The corridor was terrifyingly quiet, Du Xiaoyue's accusation was like ink dripping into the water gradually spreading, making my heart hurt with her, over the years, she must have eaten a lot and suffered a lot of sins, we are all people in that circle, we understand the bitterness better than others, I held Xiaoyue's hand again, trying to comfort her, even if that comfort is so insignificant. [← 8 [← 8 [← read [← book, .2↘

Song Muzhi is like a prisoner sentenced to death, he slumped on the ground, wooden and sluggish, no matter how ashamed he was, he couldn't change it, he succumbed to his family, abandoned Du Xiaoyue, he married another woman, and soon he will become a father again, he will have a happy life and be reborn for the second time.

The door of the emergency room opened, Du Xiaoyue got up from the chair, ran to the doctor, took the doctor's hand and asked in a hurry, "How is my son?"

The doctor took off the mask, shook his head sadly and said, "Adi's condition is not very good, the removal of leukemia cells during bone marrow transplantation is not complete. That is, the large number of leukemia cells remaining in the body is related to the weak anti-leukemia effect of the graft after bone marrow transplantation.

Leukemia cells have enhanced self-renewal, uncontrolled proliferation, impaired differentiation, and blocked apoptosis, and the number of leukocytes in his body has increased significantly. “

Du Xiaoyue was like a rose destroyed by a storm, the petals withered, only the flower bones remained, and she took two steps back desolately. Song Muzhi could still maintain a little composure, and he asked suspiciously, "Didn't the inspection report last month say that everything was normal? Why did this suddenly happen?"

The doctor sighed, and there was a deep sadness between his eyebrows, "This kind of sudden change of events exists and is difficult to predict. At present, the recurrence of leukemia after bone marrow transplantation is one of the important factors affecting the efficacy of bone marrow transplantation. It reduces the long-term survival rate of bone marrow transplantation for leukemia and is a major life-threatening problem for patients after bone marrow transplantation. The recurrence rate of leukemia after allogeneic bone marrow transplantation is about 20%~30%. Bone marrow transplantation should choose the best time for bone marrow transplantation, but it is too late to find the right bone marrow, and Adi's body's immunity is seriously impaired. At present, we can only induce remission with chemotherapy first!"

"Is it possible to have a second bone marrow transplant?" Du Xiaoyue regained her senses, grabbed the doctor's sleeve again, and looked at the doctor beggingly, as if waiting for the doctor's approval.

The doctor looked at Du Xiaoyue quietly, and was silent for a moment before saying, "I don't recommend Adi to have a second bone marrow transplant, the success rate is lower than the first time, it is too cruel for him, you take him outside to have a look, try to meet his wishes!"

That undoubtedly gave Adi a notice of execution, but when it was executed, I think it's too cruel, Adi is so cute, so kind, like an angel who accidentally fell into the world. He is not more than 6 years old, he has not grown up, he has not yet fallen in love, he has not yet married and had children, he has not seen the world properly?

That kind of blow is too heavy, especially for a mother, that kind of heart is like a knife only if you really experience it will understand, and you will understand how much it hurts, Adi has become the sustenance of Xiaoyue to live in this world, because she cares so much that she can't accept such a cruel arrangement at all, and her body faints backwards.

The bleak sunlight was withdrawn from the clouds one by one, the moon hung faintly in the sky, and the pale moonlight slipped into the ward, covering my black canvas shoes, and then quietly climbed to the pale sheets, and climbed to Du Xiaoyue's pale face.

Even if it is a sick little moon, it is still beautiful, that kind of beauty with a little sickness, like the moon in the water, poignant and sad. Song Muzhi held Du Xiaoyue's hand, buried his face in her palm, focused and pious, I believe that Song Muzhi loves Du Xiaoyue, that young man has never loved a girl who is as pure as a daffodil and as delicate as a rose, but Song Muzhi is too cowardly and too hesitant, he wants filial piety and love, so he will end up where he is now.

Ah Shu walked up slowly, she reached out and put her hand on the back of Song Muzhi's hand, and gently soothed and said, "It's okay, Adi is so cute and kind, God will bless him." ”

Song Muzhi turned around and said, "Thank you, you can go back first! The doctor said, you have to rest well." ”

Ah Shu shook her head lightly, sat down on the chair next to her, her eyes flashed with tears, and she blamed herself in a sneering tone, "I didn't expect things to turn out like this, why did Adi get sick? ”

Song Muzhi stretched out his right hand to wipe away Ah Shu's tears, and lowered his tone to comfort, "Don't think about it, it's all an accident, the doctor said that the probability of bone marrow transplant recurrence is quite high, don't take all the responsibility on your shoulders." Xiaoyue is angry, and what she said in anger, don't take it seriously. ”

I looked at the picture in front of me and couldn't help but want to sneer, fortunately Satsuki was dizzy, otherwise when I saw the picture in front of me, I might be angry again. A woman like Ah Shu is too powerful, and Xiaoyue is too proud to look down on Ah Shu, she is so proud that she disdains to use means, so she loses, she loses to Ah Shu.

