Jumping out of the sea of suffering, why can't you cross me?

She didn't say anything, just looked out the window at the street scene whizzing by and fell silent. The flickering neon lights on the street looked like a hypnotist's hand dangling in front of her eyes, and she watched and fell asleep against the window. Xue Yihuai glanced at her sideways, stopped in front of the red light, put his coat on her, and turned off the radio.

With his hands on the steering wheel, he lowered the window, and the night air was particularly good. I remembered that in the past, Nian Nian always lost when arguing with him in the car, and when he lost, he turned his head and fell asleep.

He chuckled, took out his phone, and updated a QQ signature that hadn't been updated for a long, long time.

I miss you.

Just four words, I miss you so much. I started to miss her not long after leaving, is she doing well today, is she used to being around without him?

Suddenly felt stupid like this, smiled bitterly, and said that she would be happier without him. He didn't have the courage to call her, and the disconnection after the divorce was more like an amorous interruption. Won't it bother her?

In contemplation, the green light was already on, and the car behind me honked its horn. Retracting his thoughts, the car turned into the villa area and parked safely at the door of Rong's house. Rong Yunxi still didn't wake up, he leaned back in his chair, turned off the lights and turned off the fire.

He didn't wake her up, just waited so quietly. Until the first car stopped, it was Rong Jianghai's car.

"Yihuai, why don't you go into the house?" It's not good to let Rong Jianghai carry his daughter home at an age, Xue Yihuai had no choice but to get out of the car with Rong Yunxi. An Mei settled his daughter, and when he went downstairs, Xue Yihuai was about to leave.

"Yihuai, wait a minute, Aunt Mei has a few words I want to talk to you about. Xue Yihuai naturally understood that the topic that An Mei wanted to talk to him about was nothing more than a lifelong event that was allowed to be cherished. However, he has already determined that in this life, he will not provoke other women except for thoughts.

It's not that he's noble, it's just that he doesn't want to delay others. Rong Yunxi is very important to him, so he can't delay her.

"Yihuai, I heard...... Are you divorced from your wife? I don't mean anything else, I'm just ......."

"Aunt Mei, my wife and I are indeed divorced for some unavoidable reasons. Although we are divorced, I have no plans to remarry in the future. These words made the Rong family cut off all thoughts, it was impossible for him to marry Rong Yunxi, he was indeed not the right person.

An Mei didn't expect him to say this, and he broke her thoughts and her own thoughts, and the latter words made her difficult to speak.

But as a mother, she always can't bear to let her daughter be trapped by love, even if she doesn't say it properly, she has to say: "Yihuai, don't you really plan to give yourself a chance?" You know her thoughts, we persuaded and persuaded and scolded, and she couldn't let go after all. ”

He didn't seem to have anything else to say but apologize: "I'm sorry, but I really don't have that heart right now." I've heard that you've prepared a ball just for the wedding of Mercy, and I really hope that the right person will show up. ”

That person will never be in him again. From the past to the present, perhaps they have never been the right people for each other.

Seeing that he said so resolutely, An Mei had no room for maneuver, and it seemed that his daughter's marriage with him was really fruitless. There is only one Xue Yihuai in this world, and there is only one him in his daughter's eyes, and anyone who compares with him immediately seems so unpresence.

For this ball, she took great pains. But she is afraid of comparison in everything, and she also understands her daughter's thoughts, and when the time comes, I am afraid that she wants Xue Yihuai to help her check it. But in fact, that's a check, it's obviously a comparison.

In that case, how could she pick a person who could see the eye? At the moment, she could only ask Xue Yihuai to be sure not to agree to her request, and he couldn't go to the ball.

As soon as An Mei's request was spoken, Xue Yihuai agreed without thinking. He didn't plan to go in the first place, so when the time comes, just find a reason to prevaricate and forget it.

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At this moment, the thought of being in a foreign country finally woke up in the jet lag.

It was already twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and there were white doves strolling by the bright windowsill, and the bells rang, and the pigeons were flying. This is the apartment rented by Jin Nan, and there is a church with Baroque architecture on Liao Street. She climbed out of bed and pushed the window to look, and a couple at the door of the church walked out with the blessings of relatives and friends.

Another pair of love witnessed before God, she looked at everything with a smile on her cheeks. At the moment, the sun is just right, warm, not hot or dry, and the flowers that she can't name in front of the windowsill are blooming just right. The café downstairs wafted the aroma again, and I heard the sound of a key at the door, it was Jin Nan who came back.

"Brother, why did you come back again? I'm not a child, I can take care of myself. "I'm always afraid that she won't be used to eating, so every day at noon, Jin Nan will pack a Chinese food and come back. Originally, he had a good rental apartment for Nian Nian nearby, but Yu Wen didn't worry about her living alone, so Jin Nan had to sleep on the sofa aggrieved.

