Chapter 32: It's hard for you to remember me

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Wang Zhangzhu was sleepy-eyed, looking at the person in front of him in a daze, wondering if he was still in a dream, until he heard a sigh, sad and long.

What a familiar sigh? Was it because she had lost so much blood, or was it because she had hallucinated because of countless thoughts?

She blinked her eyes vigorously again, finally seeing the face that had appeared so many times in her dreams, and the eyes with worry, real tears, she muttered again, "Naruko, is that you?

Suddenly, a warm finger touched her cheek, and a voice with hatred and choking sounded in her ears, "Zhangzhu, it's hard for you to remember me!"

Wang Zhangzhu's heart turned over for a while, echoing the grievances and sorrows in her heart about to gush out, she wanted to throw herself into this person's arms and cry, and then, she still didn't cry, she stubbornly smiled at Xu Yiming, pretending to be naughty, "I know it's wrong, I must remember to inform you next time I die!"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xu Yiming's big hand slipped slightly, pinching Wang Zhangzhu's delicate neck, but then, he immediately let go of his hand, because even the blue veins could be seen under Wang Zhangzhu's emaciated cheeks, and there was a kind of sourness that he didn't want to admit flooded his heart.

This pain evoked Xu Yiming's sadness for more than four years.

Xu Yiming heard the news of Wang Zhangzhu's drowning in City B, and immediately rushed back, and as Chu Huandong and everyone looked for Wang Zhangzhu, until Chu Huandong believed that Wang Zhangzhu was dead, he died of his heart, and he was completely dead.

Xu Yiming, who left his hometown to go to college, really wanted to forget Wang Zhangzhu, even if he couldn't forget it, he had to find a way to stop worrying about her and no longer thinking about her.

The life of the university is rich and colorful, basketball club, literature club, Go club, computer association, etc., all the clubs he can participate in, large and small activities can see his figure, he is full of energy, unlimited vitality, and soon in the vast world of the university, he is very popular among teachers and classmates, especially female students.

Xu Yiming was smart and knew that the best way to forget someone was to start a new relationship, so when Xiao Linlin pursued him, he readily agreed.

Looking at Xiao Linlin, who was smiling like a flower in front of him, he told himself that there was nothing wrong with doing this, the girl opposite was rare and good in all aspects, and she was also his high school classmate, she was a good match, and she could return to the same city in the future, which was a right choice for him.

Wang Zhangzhu went to City B to defect to Xu Yiming, and the kiss he saw was the first time Xu Yiming and Xiao Linlin tested the waters.

That kiss made Wang Zhangzhu lose and leave, and that kiss also let Xu Yiming know that the love in his heart is not easily replaced.

In Xiao Linlin's crying and resentment, Xu Yiming's budding love affair ended, and not long after, the news of Wang Zhangzhu's drowning came to pass.

The unexpected news came violently and suddenly, Xu Yiming's thoughts were in the window period for a long time, and he only knew that he was looking for Wang Zhangzhu after everyone, until it was later determined that Wang Zhangzhu was dead, and his whole body began to fall into a state of desperate madness and remorse.

He couldn't help but think, if he hadn't been so ruthless in abandoning Wang Zhangzhu and not going to study so far to the north, would Wang Zhangzhu not have died? He couldn't understand why he had to choose to leave so cruelly, if he stayed in this city and stayed by her side, how could Wang Zhangzhu have such a tragic accident!

During that time, Xu Yiming locked himself in his room every day, did not eat, did not sleep, and when his heart-wrenching thoughts were so strong that he could not control them, he would run to the outside of Wang Zhangzhu's mansion, looking at the window of Wang Zhangzhu's room from afar, and burst into tears.

The Xu family is such a precious son, seeing him like crazy, the family was completely scared, and hired him back as a psychological counselor at a high price from the outside, but he didn't even look at it, and went to City B with his bag on his back, and never came back.

Wang Zhangzhu's death completely changed Xu Yiming's character, he became depressed and unhappy, he seemed to have suddenly lost all interest in life, and there was no vitality in life, and then he went abroad to study directly as an exchange student, he didn't want to return to this wounded city, because there was no light here.

When Ge Chengwei went to great lengths to find Xu Yiming and tell him that Wang Zhangzhu was still alive, he couldn't believe it at all, he was like a person who had been trekking in the dark for a long time, and had numbly lost his desire for light.

It wasn't until he saw Ge Chengwei send him a recent photo of Wang Zhangzhu through his mobile phone that he believed that Wang Zhangzhu was still alive, although the woman in the photo smiled gently and looked unfamiliar, but it was really the living Wang Zhangzhu.

Xu Yiming came back as quickly as possible, and the first thing he did after coming back was to contact Ge Chengwei and come to see Wang Zhangzhu.

