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I really never dreamed that He Shuxian's father turned out to be He Kui, a high-ranking official in the capital who was regarded as the most honored guest by the harem.

I was speechless, and kept guessing in my heart, but I just endured it and didn't ask why.

I think He Shuxian would rather give up the life of a high-ranking official and a young lady, and fall into such a place of wind and moon, there must be her unavoidable suffering, think about it, if you can completely rely on the protection of your family, who is really willing to fall and fall to this.

Ho Shuxian lit another cigarette, and I couldn't help but look at where she was sitting, where she had just extinguished a cigarette.

Usually when we are bored, we will think about lighting a cigarette, thinking that watching the smoke keep smoking rings can take away our troubles, but in fact, it is just a psychological effect, and a cigarette has never played any role.

He Shuxian's smoking posture is very good-looking, with thickly painted red lips, slightly pursed, and gently inhaled, and the smoke ring spit out.

The eyes with heavy makeup squinted slightly, and it could be seen that she was in a very depressed mood.

Thinking of the supper I wanted to eat, my heart moved, and I couldn't help but propose: "It's so late, why don't I invite you to have a supper." ”

He Shuxian didn't look at me, she was busy smoking.

I gently patted her on the shoulder: "That supper is better than others, so why don't you try it." ”

He Shuxian moved at this time, extinguished the cigarette in her hand again, threw the cigarette butt casually, and stood up against the street lamp pole.

I took He Shuxian to the wonton shop I had eaten before.

Because the night was getting darker, there was no one in the stall but us.

The wontons are served with a fragrant aroma.

He Shuxian began to droop her eyes, looking very unenergetic, and after smelling the fresh fragrance emanating from the wontons, she immediately became full of interest.

"It smells so good, I don't know how it tastes. ”

I took the lead in putting one in my mouth, and said, "It's very fragrant, try it." ”

He Shuxian hesitated for a while, didn't resist my eyes, raised her hand and put one in her mouth, chewed it without chewing much, swallowed one, and nodded very satisfied: "It's really good, there is an indescribable taste." ”

I was just about to ask what the indescribable taste would be.

I saw He Shuxian suddenly staring at her: "You heard it, he scolded me for being cheap, born cheap, and beat me." As she spoke, He Shuxian reached out and touched her cheek, which was still red and swollen, and her five finger prints were clearly visible.

I bowed my head, although I didn't have a father since I was a child, but when my father was there when I was a child, I also enjoyed a mountain of fatherly love, and I couldn't imagine my biological father in front of so many people, giving such a heavy hand to myself.

"Actually, he is not wrong, I am cheap, my cheapness is natural, and it has been in my mother's womb. He Shuxian put down her chopsticks and put her hand on her cheek, her voice was cold and hard, and her face was expressionless.

I was frightened by Ho Shuxian's bold remarks.

I couldn't help but show some surprise on my face.

"Hmph, I can't imagine that I have such a noble and powerful father, but I have a muddy mother who is cheap to the bones. ”

I didn't have time to digest the message conveyed in He Shuxian's words, so I listened to her continue.

"My mother is a young lady, she was young and beautiful at the time, she successfully seduced my father, and secretly conceived a child, I originally thought that I could rely on the child in my womb to get on the throne, and I couldn't enter the middle palace and mix with the second wife, but it was a pity that I slapped her face, or rather, because she was born cheap, she didn't have that life to enjoy that blessing at all......"

He Shuxian's mood was very low at this time, her whole head was buried down, and her voice was very subtle, I listened to it for a long time before I finally understood.

He Shuxian's mother died in childbirth when she gave birth to her, and her father had no choice but to take her back to his own home and hand her over to her father's original wife to raise.

This is the equivalent of handing over a lamb into the hands of a sin wolf.

Whether it is life or death, it is only subject to the mood of the she-wolf.

"Sometimes when my father is not at home, the woman will sneer at me when she sees the sky, scolding my mother for being cheap, seducing a married man, scolding me for having a bad life, killing my mother, and trying my best for my future in the future. Even the maids in the house dared to bully me......"

The more He Shuxian spoke, the more sad she became, as if she had completely immersed herself in the desperate situation at the beginning, as she spoke, she simply touched her cheeks with both hands, hid her face and wept, and her eyes were full of tears.

Seeing He Shuxian like this, I was inexplicably a little distressed.

wanted to comfort her with a sentence or two, and turned around in his mind for half a circle, but found that he really couldn't find the right words.

just relieved her dryly: "It's all over, it will get better in the future." ”

He Shuxian suddenly slapped the table and wiped away a handful of tears with the back of her hand: "Yes, you are right, I really endured those hellish days." ”

"When I finally got through to the time I grew up, I thought my suffering was finally over. He Shuxian's eyes were confused, and those eyes, as if with suction, made me suddenly confused, and saw the pain He Shuxian had suffered.

Waiting for He Shuxian in front Although it was no longer from the contempt and scolding of her father's original wife, the blame and abuse she received did not stop.

This time it was from her high-ranking father.

