Then the doctor opened a pharmacy for me and asked Rollo to help me decoction first, and he would come back tomorrow to help me look at the misaligned joints, which should recover a lot. The time is also just right, I look forward to this Chinese medicine doctor to continue to treat me, because tomorrow Ni Juan and Zeng Zinuo will come to City A to take the doctor to see Shi Xiaoyi, and the day after tomorrow, if you can barely take two more steps, it will not be so troublesome to go to the tea garden with them.

When Zhang Xun came back in the evening, I happened to borrow the help of crutches to walk back and forth in the living room, he changed Luo Luo and asked me about my situation, I heard that the effect of Chinese medicine is not bad, and I was in a hurry to go to the kitchen to make dinner.

Zhang Xun's cooking skills are very good, and every dish seems to come from the hand of the hotel chef, but during the meal, I noticed that he didn't eat much at all. He just smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm not hungry." ”

Seeing that his condition was not particularly good, I didn't dare to ask him about going to Zhang Hounian today, so I didn't dare to stand or sit for a long time after dinner, so I went back to bed and lay down. After Zhang Xun cleaned up, he greeted me and asked me to watch TV by myself, he had to work overtime at night.

I didn't sleep all night last night, and I only slept for a short time in the afternoon today, and I fell asleep early before Zhang Xun went to bed. It's just that when I was confused, I heard him whispering on the phone outside: "I'm working overtime." ”

"You're not at home, you don't have to come. ”

"I didn't..."

"What does it have to do with Ke An? Don't make a fuss, okay?"

"Zhu Lingli, let me tell you again, what do you want to do now that I've left Tengfei?"

"Okay, so how much more do you say?"

"But I don't have that much cash right now, how about giving it to you in two months?"

"Don't always use this to crush me, okay? I haven't taken advantage of you... Yes, I admit that you helped me when I was poorest, but that doesn't mean that you have to pay it back for a lifetime or even a marriage?"

The call lasted for a long time, lasting more than half an hour, and the voice was getting louder and louder, and his emotions were getting more and more excited. Later, after it was quiet outside, I kept hearing the sound of opening cans.

It was estimated that the phone call just now was from Zhu Lingli, Zhang Xun should feel uncomfortable drinking outside, so he got up and went out with a cane, pretending to go to the bathroom, and asked casually: "Why are you drinking in the middle of the night?"

"Woke you up?" Zhang Xun saw me, and he was not so excited: "It's okay, you go to sleep." ”

I went to the bathroom and came back, and Zhang Xun was already full of empty beer cans in front of him, half-lying on the sofa as if thinking about something. I quietly walked over and lay down on the chaise longue, "I'll drink with you." ”

I think he must be in a bad mood right now.

Zhang Xun was a little drunk, and his eyes were a little confused when he looked at me: "Ke An, Zhu Lingli lent me 10,000 yuan, and I haven't paid back 100,000 yuan yet, do you think I'm stupid?"

"You're not... Mr. Zhang, as long as the debts can be repaid with money, they are actually fine. ”

"But now the debt can't be repaid, what should I do!"

"Actually, I think Zhu Lingli is quite good... She might too... Love you. ”

"Yes, she loves me. Zhang Xun dried the can of beer in his hand in one gulp, crushed it heavily and threw it on the coffee table at will: "But I don't love her." ”

When Zhang Xun told me this question, I always felt strange, such a complicated love like a circle of love, I couldn't imagine it in my previous world. I always feel that when two people get along, as long as one of them loves each other enough, they must be able to be moved. But he was good to me, I wasn't moved to be with him, Zhu Lingli was also very good to him, and he still didn't.

"Hmm... I know. ”

"You don't know..."Zhang Xun denied me and said: "Zhu Lingli has been a proud princess since she first appeared in my world, and when I was poor and couldn't afford to eat and go to school, she paid for my tuition like a puppy." Yes, I'm grateful for her help, but I'm not an animal, I'm a human being... When I was in college, she would tell everyone how much she loved me and how much she loved me. But Ke An, do you know how much pressure this kind of love puts on me?"

Zhang Xun kept drinking, one can in one sip, and visually inspected the coffee table, there were at least 20 cans. I think he was drunk, or he would never have spoken of it in front of me, a past he didn't want to mention as a bloody man.

But he continued: "Every classmate knows that I, a poor boy, have climbed high branches. But they didn't know that I had never asked her for a penny since I first accepted her help. I worked three jobs a day in my free time, and I worked 20 hours a day on weekends and summer vacations, and I had all the money I had in my second year. But you know what? When I gave her back the money, she cried that I didn't want to accept her help, and threw it to the beggar on the side of the road. The money I've worked so hard to earn back is the same as if people don't even look at it..."

I listened quietly and didn't say a word, I knew that Zhang Xun needed to talk about it now.

