Chapter 66: I Miss You So Much

Pei Shaobei's cooking was not very good, I didn't have much appetite, so I only drank the clear soup below, ate some green vegetables and stopped chopsticks.

I am a little unsure about Pei Shaobei's non-questioning. But it's a bit difficult for me to take the initiative to mention those things. I didn't want things to get any worse, so I finally decided to open my heart and eliminate those hidden dangers.

I didn't get nothing out of that marriage. It's just that I know that the maintenance of feelings and marriage, trust and communication in life are indispensable.

"Pei Shaobei, I am a divorced woman, sometimes things, you don't need to say it, you should also know. That's my bad history, I can't go back and revise it, all I can do is live my current life, I don't want those past things to cause today's unhappiness again!" I stared straight at Pei Shaobei, and saw that he put down his chopsticks, his expression was cold, and he didn't say anything.

My heart became more and more empty, and I gritted my teeth and said, "When I was in the hospital, Lin Dong said that I blindly stagnated my feelings, just waiting for others to treat me well and get close to me. He also said that I am with you only because, in my most difficult time, you appeared by my side, accompanied me, and helped me, just like in college, I was pursued by him who did not like to talk. He said I don't love you at all!"

Pei Shaobei's hand was gently clenched because of my words, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he didn't say a word.

My nose was sour, and my voice was a little choked, "Pei Shaobei, my personality is dictated, and my feelings are not exposed." But I know that I care about you! No matter what others say, I will not waver! We have not been together for a long time, and it is too shallow to talk about love. I always felt that there was a kind of affection between us. I don't know how this is different from love, but if I am like you, I will feel very happy!"

Tears had already flowed down my cheeks, I lowered my head in a panic, my hands under the table were already clenched, I took a deep breath, wiped my tears away from my face, and then looked up at Pei Shaobei, with a relaxed smile on my face as much as possible.

"Today my dad came and came with a lot of gifts, and said let me bring them to your parents, don't be rude! I know that my parents really want us to be together, and maybe, it will cause some kind of pressure on already. Moreover, I am now pregnant again, which makes me always feel that I am forced to get married! This feels terrible! Lin Dong called me in the afternoon and said a lot of ugly things. I know, you've heard those words too! Pei Shaobei, I can't change those things! I'm sorry, I don't want to, I don't want to ......."

I choked up and couldn't continue, but I bit my lip so hard that I didn't want to be too embarrassed.

I once read a passage about a woman asking a man in the saddest of ways, "Have you ever loved me?"

Love is a game, and the first person to fall into it is destined to be a loser.

But I don't want to play tricks with Pei Shaobei, and I don't want to use other additional conditions as bargaining chips. In that way, I will feel that Zhang Jiajia and I are all the way.

Too lowly, too little self-esteem.

"This is what you have been pressing on your heart for this time?" Pei Shaobei finally spoke, his voice was still calm as usual, and there was no fluctuation because of my emotions.

I hesitated, but nodded.

Pei Shaobei said again, "Your parents' attitude towards me makes you feel uncomfortable? Do you think they are forcing me?"

I was silent and did not answer.

Pei Shaobei's voice sounded again, "Lin Dong did talk to me a lot, and I know the purpose very clearly. I'm a man, and men have bottom lines, especially when it comes to feelings. I admit that I was angry, angry, and that's why I beat him up regardless of the occasion. If it happens again, I'll still take action! It's not because I'm angry about that kind of thing, but because of your dedication to Lin Dong, a scumbag, I feel uncomfortable!"

My heart tightened, imagining that Pei Shaobei came out of the hotel angrily and called me to ask about the prenatal examination. Suppress the anger and don't let me worry. Later, because he couldn't find me, he ran to the hospital like crazy, but saw me crying for Lin Dong.

It was as if a hand was clutching my chest, painful and annoyed.

"I'm sorry, Pei Shaobei, I'm sorry!"

I covered my head and didn't even dare to look at Pei Shaobei.

Hearing the sound of the chair moving in my ears, I knew that Pei Shaobei had gotten up, and that familiar breath had already arrived at his side, and before he could make any moves, I rushed over directly, hugging his waist and crying like a child, with no image.

Pei Shaobei touched my head, didn't coax, and let me vent.

I don't know how long I've been crying, I know that my eyes hurt so much that I can't open them, and my voice is hoarse from the rambling of my words.

Pei Shaobei patted me on the back and whispered, "Okay, I've always remembered what you said, and walked through that dilapidated street, and there was a new area in front of me." Tonight, you are more eager to come out than anyone else, so don't let those irrelevant people drag you in again for so long, okay?"

I nodded desperately.