"I have been withdrawn since I was a child, but when I grew up, I was rebellious, I didn't know anything, I learned a lot, I couldn't persevere, I was a half-ass. This made my dad even more unhappy. I blamed myself for not taking IELTS like everyone else, and I couldn't study abroad, and scolded me for embarrassing him. In fact, I know that even if I am really good, that mother-in-law will not let me go abroad. ”

He Shuxian's emotions kept changing with her narration, and I could feel the helplessness and sadness buried in her emotions at that time.

"My dad just scolds me, and always scolds me for being like my mother, I will only do my job all day long, and sooner or later I will be reduced to the point that I can't even live my own life. ”

"Hmph, since he thinks I should be like my mother, I thought I would just do what he wanted, I ran away from home, and then ha...... Ha, she really became a young lady, let thousands of people ride on ten thousand people, and also let the face of his high-ranking officials be thrown to the Pacific Ocean. After speaking, He Shuxian laughed to herself, her smile was cold, and there was no trace of temperature.

I blinked, wiped the wetness from the corners of my eyes, and looked at her:

"For the sake of something as nasty as he said, you gamble for a while, do you think it's worth it?"

After all, being a young lady who gets entangled with a bunch of stinky men every day is not an easy job, and even sometimes when she does it, when she thinks about it, she can make herself nauseous and vomit.

"I don't know what is worthy and unworthy, I only know that if he scolds me and I am unhappy, then I will make him unhappy a thousand times and ten thousand times, only in this way can I vent the hatred in my heart. He Shuxian gritted her teeth, as if this could not relieve her pain at all, so she simply picked up the bamboo chopsticks on the side and poked the few wontons she hadn't finished in the bowl, she worked very hard, as if those wontons were the people she hated in her heart.

I slowly chewed on the ravioli I had already eaten in my mouth, lowered my head, and suddenly lost my appetite.

I simply put down the chopsticks, crossed my fingers with both hands, supported one cheek, and looked at He Shuxian slightly, she no longer poked, and put down the chopsticks angrily, it can be seen that poking those wontons did not bring her too much emotional release, so that she was still angry at this time.

There was a pain in my heart, as if someone was slowly cutting my flesh with a blunt knife, and I stroked my chest and opened my mouth to comfort her, but I couldn't speak.

What do I say? For Ho Shuxian, I was just a colleague she had known less than a day, and there was only one name away from strangers.

She is willing to say this in front of me at this time, and she does not trust me unconditionally, she just holds it for too long and too long, so she needs to have a cathartic break. And I happened to be the one who opened the breach for her, so all the torrents that were blocked in her heart poured out on me.

There are fewer and fewer pedestrians on the cold streets, and even if there are occasional people walking by, most of them are scantily dressed, delicate women, and you don't need to look to know that those are our peers.

Suddenly there was a sound of horns honking on the side of the street, and I was sitting with my back to that side, not knowing what was happening.

And He Shuxian in front of her didn't even have time to wipe her tears, and lowered her head very quickly.

I wondered, "What's wrong?" I said, graciously handing her a tissue.

He Shuxian took the tissue and did not use it to wipe her tears, but directly covered her face, covering her entire face with her hands.

I sensed that there must be something strange behind me, so I turned sideways and looked back.

It turned out that a car was driving on the opposite road, and the night was hazy, and it was difficult to see the sign on the car, but I saw the person sitting in the car.

It was He Shuxian's father, He Kui, a high-ranking official in the capital, no wonder He Shuxian lowered her head and wanted to hide herself.

When I looked back and was about to look more closely, a figure appeared and immediately made me feel like I wanted to hide.

There was Wu Yuanshan sitting next to He Kui, although I had only met him once, but at that time, when he looked at me, his gaze was too aggressive, so that I couldn't easily forget him at all.

Thinking of the last time I was in the private kitchen, the distinguished guests in the capital they mentioned, my eyes suddenly widened, and I looked at He Kui sitting in the car, could it be him.

I suppressed those emotions, turned my head, and watched the car disappear with the rest of my eyes, and then patted He Shuxian's arm: "It's okay, they're gone." ”

He Shuxian removed the tissue and kneaded it into a pile, the movement was fast and accurate, I felt her anger, and patted her hand gently, hoping to pass on some strength to her.

"Thank you. He Shuxian's voice was so low that I could barely hear it.

However, through He Shuxian's lip lines, I can see what she wants to express in her mouth.

We chatted for a while, He Shuxian's mood recovered, and she came back to her senses, probably realizing that she and I were colleagues who only met today, and we couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.

I duly changed the subject: "Where do you live, I'll send you back." ”

In order to facilitate management, the ladies of the harem are all rented by the harem near the clubhouse, and generally without special circumstances, they are basically not allowed to live alone.

I thought that He Shuxian should also live in a similar place as us.

"The house in front, fourth floor. He Shuxian stood up and pointed in one direction.

Looking at the familiar colors of the houses and the layout of the layout, I was delighted.

"We are in the same direction and can go together. ”

He Shuxian did not refuse, and on the way back, we all became much more silent.

I don't usually like to talk, but He Shuxian said too much before, and it seemed that she had shaken out all the words that had been backlogged for a long time, and then her heart was empty all of a sudden.

When we went downstairs, we realized that we were living in the same building, and I was on the third floor and she was on the fourth floor.

The two said goodbye lightly and said goodnight.