Chapter 77 The person who wants to leave can't stop him at all
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"Quiet, this is your grandmother's hospital room. ”
reminded him loudly, Lin Mu's tone was particularly cold.
It's like, Lin Jinghao is just a stranger.
He didn't answer Lin Jinghao's question directly, and he didn't feel the need to continue that topic.
But Lin Jinghao didn't think so, her brows twisted into a strand, and she blinked hard to keep the tears from falling.
"I'm asking, what do you think. ”
Lowering the volume, Lin Jinghao was like a child who had done something wrong, stubbornly wanting to get the forgiveness of his elders.
Lin Mu looked at Lin Jing for two seconds and looked away: "It doesn't matter what I think." ”
"It doesn't matter if it's heavy, I have the final say. ”
When he said this, Lin Jinghao's tail was already starting to tremble a little.
But she still tried her best to restrain herself, she didn't want to use her tears to make Lin Mu feel pitiful for her.
Her self-esteem drove her to ask for an answer, a pure answer.
However, Lin Mu was silent.
In fact, he could have made up a random statement to make Lin Jinghao die, but he didn't want to deceive her.
If silence could make Lin Jing retreat, he didn't care what she thought of him.
Lin Jinghao was still standing in front of him, she waited stubbornly, she didn't believe that Lin Mu didn't say anything.
Maybe the farthest distance in the world is not that I am standing in front of you, and you don't know that I love you, but that I am standing in front of you, and you and I are thinking 108,000 miles apart.
I don't know how long she waited, but when Lin Jinghao realized that Lin Mu was not pondering, but didn't intend to respond at all, her body shook slightly.
"Is that the answer?"
muttered, I don't know if I said it to myself or to Lin Mu.
Lin Jinghao suddenly wanted to laugh, but before she could laugh, tears fell through the restraints of her eyes first.
She immediately turned around and walked straight out.
When she shut herself out, she realized that her legs had gone limp.
Not because she didn't have the strength, but because she lost the courage to take a step forward.
Squatting down slowly, Lin Jing was at the door and picked herself up with her arms.
She bit her lip so hard that her cries would not spill out until she tasted a hint of blood.
For the first time, she understood what it was like to be heartbroken.
Obviously, Lin Mu said it first, and he told her that he had feelings for her other than uncles and nephews.
Lin Jing believed it, although she was frightened, she was also happy.
During that time, she had conflicts, but soon found what she really thought in her heart.
But when she mustered up the courage to break the last veil-like barrier, Lin Mu suddenly slipped away.
met again, but silently told her that it was all over.
That's right, it's over before it even starts.
But in Lin Jing's heart, the night when Lin Mu showed her his heart to her had already begun.
"Didn't you go back all of them?"
When Lin Jing choked up and asked, her voice paused for two or three seconds before answering.
It sighed heavily: "Lin Mu must have done this for a reason. He really likes you, Lin Jinghao. ”
Hearing the voice say this, Lin Jinghao's tears couldn't be stopped.
She looked up confusedly, looked at the snow-white walls, and muttered, "But what's the use of that?"
Sitting alone in the corridor outside in a daze, Lin Jinghao did not enter the ward again.
At this time, facing Lin Mu, she was afraid that she would collapse.
"Before I went back to Dongcheng, I was imagining how he would explain it to me when we met. ”
Lin Jinghao's tone was very lonely, with a hint of self-deprecation.
The voice was obviously a little worried about Lin Jing's good state, and it cautiously replied: "Don't define it so early, there is something strange about this matter." ”
Lin Jinghao shook her head gently, her heart was like a mirror, how could she not understand what her voice said.
It's just that for her, if Lin Mu intends to turn her away because of something, it must be because he hasn't put her into his life map yet.
In other words, she has been dumped by Lin Mu, although they have never really been together at all.
He let out a long breath, and after the tears dried, his whole face was tense.
Lin Jinghao went to wash her face, thinking that Lin Mu was here at night, and she would go home.
As soon as I touched my pocket, I remembered that my phone was still in the ward.
Sighing silently, Lin Jinghao slammed a handful of cold water on his face again.
Looking up at himself in the mirror, his eyes were still a little red, but his face was frighteningly pale.
Reluctantly, he bent the corners of his mouth, trying to make himself smile, only to find that he seemed to be a little unrecognizable to the person in the mirror.
Lin Jing had forgotten the last time she laughed, but she didn't want to be dumped and lose the ability to smile.
patted his cheek vigorously until his complexion was slightly red, and then Lin Jinghao smiled at the unfamiliar face in the mirror again.
She couldn't have imagined that one day, smiling would need to be practiced.
Standing in front of the ward again, Lin Jinghao did not open the door and go in immediately, but took a deep breath and prepared herself psychologically.
But just as she reached for the doorknob, the door suddenly opened from the inside.
