Spring would be fine, if you were still there.16

Shen Nanhui rarely heard Zhiqiu say so many things at one time.

In fact, he is very annoyed that others talk to him about this topic.

No matter who says it, he will feel that the other party does not have a backache when he stands and talks.

Because, if they are not the people who have experienced those things, they will naturally not have deep feelings.

But I don't know why, he has the patience to listen to what Zhiqiu said.

"They think it's necessary to give you good material conditions, which is actually a manifestation of a sense of responsibility. ”

Zhiqiu gave him an example of his own experience, "Look at me, I have no material material since I was a child, and I don't have a complete family, but in fact, you are much better than me." ”

At least his parents are by his side now, and Shen Cong and Nan Su are very good to him.

And she...... Or nothing.

Since Su Zhi was taken back to the Lu family by Lu Zhenyun, all the focus has been on the Lu family, and she has not cared about her as much as when she was a child.

Zhiqiu can only think about these things without too much time, and once he thinks about it, he will feel quite sad.

Zhiqiu rarely takes the initiative to talk about his family with Shen Nanhui, and he has talked once before, which is also very shallow.

When she mentioned it today, Shen Nanhui asked along the way: "Hmm, why are you better than me?"

Zhiqiu: "You know, I'm an illegitimate daughter. When I was a kid, I grew up with my mom, and she didn't earn a lot from her job, so it was actually quite difficult for us to live. ”

Thinking of the past, Zhiqiu cheered up and smiled, "When I was in elementary school, I began to be ridiculed by the people around me for being a wild child without a father, which is actually quite sad. ”

Zhiqiu remembered that there was a kind of activity at school that asked her parents to go together, and she was very scared.

When I was in elementary school, I had to write about my dad and other topics, and she didn't know how to write them, so she had to copy them from the composition papers.

Anyway, this incident left a lot of shadows on her growth path.

Later, when I grew up, I gradually let go of these things, but letting go does not mean forgetting them.

Those ridiculous voices still exist in the depths of memory.

Zhiqiu was very disgusted with Lu Zhenyun in her heart, but Su Zhi loved him so much that she couldn't extricate herself, and she had no way to stop Su Zhi.

That's the person who lives with her, and she wants her to be happy.

"Forget it, don't talk about it. Shen Nan listened to it and felt a sense of pity for Zhiqiu.

He thought he must be crazy.

"Oh......" Zhiqiu nodded, "I'm sorry, I remembered the past, and I accidentally talked too much." ”

Shen Nan didn't answer and continued to drive.

After returning home, the two of them were safe.

Shen Nanhui was in a bad mood today, so Zhiqiu didn't bother him and went upstairs quietly.

It was only after going upstairs that she replied to Moxi's message.

Zhiqiu: It's inconvenient to reply to the message just now, I'm sorry.

Moxi: It's okay, you don't have to apologize to me.

Zhiqiu: What are you doing now?

Moxi: Working overtime, looking at the documents.

Zhiqiu: Am I bothering you?

Moxi: I've finished reading the papers, and I'm chatting with you now.

Zhiqiu: Hmm...... Then you should go home early and rest, work hard but don't overload.

Moxi: I like to hear you care about me.

Seeing him send this message, Zhiqiu smiled embarrassedly.

This kind of smile was often there when I was in love with Moxici before.

That's how she was when she was shy.

But she hadn't been shy for many years, and it seemed that only Moxici could arouse her emotions.

After chatting with Moxiqi for a while, Zhiqiu went to take a bath.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, he actually remembered Shen Nanhui's sad appearance today.

Zhiqiu felt that she was a little abnormalβ€”why did she care so much about Shen Nanhui?

It's so abnormal.

After being called home by Shen Cong and Nansu that day, Shen Nanhui did not restrain himself.

He and Zuo Han are still in and out of pairs as before, not only did they not avoid suspicion, but there was a tendency to intensify.

For a while, everyone was speculating that Shen Nanhui was probably going to divorce.

