Chapter 80: A Last Resort
Seeing Wang Zhangzhu lying on Su Yanchi's back tamely, Su Yanchi carefully carried Wang Zhangzhu upstairs, Chu Huandong, who was originally full of pain in his heart, tears flowed out at once, and the corners of his mouth were numb and salty.
Niuniu, who was dancing and talking non-stop, suddenly saw her father crying, a little stupid, staring at her big black and white eyes, and asked timidly, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"
"I ...... I was blinded, and it was fine. Chu Huandong hurriedly raised the back of his hand, wiped his tears indiscriminately, sped up the reverse, and left quickly.
Wang Zhangzhu was carried upstairs by Su Yanchi and gently put on her bed, she just cried hard, and now she is still a little out of breath.
She knew that her image was lost today and her language was rude, which might hurt Chu Huandong's arrogant and cold heart, but she couldn't take care of it so much, she couldn't take into account Chu Huandong's feelings, because her heart hurt too much, it hurt for a long, long time.
"Palm bead ......" Su Yanchi called her softly, pulled her shoulders, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and coaxed her, "Don't cry, he's gone, if you don't want to see him, we never want him to come again." ”
Su Yan's voice eating was like a warm current, no matter when, his care and gentleness were considerate.
Wang Zhangzhu nodded, as if infinitely aggrieved, and gently leaned his head on Su Yanchi's shoulder, but somehow, his heart suddenly surged again, and tears poured out again.
She was afraid that Su Yanchi would see her, so she hurriedly wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.
"Zhangzhu, do you really hate Chu Huandong so much?" Su Yanchi still felt Wang Zhangzhu's crying, and without hesitation, he pulled his high-end cashmere jacket and wiped his tears and snot for Wang Zhangzhu.
"From the day he took Xiao Yu to his honeymoon, I cut off everything between me and him, no longer have extravagant hopes, no longer have thoughts, the things he did, the words he said, made my heart hurt so much, it was like carving here with a knife. Wang Zhangzhu pointed to his heart, tears poured down his face, "He can not love me, but he can't pursue me again and again, and then abandon me, come and go, what does he ......think of me?"
"Palm beads. Su Yanchi held her hand, his tone was light, but there was clearly a trace of apprehension and expectation, "What if Chu Huandong has his unspeakable secrets?
"I don't care what he does!" Wang Zhangzhu waved his hand excitedly, a little unreasonable, "He used to treat me as a doll, but now he sees that my eyes are blind, and he comes to give alms again, who wants his rotten sympathy......"
"Zhangzhu, are you sure you don't love Chu Huandong anymore, don't you want to go back to the past?" Su Yanchi's eyes had always been simple, and they were a little deeper.
"I'm sure. Wang Zhangzhu nodded, and the tears hanging on his eyelashes rolled down, "That kind of heartache is enough once in my life, but I have experienced it a few times, and my heart has long been shattered and cannot be repaired." ”
Su Yanchi smacked his lips, hugged Wang Zhangzhu tighter, and simply said bluntly: "Zhangzhu, in fact, Chu Huandong treated you so much before, he really had a hard time, today, you should really listen to him." ”
Wang Zhangzhu was stunned, it seems that Su Yanchi also knows some truths, and the bitterness in Chu Huandong's mouth is real.
She poked her head out of Su Yanchi's arms, took a deep breath of air, and felt that her emotions were not so excited, so she said lightly: "You also said that he had a hardship, and he himself said that he had a hardship, if I don't listen to this hardship, you will not give up." ”
Wang Zhangzhu, who was still indignant just now, was surprisingly calm down at this time, and she said lightly: "He is Niuniu's father after all, we will still meet in the future, no, I am blind, we will never see each other again......"
"Zhangzhu, don't talk about yourself like that......" Su Yanchi's voice was painful, he couldn't listen to Wang Zhangzhu's calm self-deprecation.
"Okay, I won't talk about myself, I just say Chu Huandong, there is a child between the two of us, and we are destined to have to interact again in the future, is it possible that I have to avoid him every time?
Su Yanchi rubbed Wang Zhangzhu's head and sighed lightly, "We all misunderstood Chu Huandong, in fact, he was also embarrassed, he was also very painful, Zhangzhu, you should really give Chu Huandong another chance, he really had to do it." ”
"What kind of opportunity to talk about, it has long passed between us, and he has long lost such influence on me. Wang Zhangzhuyun smiled lightly, "Tell me about his love, just please, I'm a little tired and want to sleep, please try to be as brief as possible." ”
"Okay, the real reason why Chu Huandong separated from you at the beginning was that he found out that the heart surgery failed during the re-examination, and his heart would slowly fail, and he didn't want you to watch him die, so he lied to you and said that he liked Xiaoyou. What Su Yanchi said was really concise and to the point.
