024, Xiaoyi's birthday (2) [Thank you for the Arctic fish Y diamond
"Okay, good..."Shi Tengxiong nodded frequently: "Xiaoyi's situation is particularly good today, if possible, it is really possible that Xiaoyi can be before leaving... Wake up once. ”
Jin Junzhong pretended to wipe his eyes, feeling like he was about to cry, "Actually, Shi Dong, Xiaoyi has become what it is now, and we can only accept it, but like I said, if she can clearly see this time and see clearly those of us who love her before she leaves, perhaps, this will be the best for her." ”
"That's right, so I'm trying to accept the reality that if she calls me Daddy before she leaves, I'll be content. Shi Tengxiong looked at me wistfully: "Ke An, tonight's matter, please leave it to you." ”
I looked at Shi Tengxiong inexplicably, and Jin Junzhong hurriedly snatched the words: "This is what Ke An and I should do." ”
Then I consciously shut up and wanted to see what Kim Jun-jung was doing, because even if he wanted to slander me, I couldn't tell me clearly. It's just that in the process of their conversation, I quietly turned on the phone to record, and since noon, I have tasted the disadvantages of not recording.
Jin Junzhong and Shi Tengxiong said a few words, took my hand and walked in front of Shi Xiaoyi, "Xiaoyi, Ke An is here?"
Shi Xiaoyi's eyes were fixed on the square table directly opposite, on which were exquisite tea sets. Jin Junzhong said twice in a row before she withdrew her gaze and looked at me in a daze as if she was meeting an old friend: "Coming?"
When she opened her mouth, everyone was overjoyed, and Shi Tengxiong shouted into the distance: "Xiaodan, come on, your sister has spoken." ”
I hurriedly turned my head to look over there, and Shi Xiaodan ran over quickly, just staring at me. I was excited and wanted to say something to him, but was interrupted by Chen Shanshan, who ran behind me: "Ah, Ke An is also here?"
I turned around in disappointment and took Shi Xiaoyi's hand: "Well, happy birthday." ”
"Thank you. Shi Xiaoyi replied to me expressionlessly.
This surprised everyone present, Jin Junzhong hurriedly squatted down and looked at Shi Xiaoyi: "Xiaoyi, happy birthday, do you remember who I am?"
Shi Xiaoyi didn't even look at him, and took the initiative to stretch out his hand in front of me, "We... Would you like to be friends?"
I was stunned, then I clasped my hand up and squeezed out a smile and said, "We are friends by nature." ”
"That's... Go make tea..."Shi Xiaoyi pulled me to the square table.
Everyone's eyes were focused on us, and even Shi Tengxiong didn't dare to interject, for fear that if he spoke, Shi Xiaoyi's situation would become bad. Shi Xiaoyi held my hand and refused to let go, and he was still sitting next to me expressionlessly, but with the other hand, he pointed to the table: "You make tea..."
"Quick, Ke An, make tea quickly. Jin Junzhong excitedly took the initiative to help me plug in the electricity of the kettle and stood next to him.
I turned my head and glanced around, except for Kaishi Xiaodan, everyone was staring at me nervously, except for him who looked around with a twinkle in his eyes, as if he was avoiding and hiding something. I looked over his shoulder and saw someone behind me taking a picture of us, and I couldn't help but look twice.
Shi Tengxiong followed my gaze, "Today may be Xiaoyi's last birthday, Xiaojin is looking for someone to make a special trip to record all this, and I want to keep a memory." ”
"Oh. I responded, and I couldn't help but get nervous, Shi Xiaoyi's brain tumor was growing day by day, and her life began to enter the countdown. But I'm still young, and I still have so much to do, do I really have to take myself for the so-called formula in her hand?
The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, once I panicked, there would definitely be no way to make tea, I told everyone that I wanted to go to the bathroom, and I just stood up and was about to let go of Shi Xiaoyi's hand, but she just refused to let go. Jin Junzhong and Shi Tengxiong were both beside her to comfort her: "Xiaoyi, can you let Ke An go to the bathroom first?"
Shi Xiaoyi didn't speak, but he still didn't let go.
"Let them go together. Shi Xiaodan, who had not spoken, said coldly.
Jin Junzhong tried to follow us, but Shi Xiaoyi immediately stopped and didn't leave, but Jin Junzhong only told me: "Ke An, then you take care of Xiaoyi, don't fall." ”
Next to the grass is the inpatient area, Shi Xiaoyi's ward is on the ground floor, and after the nurse led us through, she stood outside the door and waited for us. Shi Xiaoyi followed me into the ward inch by inch, and when I entered the bathroom, I wanted to break free of her hand and go in, but she still held on to it, staring at me with wide eyes and blinking at me.
I seemed to understand something, and led her into the bathroom, where she pointed to the bag in my hand and motioned for me to carry it to her. I handed her the bag full of doubts, thinking to myself, why did Shi Xiaoyi suddenly seem to be completely awake?
Actually, I didn't really want to go to the bathroom, but I was nervous under the gaze of so many people just now, and I wanted to come over and let myself have a good time. Seeing that Shi Xiaoyi took the bag I handed over, calmly took out the mobile phone from it, maybe he couldn't figure out my mobile phone, and it took a long time to press some words on the keyboard and hand it back to me.
I was just about to open it to see what she wrote, when I heard the nurse outside the door say, "Sister Xiaoyi, are you all right?"