This kind of thing happened, and the person who was pushed to the forefront of public opinion was naturally Zhiqiu.

The people in the company will show that very sympathetic look when they see Zhiqiu.

Zhiqiu is usually very popular in the company, she is easy-going, has no shelves, and is more enthusiastic, and she is also very good to her colleagues.

Everyone was actually hostile to her at first, because they always felt that it would definitely not be easy to marry Shen Nanhui.

But as soon as I got in touch, I found that Zhiqiu is a really good person, she doesn't care about anything with you, she is just an ordinary down-to-earth little girl.

Therefore, when this kind of thing happens, everyone must be on her side and sympathize with her.

However, Zhiqiu himself doesn't seem to be affected by this incident at all, he works when he should work, and he drinks coffee when he should drink coffee.

In comparison, it seems that everyone is not worried about eating radishes.

Another weekend.

Before he got off work, Zhiqiu received another call from Lu Xiaoxia.

Lu Xiaoxia didn't have anything good to call Zhiqiu every time, but Zhiqiu couldn't help but answer.

She walked out of the office and walked to the safe passage before picking up the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Lu Xiaoxia's unreasonable voice: "Where are you, get me two million tomorrow." ”

Zhiqiu was so angry that he laughed angrily when he heard Lu Xiaoxia's natural tone.

"You think I'm an ATM?"

The last time she was given money, it was already the limit.

She also emphasized to Lu Xiaoxia before that it was the first and last time.

It is impossible for her to be cheeky to ask Shen Nanhui for money all the time, although that money is indeed not a huge amount of money for Shen Nanhui.

"Lu Zhiqiu, your wings are stiff, aren't they?" Lu Xiaoxia gritted her teeth and asked her.

"If you need money, you can tell your dad that he's not out of money. Zhiqiu reminded her, "I don't think we're familiar enough yet." ”

"Lu Zhiqiu......" Lu Xiaoxia rarely softened his attitude in front of Zhiqiu: "Can you help me again?" Ye Ming went to the casino and lost all the money, and he owed almost two million, if he didn't pay it back, the people in the casino would have to go to his father! I don't want my father to know about it. ”

After so many years, it was the first time that Lu Xiaoxia had put her posture so low in front of Zhiqiu.

However, Zhiqiu is not the kind of soft-hearted virgin, even if Lu Xiaoxia said so, she was still indifferent.

"That's your business, it's none of me. Zhiqiu's voice was very calm, "Lu Xiaoxia, there is no deep friendship between you and me, no matter what you threaten me this time, I will not ask Shen Nanhui for money again." ”

Lu Xiaoxia didn't expect that what he got after lowering his posture turned out to be such a result, he became angry for a moment, and the words he said became very ugly.

"Hehe, won't you ask for money or will you be abandoned?" Lu Xiaoxia taunted her, "Now the whole Haicheng knows that he has women outside and illegitimate children, how long do you think you can sit in this position?

Lu Xiaoxia thought that this matter could accurately poke Zhiqiu's sore spot, but he didn't expect Zhiqiu to be extremely calm.

"Since you know that we are about to divorce, why do you still let me take money from him?" Zhiqiu asked Lu Xiaoxia rhetorically.

A question completely left Lu Xiaoxia speechless.

Lu Xiaoxia didn't expect that Zhiqiu would happily admit that there was a problem in the relationship between himself and Shen Nanhui.

Zhiqiu didn't leave time for Lu Xiaoxia to refute, and hung up the phone after saying this.

After hanging up the phone, she smiled self-deprecatingly.

In fact, where does she have any family now, even Su Zhi can't stand in her place and put herself in her shoes, let alone others.

After answering Lu Xiaoxia's call, Zhiqiu stood in the corridor and thought alone for a long time.

In fact, she has been weighing this time when to open this mouth with Shen Nan during this time.

Shen Nanhui hasn't been home recently, he should be completely disgusted with this marriage.

Maybe he's thinking about when he's going to divorce her.

Now Lu Zhenyun's company has been out of danger, relying on the care of M&G in the past two years, it has developed better and better.

