Chapter 13: Regret

Tingshui Pavilion.

Mei Ruoxian, who was terminally ill, refused to allow her maid to approach her easily, and when Gu Ling entered, there was only her mother lying there in a large room, and she was indescribably desolate.

"Mother, I'm back. No matter how familiar Gu Ling was, no matter how powerful she was, she was just an eleven-year-old girl, and when she lay on the edge of the bed, she couldn't cry.

“…… Lingze, my Lingze, are you back?" Mei Ruoxian was awakened by her daughter's cry, and stretched out her hand tremblingly.

"Mother, I'm back, what's wrong with you?"

"My daughter, Ling Ze, I'm sorry, my mother is wrong, my mother is really wrong. ”

Gu Lingze, who was crying so hard to lift, suddenly came to his senses, and with a wave of his hand, all the doors and windows of Tingshui Pavilion were closed, from the inside to the outside.

"Mother, is it my brother's business?"

"No...... , not the younger brother. Mei Ruoxian saw that her leaning finally came back and regained some strength. I don't plan to hide it anymore, and besides, Lu Yue really needs the help of the Gu family to find it.

"It's my sister. …… I gave birth to two girls. ”

Gu Ling covered his mouth.

"Hehe, I'm so scared, Ling Ze, do you know? How scared I was at that time, that child, that child was born, he had one more finger than others. ”

Gu Ling couldn't hold it anymore and sat directly on the floor.

Mei Ruoxian can't care if her daughter can accept it, she just wants to pour out her fears, her uneasiness, all of them, as long as she orders to help her, even if the master knows the truth in the end, he will not move a finger to her.

“…… I am the outer room that the Mei family gave to your father, in the final analysis, it is just your mother and I are a dispensable person in the Mei family. After following your father, I also met the eldest lady of the Gu family back then, she was two years younger than me. But when I was pregnant, I saw her begging your father in the middle of the night, and at that time, she was more than forty years older than me. ”

Mei Ruoxian shuddered when she thought of the terrifying appearance at that time, "Ling Ze, she has a spiritual root, and she is an immortal." Later, I knocked on the side and asked the national teacher, what is the child of the Gu family with spiritual roots behind my back, the more I check, the more afraid I become, holding my belly every day, I am afraid that one day, my child will also take the road of the eldest lady. ”

"Ling Ze, do you know that at that time, I thought about my child a lot, and there was no spiritual root?"

Gu Ling thought of some brothers and sisters who bullied her and died early, so she couldn't help but cover her face.

"I should have been happy that the two of you were born together, but Yue'er her, she has one more finger than others. …… I'm a waste, and I'm afraid that she will have a noble bloodline in the future, but she will be even more humble than Miss Four. Rather than that, it's better to be an ordinary girl. ”

"So, you gave her to Aunt Fang?" Gu Ling felt sad in her heart, her fourth sister hung herself on the beam of the house three years ago, "So Aunt Fang gave birth to a boy?"

"Yes, she is also a hard worker, the child is born as a stillborn, so I begged her to change. Mei Ruoxian's eyes were blank, "Lu Yue grew up with you, the longer you two grow, the more similar they become." That year, the National Teacher's Mansion sent someone to check your spiritual root, and I didn't dare to sleep for three whole days, do you remember?"

Of course, I remember that my mother, who never hugged her much, held herself every day for three days, even if she was going to sleep, she had to hold her.

Gu Ling leaned on his mother, "Mother, don't worry, I will help you make it clear to your father and don't let him blame you." ”

"Lingze," Mei Ruoxian's rolling tears fell on Gu Lingze, "I'm not worried about myself now, I'm just worried about Yue'er, your father sent someone to look for her for two months, but she didn't find her, if something happens, how can it be good?"

"She's supposed to be fine, and every time she's not feeling well, I feel a little bit of it. During this time, nothing happened, mother, don't worry. ”

My mother is fine, my sister will definitely be fine when she finds her back. This was much better than what she expected when she came back, and Gu Ling was very content.

"I'm going to get her back. The master said to take her as an apprentice, and then we will cultivate together, and we will honor our mother together in the future. ”

“…… Your dad will blame me. ”

"He won't blame him, his father will only be happy, and he is happy that his mother gave birth to two such powerful daughters. ”

Gu Ling comforted her mother that she had stayed with the national teacher for a few years, and she knew her father's temperament too well. When the fourth sister died, the next person reported it, and he didn't even move his brows. When the news came after the death of the second brother, he only cared about whether the sect and the sect would give some compassionate benefits and whether they would send his relics back.

