Chapter 247: Really Willing

Su Ni was stunned, her eyes withdrew from the flickering light outside, and the lights of ten thousand homes reflected in her eyes dyed the dark pupils with colorful colors. This kind of color seems to hide the deep emotions in her eyes.

Disappointment, frustration, or sadness?

An Ning couldn't tell the difference, but she was extremely sure that no matter what the situation, she would be known in the group.

took the opportunity to turn sideways and stare at her directly, "Su Ni, you tell me the truth, how is Changming's situation now?"

"Shen Nan said that it is inconvenient for me to go over now, and once I leave Haicheng, I will attract attention. But he allowed you to go to Shencheng, and I just want to know about Changming's surgery over there!"

She was a little anxious, and her tone was really not good.

Lu's has had many twists and turns recently, although her relationship with the old lady is not good, but after all, they are also a family, and now the disaster is not alone, and even Lu Changming was injured and left.

She stays in the empty Lu Mansion every day, obviously living in many people, but she can't fill the emptiness in her heart, as if she has no backbone.

"I don't know. ”

Su Ni waited for a long time before speaking, her voice was soft and soft, not because she was uncomfortable or anything else, but there was a cold meaning.

So she bit her lip, her thick eyelashes drooped, and the heavy shadow just covered all her emotions, looking quiet and sighing.

"I didn't see him. ”

She raised her head, her eyes slowly lifted, and she tried very hard to pull away a smile, "I'm sorry, Mom." Maybe this time, it's time for you to go in person. Lu Changming: He doesn't want to see me. ”

"How is it possible, sister-in-law, are you mistaken......

Lu Wanwan reflexively spoke, smiling, "It's too late for the eldest brother to feel sorry for you, you must know that you ran all the way to find him, I don't know how happy you are." How can it ......?"

Before she finished speaking, she was glared at by An Ning, and she silently shut up.

As far as the two of them could see, Su Ni still had a smile on her face, and the pear vortex on her lips was also shallow on both sides.

She sat by the window, looking sideways at the outside, her down-hanging bangs obscuring the small part of her face, and from their perspective, only the glittering color of her eyes could be faintly seen.

I was a little anxious.

On the other hand, Su Ni herself sat calmly and leisurely in the carriage, and Su Miaomiao in the child seat behind her was still making noise, and the sound of chirping was non-stop.

But all this doesn't seem to affect her at all, there is always a cold and quiet smell lingering on her body, her eyes are full of rare gentleness and calmness, and the smile on her lips is gradually outlined.

"Su Ni, if you don't see anyone, is it because of his physical reasons? Haven't you been out of danger yet? You have always seen the attending doctor, Shen Dong, there is no explanation. ”

Su Ni shook her head, her mind sank, "Brother Shen Dong is not here, his attending doctor ...... I saw it. I think he's at least getting better, at least, he's come to his senses and can tell people that he's not seeing me. ”

There was another suffocating silence.

Even Su Miaomiao, who was making a fuss in the back seat, subconsciously became quiet.

She looked at Su Ni's side face in a daze, her little hand stretched out, but she couldn't reach it.

But it was Lu Wanwan, who grabbed An Ning, "I think the eldest brother's injury is indeed not light, and he will not be able to come back to preside over the overall situation for a while." Now that the end of the year is approaching, the plans and targets for the new year need to be set. ”

"My mom and I don't understand any of that. My sister-in-law is studying financial management, and Zhang Dong is at their dinner, I think you are mainly in attendance. ”

She nodded, with no reason to refuse.

An Ning was also interested after all, so he didn't ask again.

……

Later, when she returned home, after dinner, Su Ni went out to the room to rest.

The room she lives in now is a new house with Lu Changming.

After the divorce, she rarely came to the Lu Mansion again, and she rarely set foot in this house.

When you turn on the light, you will see a clear contrast between black and white, the wallpaper on the wall has been yellowed, the mahogany table is still placed in the corner, and the bed with it is covered with a thin white quilt.

The heater was whirring out of the corner, and she turned on the humidifier directly, and watched the white mist rise in a daze.

The dΓ©cor is the same as it was ten years ago, with a bright red quilt cover and bed sheets on the wedding night, but it hasn't been seen since.

Lu Changming loves today's simple collocation.

But now she sat on the edge of the bed, her fingers fell on the cold quilt, and slid lightly over the cotton fabric, but she could no longer smell the familiar smell.

Lu Changming...... Probably won't be coming back here.

She lowered her eyes, the light shone from the side, and fell on the almost thin and transparent skin, and the whole person seemed to be integrated with the temperament of the room, and finally slowly lay down, stroked the flat lower abdomen, and fell asleep.

……

No one knew that somewhere in Shencheng at this moment, someone was also lying quietly in a quiet room, surrounded only by the sound of instruments.

He suddenly opened his eyes, and in the dark night he saw a crescent moon in the sky.