Su Zhi also got her wish and received the certificate with Lu Zhenyun.

Zhiqiu stood in front of the window, looking at the traffic on the street outside, and slowly closed his eyes.

Now, it's time to live for yourself once, right?

Zhiqiu took a deep breath, opened his eyes, and made a decision.

The next time she meets Shen Nanhui, she wants to mention divorce.

Although she doesn't know what the outcome will be, she always wants to fight for herself.

After making this decision, Zhiqiu continued to go back to work.

This weekend, Shen Nanhui still didn't go home.

When you do the math, it looks like he hasn't been home for more than a week.

Zhiqiu is basically a person every day, but it's also quite clean.

In the evenings, she occasionally calls Moxici.

On Sunday night, Zhiqiu ordered takeout for dinner, and then received a call from Mo Xici. cause

Because Shen Nanhui was not there, Zhiqiu could pick up the phone very generously and not worry about anything.

"Have you eaten?" asked Zhiqiu with a smile.

Zhiqiu: "Well, I ate it." ”

Moxi: "Another takeaway?"

Zhiqiu smiled, "You can see through it, I'm too lazy to cook on weekends." ”

Moxi: "If you don't want to cook in the future, I'll come." ”

If someone else said that, Zhiqiu would definitely feel that the other party was just talking casually to coax people.

But when Moxi said this, Zhiqiu could be sure that he really thought so in his heart.

He has always been a man who keeps his promises, and he can do everything he promises her.

"Well, then I'll wait for that day. Zhiqiu replied to Moxi's words with a smile.

During the time when she regained contact with Mo Xici, Zhiqiu had a feeling of falling in love, although she knew very well in her heart that their relationship would not see the light, but there would still be joy and sweetness overflowing in her heart.

I can't stop it.

Even the colleagues around her said that she was abnormal.

After all, the real husband is outside with other women and the scandal is spread to the sky, and her mentality is still so good, it's really not normal.

Shen Nanhui has been sleeping on Zuo Han's side during this time.

Of course, not sleeping with Zuo Han.

He directly occupied Eric's room, causing Eric, a five-year-old child, to run to sleep with Zuo Han.

Fortunately, Zuo Han's patience with Shen Nanhui was quite high, and he didn't say anything about him.

During this time, Shen Nanhui had been waiting for Zhiqiu to call him, but he didn't expect to wait for a phone call or a text message.

After dinner, Shen Nanhui habitually picked up his mobile phone again.

Zuo Han has never seen him so pure, he is obviously a veteran of the love scene, and he has become so innocent all of a sudden, which is really unaccustomed.

Zuo Han sat down next to Shen Nanhui and teased him with a smile: "Are you waiting for the call again?"

"......" Shen Nanhui didn't answer her, and directly threw the phone aside.

To be honest, he himself despised this behavior.

At least I've had a girlfriend from a battalion, and it's really unassuming because of a woman like this.

"Anyway, have you ever thought about it......" Zuo Han reminded Shen Nanhui, "If you don't go home like this, people may be very happy!"

Shen Nanhui: "......"

Indeed, he really hadn't thought about it.

Thinking about it like this, Shen Nanhui began to be unhappy again.

Zhiqiu made him unhappy, how could he make Zhiqiu shuang?

"Can I know what you're awkward?" Zuo Han pinched Shen Nanhui's face, "Aren't you quite good at chasing women before, why won't you be at a critical time?"

"If you're interested in her, don't guess here, just say it, how can she know if you don't say it?"

Recently, Shen Nan has been making all kinds of awkward things to find a sense of existence, but Zhiqiu has never contacted him.

Apparently there was a big misunderstanding.

If it continues like this, it may reach the point where it cannot be saved.

Zuo Han could see that Shen Nanhui liked Zhiqiu very much, if the relationship between the two reached an impasse, the uncomfortable person would definitely be Shen Nanhui.

