Chapter 70: She deserves to be treated gently
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The afternoon sun is particularly dazzling, and even in winter, it has a temperature that penetrates the top layer of the skin.
Xi Murong stood with her backlight, and in Lin Jinghao's eyes, there was only one outline.
When she saw Xi Murong at this moment, she had only one thought in her heart.
It's just to hug her like a relative, and just hug her.
Then, she can go.
She doesn't need to prove herself in front of her anymore, and she doesn't owe her anything.
Looking at Lin Jinghao, who had lost the light in her eyes, Xi Murong had mixed feelings.
It was only then that she understood what she would lose today.
However, she doesn't regret it, if Lin Jinghao can quit this circle forever.
In fact, after Lin Jinghao made up that story, if she came out to speak, she could completely guide public opinion and put Lin Jinghao in a weak position, and it would not lead to such an unending ending.
However, it makes no sense to think about it now.
All the cause and effect have been planted, just waiting for the one who eats the fruit to swallow it himself.
When Lin Jinghao asked this question, Xi Murong couldn't bear it for a moment, she was not a ruthless person.
However, if her good feelings for Lin Jing will hurt her, she will choose to abandon the emotions she should have.
She can bear it, but for Lin Jinghao, it is too cruel.
Taking a step forward, another step, Xi Murong slowly approached Lin Jinghao, as if these two steps could span more than ten years.
Standing only one step away from her daughter, Xi Murong suddenly stopped the steps she was about to take.
She was a little hesitant, but this was what Lin Jing deserved, and she deserved to be treated gently.
Looking at Lin Jinghao, who was calmly looking at her, Xi Murong couldn't describe what kind of mood she was in at this time.
After looking at each other for about a few seconds, Xi Murong moved again.
She stepped forward, gently hugged Lin Jinghao, and didn't say anything.
But Lin Jinghao said to her softly: "Thank you." ”
The picture of mother and daughter embracing each other, Professor Fan saw it really from the outside.
He sighed softly, who would have thought that a good game would become what it is today?
After hugging, Xi Murong didn't stay long, although there were many things she wanted to say, but all of them were swallowed back into her stomach.
When she turned to go out without looking back, her eyes instantly turned red.
But this proud woman, without a trace of hesitation on the soles of her feet, brushed straight past Professor Fan.
Professor Fan looked at Lin Jinghao, there were many words in his eyes, but he also didn't say anything, turned around and went to chase Xi Murong.
Lin Jing watched them go away, and when she turned around and looked at the empty room, she suddenly didn't know what to do.
It was past lunchtime, but she didn't feel hungry at all.
The kitchen was empty, and she couldn't muster an appetite.
After standing at the door for a while, Lin Jinghao turned around and closed the door, silently walked back to the room and began to pack up his things.
Originally, she was still thinking that if Lin Mu left after the game, then she would definitely not be able to live here anymore, and she would have to move back to the dormitory or something.
Now I don't have to worry about moving to the dormitory, I can go home directly.
On Lin Yu's side, Lin Jinghao had already figured out how to explain it, and since this matter had come to this point, she couldn't complain about anyone.
It can only be said that she still doesn't know much about this circle, and she is too confident, thinking that if she has talent, she can't be afraid of heaven and earth.
After losing Lin Mu's protection, she realized that she was so vulnerable.
Lin Mu didn't wait for the final result to leave, although Lin Jinghao could understand, he couldn't accept it, especially when such a bad thing happened in the end.
If Lin Mu had been present at the time, the situation might have been better controlled.
However, it is only if.
She couldn't blame anyone, maybe it was a destiny destined by God.
Seven years later, I have not experienced this arduous road to study.
However, seven years ago, she entered and took the initiative to quit, what is the difference?
It's just a matter of adding to the tribulation.
Maybe she is destined to not be able to integrate into this circle and realize her dreams.
The more fierce the rebellion against fate, the more tragic the effect of the backlash.
She lost herself, and she almost lost everything.
If it is said that others can find an opportunity to get up again if they fall, Lin Jinghao has already fallen into the quagmire, and the more he struggles, the deeper he falls.
Xi Murong came over in person just now, she knew what she wanted to do, it was nothing more than to come and see her down-and-out daughter. No, she has unilaterally denied the mother-daughter relationship with Xi Murong, so Vice Dean Xi is just here to visit a student who has lost his way.
Removing all the clothes in the wardrobe from the hanger and throwing them on the bed, Lin Jinghao looked at the messy room, her eyes confused.
At this time, she should cry, cry, and vent all her grievances and anger.
However, she found that she couldn't.
However, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and it is impossible for Lin Jinghao not to feel anything.
Her chest was tight, as if it were about to explode.