When Ge Chengwei received Xu Yiming's call, the others had already arrived in the city, thinking that Xu Yiming, who she hadn't seen for many years, was about to appear in front of her, she was both happy and disappointed.

In Xu Yiming's heart, after all, Wang Zhangzhu is the biggest, and the only one who can make him so ecstatic and anxious to rush back is Wang Zhangzhu.

On the way to Su's house, Xu Yiming heard Ge Chengwei say that Wang Zhangzhu was sick, but he never thought that Wang Zhangzhu, who was once naughty and healthy, would be so pale and weak lying on the bed at this time, her face was very scary, her breathing was extremely light, and she could hardly hear the sound, which made people wonder if she would sleep like this.

He walked gently to her bedside, looked at her thin, sunken cheeks, and couldn't tell whether it was sadness or pain in his heart, only felt infinite sourness, she wasn't like this before, never had been, she was full of vitality and radiance.

He likes the funny and naughty, domineering and reckless Wang Zhangzhu, although he is often angry, but that is the real Wang Zhangzhu, and now she is thin and haggard, thinking of the days when she ran in front of her with a smile like a flower, Xu Yiming's eyes were moist several times.

"Naruko, Chengwei, when did you come, why didn't you wake me up!" Wang Zhangzhu forced his body to sit up, but Xu Yiming pressed her shoulders and roared viciously: "Don't move when you're sick, lie down honestly!"

Xu Yiming sat on the edge of her bed, grabbed her arm, and looked at her deadly, as if she would disappear in the blink of an eye.

There were too many things to say between them, and for a while, no one could say anything, the room was quiet, Ge Chengwei, who was sitting on the side, rolled her eyes and broke the deadlock, "Zhangzhu, how are you feeling today?"

"It's much better, in fact, there's nothing to do, it's just that Yan Chi must let me rest at home. Wang Zhangzhu pretended to be indifferent and said, and suddenly saw Xu Yiming's dark gaze, and she subconsciously stuck out her tongue at Xu Yiming.

Today, she has experienced so many things, and she has completely understood Xu Yiming's feelings for herself at the beginning, but it is a pity that the love in the world is shallow, and it is all to be disappointed, she and Xu Yiming missed it after all!

When Xu Yiming was abroad, he heard Ge Chengwei say that Wang Zhangzhu was married and had a child, of course he was shocked, jealous, and painful, but these, compared to Wang Zhangzhu's death, this is nothing.

"It's okay, I already knew that you were married, and I know that the family here today is surnamed Su. Xu Yiming's words were full of frustration and self-deprecation, "Zhangzhu, in the past four years, I have regretted and blamed myself all the time, and sometimes I really would rather die than ...... At that time, I always thought, if everything can be done again, even if I have to cut off my flesh and bones, I will be willing to change you to live!

Wang Zhangzhu turned his head to look out the window, his long eyelashes were slightly upturned, as if he was trembling uncontrollably, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

Xu Yiming and Ge Chengwei didn't stay at Wang Zhangzhu's house for too long, they both seemed to realize that this was not a good opportunity to talk, but fortunately, they were both alive, and they would talk another day.

Out of the gate of the Su family, Ge Chengwei, who was driving, sent Xu Yiming home, she turned her head to look at Xu Yiming with a smile, and asked as if she had no intention: "Zhangzhu is married, are you really willing to give up like this?"

"Otherwise, what can you do, rob it?" Xu Yiming stared at the sky and whispered, "The love of two people is love, the longing of one person is called unrequited love, and the three of them are entangled together. ”

Ge Chengwei's face darkened for a moment, and then smiled cheerfully, "How did you stay abroad for two years and become a philosopher!"

"Chengwei, thank you. Xu Yiming looked at Ge Chengwei solemnly and said.

"Thank me for what?" Ge Chengwei was a little confused.

"Thank you for informing me that Zhangzhu is still alive, otherwise I would still miss it alone in a foreign country, thank you for helping me regain the meaning of life. Xu Yiming exhaled lightly, and his big bright eyes rekindled with life.

Ge Chengwei was a little embarrassed by Xu Yiming's words, her face was a little feverish, she secretly scolded herself for not being angry, and she was eager to pursue her so many men, how could she capsize in front of this man who disdains her.

Wang Zhangzhu's body gradually got better after recuperation, during this period, Xu Yiming and Ge Chengwei both said that they wanted to come to see her, but she refused, she didn't want them to see her sick appearance, although she had a lot to say with Xu Yiming, she wanted to wait for her body to recover almost before talking.

At noon that day she lay on the bed, dazed and fell asleep, as if in her sleep there was a cold surgical instrument testing her body, the cold iron frame cooled her whole body, she began to tremble, struggled, just when she was terrified, the telephone bell next to the pillow woke her up.

Her heart was beating wildly, she picked up the phone in a cold sweat, and listening to the voice coming from there, she couldn't help but scream: "What?"