Therefore, Zuo Han gave Shen Nan an idea: "Take out your courage to chase those little Internet celebrities." ”

Shen Nanhui was impatient: "Don't talk nonsense, she's different from those people." ”

Zuo Han sighed, "If you are different from those people, you don't need to confess? As a woman's sister, let me tell you, all women are the same, and their hearts are very vulgar." ”

Women don't like to take the initiative in their bones, Zuo Han has also had contact with Zhiqiu before, and according to her observations, Zhiqiu's character is even more impossible to take the initiative.

If Shen Nanhui wants to wait for Zhiqiu to take the initiative, it is estimated that he will have to wait until the next life.

In fact, the two of them are quite simple, as long as Shen Nan confesses seriously and tells Zhiqiu what he thinks, and Zhiqiu gives an answer, the matter will be over.

Previously, they speculated that Zhiqiu liked women, or that she had someone else in her heart, but it was just speculation.

Unless she says it herself, there is no way to make up her mind.

But Shen Nanhui had to be awkward, and at the beginning he used her to stimulate Zhiqiu, which was already a test of Zhiqiu's attitude.

People obviously didn't care about him that much, and he continued here with his stubbornness.

"If you think about it, if you continue like this, you two may end up in a dead end. Zuo Han gave Shen Nanhui advice very sincerely.

However, Shen Nanhui didn't listen to it at all.

In his opinion, the relationship between him and Zhiqiu was started by Zhiqiu first, and it was the Lu family who wanted to climb their Shen family.

If the Lu family wants long-term development, they will definitely not give up the Shen family's big backer.

There are some things that Zhiqiu can't make his own decisions at all, so he doesn't have to worry that Zhiqiu will divorce him.

This possibility is almost non-existent.

Since that's the case, it's just a matter of consumption.

In the blink of an eye, it's the Mid-Autumn Festival.

During this time, Shen Nanhui did not come back, and Zhiqiu lived his life quietly alone.

On the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhiqiu received a call from Su Zhi.

Su Zhi asked her to go back to eat and take Shen Nan back.

The amount of going back to eat during the Mid-Autumn Festival is understandable to Zhiqiu. She really doesn't have anything to eat alone, and she just hasn't been back to see Su Zhi for a while, so she can take this opportunity to go back and have a look.

As for the request to bring Shen Nanhui back...... Zhiqiu automatically ignored it.

She and Shen Nanhui haven't seen each other for more than a month, and they haven't been in touch for more than a month.

Moreover, if the Mid-Autumn Festival is used, Shen Nanhui should spend it with Zuo Han and that child, after all, they are a family.

Zhiqiu felt that he should not disturb them uninterestingly.

So, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhiqiu returned to Lu's house alone.

Zhiqiu went back near dinner time, and after entering the door, he saw Lu Xiaoxia and Ye Ming sitting in the living room.

After Ye Ming saw Zhiqiu, his eyes kept falling on her.

In fact, Ye Ming has always been very interested in Zhiqiu over the years, of course, the point of interest is not because of Zhiqiu's appearance or figure, he just thinks that Zhiqiu is too tall and tall, and he usually ignores him.

Men, they all have a desire to conquer in their bones, and the more Zhiqiu is like this, the more Ye Ming wants to get her.

Especially later, Zhiqiu also married Shen Nanhui, if you sleep with a woman that Shen Nanhui has slept with, it will be very exciting to think about.

Last time, Lu Xiaoxia and Zhiqiu took money, but Zhiqiu didn't give it.

Lu Xiaoxia has always kept this matter in mind, so after seeing Zhiqiu, he won't have a good face.

Lu Xiaoxia glanced at Zhiqiu and mocked: "Yo, you came back alone, it seems that she was completely abandoned." ”

Lu Xiaoxia has always had this cynical attitude towards Zhiqiu, to be honest, Zhiqiu has been used to it for so many years.

What's more, she didn't particularly care about Shen Nanhui, and her remarks about this marriage couldn't affect her mood.

Zhiqiu didn't speak, and went upstairs directly after changing his shoes.

