The waitress at the café said that she just went out to pour a glass of water, and when she came back, it was like that, and it was estimated that it lasted five or six minutes.

My whole heart hung in the air, and I kept calling for my grandmother.

If I make her angry, I will definitely feel guilty and blame myself for the rest of my life in the future, until this moment, my unmoving desire to be with Mr. Zhuang has been shaken a little.

Maybe we are too anxious, anxious to be together, anxious to relieve the thoughts in our hearts, which is why we have hurt so many people.

When the ambulance arrived, my grandmother had already woken up, and the doctor said that it was the hot weather and my grandmother's emotional excitement that the sudden increase in blood pressure caused insufficient blood supply to the brain and fainting.

Mr. Zhuang accompanied me to the hospital, and he insisted that the doctor do a lot of tests on my grandmother, but fortunately, except for some minor problems that were not very important, only the blood pressure was the problem. The doctor said that people of my grandmother's age will have many symptoms of sudden syncope, and they should control their blood pressure in the future, be less stimulated, and so on.

Mr. Zhuang did not return to the company and took us to his apartment without saying a word.

My grandmother refused to look at me all the way, and the tears in her eyes would well-up in the corners of her eyes from time to time, and every time I helped her wipe her tears, she would slap my hand away, and then the tears fell more quickly.

"Grandma~" I called her softly, and my heart was like a big stone blocked, and I couldn't breathe.

My grandmother probably wanted to talk about me and Mr. Zhuang, so she followed Mr. Zhuang upstairs after a stalemate in the garage for a while. She was very uncomfortable when she entered the elevator, and I knew that she was panicking, she had seen less of the world than I did, and she was relatively unfamiliar with things that were not available in the village.

After entering the door, Mr. Zhuang beckoned her to sit on the sofa, but she shrank back and didn't dare to touch anything, and patted her pants several times before she only sat on half of her buttocks. I seemed to see me when I first went to Mr. Zhuang's house, and my heart felt sour.

Mr. Zhuang poured a glass of water for his grandmother, but his grandmother didn't touch it: "Xixi is young and ignorant, and he has caused trouble for your family." Her voice was hoarse when she spoke, but she just wouldn't take a sip of water, "Xixi, if you still recognize me, quickly pack up your things and go home with me." ”

I felt like I was chilled, and I was shivering for a while, but I don't dare to say a word "no" now.

Mr. Zhuang is very good, and I really want to be with him, but I only have one grandmother.

Mr. Zhuang didn't say anything to keep it, but only said to his grandmother: "Old man, it's not safe outside after dark, let's talk about going home tomorrow." ”

Grandma looked up and glared at him suddenly, her chest was heaving and heaving, and I was afraid that her blood pressure would rise again, so I quickly called her. She finally ignored me, but pointed to the ground at her feet: "You kneel for me!"

I shuddered and quickly knelt down in front of her: "Grandma, I was wrong. ”

I always knew I was wrong, but I couldn't control my heart.

When I first felt for Mr. Zhuang, I knew it was wrong as soon as I used my brain, but I still moved my heart first.

Mr. Zhuang paused after taking two steps closer to me, his voice was tired: "Old man, I didn't do it right, don't be angry." ”

"You did something wrong, you hurt me Xixi, hurt your woman, are you comfortable to see the two of them arguing for you? My Xixi used to be so obedient and sensible, it was all because of you. She's been ruined by you, how can she marry in the future, ah?You're so rich, why are you eyeing my Xixi?" She whimpered and began to pound my back again, even a little out of breath when she breathed.

I'm afraid that something will happen to her body again, and I don't dare to say a word again.

I suddenly understood the helplessness of Mr. Zhuang when he separated from Zhou Jin, he should still be thinking about being with Zhou Jin before his mother died, right?

Faced with his grandmother's questioning, Mr. Zhuang suddenly fell silent.

I stole a glance at him and saw that he was looking at me sadly, not knowing what he was thinking.

I quickly lowered my gaze and stared at the floor in a daze. I didn't know what to do, as if it was the only way to leave, but the thought of leaving Mr. Zhuang made me feel like I couldn't breathe.

"Old man, I'm serious about Hei Xi and I didn't think about toying with her. Mr. Zhuang said such a sentence very weakly, and he probably didn't know how to face his grandmother now.

"You are a big boss, you have a wife and children, and now you are playing with my family Xixi. Xixi's life is hard, she has no father's pain and no mother's love since she was a child, my wife has no ability, so she can only let her suffer with her, maybe it will be so easy for you to suffer too much...... Hey, Xixi is now innocent, and she has been scolded as a cousin, blaming me for dragging her down...... You paid for the operation, right? You tell me how much, I can still work for a few years with this old bone, and I will definitely make money to pay it back to you, you can let my Xixi go!"

