My neck was pinched closer and closer, but not far enough to suffocate me, I reached out to hold the outside of his hand, and tried to make him squeeze it tighter: "Okay, if you think I'm like this, then you strangled me here? Why waste your time on me, your Xu Anzhi, your lover women, aren't they still waiting for you to go to sleep?"

After I finished the words that had been pressed in my heart for a long time in one breath, my heart was indeed much more comfortable.

Zhang Nan was stunned again, let go of the hand that was holding my neck, and said with a disdainful smile: "Hmph, you need me to kill you yourself?"

No matter how much they quarrel, it's just lip service, and it's meaningless. I'm tired of talking to Zhang Nan, I'm tired of getting married, and I feel so tired even if I'm arguing now. I decided not to pay attention to him, turned around and carried the moldy teapot into the kitchen, washed it and put it in the disinfection cabinet, changed into a set of purple sand kung fu tea set and returned to the living room, Zhang Nan had already left.

I was alone in the empty room, and I instantly felt that the world was clear, and I used to feel lonely at this moment, and it was indeed a comfortable state. I pressed the switch of the kettle, waited for the boiling water to lie down on the sofa, closed my eyes and recalled the scene of the quarrel just now, trying to sort out my current situation.

What I can be sure of is that what Zhang Nan said today should be what he thinks, and from his point of view, he has even been more aggrieved than me over the years. I broke into his world with Mao Mao and completely disrupted his casual life, and I guess he regretted more than once that he shouldn't have forcibly taken me to the hotel after getting drunk that night.

Afterwards, his timidity and fearlessness, and my tough attitude, never came to a good solution. I even thought that if I hadn't been pregnant and reported it directly, whether he was affected or not, at least my life would have been different. Even if the Zhang family doesn't let go of our family, we can sell our property and move our family, and we won't be in debt now.

Then all things, thinking about it in his logic is indeed logical, and I should also be that snobbish woman, unscrupulous in order to get it.

At the beginning, he blindly forbears and retreats, but in his opinion, it is the means used. And my forbearance and concession did not make the situation any better, and even got worse and worse. Until many things have returned to the starting point, such as Zhang Nan asked me to choose a few days ago, such as returning home alone now.

My heart began to calm down, the water in the kettle just jumped away, I got up and sat upright, slowly poured the water into the teapot, and then cleaned and filtered step by step, and began to make tea without distractions, and couldn't help humming the tune of "Liang Zhu" in my mouth. In the past two years, I have often made a cup for myself at home, almost every day, maybe not much, but I enjoy the quiet and focus.

The best West Lake Longjing must be soaked with heart, otherwise the taste of the brew will be different. I took a sip from the fair cup, it tasted good today, and the previous argument didn't seem to affect my performance. It's just that this kind of taste is really too far behind my master.

The fragrance of tea lingered between my lips and teeth, and I was just as satisfied as the doorbell rang outside the door. I thought it was Zhang Nan who turned around and came back, reluctantly put down the fair cup, and lazily got up to open the door.

The woman in black stood at the door, with a rare smile on her face: "Hello, we meet again." ”