The tears in the corners of my eyes kept falling, and I said to him lightly: "The child's father, I won't tell him that he is you, his father is only Lu Jingxuan." ”

Lin Junrui raised his eyes and looked at me with pain in his eyes.

I smiled desolate and said, "Or you make another choice at this moment, I will take Jingxuan again, and give you a chance to choose, you can say it......"

Lin Junrui looked at me steadily, and finally shook his head, his fingers wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes for me.

"Let's go!" I looked at him, cold as ice.

"I'm leaving. He said in a deep voice.

I closed my eyes, unwilling to look at him again.

"Remember one thing," he said, taking my arm and pulling my sleeve up, looking at my birthmark, "don't show it easily, even if it's summer, you should wear mid-sleeve or long-sleeved." ”

I opened my eyes, looked at him in amazement and asked, "Why?"

"It's too demonic. He frowned slightly, his lips pressed a heavy kiss on my forehead, and whispered in my ear, "Take care." ”

He turned and walked away, decisively.

Listening to his footsteps went out, far away, listening to the cry of the popsicle sending him to the door, listening to the sound of the car outside the yard gradually dissipating......

I didn't cry anymore and smiled slightly.

I'll wait for Jingxuan to come back, and I won't tell him everything tonight.

I raised my hand to look at my blood-red crescent moon birthmark, a little puzzled, he said that he can't be seen, is it really just too demonic?

……

The day dawned, my fever also subsided, last night's wind and waves seemed to be just a dream, the dream was traceless, I am very calm and peaceful today.

This state should really be let go, right?

After I washed up, I went to serve my dad and got up.

Dad is also in good spirits today, he told me that he slept well last night and dreamed of Mom.

I helped him in a wheelchair and asked him with a smile as I washed his face, "Did Mom tell you anything?

"Your mother is like a fairy in the sky, she told me that she was waiting for me. Dad replied with a sweet smile on his face.

I suddenly had an ominous premonition, and the towel stopped on his face and looked at him stupidly.

Dad took my hand, found the ring on his finger, raised his eyes and asked, "Jingxuan?"

"Yes. I replied with my head down and a smile.

"Okay, okay, what about the others?" Dad smiled and nodded again and again.

"He went overtime last night. ”

As soon as I answered, there was a sound of the door opening outside, and Jingxuan's car drove into the yard.

"Here he comes. I smiled.

"Well, he's here. Dad nodded happily.

I plan to wait for Jingxuan to come up, so I will tell my father the news that I am getting married, and also tell him that I am pregnant, but I will not let him know that this child is Lin Junrui's.

Jing Xuan ran upstairs, and he shouted to me in the corridor: "Xiaowei!"

I turned to the door and greeted him with a smile, "Jingxuan." ”

"Xiaowei, is Dad awake?" he changed his words directly.

"Well, wake up. I went up and grabbed him by the arm and pulled him aside.

I whispered to him, "Shall we tell Dad about the marriage?"

He nodded happily, took my hand and said, "Okay!"

"Do you say, or do you say?" I asked.

"I'll tell you. He put his arm around my shoulder.

"Hmm!" I turned to look at him. He probably hadn't slept all night last night, his face was a little tired, but his eyes were still embarrassed.

I felt a little sorry for him, and reached out to straighten his collar.

We went into the house together, and my father looked at us with a smile, and today he seemed to be in very good spirits, full of energy, and not at all depressed.

But I didn't know why, and my heart was inexplicably panicked.

"Jing Xuan. Dad held out his hand to him.

Lu Jingxuan went over, shook his hand, and called out "Dad" very solemnly.

Dad happily responded, and then asked me to come over, put my hand together with Jing Xuan's hand, and looked at us with an earnest, smile.

"Dad, I plan to marry Xiaowei one day. Lu Jingxuan said.

"Okay! Jingxuan, Xiaowei will be taken care of by you in the future. "Dad's speech today is exceptionally clear.

"Dad, don't worry, I will take care of Xiaowei and our children. Lu Jingxuan took my hand and turned his head to look at me gently.

"Kid?" Dad immediately had a look of surprise in his eyes.

I bowed my head in embarrassment, not daring to speak.

"Okay, Xiaowei has a child, Dad can leave with confidence......" Dad reached out a little excitedly, and put his trembling hand on my cheek.

"Daddy, what are you talking about! I won't let you go!" I grabbed his hand.

"Daddy always has to go, your mom is waiting for me, she's been waiting for so many years, lonely. Dad looked at me kindly and muttered.

"Dad, don't say that, Xiaowei will be sad to say that. Lu Jingxuan said busily.

Dad smiled, looked at us, smiled serenely, leaned his head on the back of the chair, closed his eyes slightly, and said intermittently, "Dad is relieved...... Daddy is tired and going to sleep......"

"Daddy!" I felt even more ominous in my heart, and I couldn't help but call out to him loudly to prevent him from sleeping.

"Dad!" Lu Jingxuan also felt bad and shouted.

But my father's eyes were closed with a serene smile, and the hand he had been holding with me hung limply from my hand......

"Dad......" I called out to him in a trembling voice, my hand trembling as I reached out to his snort.

His snort had stopped......

My eyes were dark, and I fell limply.

"Xiaowei!" Lu Jingxuan hugged me, took out his mobile phone, and dialed the emergency number.

