It was the counselor, he didn't know when he came, and when I looked over, he smiled and gave me a thumbs up.

I wish it was Mr. Zhuang standing there, and if I watched him sing, I should be able to sing better, right?

The thought of him made me not allow myself to close my eyes. I looked at the void and sketched him out little by little in my mind.

"I just want you to understand, understand my love for you, and there is no substitute for my love except for you. I just want you to understand and understand that my love for you is that no one makes me so dependent. These two lyrics are what I want to say to Mr. Zhuang the most.

Many things that happened after getting to know him involuntarily turned in my head, the most of which was the sweet and sour happiness and what he said when he took me up the mountain some time ago.

In fact, I didn't sing as well that night as I usually practiced, but the counselor standing in the corner was particularly supportive, and after singing, he was almost the first to take the lead in applauding, and I even saw him hand a flower to Lin Wenjia, and then Lin Wenjia immediately smiled and went on stage to offer me flowers.

The flowers were bought by the student council that organized the competition, in order to create the atmosphere at the right time.

After getting off the stage, the counselor and a few people in the class came around to praise me for singing well, and Bao Yuanyuan, who was standing behind them, was even wiping her tears, she actually cried.

I've never been praised by everyone so much, and they all say that I sing very affectionately, covering up the flaws of the previous out-of-tune, and I will definitely make the cut. Actually, I don't care if I make the cut or not, I'm glad that I did, and daring to sing in front of so many people is a great step forward for me.

Before returning to the dormitory that day, Bao Yuanyuan pulled me in: "Shen Xi, come with me." ”

There were tears in her eyes at the time, and I didn't know what happened to her, so I nodded silently. Bao Yuanyuan is different from other roommates, she is calm most of the time, she seems to know very clearly what she wants and what she doesn't want.

After walking around the playground twice, I couldn't help but open my mouth first: "Yuanyuan, why did you cry just now?"

"Xixi, you sing so well, you have someone you like in your heart, right?"

I hesitated for half a second, but then admitted: "Well, I like it very much." ”

She didn't continue to ask, only sighed with emotion: "I also have someone I like very much, I am a high school classmate with him, we are each other's first love, we originally agreed to get married as soon as we graduated from college, but we broke up in our junior year." I can't afford to hurt a long-distance relationship, and I now know what it means to be estranged from a long-distance relationship. ”

She broke up with her boyfriend the day before yesterday, and she said that it had nothing to do with empathy, she just didn't feel love anymore, and he was playing games every time she needed him, and she was tired and tired after a long time. It was she who took the initiative to break up, because she felt that she couldn't see the future, and her boyfriend cried like a child but didn't keep it.

When she heard the lyrics I sang just now, her emotions were suddenly mobilized.

She told me a lot about the sweetness of her first love in high school that night, and at the end of the day she suddenly fell silent. My emotions were also turbulent, and I selectively talked about my relationship with Mr. Zhuang.

Bao Yuanyuan stared at me thoughtfully for a while, and suddenly rolled her eyes: "Xixi, why do you have to believe me, you are not afraid that I will tell these things? In fact, I knew from your reaction before that you must really be in love with someone you shouldn't love, but I believe you are not for his money." ”

She said and looked at what I was wearing: "People who are really fostered don't dress like you." Actually, I really want to persuade you, those rich people who have been in society for many years, many of them like to play female college students, don't take it too seriously, whoever is serious will lose. ”

"He's not that kind of person. Without hesitation, I defended Mr. Zhuang, "Yuanyuan, thank you for always speaking for me before." ”

Some people just have the ability to make people trust, and Bao Yuanyuan has this charm for me.

She took a deep breath and wiped away her tears very happily: "Xixi, sometimes I really admire you, you have been alone for so long, and you can still maintain such a good attitude without making friends, I'm afraid I would have been perverted a long time ago." Let's go, let's go back. ”

That night was magical, Bao Yuanyuan and I became friends because of a song and a chat. She helped me a lot afterwards, and I had girlfriends for the first time.

As soon as I went back, I sent the video to Mr. Zhuang to see, but he was probably busy and didn't reply to me in time.

I plugged in my headphones and listened to the song I sang, looking at myself on the screen who was almost crying, and four words appeared in my mind inexplicably: cherish the moment.

I slowly thought about a lot of things, because I already had Mr. Zhuang, so I subconsciously would be very afraid of losing him, and I would be jealous and jealous because of this. But this kind of mentality can drain feelings, and I shouldn't be like that.

When I was reflecting on it, Mr. Zhuang called, and I immediately went to the balcony to answer.

