No. 121 Remember, you want to be happy
The long-delayed seaside party is finally about to reopen, and posters about the seaside party can be seen everywhere in Cangning City. The whole city is painted in a joyful color, and then there is a faint sadness of parting in a small corner.
There were too many things that happened some time ago, and Xue Yihuai completely occupied all of He Niannian's thoughts, and his joys, angers, sorrows and joys changed because of him. So, she forgot about her agreement with another person. Jiang Zhenren's birthday party, she didn't go, and Mo Wantong didn't go either.
In a tavern, wine was still warm on the small stove, but Jiang Zhenren couldn't wait to pour himself a glass. He Niannian sat opposite him and looked at him with some guilt: "I'm sorry, I'm ...... So much has happened lately that I forgot, I'm really sorry. ”
Jiang Zhenren smiled bitterly: "It's nothing, no one will remember me anyway." ”
He Niannian didn't know how to comfort him, or maybe he didn't actually forgive her for forgetting: "Zhen Ren, I really don't know what to say." Do you really think about it? Do you really want to leave like this? I respect your choice, but I hope you didn't choose to leave because of my no-show. ”
Jiang Zhenren was leaving, he didn't tell her, but she didn't know that Jiang Zhenren was leaving when the resignation application from the personnel department was handed to her. It was also then that she suddenly remembered an agreement with him. When she dug out the invitation letter, she realized that the agreed time had long passed.
Jiang Zhenren poured another glass of wine: "Niannian, you want to be happy." He poured down a warm glass of wine, and the words came out of his mind. Is this the last thought before leaving? This is obviously a blessing, but it sounds so sad.
Mo Wantong has always been abnormal, and since that phone call, she has not answered her call. There were so many things that happened that she didn't have time to care about them, and she didn't know if there was something going on.
"Where are you going to leave Cangning? Have you told Tongtong? She has always been very abnormal and doesn't answer my phone, is there something going on between you?" Although Mo Wantong has loved Liang Yan for many years, since the night she and Jiang Zhenren got drunk, her mood began to change slowly.
She really didn't think that Liang Yan could still influence her so much, if she said that the person who caused her abnormality, she felt that it must be Jiang Zhenren. But why didn't he say anything to her, how could He Niannian, an outsider, guess?
Speaking of Mo Wantong, Jiang Zhenren's face was even worse. Pouring down cup after cup, He Niannian hurriedly stopped him: "It seems that there is really something, but if you don't say it, she won't say it, how can you solve the problem?"
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and she can see their problems clearly, but she can't see her own problems with clear eyes.
Jiang Zhenren lowered his head and looked at He Niannian's hand on the back of his hand, the delicate touch was how much he longed for it. A trace of bitterness entered his throat, and he spoke for a while: "Nian Nian, in fact, I am also very contradictory and hesitant." On the day of my birthday party, I was planning to propose to Tongtong. But she asked me to ask myself, did I really let you go, I hesitated. ”
He Niannian withdrew his hand, looked at him and said, "Zhen Ren, sometimes we can't see our hearts clearly. Have you ever thought that maybe your feelings for me have become a habit? When your mind gradually changes, you are still obsessed with your habits and deny the truest thoughts in your heart. Zhen Ren, maybe you have fallen in love with Tongtong but you don't know it. ”
Jiang Zhenren lowered his head and didn't squeak, and suddenly asked: "What about you? Do you really love Xue Yihuai? I believe that you are not that kind of woman, and you didn't marry him for the sake of coveting his wealth and status." So, do you really love him?"
He Niannian sighed silently, why did he bother? She persuaded him, but he always had to ask her back.
She nodded in response, "So don't spend any more time on me, it's not worth it." See your heart clearly, go see Tongtong!"
Jiang Zhenren didn't say yes or bad, just looked at her fixedly: "Maybe everyone has their own secrets that they can't say, just like I don't know your secrets." I don't know, but I can feel that you and him are not like husband and wife or lovers. Even so, do you feel happy when you miss it?"
He Niannian turned his head and looked out the window, is he happy? The definition of happiness is very vague, the human heart is simpler, the less it is, the more happiness it is.
Thinking back to her original intention, on April Fool's Day, he talked about their marriage as if he were talking to her about official business, but she couldn't suppress the joy in her heart. At that time, he said that he would marry her, and it would already be happy for her. It's just that later, I got it and wanted more, so ** increased, but what he could give her stopped there.
Now happiness is also vague for her.
"In love, there is never fairness. Whoever loves more is doomed to lose. I lost to him from the beginning just because I loved him more. It doesn't look like a masochistic thing, but it's real. Perhaps, some things have to wait until despair to the end before they can be seen through and let go......"
Affection is like this, which can make people humble, and accommodation and fulfillment depend on how deep the love is.