He said that in the four years of college, in fact, Zhu Lingli really only helped him by chance, but this time it became a debt that he was burdened with in his life that he could not pay off. After graduating from graduate school, he really entered Tengfei Company through his own efforts, but he didn't expect to get into Zhu Lingli's circle. Two months after he joined the company, Zhu Lingli came to the company and became a colleague with him. He only learned later that Yang was always Zhu Lingli and his father.

"Ke An, I really wanted to quit... But it was not easy for me to find a job, and Zhu Lingli warned me that if I resigned, if I didn't repay her kindness, she would die with me. Over the years, the scene of her taking medicine and cutting her wrists and even jumping off the building has happened several times a year, and I'm really fed up..."

"I've always wanted to find a chance to make myself stronger, I can stand in front of Zhang Hounian and tell him, look at the orphans and widows you once abandoned, they have grown into human beings, and they are no worse than the family you were clinging to back then. For such a goal, I don't want to see Zhu Lingli have any accidents because of me, I have endured it all these years. Yes, I thought that I didn't leave in time to make it clear to her, which caused the situation that is still entangled today, and even in Zhu Lingli's opinion, we have been lovers all these years. But it's not, she's sick in her heart, I really think she's sick... It's horrible to always desperately get what you want to get..."

I never thought that Zhang Xun and Zhu Lingli would have such a past, but I can actually understand Zhu Lingli, her family background must be very good, and it is impossible to get anything she wants since she was a child. And she thinks that feelings are the same, and the paranoid distortion and stubbornness of her personality made her get into Zhang Xun's horns.

It's just that I don't understand Zhang Xun, why can't he learn to accept such a stubborn relationship? Is the concept that he can't be stronger than a woman in face so serious? He even feels like people all the way, they are so paranoid that people are worried, even if they don't want to change even a little thought, they insist that they think that they are right, and they have to go on like that.

Zhang Xun in front of me made me feel a little indescribable, in short, it was not as good as I thought, and it was not as bad as She Nanyang once said when he gossiped.

Later, he was still talking, saying that all his eyes were attracted to me, how much he loved me, and so on, but I was not touched by the previous night, and even felt that it was a kind of slutty and cruel. Because I was with Ye Yiding back then, he couldn't get everything that always attracted him, and Zhu Lingli chased after him, as long as he turned around, he could catch it, but he just didn't want to.

Listening to his endless sensational narration, I decided to talk to him tomorrow when he woke up.

It's just that early the next morning, Zhang Xun went out early, and then Luo Luo came to take care of me. In the afternoon, it was much better than yesterday, at least the time I could stand alone for about 1 hour.

At around 5 o'clock, Bai Hehe knocked on Zhang Xun's door: "Ke An, Ni Juan called me on my mobile phone, and she asked me to tell you that they have arrived." ”

"She Nanyang told you the address?"

"Of course, if he doesn't tell me, I'll hack him. Bai Hehe saw Luo Luo coming out of the kitchen, and greeted him with a smile: "Luo Luo, where are you here, how is your brother and Xu Anzhi recently?"

"It's alright... Hehe. ”

"That's good, this Chu Peng asked me to help him find a girlfriend, if he can take that scourge away, it's not bad. Bai Hehe unceremoniously put his feet on the sofa, picked up the apple that Zhang Xun bought and took a bite: "You're still used to living here, right? I see that you look good today, what's wrong? You can walk on the ground?"

"Well, Zhang Xun found a Chinese medicine doctor. ”

"Hey... It seems that Zhang Xun is quite reliable. But Ke An, after you left yesterday, Xiaodan collapsed. Bai Hehe took a bite and found that he hadn't washed it, and even spit out: "Bah, bah, bah.... I haven't washed it. ”

Luo Luo apologized next to him, took the apple on the coffee table into the kitchen, Bai Hehe took out his mobile phone and handed it to me: "No, you call Ni Juan back, they seem to have gone to Sister Xiaoyi's hospital, I guess they want you to come over." ”

I took the phone and dialed Ni Juan's number, Ni Yan just picked up the two of them and was about to go to dinner first, Ni Juan was in a good mood when she met her friends: "Ke An, I have arrived in City A with your master, and we will have a meal together in the evening." ”

I instinctively wanted to refuse, but this time the stakes were high, and if we talked well, Shi Xiaoyi and I seemed to be able to break away from the relationship with Kim Jun-jung. But thinking that they were all considered to be Shi Xiaodan's parents, Ni Yan was Shi Tengxiong would definitely participate in the evening, and said with some hesitation: "Sister Juan, I..."

"What are you, in the Dynasty Hotel, you can say my private room when you come, and let the waiter bring you here. Ni Juan interrupted me heartily: "Awkward, I don't like this character." ”

This left me with no reason to refuse, so I had to agree: "Okay..."

As soon as I finished answering, I heard a voice from the other side that seemed to be Ni Yan answering the phone: "Shanshan, at the Dynasty Hotel at night, you remind Xiaodan to come over early, just say that her Aunt Ni Juan and Uncle Qiu are there." ”