My grandmother's words were like a big python that was strangled around my neck, getting tighter and tighter, so that no matter how deeply I breathed, I felt like my chest was going to blow up.

The atmosphere was particularly depressing, and Mr. Zhuang never mentioned surrogacy, probably because he knew that his grandmother was difficult to accept this fact. In the diary he read, I struggled with all kinds of things, and the most was about my grandmother.

After a while, he tried to pull me up from the ground, but I couldn't.

My grandmother was so angry that she stepped forward and patted his hand and didn't let him touch me: "I discipline my granddaughter, what are you doing to meddle? People scold Xixi for not being educated, I deserve to be scolded if I don't teach her well, I have to teach her well now!"

Mr. Zhuang tugged at the corners of his mouth very weakly, and said to himself: "Xixi is very good, why is he uneducated?"

"The daughter of a good family can't do this kind of thing, Xixi, tell me, would you like to part with him?" Grandma stood trembling in front of me, seeing that I didn't speak, she was so angry that she added, "If you don't want to, don't call me grandma in the future." What kind of sin did I create to raise a daughter like your mother, and now I can't teach you well......"

"Grandma, I ......" I desperately suppressed tears welled up again, but I couldn't say anything.

"Xixi~" Mr. Zhuang's sighing voice trembled slightly, he squatted down again and wanted to pick me up, and his grandmother couldn't help beating his back: "Don't touch me Xixi, don't touch her!

Mr. Zhuang was tough this time and put me on the couch and sat down before letting go.

But I didn't dare to sit down, and after sliding my body to the ground, my kneecap hit the floor heavily, and it hurt very much.

He pulled me up again in annoyance: "Old man, I promise you, I will never see Xixi again before the marriage is divorced, is it okay? Don't be angry, don't be embarrassed about Xixi." ”

"If you don't divorce, don't get involved with Xixi, people have already pointed at her nose and scolded, she will be pointed at every day in the future how to live. You are a big boss, you can live in such a good house without listening to what they say, but Xixi still has to study, if you can't read the book, this life will be ruined. ”

"Old man, my divorce has nothing to do with Xixi, the problem between me and Yaru is already very serious, Xixi is just in time to catch up with ......"

Grandma interrupted him suddenly: "How old are you, how old is the child?"

Mr. Zhuang was stunned for a moment and answered truthfully.

My grandmother no longer trembled and spoke like before, but pointed at me and said, "Xixi is twenty-one this year, you are so much older than her, why are you embarrassed to bully her? You have a wife and a daughter, what kind of divorce are you going to do? How can you live without them?"

"Old man, people's views are different from those of your generation now. Mr. Zhuang sighed and fell silent, as if he could not speak suddenly.

"I don't care if you divorce or not, I'm going to talk to Xixi alone. ”

Mr. Zhuang looked at me deeply, and after a long time, he spoke: "Okay, I'll go out and buy something to eat." ”

After he left, his grandmother was no longer as excited as before: "What do you say, are you willing to go home with me? You still want to read, how can you follow him around, have you read books for so many years in the dog's belly?"

I couldn't stop crying, and I sobbed and said what was in my heart: "Grandma, I have never liked someone so much, and I feel like I can't live without him at the thought of leaving." ”

"If you want to be with him, then I won't be able to live!" she stomped her foot angrily, "You also heard what his woman said, don't you even read books for the sake of him who has a wife?"

I bit my lip and didn't reply, I never thought things would turn out like this.

Grandma asked again, "Will you come home with me?"

It took me a long time to squeeze a word out between my teeth: "Back." ”

"Okay, then you pack your things, let's leave quickly, he won't bring anything to you. ”

I fumbled for my phone in my pocket, it was the only thing I couldn't reluctant, and I wanted a shirt from him to take with me...... All of a sudden, my heart was empty, I felt like my soul was gone, and my mind was so wooden.

When I went back to my room to pack my things, my grandmother cautiously followed. She was afraid of soiling Mr. Zhuang's floor, so she took off her shoes and went barefoot, and my nose was sore, and my heart was full of unspeakable guilt.

But Mr. Zhuang seemed to have a hunch, and he came back with takeout soon.

When he saw me carrying my backpack, he immediately understood: "Old man, where are you going at night? Stay here for one night, and I'll take you to the station tomorrow." You can scold me and beat me, but you can't ignore safety. ”

He told a lot of dangerous stories in the news, and finally he talked about his grandmother. But my grandmother didn't want to eat dinner, so she drank some boiled water on an empty stomach.

I slept in the same room with her, and when I returned to the room at night, she said that she was not used to sleeping in such a good big bed, so she had to sit on the floor in a daze. I know she's angry with me, and we've never had a conflict with each other since we were young, but today it's like this.

I sniffed, sat on the ground with her, and couldn't help but ask her, "Grandma, can I see Mr. Zhuang again after he gets divorced?"