Nian Nian was a little reluctant to go, and planned to stay for a few more days and she would change places. lest the Interpol always sleep on the sofa, for fear of delaying his work.

Jin Nan couldn't help but laugh at her: "You're here to relax, not to fight guerrillas, and you're going to live for a few days to change places! Live honestly, the scenery around here is excellent, and it's enough for you to see it for a long time." If you are tired of staying in the city, I will send you to the countryside when I am on vacation, and the scenery of the countryside is the best. ”

Nian Nian nodded: "Then I want to go to the vineyard to play, Ning Rushan's family always shows off to me how fun Liang Yan's vineyard is, and they envy me to death." ”

Jin Nan patted his chest and said, "This is simple, wrap it on your brother!" Saying and laughing, he asked seriously, "Girl, come here, are you in a better mood?"

She nodded, she was an atheist, but after coming here, she ran to the church opposite every day to sit. It's not that I believe in the existence of God, but I probably feel at peace with the atmosphere.

She still has nightmares, and Xue Changhua's face and Xue Yihuai's face in the dream are constantly overlapping. Bloody, his voice echoed in her ears, and he said so much that she couldn't hear it. The only thing she could hear clearly was one sentence, like a whisper in her ear, but it was as unreal as a dream.

He said, "Nian Nian, I regret it."

Nightmares always end in this sentence. She woke up, but couldn't remember when he had said it.

Jin Nan nodded, hugged Niannian's shoulders and said, "I'm going to go on a mission in the next two days, and I'm going to leave for a few days." There are all kinds of shops downstairs, so if you get bored, just walk around the neighborhood. Also, I've checked, and there's a psychiatric clinic two hundred meters east of the intersection in front of you, you ......"

Jin Nan suddenly stopped, because his sister was looking at him with an extremely strange expression, and the reason was very simple: "I forgot that you are a person who doesn't know what is in the east, west, north and south. He Niannian nodded and smiled, indeed, she is an extremely directionless person.

When asking for directions, I hate people answering her the most, so can't she answer in front and back, left and right?

Jin Nan felt a little nerve-wracked: "My sister's sense of direction can lose herself when she goes out, how can I rest assured that you go out alone?"

This concern is a lot of worry, these days she has nothing to do to go downstairs, and she is familiar with a lot, besides: "The fastest way to know the road is to get lost." Don't worry, I don't go far, I just go around the neighborhood and always come back. ”

She raised her hand and swore, a serious vow. Jin Nan was about to go back to work, thought about it before leaving, and still said: "Pregnant with him...... I'm worried about you, and I'm too embarrassed to call you directly. In fact, he still cares about you very much. ”

If it weren't for her sudden intrusion that night, he and Rong Yunxi would ...... She didn't want to think about it anymore and shook her head: "Brother, we are already divorced." ”

Jin Nan was dumbfounded and nodded, she still can't get over that hurdle now. This kind of thing is reluctant, after all, a human life has been in my heart for more than 20 years, and it is not something that can be opened by talking.

Jin Nan was on a mission, and she thought about cooking by herself when she had nothing to do. There is a fruit and vegetable market nearby, where the fruits and vegetables are particularly fresh and cheap. It's just that she didn't expect that her physique, which has her own disaster star, will suffer when she goes out to buy vegetables.

When visiting this kind of market, it is most comfortable to wear a small woven straw hat and a long skirt and slippers. It was also because she was too comfortable that she was not vigilant, so the moment she lowered her head to pick cherries, her wallet was snatched away......

She froze in place for three seconds before chasing after her, shouting as she chased. On the streets of this foreign country, the slippers are flying, the hat does not know where to fall, and one of them falls to the ground.

It seems that she is really going to accept her fate, her own physique with a disaster star, she can invite disaster to herself at any time, and she is really wronged Xue Yihuai. She sat on the street, rubbing her aching knees, but luckily she only shed some skin. She sighed and muttered to herself: "He Niannian, He Niannian, why can you make yourself so embarrassed every time!"

Suddenly, she felt something pressing down on her head, and a black brim blocked her vision in front of her, and a nice voice sounded above her head: "This little money is worth your chase." The wallet hat will be returned to you, no need to thank me. ”

Very authentic Chinese, she looked up, the crowd surging in the market, she no longer knew who the person just spoke was.

In a trance, she suddenly felt that this picture was somewhat familiar, as if it had happened somewhere. There is no shortage of money in the wallet, Jin Nan told her not to bring too much money when she goes out, so ...... She smiled stupidly, remembering what the man had just said, this money was worth chasing, and she blushed.

The money is small, but it can't be given to the robber for nothing, right?

She smiled, and just after taking a few steps, a picture suddenly came to mind.

On the lively beach, the rain was coming, the wind was blowing suddenly, and she was very embarrassed. In that memory, there was also a very nice voice......