Wang Zhangzhu didn't have much surprise and surprise, yawned, and nodded, "Well, now I know his hardships and want to rest." ”
Su Yanchi looked at Wang Zhangzhu, who had no reaction, in some surprise, suspecting that she didn't hear what she said clearly, and repeated anxiously: "Chu Huandong thought he was terminally ill, so he chose to break up with you." ”
"I see. Wang Zhangzhu nodded expressionlessly.
"Yes...... Is it that I said that it doesn't have rendering power?" Su Yanchi became super unconfident, "Or, I'll say it again, what happened ......"
"No need, Ah Chi, what you said is good enough, there are too many accidents in my life, I have already cultivated a heart of steel, and I am always ready to face it. Wang Zhangzhu smiled calmly, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while." ”
When the matter was clear, the shocked and stunned person became Su Yanchi, who walked out of Wang Zhangzhu's room in a daze, touched his head, and pondered incredibly: How could Wang Zhangzhu react like this?
When Wang Zhangzhu heard such a fact, how could she not react? It's just that her reaction was too strong, and in the end, it became silent and sound!
She was lying on the bed after a bitter cry, noisy, and physically exhausted, only to feel that the bed was too hard, the air conditioning in the room was too loud, and Su Yanchi's footsteps in the corridor were too noisy, as if these were all reasons to interfere with her sleep.
But in her mind, all the words that Su Yanchi kept thinking about, were shaking Chu Huandong's figure!
No wonder Chu Huandong was indifferent and alienated from himself in the afternoon after the consultation!
No wonder Chu Huandong will suddenly be with Xiao Youhao!
No wonder Chu Huandong would speak ill of himself, and he couldn't wait to leave immediately!
Everything found a plausible statement.
It turned out that Chu Huandong had really faced death, and this consequence was caused by wanting to save himself.
As far as Wang Zhangzhu's vision could see, the mountain in her heart seemed to be split open by a divine axe, and the sun shone on the bottom of her heart.
Chu Huandong didn't betray himself, he just didn't want to affect himself, so he deliberately alienated himself.
When he heard that Chu Huandong had faced death, Wang Zhangzhu suddenly discovered that it didn't matter whether Chu Huandong had deceived himself or betrayed himself.
He didn't have an accident, he didn't leave this world, it's the best gift for himself, anything else, as for whether he has changed his mind, whether he is unrighteous or not, let him go, if the two have really loved, even if they break up, I hope the other party can live in this world safely, healthily and smoothly.
Wang Zhangzhu straightened out some things, his mood brightened, and he lay on the bed and fell asleep in a daze.
The next morning, Wang Zhangzhu slowly opened her eyes, it was pitch black, she rubbed to get up, although she was a little unaccustomed, but she still completed the washing independently, and then walked slowly downstairs to eat breakfast.
Today's mood is different from the previous mood, those pains, depressions, and resentments have been swept away, and she can spend the days to come, peacefully and peacefully.
Su Yanchi sat on the sofa downstairs and was on the phone, and when he saw Wang Zhangzhu walking down, he said a few words to the other party hastily, and hung up the phone.
Wang Zhangzhu, who was walking in the dark, was a little nervous, she was afraid that if she accidentally exposed her feet, Su Yanchi would find that she was completely blind and refused to go abroad.
As soon as she walked down the stairs, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, the next environment was familiar to her, she took a step to her right hand, and then walked six steps forward, and she was near the sofa.
Wang Zhangzhu was walking forward with confidence, when he suddenly heard Su Yan shouting in a hurry, "Zhangzhu, be careful!"
It was late, Wang Zhangzhu was still tripped by the vacuum cleaner placed in the middle of the ground by the servant, and fell to the ground, fortunately the carpet was thick, so it didn't hurt too much, but it must have looked very embarrassing.
Su Yanchi and the maid saw that Wang Zhangzhu had fallen, so they hurriedly ran over, and the maid apologized again and again and pushed the vacuum cleaner away.
"Zhangzhu, did it hurt to fall?" Su Yanchi helped Wang Zhangzhu up in distress, secretly sad, it seemed that the blurring of Zhangzhu's eyes had deepened, and she didn't even see such a big vacuum cleaner in front of her.
Thinking of Wang Zhangzhu's eyes, Su Yanchi looked at her face, and when he saw Wang Zhangzhu's empty black eyes without the slightest focus, his heart unconsciously pinched heavily, and he couldn't help but gently raise his arm and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of Wang Zhangzhu.
Wang Zhangzhu didn't notice his shaking big hand at all, still pretending that he could see it, and said to Su Yanchi with a smile: "I just watched you call, and I forgot to look at my feet!"
Su Yanchi's heart was miserable, and he asked in a trembling voice: "Palm beads, your eyes, your eyes are completely ......."
Wang Zhangzhu was shocked, and then thought about it ridiculously, how could she hide from a person with normal sight who was really blind, she simply nodded calmly, "Yes, my eyes are completely invisible." ”
Su Yan didn't dare to say anything more, but when Wang Zhangzhu went to the restaurant to eat, he called Xu Yiming and Chu Huandong respectively.