In the Lu family, she didn't have any sense of belonging, so every time she came over, she would not sit in the living room, but went directly to her bedroom.

In fact, her bedroom is very small, and there is no way to compare it with Lu Xiaoxia.

But this very small room gives her enough to belong, and that's enough.

Zhiqiu returned to the room and flipped through a photo album from a drawer.

This album she has treasured for many years, including photos of her participating in club activities in college, as well as photos of her with Mo Nanwang and Mo Xici.

In fact, there are not many photos of her and Mo Xici, and the only few are in this album.

In these years, Zhiqiu rarely looked through the photo album, this is the first time.

Maybe it's because I recently reconciled with Moxi, and when I look at these photos again, my mentality is completely different from before.

When Zhiqiu was looking at the photo, Su Zhi came in.

She didn't knock on the door, and came in with an apron on.

Su Zhi walked to the desk and stopped, and at a glance saw the photo album in Zhiqiu's hand, as well as the group photo on it.

Zhiqiu fell in love when she was in college, and Su Zhi knew about it.

She thought that Zhiqiu had already let go of this matter, but looking at the current situation, it should not be so simple.

"Zhiqiu, you ......"

Zhiqiu closed the album and put it back in the drawer, "It's nothing, have you eaten?"

"Zhiqiu, you still can't forget him?" Su Zhi was not fooled by Zhiqiu like this, she looked at Zhiqiu very seriously and asked this question.

Zhiqiu didn't answer her, and said, "Let's go eat." ”

"Zhiqiu. Su Zhi called out her name, "You are married now, you should know what to do and what not to do." Don't do things that you'll regret, you know?"

Su Zhi really couldn't accept that Zhiqiu was still thinking about the past after getting married.

If this matter is known by the Shen family, how serious will the consequences be?

"Mom. Zhiqiu suddenly felt very ironic.

She had never thought that Su Zhi was selfish, and this was the first time she had felt like this.

When she married Shen Nanhui, it was originally for her.

She had made such a great sacrifice, and yet she was still teaching her to be faithful to her marriage.

What is the premise of fidelity to marriage, doesn't she know?

After Shen Nanhui married her, how many times did he cheat in marriage?

There are so many news about his lace, who hasn't heard of it in the whole Haicheng?

However, in Su Zhi's opinion, it is normal for Shen Nanhui to do this, but it is she, looking at the photos a little to recall the past, she is doing something that should not be done.

The moral restraint of men and women in this society is really a completely different standard.

Even she, a mother, couldn't understand her.

Zhiqiu once thought that Su Zhi was her only reliance in this world, but now it seems that she is too naΓ―ve.

She wanted to accuse Su Zhi, but found that she couldn't say anything.

"Zhiqiu, you're blaming me, aren't you?" Su Zhi saw through her thoughts at a glance.

Zhiqiu shook his head, "No, let's go eat." ”

Su Zhi asked her, "Why didn't Nanhui come back with you?"

Zhiqiu: "He's busy. ”

Su Zhi: "I've seen all the news lately. Zhiqiu, you listen to your mother's advice, and coax Nanhui well, he is actually young and loves to play a little......"

"Mom, what if I said I was going to get divorced soon?" Zhiqiu interrupted Su Zhi.

Hearing the word "divorce", Su Zhi was stunned for a moment, and the expression on her face suddenly became serious: "Zhiqiu, don't make trouble, you are divorced now, it will only make everyone laugh at you." ”

Zhiqiu felt that he had nothing more to say.

This is her mother, who doesn't care if she's happy or not, but afraid that she will be laughed at after the divorce.

"Then don't you think I'm being laughed at now?" Zhiqiu asked her lightly.

In the place where she couldn't see, I don't know how many people talked about her and Shen Nanhui after dinner, laughed at her as a nominal wife by the way, and then prepared to see when she was swept away.

These should not be borne by her.

Without this marriage, her life would be peaceful and happy.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. Su Zhi knew that she couldn't talk about Zhiqiu, so she simply stopped the topic, "Let's go eat first, don't let them wait too long." ”