There was a feeling of sullen pain in his heart, and Lu Changming couldn't tell if it was because of Su Ni or because he had just undergone surgery. just inexplicably began to miss her.

Thinking about what she is doing at the moment, what she is thinking, whether she has returned to Haicheng, whether she is with her daughter, is it ...... I miss him too.

"Wake up. ”

There was a hoarse voice in my ears, a little anxious, but also a little happy.

Shen Dong got up from the sofa next to him, walked slowly towards him, looked at him from top to bottom for a while, and then pushed the frame of the glass, "It's good to wake up." ”

"What about her?"

Lu Changming opened his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled down, and a hoarse voice came out, and even he was almost unrecognizable.

So he swallowed his saliva hard, and looked straight at Shen Dong with dark eyes as dark as ink, which were full of emotions as thick as a mountain.

Intense, deep.

"Where is it now? ”

Shen Dong looked at his eyes full of anticipation, many thoughts flashed in his heart, and finally he just shrugged, "Let's go." ”

He put his hands in his pockets, staring at the potion that kept "ticking" and "ticking" down, and his expression did not change at all, "I went back on the afternoon flight, and I should have rested at home at this point." ”

"It's ten o'clock in the evening, and you've been sleeping for almost a day and a night. ”

When the words fell, I went to see a trace of loneliness on his face, and slightly accentuated his tone, "If it weren't for Dr. Zhao's quick response this time, your life would really be gone." Also, in the current situation, I must tell you that you must control your emotions and not get too excited. Before healing......"

"Huh...... Healed?"

The man chuckled, and his throat was too dry, and he finally coughed uncontrollably.

The face was covered in orange light, but it was clearly lifeless.

The lip flap was dry and opened slightly, "Can it still be healed?" ”

Shen Dong was slightly stunned, his palm in the pocket of his clothes clenched, slowly looked at him, and smiled, "What do you say?" ”

No response.

Lu Changming didn't even look at him, just turned his face sideways and looked out the window.

There was nothing but a dark night sky and the color of ink without half a star. The faintly shimmering buildings in the distance could not be seen clearly, and when the moonlight was also obscured by dark clouds, the sky as thick as ink was like a monster with a bloody mouth, trying to devour people.

The smile on Shen Dong's face gradually increased, and his face was inadvertently more solemn.

He lowered his head, the breath on his body still seemed quiet in the somewhat dull ward, and he was not in a hurry when he spoke, his temperament was still as steady and gentle as ever, but the fine lines condensed at the corners of his eyes revealed a trace of heaviness after all.

In his ears was Lu Changming's sigh, thick and dignified.

He looked out sideways, his forehead was still wrapped in thick gauze, and his eyes like the deep sea no longer hid his emotions, but let them be revealed, unscrupulously entangled and disintegrated in the quiet space.

"It's not going to die. ”

After a while, Shen Dong finally spoke, just a few words, neatly, and said unhurriedly, "The wound is slowly healing, and the damaged blood vessels will recover." It's just that the veins in the body are blocked and the limbs are sluggish, and after a long period of rehabilitation, there is a chance of recovery. ”

"Ten percent, or twenty?"

Lu Changming looked at his left hand and tried very hard to lift it, but it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength, and he could only raise a few fingers......

His left arm has always been unconscious.

What's more, even the two legs are completely uncontrollable.

During this time, he has been unwilling to face the problem, and maybe in the future, he will never be able to stand up again.

He stared at the two legs, his eyes as thick as ink flickered, and something hidden in it was so thick that it was impossible to distinguish it.

It wasn't until the breath in the room was so stagnant that he couldn't breathe anymore that he slowly closed his eyes and exhaled a long breath from his mouth.

"No matter how long it takes for these legs and wounds to heal?"

"A month. ”

Shen Dong never hid it from him, his voice was still mellow, and he explained the treatment process clearly in his ear.

"As long as there is no more bleeding and dehiscence, you can be discharged from the hospital after a month. ”

"Good. ”

Lu Changming opened his eyes, and his thin lips tore apart in a thin arc.

She was vaguely laughing, and there was a hint of sarcasm, "There won't be any more cracks, she's right, what do I have to see her do? I really want him to see me like this, a person who doesn't even know if he can survive, and even if he does, he will be crippled?"

Shen Dong didn't open his mouth quietly, and he could smell the smell of potion in the room as soon as he breathed in. and the dejected aura of dejection emanating from the man......

So he raised his eyebrows lightly, "Whether you want to see her or not when the time comes, you decide for yourself." ”

The words fell, and he finally turned to leave.

Thinking of the news I heard earlier, the corners of my lips unconsciously raised upward.

Closing the door, he glanced into the ward, saw the dead man, and looked away indifferently.

Can he really let go?

If it was Su Ni, it would be fine, but the unconfirmed news showed that there was another child in Su Ni's belly......