Cold-blooded and ruthless makes her teeth cold, even if it is his own child, he always thinks about his own interests. Because of this, she cherishes her mother's intentions in her even more.

As for the mother...... , Gu Ling didn't want to think about the questions that annoyed her.

"Ling Ze, my mother has always been a drag on you, right? In the future, it will also be a drag on Yue'er?"

"Mother, what did you say? You gave birth to us and raised us, how can it be a drag?" Gu Ling was uneasy.

"Mother is a drag. Mei Ruoxian covered her face, "Yue'er and your Aunt Fang are missing, and I have thought a lot about it during this time." I'm a selfish person, and I actually secretly tested the spiritual root for Yue'er at the beginning, because it is three-colored, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that she will be like me in the future, and she will become a drag on you, and I will press down to recognise her heart. When you weren't there, she had a hard time living in the National Teacher's Mansion, and the only thing I could do was give her medicine. If she comes back and knows where she comes from, she will hate me, she will hate me to death. ”

Do you hate? Gu Ling thought about it, if he changed to Lu Yue, he was afraid that he would hate.

"Mother, we will love her more in the future, and I will give her whatever she wants. ”

This is the best way she can think of, for the younger brother or sister who suddenly appeared, although Gu Ling was happy, she was more of a wait-and-see attitude. She has many brothers and sisters, and until now, she has not found which one is worth her sincere dedication.

Some of them don't even want to hide their envy and jealousy for her, which is good, but the horror is that most of them are kind on the face, and behind their backs, as long as there is an opportunity to suppress her, they will join hands and never let go.

Only Lu Yue is different, they grew up together and understood each other. Lu Yue is the same as Aunt Fang's mother, whenever she thinks of her first. When she thought that little girl was actually her own sister, she couldn't stop being happy.

She is willing to take her, willing to watch her pursue the avenue of the master with her, willing to spoil her more in the future, with her behind her, judging from the experience from childhood to adulthood, she will never have to worry about back problems.

Such a sister, even if it is a drag, she is willing.

Mei Ruoxian has always known about this daughter's cold self-control, and now that she can say such things, she thinks that she is a sister to Lu Yue, and she accepts it better than she imagined.

"Ling, what you say yourself, you must do it. Yue'er was born to live a harder life than others, even if she doesn't forgive me when she comes back, you must treat her well. No...... , can't let her be left without a place in the future. ”

Strangely, Gu Ling didn't feel jealous, although her mother sometimes doesn't handle things well, but her heart for her children is real.

"Don't worry, mother, although Yue'er is a three-spirit root, judging from the aura that helped me break through that day, the master said that the spirit root value is at least eighty-five. Moreover, between the golden water and wood spirit roots, they are even more powerful than the ordinary two spirit roots. Gu Ling relieved his mother, "She can have a natural epiphany, and her qualifications will not be bad." Such a her, whether it is a sect or a clan, will not be disposed of at will. They expected the same from her. ”

Mei Ruoxian doesn't believe in the Gu family, she doesn't believe in the national master, but she still believes in her daughter's words very much. She knew that her daughter was the future Yuan Infant Power set by the Spirit Ruin Sect, and she belonged to the object of key protection, and everything would come by her mind under normal circumstances.

After hesitating for a moment, it was better to ask clearly, "Your eldest sister, too, is also a Sanlinggen......

"Mother!" Gu Ling smiled, "When I tested the spirit root, you also saw that my ice spirit root basically filled the spirit test stone with ice blue, reaching ninety-two. Although the eldest sister's is a three-spirit root, her spiritual root value, each of which is less than fifty, and the root value is less than sixty, unless there is a special mixed yuan spiritual root, a big opportunity, otherwise she will not be able to build a foundation for a lifetime. Just like my father, although he worked very hard, he even sent the Zong family to us resources, and if he already had it, he wanted to build a foundation, which was like ascending to the sky, not to mention the later Yudan, Yuanying, and the gods who had ascended. ”

"Yue'er, when I secretly examined the spiritual root for her, I remember clearly, black, white and blue, flashed one after another, although it was a little smaller than the place you covered at the time, but it was all good. ”

Mei Ruoxian grabbed Gu Lingze tightly, and regretted it so much that she couldn't help herself, "If I knew this at the time, how could I have wronged her for so many years!"