When I opened the exaggerated reports on my phone, I couldn't laugh or cry when I looked at myself in the photo so bloated that I couldn't bear to look at it directly.

Looking at the tide of sarcasm below, as well as some mockery that is too malicious to be malicious, and some groundless revelations, my heart is broken.

The postpartum mother is prone to depression, coupled with the weak physique of the daughter, crying for unknown reasons at every turn, often making me unable to rest all night long, my nerves have been disordered, and a solid sleep is a luxury for me.

When I saw this report, I broke down and cried.

I didn't think that I had faced so many difficulties in my life, and I didn't let my psychological defense collapse. And now these trivial and trivial things in life can easily make me cry.

So far, I know how much effort and effort Aunt Liu has put into me after the birth of the boy.

At this point, I realized that it is difficult for a woman to charge into the crowd of men single-handedly, but what is even more difficult than this is the myriad of problems when facing the multiple responsibilities of the workplace, mother, and wife.

On the one hand, my own body needs to be well recuperated, and my daughter also needs to be taken care of very well, when I gave birth to the child, I didn't take care of him because I was busy with work, I want to do my duty as a mother in the daughter, and in addition, I try my best to compensate for the absence of mother's love during this period of time.

I have already discussed with Sheng Yun that I will temporarily give up my career for a short time until the end of my daughter's breastfeeding period.

On the other hand, this pregnancy consumed a huge amount of energy and mental energy, my body and energy were not as good as before, and my mentality fell to a low point that I had never felt before.

That night, I had a big fight with Sheng Yun. The flashpoint of the quarrel surprised even me.

I consider myself to have never been a narrow-minded woman.

But that night, when Sheng Yun came home and was too tired to fall asleep, and I paced in the room alone with my daughter in my arms for three hours, but my daughter still cried and didn't sleep, I was on the verge of exploding.

At three o'clock in the morning, the boy was woken up by the cry of the daughter, got up from the small bed, no matter how the nanny persuaded him, it was useless, he had to be hugged by his mother...... I felt like the last of my body's energy had been depleted, and my body and mind were at an extreme.

I looked at Sheng Yun who was sleeping soundly on the bed, he ignored everything in the room, still sleeping soundly, and even snoring slightly......

I was surprisingly angry.

There was a kind of anger that could not be suppressed in my heart that kept coming out of my body.

At this time, Tsai Tsai angrily threw away his milk bottle, the full bottle of milk hit my legs, the glass bottle shattered, the nanny looked at me in a panic, and the daughter in my hand cried so blue that she still refused to drink milk.

At that moment, I suddenly put my daughter on the bed, and then shouted to Sheng Yun: "Sheng Yun, how can you sleep in this situation?"

Endless grievances came out of my chest, and I was furious.

I used to think I could control my emotions smoothly, but at that moment, my emotions were like a volcano that was blowing out, and I couldn't control it at all.

Sheng Yun was so shaken by my yelling that he opened his eyes and glanced at the room in confusion, then got up from the bed and saw that his daughter and Zai were crying.

What came out of my subconscious words was a sentence accusing me: "It's so late, why don't you let them sleep?"

There is no caring, no consideration, and no so-called ...... Understand.

His words undoubtedly added fuel to the fire.

"How can you sleep when they make such a fuss?" I looked at the man on the bed, and suddenly felt that my love was in vain, he made me so strange.

"I haven't slept in three days, wife. Sheng Yun realized that the situation was wrong, he walked over and looked helplessly at the daughter on the bed and the boy on the ground.

"Sister-in-law Zeng, can you put the boy to sleep?" Sheng Yun instructed Sister-in-law Zeng.

"I want Mommy, I want Mommy......" Boy began to cry again.

Sheng Yun picked up the daughter on the bed, and the daughter cried even more because she was too dependent on me.

In the midst of our weeping, we suddenly had a quarrel that we had never had before.

I always thought that Sheng Yun and I would not be an ordinary couple, we had our style, and we would not be dragged down by the trivialities of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

But when I had two children, I realized that I was wrong, I was wrong.

When those resentful words jumped out of my mouth uncontrollably, when I was full of disappointment in my heart for this man, when I was extremely exhausted and broken, I suddenly felt a different kind of loneliness.

I was able to survive so many hardships in my life in the past.

But I can't stand these trivial things. I was at a loss and didn't know where to go.

"Shubei, are you still you?" I chattered to the end, Sheng Yun looked at me with a frown, his eyes full of strangeness.

His words stabbed me deeply.

"Otherwise, let's change? You grow up with them at home, and I will go out and show my face?" I looked at Sheng Yun and said sarcastically.

