Chapter 260: Let Me Carry Your Hatred
"What am I like now?" I asked, looking at him in surprise.
There are no mirrors in the temple, and I don't know what I've become for the past six months.
The clothes that Uncle Tai wore for me were all bought from the town market by the aunt who dragged the vegetables, and most of the clothes were small gowns or shirts made of broken cloth, and the styles of the pants were also very ordinary, most of them were sweatpants.
But every time my aunt came to deliver clothes, she would praise me for getting thinner and more beautiful.
I don't care so much about the beauty and ugliness of my appearance, and I don't have anyone to refer to, so I don't know what I've become now.
My hair was already long, slightly curly, and draped over my shoulders.
The three meals a day that Uncle Tai made for me were all vegetarian, sometimes they were medicinal herbs or wild vegetables dug up in the mountains, and sometimes they were green vegetables planted by Uncle Tai himself in the vegetable garden.
Uncle Tai said that the meals were all for me to regulate my body, which he had seen in an ancient book on medicinal diets.
Uncle Tai also specially asked someone to buy bird's nest and send it to the temple, stew it for me three times a week, and told me to eat it.
I can feel that in the past six months, my skin has become smoother and smoother, and my body has become thinner, but I still have no idea what I look like.
"Haven't you seen what you look like now?" Tai Ziqian asked me curiously when he heard me say this.
I shook my head.
Tai Ziqian took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened the camera and put it in front of me, and said to me: "See for yourself, it's beautiful, it's more beautiful than before." My dad told me that he added the beauty prescriptions of the ancient court concubines to your meals, and that your skin is very good now, and you look much younger than before. ”
I picked up his mobile phone and immediately saw myself in the phone, his skin was smooth and fair, his forehead was full and shiny, his nose was very straight, his eyes were large, his mouth was small, his hair was long and scattered behind him, he looked slender and weak, and there was a bit of natural charm in his eyes...... This, is this what I look like?
"I didn't know that I looked like this, Uncle Tai said that women don't have to pay too much attention to their appearance, just cultivate their inside. I muttered, looking at myself and looking at myself, almost thinking I was wrong.
"Once upon a time, you loved to wear heavy makeup, and your appearance gave people a very strong and mature appearance, and you dressed very femininely. Now you have clear soup noodles, beautiful appearance, and clear eyes, like a hibiscus out of water, which makes people want to protect it. Your current temperament is completely different from your previous temperament. In the past, it was too aura, and it didn't feel very close. Tai Ziqian said approvingly.
"Then why do you want me to have plastic surgery? If that's what you say, I'd have changed. I couldn't help but ask.
"I'm just afraid that when I take you back to Hangzhou in the future, I will be recognized. When the time comes, the gang may not know what to do. In the past, you were so smart, and you were plotted by others, not to mention ...... now," Tai Ziqian said as he looked at me worriedly.
"Can you tell me what I've been through?" I heard him say, and my heart was secretly anxious.
At this time, Uncle Tai walked out of the back room and said in a loud voice: "There is no need for plastic surgery, the parents who are affected by the body cannot destroy the original appearance casually." Zishu's current appearance can only be said to be very similar to before, but his voice and temperament have completely changed, so why bother. ”
"Dad, I'm just worried about her safety in the future. Have you really decided to let me take her to Hangzhou? Since she has forgotten everything, why don't you let me take her back to the United States, and I will spend the rest of her life quietly with her? Why let her wade into that troubled water again?" Tai Ziqian looked at Uncle Tai and said.
When I heard Tai Ziqian say this, I subconsciously blurted out: "No, I don't want to stay in the United States, I want to go back to where I lived." I wanted to find out where I came from, who pushed me off the cliff, who wanted to kill me. ”
"But Xiao Shu, once we go back, we may face a life of dire straits, and it is impossible to have such tranquility as we are now. Have you really decided to go back?" Tai Ziqian turned his head and looked at me in surprise.
"Let her go back, and get up from where she falls. Going back also helps her to regain her memory, and there are many familiar situations or situations that can help her regain her memory. A person without memories is like a cake that is missing a piece, and the rest of the part is incomplete no matter how beautiful it is. Uncle Tai said meaningfully, then looked at me and said, "It's time to tell you what kind of person you were in the past, what people you need to watch out for when you go back, and what you once had." Ziqian, tell her everything. I'm going to meditate with the abbot and recite the scriptures. ”
After Uncle Tai finished speaking, he walked away, although he cared about the world, but his heart was never burdened by the world, and it seemed that he could be withdrawn from the trivial matters at any time.
