The 53rd round
In Handan, it is the winter solstice, and the shadow of the knee-hugging lamp is accompanied.
If you want to sit at home late at night, you should also talk about people who travel far away.
A well-known poem expresses the sadness and longing of thousands of wanderers looking at their hometown.
Modern people are anxious for quick success and impetuous. The better life is, the more empty the emotion, even if the words are sprinkled, the words are beautiful but there is nothing to say, and the words are full of a stock market and exaggerated atmosphere, which is disgusting.
It's a shame to say that she used to be stupid.
As the ancients said, young people don't know the taste of sorrow, and in order to give new words to express sorrow, they wrote a few poems that made the teacher happy, and he was proud in front of his classmates.
After going to university, the level of contact was deeper and the knowledge was more extensive, only to realize how exaggerated the words she wrote at that time were, and she was so ashamed that she wanted to dig a pit and bury her previous works, as if she had never done it.
Since then, he has not dared to speak lightly about poetry and songs, and has devoted himself to studying the origin, structure and meaning of ancient characters.
Back in Yunling Village, Su Xing silently turned on the light in the study.
Due to inertia, Xiao Shou Xiaoquan began to search for peculiar smells without her opening her mouth. And she came to the living room, opened the door, and a cold wind blew in her face, and fine snowflakes drifted in.
Ho, it's snowing in Yunling Village too.
In the past, in G City, I wore short sleeves on the day of the winter solstice.
When she came to the eaves, she was surprised to find that the peach trees in the yard had long since lost their leaves, and the bare body was like a thin blanket of snow. There are also vegetables in the vegetable field, which are estimated to be all dead, buried under the snow and there is no trace to be seen.
I heard the locals say that Yunling Village has four distinct seasons, it can heat people to death when it is hot, and it can freeze people into popsicles when it is cold, which seems to be true.
She is not a qualified owner of the plants in the house.
Sow the seeds, water them once in the morning and evening, and do not care about weeding once in a while, let alone fertilizing them. Let them be beaten by the wind and rain, let the insects rage and bite out small holes in the fresh leaves, and even be bitten to pieces.
It doesn't matter if they are broken, withered, or rotten, she only picks the leaves and washes them and eats them.
She is not a good student, she is greedy for life and afraid of death, and she does not hesitate to cut off her future, and she lives up to her teacher's careful cultivation for many years.
She is not a good daughter, she returned to school after the New Year, and was busy with her studies and work as usual, and did not return home for several months. Sometimes I call home every other month, sometimes I call home, sometimes I ...... Because my parents would call every now and then to ask for warmth.
I get used to it, so I rarely take the initiative to think of giving them a call back. She didn't even go back for her mother's birthday this year, she just made a blessing call and sent a gift.
Sickness and pain, life and death, seem to have always been something that only exists in other people's homes. never thought that the reunion during the Chinese New Year would be the last time she and her parents would get together.
Since then, not only the Mid-Autumn Festival, the winter solstice, but even the Spring Festival have been the only one she has passed. Her father's expectations for her future and her mother's nagging became a part of her life.
All comfort is superfluous, and unless you experience it yourself, you can't understand what it's like to break your heart.
Finely broken snowflakes gently sprinkled on the courtyard, and the soft light fell on the people under the eaves. Su Xing sat on the steps, hiding in the shadow of the cloak, covering her face with her hands, recalling the warm times of family reunions in previous years, bit by bit.
The remorse and guilt in her heart turned into a blunt knife that slowly cut her soul. The pain, the piercing pain, like atonement, is the only pain that can give one the slightest relief.
It is much better for one person to be lonely and cry than for two people to pretend to be strong.
Wiping away the tears from her face, she stood up, stepped on a thin snow carpet in the courtyard, came to the courtyard gate, unlocked the door, and went out. The heavy negative emotions were a little overwhelming, and she wanted to walk, and wanted to walk everywhere to breathe.
Xiaoshou Xiaoquan, who didn't find anything abnormal at home, had been squatting beside him, and when he saw her go out, he followed quietly behind him, inseparable......
"Hey, look, the lights are on next door!"
In the leisure hall, a young man of about twenty was particularly excited to run from the balcony on the third floor to the living room on the second floor. A pair of long legs jumped and jumped, and the three-turn staircase was easily jumped down by him in three or two steps.
In the living room there were three young men of considerable age, a man, one mixing wine at the bar, the other playing a game, and from time to time he angrily pounded the table:
"Oh, Bichi!"
Another one was watching a food video, Wen Yan raised his eyebrows, glanced at him, and teased: "What, you want to knock on the door again?"
When it comes to the events of that day, someone's enthusiasm suddenly weakens.
"No, I'm here to tell you if you want to prepare. The big boy said. Stupidly came to the living room and sat down, a pair of long legs swaying on the coffee table, as if to tell everyone that he didn't care at all.
What do you care? He couldn't tell.
"You see her coming?" asked the man standing at the bar playfully.
"Maybe she'll come over. He was about to invite him, but he was hit by the collective atmosphere.
"Then wait until she comes. ”
So as not to be busy in vain, anyway, there are many ingredients and people in the museum, and you can entertain guests at any time.
The attitude of his friends was like a basin of cold water, and the uproar spilled out all his excitement at once. I really want to go out and have a look, but I'm afraid of being laughed at. I knocked on the door for a long time that day and no one answered, and then I was frightened by the sign next to the door, thinking that something had happened to the owner of the house, so I almost went over the wall to see what was going on.
Fortunately, he was dragged down by a friend who came over.
The old village chief also came with her, saying that she often went out of the house, sometimes for three or two days, sometimes for a week or half a month. However, I used to give him a phone call when I went out, but I may have forgotten it this time.
To be on the safe side, the old village chief pulled her phone. She doesn't have a landline installed at home, only a mobile phone can be contacted.
As a result, it couldn't get through, and it was not in the service area all the time.
"It's definitely out. The old village chief's daughter-in-law, Sister He, said, "This brand is designed to scare outsiders, and she often takes four dogs up the mountain to play every day. ”
The neighbors seem to have a lot of grievances and don't get along well. Forget it, you have to be laughed at again if you have a hot face and a cold pot, after all, not everyone is as approachable as him (his partners praise him like this).
The older boy turned on his laptop with interest and connected it to the surveillance video at the door.
This is a store, so it is natural to install monitoring to keep an eye on it at all times to prevent accidents, such as theft, touching porcelain or something. Alas, it's a pity that there is no installation on the side of the road, for fear that the neighbors will be disgusted, otherwise you can take a look at the side of the house...... Hey, what's that?!
Looking at a dark shadow slowly coming in the snowy night, someone's enthusiasm that was extinguished boiled and rolled again:
"Hey, hey, come and see!"
He was right, and sure enough, someone came......