"We all said yes, we will always be friends. Zhen Ren, I still respect your choice, but no matter where you go, remember to let me know your whereabouts. ”
Jiang Zhenren looked at her somewhat reddened eyes, and finally nodded with a slight smile: "Okay." Niannian, you want to be happy!"
He finally repeated the sentence, and the back of the departure was a little gloomy. She was behind him and said silently: "Zhen Ren, you also want to be happy." ”
The water on the stove was gurgling, the bottle was swaying lightly, and she couldn't help but pour herself a glass to drink. After the bitterness enters the throat, it is spicy and unbearable. It's such a bad thing, why do so many people love it?
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Since returning to the old house, Yu Wen has been secretly sad from time to time. The strange thing is that as long as she sees Yan Fei, her mood will be much better. Because of this, Yan Fei often came to visit her, making the neighbors think that she really picked up a cheap son.
Rong Yunxi has been discharged from the hospital, and I heard that she is recovering well, but she still occasionally has nightmares at night. Xue Yihuai often stayed by her side, and He Niannian thought that out of sight was pure, so he simply went back to his parents' house to live for several days. Jiang Xinle asked, and she talked about Yu Wen's situation, but her mother-in-law was also understanding and didn't say anything.
As Xue Yihuai's unimportant assistant, she simply took a week's leave to take care of her mother at home. Xue Yihuai didn't ask, and Jessica said that he hadn't been to the company for several days, but asked her to send the documents to her home.
Jessica has never gossiped much, but she whispered to her that when she went to deliver the documents, she seemed to see the legendary Mrs. Xue. It's just a sitting back, and it's not so real. I just think it's not very similar to the back photographed in gossip magazines before.
Needless to say, the back that Jessica saw must be Rong Yunxi. She smiled bitterly, and as soon as she got home, Yu Wen hurriedly handed her an insulated lunch box: "Xiaofei likes to eat dumplings stuffed with cabbage and meat, I specially wrapped a lot of them today, you can send this to him!"
He Niannian looked at his mother with an aggrieved expression: "Mom, it's almost time for dinner, he must have an appointment." Your daughter and I are dying of hunger, why don't I eat first, and bring this to him as dinner, okay?"
Yu Wen shook his head resolutely: "It's not good, the dumplings have to be eaten fresh to be delicious." He's so busy with work that he can't even remember to eat lunch!"
At the decision of her mother's eccentric eyes, she was pushed out of the house. Obviously, she is starving to death, and she has to deliver dumplings to Yan Fei, could it be that her daughter picked it up?
At the front desk of Yuandao Group, the front desk lady heard that she was looking for Yan Fei, and a hint of gossip flashed on her face, and then she raised a professional smile and said, "I'm sorry for this young lady, if you don't make an appointment in advance, I can't let you go up." ”
He Niannian nodded very understandingly: "I understand." In this way, please call Mr. Yan's assistant Xiaohao, and say that my surname is He, just let him come down and get some things. ”
Xiao Hao's real name is Jiang Hao, and everyone in the company calls him Assistant Jiang, and it seems that only Yan Fei will call him Xiao Hao. Hearing her call at the front desk, she was the same as her own boss, and she couldn't help but think a little.
With a puzzled expression. The front desk called Xiao Hao, and Xiao Hao's tone was very solemn. The front desk hung up the phone, and looked at her and couldn't help but be a little polite: "Miss He, Assistant Jiang asked me to take you to Mr. Yan's office to wait for a while, Mr. Yan is still in a meeting." Come with me, please!"
She shook her head, she was just here to deliver Chinese food, and she didn't have to see Yan Fei. handed the insulated lunch box in his hand to the front desk: "I won't bother Mr. Yan when he's busy, please take this lunch box and hand it over." ”
The front desk hurriedly waved his hand: "No, no, Assistant Jiang has explained, I must ask you to go up." ”
The attitude of the front desk attracted the attention of passers-by, I didn't want to attract too much attention, but if I continue to pull it now, I'm afraid she will soon become a gossip figure in the Yuandao Group.
Silently, he waited at the front desk at the elevator entrance, and the elevator door opened. She was suddenly shocked, and she turned into a pair of cold eyes. I couldn't help but take a step back, as if I had done something bad and was caught!
Yan Fei was a little surprised: "Nian Nian, you ...... Are you here to find me?" he was a little uncertain about this, and he glanced at Xue Yihuai beside him.
Xue Yihuai hooked the corners of his mouth and sneered: "I'm also curious......" The tone was full of playfulness, in fact, isn't the answer obvious?
The atmosphere was eerily stagnant, and she knew three of the five people in the elevator. Yan Fei's shallow smile, Xue Yihuai's sneer, and...... Luo Shanrui looked at the lively thief and laughed!