Shi Xiaoyi shook his head at me, blinked and motioned for me to put the phone back in my bag and look at it later, I opened the toilet and said while flushing, "It's okay, I'll come out immediately." ”
All of this is done quietly. Shi Xiaoyi at this moment is really too strange, I naturally don't dare to ask, is there a nurse standing outside? So I can only listen to her arrangement, put the phone back in the bag and open the door, Shi Xiaoyi returned to the way he was just now, holding my hand in a wooden manner.
Everything in the bathroom just now was like a dream, and Shi Xiaoyi, who returned to the grass, became the one who was not very clear and only spoke for a long time. I was thinking about the text messages on my phone, but everyone asked me to make tea first, maybe they wanted to use this best opportunity to see if they could make Shi Xiaoyi wake up.
After I washed the teacup step by step, Shi Xiaoyi's affection suddenly began to change, she stood up as if she had been greatly stimulated, and stretched out her hand to choke my neck: "Who are you? Why do you use my tea set to make tea?"
This sudden situation stunned everyone, including myself: "Xiaoyi, I'm Ke An." ”
The nurse next to her hurriedly stepped forward, subdued Shi Xiaoyi three times and two times, and quickly settled her down. But she still couldn't stop making a big noise: "You were sent by Zhang Hounian, right?"
Shi Tengxiong nervously looked at the nurse: "Nurse, let Xiaoyi calm down, she can't be excited." ”
Shi Xiaoyi's brain tumor really can't be too excited, because after a long period of conservative treatment, the tumor has gradually spread in the brain, and if it is excited, it is likely to lead to cerebral hemorrhage, and life is like this.
Shi Xiaodan, who had been silent next to him for a long time, suddenly became excited, rushed forward and pressed Jin Junzhong to the ground: "The surname is Jin, what kind of heart do you have?"
Chen Shanshan grabbed Shi Xiaodan before me: "Xiaodan, don't be excited, let's appease my sister first." ”
Sister... This word came out of Chen Shanshan's mouth, and it seemed so natural. It seems that her relationship with this family has long been familiar to the state of being about to pass the door. My heart ached faintly, and I also tried to persuade Shi Xiaodan: "Xiaodan, let's appease Xiaoyi first." ”
Shi Xiaodan slowly let go of Jin Junzhong, he turned over from the ground and stood up, walked to Shi Xiaoyi, knelt down in front of everyone, and held the hand of Shi Xiaoyi, who had just been lying on the hospital bed: "Xiaoyi, I'm sorry for you... It's not good to blame me. ”
"Don't be merciful here, I said a long time ago that my sister can't wake up, you want her to wake up. Shi Xiaoshan angrily grabbed Jin Junzhong: "The doctor has also told me about my sister's situation, and you don't know it, now it's okay, right?"
No matter what Shi Xiaodan said, Jin Junzhong knelt in front of Shi Xiaoyi and cried: "Xiaoyi, I beg you to wake up and look at us again, I seem to be holding your hand and going back to South Korea, if possible, I want to marry you once." ”
I listened to what he said, and I felt very uncomfortable. The man in front of me, I really can't tell what his purpose is. It was Shi Tengxiong, who tried his best to pull Jin Junzhong next to him, in fact: "Xiaojin, don't be like this, Xiaoyi is also responsible for coming to this day." Get up, there are so many people watching, don't cry. ”
Jin Junzhong was picked up by Shi Tengxiong, and Shi Xiaoyi gradually began to subside, but I saw two lines of tears slipping from the corners of her eyes.
But at least I know that the plan that Shi Xiaoyi might wake up at the birthday party planned by Kim Jun-jung today completely failed because of Shi Xiaoyi's deterioration. Although I don't know what they talked about after noon, but looking at his urgent appearance tonight, it should be that Shi Xiaoyi's condition is not improving, and maybe his plan will be delayed later.
The grass quickly calmed down, Shi Xiaoyi was pushed into the ward by the nurse, and Jin Junzhong and Shi Tengxiong followed nervously at the same time. I just felt very soft all over my body, and when they left, I simply sat on the floor, staring in a daze in the direction they left.
Shi Xiaodan leaned on the tree next to him to smoke, and Chen Shanshan held his hand and quietly stuck to his side.
Ni Yan has been standing by and watching all this silently, without saying a word from beginning to end. When he saw me sitting on the grass, he came over and sat next to me: "I'm sorry, Ke An, I let you see our jokes." ”
I shook my head, feeling the urge to cry at whomever I wanted. One is for Shi Xiaoyi, the other is for Shi Xiaodan not far away, and then there are those things I heard at noon.
"You just came back from Lhasa?" Ni Yan asked me.
"Sister Juan told you?"
"Yes, she called me this morning and asked me about Xiaoyi. Ni Yan hugged his legs and looked in the same direction as me: "Xiaoyi... I didn't even want to come to see her. ”
"Why?"
"I always want to cry when I see her. Ni Yan shook his head and said, "But Mr. Jin is also kind, seeing that his lover has become like this, he is willing for her to wake up again, and I have always believed that she will wake up." ”
Ni Yan spoke as if he had drunk wine at night, and I took the opportunity to take it and say, "Xiaoyi... Isn't it a short time?"
"Well, the doctor said that the brain tumor has spread to the point that it will not be like a good thing, and it will be 2 months at most. If there is no accidental fall or anything, the best outcome is that after 2 months, the oxygen supply will be insufficient... Stop breathing. ”
When Ni Yan said it, I imagined that a tumor was in Shi Xiaoyi's brain, growing wildly for two months, and then finally occupied the entire brain, causing him to leave completely when he couldn't breathe. But what did Shi Xiaoyi do wrong? Even before she died, she was not at peace? Everyone had to worry about her waking up again?