He didn't speak after he got through, and his breathing was still a little rapid, and it made my heart itch when he sprayed it on the earpiece, so I took the initiative to break the silence: "Is the song good? It's the first time I've sung it in front of so many people, but I'm nervous." ”

"Well, it's a good song. ”

"Mr. Zhuang, those lyrics are what I want to say to you. Don't think I'm naïve and impetuous to say this, I really thought about this relationship carefully, and no one can replace you in my heart. ”

He sighed a few times: "Well, I know. Xixi, do you have clairvoyance? I was in a bad mood just now, and you suddenly sent the video over. ”

"Why are you in a bad mood?"

He was silent for a few seconds before speaking again: "Xixi, the divorce agreement has not been signed yet, Yaru's parents are also involved, they have listed a lot of terms, I need to solve them one by one." I used to think about this situation when I was thinking about divorce, but now I still feel tired when I really put it on the table. I may not be able to see you again in a short time, don't be cranky and want to know?Yoko will deal with the affairs of the new company, and you can find him if you have any trouble. ”

"I suddenly feel a lot braver after singing this song, you don't have to worry about me anymore, just go about your own business. ”

I said it seriously, but he suddenly laughed, and the laughter was as good as ever: "Hee-hee, you're really cute sometimes. You don't have to force yourself to grow up at an age when you're not good at hiding your joys and sorrows, just be a little more sophisticated, what I like is the way you are. ”

After that phone call, we didn't get in touch for a few days.

When I think of him, I used to write a diary to vent my emotions, and I can really stop thinking nonsense. In particular, Bao Yuanyuan often goes to self-study with me, and we always have endless days to chat, and I suddenly have an extra way to relieve my emotions, and my life suddenly becomes clearer.

When Jiang Yang came to me, Bao Yuanyuan and I were just about to go to the cafeteria to eat, so she accompanied me to the school gate to meet Jiang Yang.

Jiang Yang greeted her with a smile, she just nodded lightly at Jiang Yang, and then stood on the side of the road and played with her mobile phone casually.

"Brother Jiang, aren't you afraid of running into Jiajia, why did you come to school?"

"Why is my sister in such a good mood? I haven't seen Zhuangzi for so long, don't you want him?" Jiang Yang really didn't open which pot, he saw that I was deflated, smiled and took out a document bag from the car and handed it to me, "Jiajia said that Su Qianwen is making trouble for you again?" ”

I took the heavy bag of papers, and suddenly I was a little dazed. Jiajia should have deliberately found a topic with him to talk about Su Qianwen, but the final exam is coming soon, who has the heart to pursue this matter again.

"I heard that the post scolding you was sent by Su Qianwen's boyfriend? That kid is called Sun Chao? Hey, you said it was a coincidence, Sun Chao is Sun Zeming's nephew. ”

Sun Zeming?

I didn't remember who this person was for a while, Jiang Yang raised his eyebrows and reminded me: "It's a doctor, Zhao Yaru's classmate." ”

It dawned on me, Dr. Sun!

He had deliberately leaked to me the reason why Zhao Yaru couldn't have children before, did he also hear what Sun Chao said in his post from Dr. Sun?

"I haven't told Zhuangzi about this, he has been so annoyed by Zhao Yaru's family that he can't sleep recently, and he obviously agreed to sign the divorce agreement, but he has to make some embarrassing requests. When Jiang Yang said this, he glanced at me with very strange eyes.

I wondered and asked him, "Do those requests have anything to do with me?"

Jiang Yang rolled his eyes and smiled meaningfully: "If it has something to do with you, such as asking you to kneel down and apologize, what are you going to do?"

My breathing suddenly became a little heavier, I had already picked up my dignity, but if Zhao Ya didn't ask for it, I was willing to apologize to her.

Jiang Yang laughed "poof": "Sister, don't be so dignified, I'm joking with you." Where did I know the content of the agreement, Zhuangzi was tight-mouthed and refused to tell me. Are you two going to eat, let's go, I'll invite you to eat. ”

I looked back at Bao Yuanyuan and refused: "Brother Jiang, we have the first class in the afternoon, don't break the bank." ”

He shrugged his shoulders regretfully, and suddenly leaned into my ear and asked, "What's the name of that little beauty?"

"Brother Jiang, don't fight Yuanyuan's idea, Yuanyuan is not a casual person. ”

"It's not a human being if you get up casually, right?" he regained his ruffian aura again, and looked at Bao Yuanyuan with a wink, "Do you know what I thought when she said hello just now?"

When he said this, his tone and demeanor were extremely exaggerated, and I was dumbfounded.

Bao Yuanyuan seemed to vaguely hear something, and glanced over in disgust, I didn't talk to him anymore, and hurriedly said goodbye and went to the direction of the cafeteria with Bao Yuanyuan.

When I returned to my dorm that night, my desk was a mess, and many books were torn to pieces and piled on the table. I was puzzled and wanted to ask about the situation, but Lin Wenjia immediately secretly pouted at Su Qianwen's bed.