Lin Jing was stunned for a moment, but the person standing inside was not surprised to see her.
Lin Mu's eyes were dark, and he stared at Lin Jing for a few seconds.
The reddish corners of her eyes, and the determination that flashed in her eyes, did not escape his eyes.
He knew that Lin Jing had cried a lot, and he had thought it through.
I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and I wanted to reach out and touch the other person's head like I did before, but it stopped abruptly when I was about to touch it.
Lin Mu frowned slightly, even as an uncle, he didn't seem to be suitable for Lin Jing to do this action now.
Silently withdrawing his hand, Lin Mu said directly: "I'll go back." ”
Lin Jing didn't expect Lin Mu to come up with this sentence, how long has he been here tonight, and there is still a long time before dawn.
Although surprised, she still symbolically asked, "Don't you stay until dawn?"
Lin Mu shook his head lightly: "No." ”
However, Lin Jinghao did not move his position to let Lin Mu out.
Lin Mu didn't urge, just waited.
The two were at a stalemate at the door, and in the end, Lin Jinghao still turned to the side.
Those who want to stay can't be driven away, and those who want to leave can't be stopped at all.
She lowered her head and felt Lin Mu pass by.
He didn't say anything more, just went straight out and left.
The eyes that dried up the tears were very sour and astringent, Lin Jing closed the door well, as long as she couldn't hear Lin Mu's departing footsteps, her heart would not be chaotic.
Lin Mu naturally heard the sound of the door closing behind him, and he stood in the middle of the corridor for a short while, and did not leave immediately.
However, he also knew that such an act was pointless.
Lin Jing grew up faster than he imagined, and after a while, she might be able to forget what happened between them and welcome a new life.
However, he himself has no new life to speak of.
After the window that Xiang Lin Jinghao opened was also closed, his world fell into boundless darkness again.
But these were all chosen by himself, and he did not regret it.
After tonight, he and Lin Jinghao probably won't have a future, he knows it very well, and besides, she will hate him soon.
When he was at the door just now, for a moment, he wanted to abandon his reason and hug Lin Jinghao into his arms.
But he can't do it, he can't do it.
Youyou sighed, and Lin Mu raised his feet and was about to leave.
But at this time, a loud noise suddenly came from the corridor.
"Bang!"
It was the sound of the door being thrown open, followed by an urgent cry that echoed through the hallway for several seconds.
"Uncle!"
"How?"
When Lin Yu felt outside the emergency room, the old lady had already been pushed in for an hour, and he grabbed Lin Mu and asked before he could catch his breath.
Lin Mu didn't answer, just shook his head.
Lin Yu was like ashes below, and staggered a few steps before sitting down on the bench.
Frowning, Lin Mu looked at the on-on surgical lamp, feeling a little stunned.
When Lin Jinghao suddenly rushed out in a panic and called him, at that moment, Lin Mu's heartbeat stopped.
Called the doctor, contacted Lin Yu, and after doing this, Lin Mu looked at Lin Jinghao, who was trembling on the side.
Her eyes widened as she watched a group of doctors rush in for initial resuscitation.
Adjusting the machine, checking the breath pulse, preparing for adrenaline, performing cardiac resuscitation, the sound of the machine, the voice of a short conversation, the command, all kinds of voices are intertwined.
Lin Jinghao seemed to have all the strength of her body drained away in an instant, and as soon as her legs were weak, she fell backwards.
But without the coldness and hardness of imagination, she fell into a solid embrace.
Don't think about who it is, Lin Jinghao is so scared at this time that she can't even speak.
The heart rate is too low, and there are traces of disorganization, as if the last strength of life has traces to follow.
It was the first time Lin Jinghao had seen this kind of scene, and she couldn't help but tremble.
Lin Mu frowned slowly, he had seen a lot of this kind of scene, but he didn't expect that this time it would be an old lady.
To the old lady, Lin Mu is more like her grandson, and she treats him very well.
Even if he is constantly instilled with the idea of revenge, Lin Mu is not a ruthless person.
Perhaps it is precisely because he has suffered such a situation that he knows the meaning of the word "gratitude" better.
It's just that he doesn't express it obviously, and there are many things that he can only care about, but he can't participate in it.
Lin Jing's good things are the same, before he insisted on meddling in her affairs, it was already an accident.
However, when Lin Jinghao in his arms subconsciously hugged his arm, Lin Mu suddenly found that he thought about his feelings too simply.
Unlike objective facts, it is not suppressed and restrained, or ignored, and can be destroyed.
It is undeniable that his heart, which is beating violently in his chest, is beating for Lin Jinghao at this moment.
Stretching out his hand, Lin Mu gently stroked Lin Jing's good head, and it was very slow and gentle.
Feeling the tremors on her body slowly subside, Lin Mucai whispered above her head: "Don't be afraid, it will pass." ”