Pei Shaobei half-squatted on the ground and looked at me with clear eyes. I think I must be extremely ugly at this moment, I am not a person who has fallen into the country and the city, I can barely be regarded as beautiful, but no matter how beautiful I am, I can't beat the snot and tears on my face.

I sniffed, took the tissue in Pei Shaobei's playful eyes, and even looked like a broken jar in front of him, wiped my nose and tears, and pretended to threaten in a dumb voice, "Don't think I'm ugly!"

Pei Shaobei chuckled lowly, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked, with a seductive bewitchment. I couldn't hold back, and I leaned in to kiss him on the lips.

The soft touch is not at all as cold as Pei Shaobei's usual feeling of abstinence. I watched Pei Shaobei's eyes darken, leaving some distance, but kissing him fiercely.

I miss him a lot, both physically and mentally.

This kind of thinking is not something that can be supplemented by words or external substances. Now I feel that this catharsis of the unity of soul and flesh is a recognition of feelings, and I long for you, just as you long for me.

Pei Shaobei quickly took control of the initiative, and the whole person who only kissed me was soft in his arms, and his breath was unstable.

I said, "Pei Shaobei, I miss you very much, I miss you very much, I miss you very much!"

I listened to Pei Shaobei's heavier breathing, felt his arm tightening around my waist getting tighter and tighter, and looked at his calm eyes, with deep lust and slight hesitation.

"The doctor said, as long as you are careful, you will be fine!" My face was already burning, my heart was beating uncontrollably, but my arms were wrapped around Pei Shaobei's neck, with a little encouragement.

The smile on Pei Shaobei's face was even stronger, "Wanwan, you're encouraging me!"

I nodded, and stabbed my head into Pei Shaobei's neck.

The next moment, the man soared into the air. Pei Shaobei took me three or two steps and ran to the bedroom, his body was impatient, but his movements were extremely gentle.

A cloud and rain, although restrained and depressed, but also an indescribable sense of fit, Pei Shaobei and I both reached extreme joy.

Beads of sweat on the skin seem to take away the negative emotions inside the body. The whole person felt refreshed.

I lay lazily in Pei Shaobei's arms panting, and my eyelids were almost open.

Pei Shaobei hugged me and said when I was almost asleep, "Wanwan, next week, accompany me home!"

I nodded in confusion.

There is no dream all night, who is down-to-earth and comfortable. When he woke up, he was still in Pei Shaobei's arms. Sunlight shines through the thin gauze window, just right on the bed.

The air outside the quilt was slightly cool, but the bodies hugging each other inside the quilt were extremely warm. I couldn't help but pray in my heart that it would be nice if I could wake up like this every day in the future, not lonely, not lonely.

"What are you thinking?"

Pei Shaobei's voice came in a low voice, with a little murmur that he hadn't woken up.

He rolled over and hugged me into his arms again, his head rubbing against my cheek, his eyes still closed. I felt itchy and smiled to push him, but he bit him in the mouth and kissed me, my face turned red, and I hurriedly moved my body and inadvertently touched somewhere.

Pei Shaobei snorted, laughing more and more awkwardly.

I was ashamed and angry, and I raised my hand to give him a look. "I'll be a hooligan in the morning, get up and go to work!"

Pei Shaobei didn't force it, probably knowing that I was not feeling well, he let go of me and stretched, and let out a long sigh. "The hibiscus tent is warm for the Spring Festival, and the king will not go to court early from now on!"

I laughed and kicked him, and he got up with my strength, and I was about to tease him, but I forgot that I had slept passionately last night, and neither of us was clothed.

"Ah, you exhibitionist, I'm suing you for sexual harassment!"

Pei Shaobei glanced at me with disgust, and only replied with two words, "Legal blindness!"

I watched him wrap himself in a nightgown and walk into the bathroom, muttering that the other party was not interesting at all, but his heart was beautiful and happy. Pei Shaobei can't speak sweet words, but he always gives me a sense of stability and stability.

I lay back on the bed with the quilt in my arms, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, and my eyelids began to fight again. I thought about getting up and making some breakfast for Pei Shaobei, but my body was too lazy to even have the strength to move.

After a while, Pei Shaobei walked out wiping his wet head, and when he saw that I was still lying on the bed, he couldn't help but sigh again, "Sure enough, I don't know how to cherish it when I get it, I think someone will make me delicious food in the morning, noon and evening!

I was so angry that I dragged the pillow and threw it at him, Pei Shaobei took it with a smile, leaned over and kissed me on the forehead, "Remember to eat later! Also, don't go to the hospital again, and don't talk to Lin Dong anymore, do you hear?"

I nodded, but glanced at it, "Long-winded people age fast, be careful I don't want you!"

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