My whole body was weak, leaning on Lu Jingxuan, I knew that my father had passed away peacefully, and even if the best doctors in the world came, they couldn't revive him.

"Dad...... Dad ...... "I hugged him and cried.

"Xiaowei, mourn!" Lu Jingxuan hugged me and comforted me softly, "Dad went very peacefully, you can still be reunited after being separated for so many years, and you have done your filial piety during this time, after all, it is the luck of your father and daughter." ”

I cried and nodded, so I'm sad now, and I finally don't have too many regrets in my heart.

Thinking that he was going to reunite with his mother made my heart ache a little less.

"Dad, you go all the way, I will miss you and my mother. ”

I didn't ask questions about my background until my father died, and my father didn't say it, and I wasn't interested in knowing, but my parents were the only ones in my heart.

……

The funerals were all held under the management of Jing Xuan, and in the past few days, I have more deeply realized that Lu Jingxuan's gentleness and mountain-like stability.

Standing next to my father's tombstone, I held Bai Ju in my hand, looked at the portraits of him and my mother, and was reluctant to leave.

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, resentment, hatred and parting, these are all irresistible to our manpower. Lu Jingxuan gently hugged my shoulder.

I nodded slightly, bent down and put Bai Ju in front of the tomb, bowed deeply, turned around and took Lu Jingxuan's hand, and left the cemetery with him.

Because my father had just passed away, I discussed with Lu Jingxuan all the way to postpone the wedding for three months.

"Yes, but I have a special assignment recently and need to be closed for a period of time, so I can't accompany you, so I want to take you to my house and let my parents take care of you, so that I can rest assured. He said.

"Okay, I'll move in. ”

At my father's funeral in the past few days, Lu's father and Lu's mother also came to help, and they seemed to be relieved of my previous suspicions, and they also said some caring and considerate words, so I agreed without hesitation.

My father had just left, the house was so big, and it was so empty, I really didn't want to live alone, and I was more and more afraid of loneliness than before, and I was more afraid of the danger like that night.

Moreover, I was even more scared that Lin Junrui appeared at my bedside unknowingly, just like that night.

Living in the Lu family, with the care of his parents, it is safer after all.

When I returned home, I sorted out some simple luggage, brought popsicles, and went to his house with Lu Jingxuan.

Although Lu's father and Lu's mother greeted each other with a smile, they were far less enthusiastic than before, and Lu's mother pulled me aside and asked, "Do you live in Jingxuan's room, or do you live in the guest room first?"

"I ......"

I was about to say that I would stay in the guest room first, but Lu Jingxuan interrupted me and said, "The luggage has been put in my room." ”

"Good. "I was a little embarrassed, because this child was not his, and there was a hurdle in my heart in front of his parents.

"Then stay in Jingxuan's room. Lu's mother said, went into the room to tidy up.

Lu Jingxuan placed the popsicle's nest on the balcony, squatted down and said to her with a smile: "Little thing, when my uncle's new house is renovated, let's go to live in the new house together, and now I will wronged you first." ”

"Wang ......" popsicle stretched out his claws and patted his hand.

I smiled and said, "She called you uncle." ”

"I'll have to call you Auntie in the future. Lu Jingxuan smiled at me.

"your aunt. I gave him a disgusting look.

It's rare for me to joke with him like this, and it seems that the relationship is more intimate.

He took advantage of my strange gaze, stood up, put his arms around me, and kissed me on the forehead.

I'm a little stiff, and I'm still a little uncomfortable with his intimacy, but I think I'll get better over time.

"Wang!" the popsicle was not happy, and the friendliness to him just now was completely gone, and bared his teeth at him.

Lu Jingxuan's smile froze on his face, and he let go of me a little unnaturally.

I blushed with embarrassment and lowered my head.

Perhaps, Popsicle saw that her former owner was so affectionate to me, so she was not happy to see her current owner do the same to me.

And her unhappiness, my reflex-like body stiffness, made Lu Jingxuan inadvertently make up for such a scene, so she was a little uncomfortable.

"Hehe, I'll cook and eat, you rest first. He smiled awkwardly and turned to go to the kitchen.

I'm on the balcony and don't know what to do.

Perhaps, such a scene was unexpected by both of us.

We all think that we have passed the hurdle in our hearts, but we don't expect that hurdle is invisible, and it may pop up at any time, and we can't stop it.

After he cooked the meal, he seemed to have adjusted his mood and was smiling again.

At the dinner table, as always, he gently and considerately served me my favorite dishes.

"Mom, I'm going to go to the unit in a while, I won't be back for a few months, please take good care of Xiaowei with your father, his pregnancy reaction is a bit bad, you make her something light, stew more soup, and boil porridge." He said to his parents.

Dad Lu didn't answer very positively, and only said "um" lightly.

Lu Ma replied with a smile, but I could still feel the reluctance of that smile.

I regret coming here a little, but thinking of the safety of myself and my children, I put up with it again, get along with them day and night in the future, and do more flattering things, since I decided to marry Lu Jingxuan, I will always have to get along with them in the future.

After Lu Jingxuan finished eating, he answered the phone and left in a hurry, I watched Lu's father and Lu's mother also put down the dishes and chopsticks, and hurriedly got up to clean up.

"Xiaowei, you sit down first, and then clean up later, let's discuss the problem of this child in your belly first, okay?" Mother Lu stopped me, looked at me with a serious face, and said.