After Uncle Tai left, Tai Ziqian began to tell me about my past.
He told me everything about my background, and as he told me, he asked me if I remembered anything, and I shook my head and didn't remember anything.
I couldn't believe what he was telling me about what had happened to me, and that my fate had been so bumpy.
Not only was I an orphan, but after I had tried my best to get revenge and regain my family business, my once beloved husband conspired with someone else to take all my possessions, and then he pushed me off the cliff with others and found a woman who looked exactly like me to be me, who had now taken my name and was happily with my former husband.
No one knew that the real Xu Shubei had disappeared from the world.
If it weren't for the coincidence, I was sent to this temple by the medicine farmer, and this temple happened to be the place where Uncle Tai practiced.
Maybe I will be in a state of displacement for the rest of my life, not knowing who I am, where I came from, what I have experienced, and I will become stupid and stupid.
Although I had completely forgotten all about the past, I was moved to tears when I heard this tragic story.
It turns out that I used to be so miserable.
For the first time, she was plotted by her uncle to become an orphan girl, and she lost everything and finally regained it all.
Unexpectedly, the second time, the dove occupied the magpie's nest again, and even almost died.
"My former husband, do I love him very much?" I wiped my tears, looked at Tai Ziqian, and asked in a daze.
"Yes, you have given him a lot, you have risked your life to give him a son, a daughter and two children, you have given him all your love, and you have become the last thing you want to be for him. But he didn't just fail you, he killed you. Now, he and the woman who looks exactly like you spend every day. If I had known that he was such a person, I would never have entrusted you to him in the first place!" Tai Ziqian said bitterly.
He suddenly squatted in front of me, clutched his chest, and said to me with a heartache: "Xiao Shu, if the person you chose back then was me, how could I have let you fall to such a point now? Xiao Shu, I suddenly don't want you to go back to Hangzhou, I don't want you to get involved in that turmoil again." The first half of your life has been swallowed up by hatred, and now that you have finally been reborn, are you going to be involved in another wave of hatred? I can't bear it, I really can't bear to let you face it again. How can fate be so cruel to you? How can I not be heartbroken?"
Tai Ziqian cried, I didn't expect that an iron-clad man would cry in front of me because of my affairs.
I quickly wiped the tears from his face, and I muttered, "If I'm right, you must have liked me too, right?"
"I like you, just one step later than Sheng Yun. But one step later means missing a lifetime, you already loved him at that time and loved him to death without regrets, I can only be silently by your side, silently blessing you. I left after watching the dust settle on you and believing that you would regain your happiness. I didn't expect ...... That bastard, I'm still losing you!" Tai Ziqian said angrily.
"Sheng Yun ......" When I subconsciously recited this name, my heart suddenly hurt hard.
"Xiao Shu, in the future, he will no longer be your lover, but your enemy. You must remember my words, and do not believe anything he says to you in the future. You once misbelieved once, which led to your current end!Did you understand what I said?" Tai Ziqian looked at me and asked.
"Then who can I trust? I don't know anything now, I can't remember anything, I don't know anything about my past, who am I supposed to trust?"
Tai Ziqian hurriedly grabbed my shoulders and said to me firmly: "You can trust me." I am the only person in this world who will not deceive you, will not bully you, and will not make you sad. Xiao Shu, before you recover your memory, the only person you can trust is me, only me, who can keep you from being frightened, not putting you in danger, and not letting anyone approach you and hurt you. Do you understand?"
I nodded ignorantly: "Then from now on, what should I call you? What is our relationship?"
"You call me brother, we are brother and sister from now on. You have endured too much suffering in this life, I can't bear to squeeze you any more love, I just want to give you all my love and all my care. Xiao Shu, I am the only man you can rely on in this world. He took my hand and kissed me lightly on the back of my hand.
"Brother. I called sweetly.
He looked up at me in surprise with tears in his eyes.
We both burst into tears and laughed, he stood up and hugged me gently, let me lean on his chest, he said: "Xiao Shu, let me carry your hatred, you are by my side, just be so simple and innocent forever, and make up for the youth you didn't have time to feel before!
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