"I know you're tired, and I know you're hard. But once upon a time, you weren't such an emotional woman. Sheng Yun's tone softened a little, he walked over and took my hand, and when he took me into his arms, I saw him frown.

In the past, I was slender and slender, but now that I have become a behemoth, it is a little difficult for him to even carry me into his arms.

My somewhat calm heart suddenly collapsed again, I pushed him away, and I said, "The subtext in your heart just now, do you feel like you're holding a cow?"

"How come? You are my wife, how can I dislike it?" he looked at me with a frown, his face was thick with tiredness, "I've been really busy with the company's affairs lately, I ......"

"Yes, you are tired, you are tired, the first thing you say when you come home is that you are tired, have you ever thought that I am more tired at home than you? Do you know what kind of life I have had for more than a year? Do you know how sad I am? I am like this now, I don't have the courage to go out, I am reported by the media like that, I am written like that, have you ever come forward to protect me?......" Endless complaints poured out of my mouth.

It's over, I never thought that I, Xu Shubei, would become a resentful woman who once upon a time disgusted me.

"Shubei!" he yelled and made a "stop" gesture to me, he looked at his watch, and said, "I'm really tired, I have to get up at 5 o'clock to go to the airport, I'm going to two cities today, and I might be home until midnight." I really have to take a break and meet with an important client tomorrow. You put your daughter to sleep, I'll go to the sofa. ”

No hugs, no comfort, no understanding.

Sheng Yun sighed, rolled up a quilt, closed the door and went to the living room...... It was the first time we had slept apart since we got married.

The daughter cried and cried that she had fallen asleep, her little hand was still in her mouth, and the boy sat on the ground and waved her little hand excitedly to play with the car.

Sister-in-law Zeng said to me exhausted: "Shubei, my daughter-in-law is about to give birth, and the rules of our hometown require me to go back to accompany the confinement, I ......"

"Sister-in-law Zeng, how can you resign at this time?" I asked, turning my head and looking at Sister-in-law Zeng, in disbelief.

"I ...... This one...... I can't help it, you child, it's too hard to bring, I ...... I'm having a nervous breakdown now, and I don't get a good night's sleep every day. "Sister-in-law Zeng has already made up her mind to go.

"Okay, then tomorrow you will be paid, and you can go to sleep. At that moment, I completely lost my fighting spirit, and I waved my hand weakly to my sister-in-law and said lightly.

I covered my daughter with a quilt, walked over, sat on the ground and played with toys with the boy, and then tried my best to hold him in my arms and start to put him to sleep.

Later, even I didn't know how I fell asleep, and before I fell asleep, I had countless thoughts, countless thoughts, swirling in my head...... I suddenly felt that I was so far away from my old self, and now I was in this exhausted, anxious state, and I didn't know when it would end.

I began to miss the life of the freshly dressed and angry horse in the past, and I missed the self who was in a state of charge, ready to burn at any time.

When I woke up the next day, Sheng Yun was gone. I was so tired that I slept on the floor with my arms, sleeping on the crawling mat laid for him, and we were all covered with a thin quilt, which was the one Sheng Yun carried to the sofa last night.

When I woke up, my daughter and Tsai were still asleep, and I had a nervous breakdown and couldn't sleep for too long every day. However, when I looked at these two vigorous little faces, and saw them lying peacefully in front of me, I felt that all the efforts were worth it.

On the same day, Sister-in-law Zeng left, and I asked Aunt Liu to help me find another reliable nanny in the market. Aunt Liu came back to see the two children, and when she saw that I was so tired, she said weakly, "Shubei, Mom really can't bear to let you work so hard, but Mom can't help it now, the old man can't get out of bed, and he can't be taken care of by his side." Hey! Look at you haggard! When do you drink so many pills every day? ”

Oh, yes...... When is it a head.

Wake up early in the morning, today, it's another long day. I took advantage of Aunt Liu's work, first fed the boy's breakfast, drove him to the kindergarten, I was still on the way, Aunt Liu made several phone calls and said that the daughter was spitting up again, and the daughter's forehead was a little hot as if she had a fever......

I held on to my tired body while talking and laughing with Zai Zai, when I sent Zai to the kindergarten, I breathed a long sigh of relief, I looked at countless young mothers like me, their faces showed the same yellowness and exhaustion as me, but in their eyes, they also have the same strength and happiness as me.

Women are weak, but mothers are strong. As a mother, it is a deep-seated battle in the heart, a war to defeat yourself.

I looked at Tsai Tsai's little back, then turned around and drove home, ready for another war without gunpowder.

As I was driving at the traffic light, suddenly next to my car, there was a red Ferrari, and the woman in the car turned around with sunglasses on her face and smiled weirdly at me......

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