I look down on Song Muzhi, I am tightly bound to morality, I want to be a good person that everyone boasts about, a good child, I obeyed the arrangement of my parents, and I want to get love and passion, but after I get it, I am afraid again, and I dare to be a man who dare not be.

In the end, Song Muzhi still sent Ah Shu home and rushed over again, I think it's funny, she Ah Shu is just pregnant, and she is not a broken foot, why do you need someone to send her home in person, in exchange for the previous me, I must expose her hypocrisy, but I have grown up, and I will not be rash anymore.

Song Muzhi and I stayed in the ward, no one spoke, I think he could sense that I didn't like him. In such a lifeless space, it seems that only one sentence is suitable for saying: "Mourning by the way!", so no one dares to speak, and even gasping sounds sad.

At dawn, Li Yi, who had just gotten off the plane, rushed directly to the hospital, and I was quite surprised to see him, didn't he say that he would come back tomorrow? He angrily pulled me out of the ward after a day of dripping water, and loudly reprimanded me: "Lu Shuangshuang, you are all about to become a mother, how can you be so willful, you don't sleep and don't eat, what do you want?"

I hung my head guiltily, and I was in a sad mood all day, and I really didn't have any appetite. I barely ate a few bites of the food that Aunt Li brought me. Li Yi forcefully took me to a Cantonese restaurant and forced me to drink some seafood porridge before sending me back to the villa.

He covered me with a quilt like a puppet, and I must admit that I was stimulated when I saw the story of Du Xiaoyue, Song Muzhi and A Shu today. Even if Song Muzhi loved Du Xiaoyue a lot, he didn't marry Ah Shu, and time gradually wiped out Song Muzhi's love for Xiaoyue, and the balance of feelings was tilted towards Ah Shu, after all, people's hearts are long, and after getting along for a long time, how could they have no feelings?

I stared at Li Yi with two eyes, even if Li Yi likes me now, and even loves me, but one day he marries a wife, and there is a precedent for his mother, he will eventually return to the family! What should I do at that time?

Li Yi took off his shoes and went to bed, hugged me gently, put his hand on my eyes, and whispered, "Shuangshuang, don't look at me with such eyes, I won't abandon you." ”

Listening to him say that, my tears couldn't help but fall, tears and snot were stuck to his exquisitely made suit, it seemed that I had ruined tens of thousands of dollars, he didn't dislike me, the arm on my waist tightened, embedded me in his arms, he patted my back again and again, like coaxing a child "Shuangshuang, I promised you, I will do it, don't you think about it?" °C≡miào°C≡bi°C≡Pavilion°C≡

I opened my arms around Li Yi and asked uncertainly, "Are you really not married?" But your family will not agree, marriage is not child's play, you agreed to marry Anan, how can you say that if you don't marry, you won't marry?"

I admit that I am selfish, and I have clearly said that I want to bless Anan, but I can't do it, love is selfish, with the experience of Xiaoyue, how can I bear to let my child suffer a similar experience?

"I said yes, I'm not Song Muzhi, I want to be a good son, I want to be a good husband, and I want to do a good job as my first boyfriend, I don't have much energy to play so many roles, Lao Tzu just do his own thing, there are so many things to manage, living is to be happy, the ghost knows when he will die, you have to be happy in time, don't think about it, be good, close your eyes and sleep!" Li Yi lowered his head and kissed my forehead.

He always has a lot of crooked reasoning, you know that he is wrong, but you can't find a rebuttal, his mouth, I can't say it.

I simply closed my eyes, obviously very sleepy, just couldn't sleep, stuffy head sobbing until midnight, at first Li Yi said something to coax me, and then I was silent, I cried enough, took away his hand to cover his eyes, and looked at Li Yi sideways, he actually fell asleep, humming a slight snoring sound in his nose, maybe it wasn't snoring, but he was asleep, and his breathing was louder, no matter what it was, the sound was not responding to my loneliness and helplessness, I didn't feel that I needed to sob.

I looked at him seriously, with thick dark circles under my eyes, and my face was full of exhaustion and dust. Especially Li Yi, it's good if he says a few coaxing words, so don't expect him to be sad with you, after all, he is not an enthusiastic teenager in his early twenties, he has long been sharpened by the accident of society, and he has lost his passion.

Usually he slept naked and hated restraints, so I got up and helped him unbutton his suit, and after taking off his bulky suit, he also fell asleep in the dark.