But when she was so sad, she couldn't think of anyone to confide in, and she couldn't think of anyone who could share it for her.
If it was a day ago, the first person who popped up in her mind must be Lin Mu.
But Lin Mu couldn't accompany her to the end at such an important moment in her life, even if she knew that there might be something urgent and called him away, but the disappointment and sadness in Lin Jinghao's heart could not be suppressed.
Because Lin Mu is gone, it proves the fact that there are more important things in his heart than her.
And this is the most unacceptable thing for Lin Jinghao, especially since she is ready to confess.
Why did things turn out the way they did?
She didn't understand why, for a moment, it seemed as if the whole world had abandoned her.
"Is it really okay to say nothing, don't do anything, just let her go?"
Following behind Xi Murong, Fan Yue finally couldn't help but speak.
The former stopped, and her shoulders could be seen trembling slightly.
But she didn't speak, just raised her chin slightly, looking into the void.
Knowing that Xi Murong was not feeling good in her heart, Fan Yue sighed heavily, "I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place." I can see that you don't have any feelings for this child. ”
“…… What about feelings?"
Finally, Xi Murong spoke quietly, and her tone was so light that it could be blown away by the wind between Yong.
Fan Yue frowned, to be honest, he had dealt with Xi Murong for so many years, and he had never seen her cry, nor had he seen her so fragile.
But today, for Lin Jing's good, Xi Murong shed tears for the second time.
"If you have feelings, don't let yourself have regrets. ”
In fact, Fan Yue also felt very sorry for Lin Jinghao, he couldn't accept such a good apprentice, he had just come to the fore, but he was forced to withdraw from the circle.
He knew that Lin Jinghao did this purely to protect Xi Murong.
"The child has made such a big sacrifice, just to protect you, even I, I was moved when I saw it. Murong, what she wants most, you must know, don't let the child go back with a scar. ”
I don't know if it was touched by Fan Yue's words to the softness in her heart, Xi Murong stiffened for a moment, and then slowly turned around to face him.
Xi Murong's eyes were very red, her eyebrows were frowned, and her expression was extremely complicated.
After looking at Fan Yue for a long time, Xi Murong slowly spoke: "Do you know, she will suffer and get hurt, all because she wants to be close to me. ”
One sentence made Fan Yue stunned on the spot.
Lin Jinghao said something similar to him, she said that she wanted to go in front of someone and show her strength, she didn't have to go far, climb high, as long as that person admitted that she was content.
This was said the day before the competition, while chatting after training.
Fan Yue still remembers that although Lin Jinghao's expression was lonely at that time, he was also full of longing and hope.
But just now, Lin Jinghao, who was standing inside the door, had lost what had always been in her eyes and could be called aura.
Fan Yue regretted that if a talent like Lin Jinghao died abruptly, it would definitely be a huge loss to the dance world.
Of course, Xi Murong also knew that when she saw that Fan Yue didn't speak, she continued to talk to herself: "This kid does have outstanding talents, there is no doubt that if she is allowed to continue walking, she will surpass me and become a more powerful leader." However, I could not let her go, and although it was unfair, I had to strangle her dreams in the cradle. You must want to ask me why, the reason is that this child is already burdened with this fate, because her mother is me. ”
"Fate?" Fan Yue was confused, he hadn't heard it yet, someone said something about fate, and it affects life, "It's just what you think is fate, she has infinite possibilities, two games, I don't believe you can't see it." ”
"I can see it, of course I can see it!"
seemed to be poked at the pain point, Xi Murong suddenly lost control, she covered her face, and her expression was very painful: "The better she is, the more worried I am, and the more painful she will be." Senior brother, Jing Hao can't take this path. ”
"You keep saying that she can't go, why? Murong, to tell you the truth, she is the best student I have met since I started teaching. Whenever I can, I'll help her get back on stage. ”
"No, you can't do this!" Hearing Fan Yue say this, Xi Murong rushed over and grabbed his arm, almost stunned, "No, she can't......"
"What is the real reason? Is this barrier a barrier that cannot be crossed?"
It was the first time that Fan Yue spoke to Xi Murong in a questioning tone, and he let her grasp it hard, even when his nails went deep into his flesh, he didn't frown. just looked at Xi Murong seriously, hoping that she would tell the truth.
He had a hunch that it might have something to do with the years when she went into hiding, and it was hard to talk about it.
But he can't ruin Lin Jinghao's life because of this kind of old rotten grain, he will never allow it.
Stunned by Fan Yue's roar, Xi Murong paused all over her body, looked at Fan Yue with wide eyes, and the tears that had been accumulated in her eyes flowed silently.
At this glance, Fan Yue's heart shrank suddenly, he had never seen Xi Murong's eyes so desperate.
"If she continues, she'll die. ”