whispered, grabbed his pajamas to cover his body, broke free of the man's hand, and hurried away.
returned to the room, closed the door, went to the bathroom to clean up his body, and just got into the quilt after finishing it, the door of the room opened, Bai Jichuan appeared with a pillow, closed the door with his hand, put the pillow on the side of Yiran, and lay down without hesitation and got into the quilt and hugged her.
Yiran was stunned, and then slapped him: "You go back to your room, you go back." ”
"Sleep, it's past three o'clock. Bai Jichuan said.
"You, you go back. ”
"Do you want to do it all over again?"
"You, didn't you say you never did it?" Yiran was a little angry, Mr. Lu was fired before he could go to the podium, and he lost face.
"Sleep. Bai Jichuan pressed her head into his arms, "You won't go to work tomorrow?"
Changing rooms and beds, the result is still the same, but Yiran remembers that she told this person just now that she just likes to sleep with people.
"Will you take me to work tomorrow?"
"Hmm. ”
"Do you want me to make breakfast?"
"We went out to eat, and the road behind my house was full of breakfast shops. ”
"I want to eat xiao long bao. ”
"Good. Bai Jichuan patted her buttocks, "Sleep, don't talk." ”
Yiran closed his eyes, closed his mouth, and didn't move again. She also doesn't remember when she fell asleep, and then it seemed that her body was put down, and the quilt was covered, and then someone was saying, "Yiran, I love you." ”
Once upon a time, "I love you" hung on Lu Yiran's lips like a mantra, and they all said that Chinese was not good at expressing love, but she would say to her parents I love you since she was a child, and she would also say I love you to Qingge, and even more so to Jiang Cheng......
It's not a mantra, it's not something that is said casually, it's only the people she loves, she says.
But this "I love you" to herself, so precious and precious, gave her a very sweet dream, and when she woke up again, it was dawn.
Washing, putting on makeup and getting dressed, before going out, Bai Jichuan wrapped her scarf again, and pulled her men to get off the elevator to pick up the car, she kept looking at this man very calmly, even if I love you The three words can't be said, but she feels as if she can't do without this person.
After arriving at the company, before preparing for the morning meeting, Yiran sent a message to Qingge: I am with Bai Jichuan.
Update at 16:00