Chapter 182: Where I'm Going
Chu Feng was immersed in a sad darkness. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The pain and sorrow of losing all that enveloped him firmly.
The darkness in front of him gradually dispersed, and Chu Feng saw a thin young man, sitting under the eaves, looking up at the sky, his eyes were full of yearning and expectation.
Chu Feng felt that the young man was very much like himself, but that young man was indeed not him.
The boy grinned at him, then stood up, pointed to the sky, and said, "I'm going there, and nothing can stop me." ”
The next moment, the picture turned sharply, and he saw the young man who was already a young man standing blankly in a sea of fire, looking at the corpses everywhere, desperate and decadent.
Chu Feng knew that this was the young man's family, and his ordinary family had caused the disaster of extermination because of him, and all those who treated him well and those who treated him badly were all turned into ashes in this calamity.
Even when he showed the fastest speed, he didn't have time to run past the clock and save anyone.
The picture trembled and swirled, entering a ruined temple, with greedy rats and insects lurking in the corners, and cobwebs hanging in the corners.
The down-and-out young man huddled in the corner, his eyes lifeless.
I don't know when, Chu Feng has completely merged with that young man, and there is no difference between each other.
With bursts of thunder, heavy rain poured down, and the dilapidated roof of the broken temple could not cover the rain, and the rain and cold wind poured in.
Chu Feng didn't dodge or dodge, let the wind and rain hit his body, and gradually closed his eyes.
Suddenly, the wind and rain that hit his face disappeared.
"Are you okay?" a gentle female voice, the young man opened his eyes, only to see an ordinary-looking woman in blue squatting in front of him, holding a small umbrella to block the pouring rain.
Chu Feng didn't speak.
The woman didn't say anything more, and just accompanied him to the end of the storm.
The women came every day, bringing a change of clothes, bringing food, and even rebuilding the ruined temple.
Chu Feng was like a puppet, lying like that, letting the woman manipulate him, letting the woman help him scrub his body, change his clothes, forcibly stuff water and food into his mouth, and squeeze it into his esophagus.
"Are you going to go on like this?" the woman finally asked one day.
Chu Feng was silent, looking at the roof with dark eyes - it had been renovated, and it was no longer possible to see the blue and vast sky through the hole.
"When you're dead, there's nothing. The woman sat down beside him and said, her tone sad and mournful.
Is it true that when you die, there is really nothing?
But now, I have nothing.
"There is always hope for what is alive, and what is lost will not come back...... But you can also get the future. The woman stood up, walked out of the temple, walked to the door, and suddenly turned back and said very calmly, "I will not come again." If you die, I won't die with you. Something like martyrdom is really boring. ”
Martyrdom, is it really boring?
Is there really hope for being alive?
Chu Feng didn't know, he just looked at the woman's distant figure, a little sad, a little struggling.
It's probably a very selfish thing to die like this.
It's really selfish to use death to escape the pain that you can't bear, and let the people who care about you bear the pain, right?
However, I have nothing left, and there is still meaning in living?
Is it for that illusory hope?
That's ridiculous.
Chu Feng laughed, his twisted smile tugging at the injuries all over his body, making him moan out loud in pain.
Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, but someone hugged him tightly.
It was a different kind of warmth, full of kindness, full of peace of mind.
It's like you don't have to worry about anything anymore.
Chu Feng closed his eyes, and in the darkness he saw a figure sinking into the deepest part of the sea, but a white hand suddenly reached into the sea, grabbed the figure's arm, and pulled the figure out of the sea shrouded in shadows.
The young man who had been closing his eyes in the broken temple suddenly opened his eyes, and Chu Feng, who was lying in the big pit, opened his eyes suddenly, and what caught his eyes was a sky, a blue sky without bounds.
"I'm going there, nothing can stop me. No matter how sad it is, no matter how painful it is, I will never stop. I'm going to take that lost thing on the road, I can't ...... the future Buried in the past. ”
The young man looked at Chu Feng, who was still curled up on the ground, and said, although there was still an indelible pain in his eyes, he was extremely resolute.
The young man walked out of the temple gate, and without looking back, he went farther and farther away in the bright sunlight until he was gone.
Chu Feng was silent in the ruined temple and closed his eyes again.
He wanted to go to sleep, but a call rang in his ears.
"Xiaofeng, it's okay, it'll pass. ”
"Senior brother...... Senior brother, don't scare me, I owe you so much that I can't pay it off......"
"Hey, hey, don't sleep, stinky boy, get up and see miracles!"
"Get up.
"Senior Brother Chu, let's wake up quickly, let's ...... are waiting for you. ”
"I owe you my life and haven't paid you back. ”
Chu Feng clenched his fists, trying to drive away the annoying sounds, but the annoying voices rang in his ears as if they were flies.
He felt so annoyed, why there were so many nasty noises, why they just refused to give him a moment of silence!
"Stop arguing!"
Chu Feng roared and opened his eyes suddenly.
Chu Feng saw the blue sky, saw the white clouds, and the breeze blew across his cheeks, bringing the breath of blood and fire.
He also saw familiar faces.
Liu Yu's, Lu Qi's, Feng Qiwu's, Mu Shaoen's, Lu Yu's, Su Cuo's, and even in the distance, the young man with a somewhat sick face.
Chu Feng remembered a lot of things, remembered the things he was driven by the killing intent, and remembered those pictures in the dream.
He was stunned for a long time before he finally came to his senses.
It's not like he has nothing, he has a lot of things.
What was lost can no longer be recovered, and he should be like that senior, carrying the past with him.
He can't bury the future in the past, his father doesn't want that, and neither does Xiwu.
"Thank you......" Chu Feng opened his mouth, a little weak.
He looked at Liu Yu and repeated again: "Thank you......"
He thanked Liu Yu, and thanked Liu Yu for his persistence, so that he could at least look at his father one more time, even if that glance became a permanent secret, even if that glance his father didn't know.
But at least, he gave his father a second look.
If it weren't for Liu Yu's persistence, he might have left an eternal irreparable regret, so he had to thank Liu Yu one more time - maybe not once, and he should have thanked him once for using Shui Yue to suppress his killing thoughts.
But seeing Liu Yu's gentle smile, he didn't say thank you again, and he laughed along.
"Don't laugh, brother, look over there. Feng Qiwu had a bitter face, "You Sanmiao Palace has a miracle!"
Chu Feng was slightly stunned, and his gaze followed the direction pointed by Feng Qiwu.
Above the clouds above Ziqiong Mountain, there was a dark red halo full of layers, and the dark red halo quickly dimmed and dissipated, and on the belly of the collapsed mountain, a string of cyan ancient characters appeared, surrounding the entire Ziqiong Mountain, stretching for dozens of miles.
That string of ancient runes is intertwined into a dense net, exuding wisps of exciting mystery, no matter who can only look up, can only yearn for it, just like ordinary humans looking up at the star dome, no matter how yearning for it, no matter how coveted, it can't take a step forward.
A mysterious rune that seemed to have traveled through the ages suddenly enveloped Ziqiong Mountain, and a cyan humanoid phantom also appeared.
This phantom is seven or eight hundred zhang high, sitting on the ground, enveloping the entire Ziqiong Mountain in the phantom, making the mysterious runes that originally surrounded Ziqiong Mountain become a mysterious rune that surrounds this phantom, and at that moment, everyone felt a powerful and invincible force, as if the stars of the universe were all in the hands of that phantom.
The phantom opened his eyes, looked at everything in front of him, and was silent for a long time before letting out a long sigh.
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Good afternoon~ Strictly speaking, it's not night, right~