Lin Junrui didn't know how many times he said, "You will understand one day," I glared at him angrily and said, "I'm tired of hearing this! I really don't understand, what can't you say to me!"

He was silent, his eyes were looking ahead, the green light was on, and he started the car.

"You can't be honest, you can't share with each other, and you're not a lover after all. I smiled bitterly.

He still didn't speak.

I was silent for a while, and then said lightly, "I think Officer Lu is quite suitable for me." ”

He jerked the car to the side, slammed on the brakes, and I threw myself forward.

"What for?" I gave him a blank look.

He stared at me with a tense face, his gaze deep.

"I don't care what you married Wang Yuqing for, and I don't care if you and her are a real couple or a fake couple, in short, you are married, I don't want to be unknown to a married man!" I said as I unbuckled my seat belt and wanted to get out of the car.

He grabbed me by the arm and dragged me into his arms, his arms holding me tight.

"Don't you think you're selfish like that? You want everything, don't you think you're selfish?"

I pushed him, pinched him, gritted my teeth.

"You want to have everything, and you still do whatever it takes to trade marriage, and you still don't let go of me, Lin Junrui, how selfish are you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!"

I pounded his chest and tears rained down.

He grabbed the back of my head and leaned down to kiss me, but I couldn't dodge and bit his lip hard.

His thick brows furrowed, and his deep eyes met mine.

My teeth strained and bit him hard, and I felt the smell of blood in my mouth, and blood running down the corners of my mouth.

Blood and my tears dripped on my white dress, dyed into a flower that shone with sorrow.

I let go of him slowly, my lips trembling.

"That's how I hate you!" I pushed my palms against his chest, gritting my teeth to push him away.

He didn't let go of me, he sat me down and buckled my seatbelt.

The car drove out at a rapid pace, shuttling through the traffic like a lightning speed.

I was nervous at first, but looking at his silhouette, although his face was cold, he was calm and comfortable, and I didn't have to worry about his skills at all.

He drove out of town and sped down the road.

"Where?" I asked.

"I don't know. He replied sullenly.

It turned out to be aimless, driving wherever it went.

I sat leaning on my seat, I don't know why, I hated him in my heart, but I hoped that there was no end to this road, and I could go on like this with him forever.

"If there is no end to this road......" he murmured.

It turns out that he thinks the same way.

I looked at him, was silent for a while, and said to him very earnestly: "Lin Junrui, I don't blame you for marrying Wang Yuqing for their respective interests, but is it okay for you to promise me one thing?"

He replied in a deep voice, "Do you want me to promise you to do the right business and not to get involved in things that should not be involved?"

I hurriedly nodded, "Yes! Yes!"

He smiled slightly, but did not answer.

"I always dream that you were taken by the police, or that you were shot. I whispered, my nose sour, tears streaming down my face.

He slowed down, turned onto a path, and stopped by the river.

He didn't speak, but reached out and gently took my hand.

"If you promise me, I won't hate you......" I cried to him.

He stared at me, his slender fingers gently wiping my tears, but they ran down and couldn't dry them at all.

His eyes were red, and he couldn't bear to look at me anymore.

"You promise me!" cried out his hand.

He jerked my hand go, opened the door and got out of the car.

I also opened the car door and went down, ran behind him, hugged him from behind, and cried and begged him: "Lin Junrui! Do you promise me? I am really afraid that one day, my terrible dreams will become a reality." ”

He held my hands in front of me, let me cry for a long time, and then said hoarsely, "If I die one day, you will understand everything ......"

"Dead......" I muttered over the words, jerking my hand out of his hand, taking a few steps back, staring at his back in pain and screaming, "Don't! I don't want you to die!

He didn't speak, just looked into the distance.

I ran in front of him, grabbed his arm, shook it and cried, "You quit, quit, okay?"

"Can't get out!" he said with a frown, turning back to the car.

I stood there in a daze, he honked a few times, and I didn't get into the car.

"Get in the car!" he called out of the window.

I suddenly thought of a question, ran to the car window and asked, "Lin Junrui, do you have any special tasks?"

He paused for a moment and raised an eyebrow.

"I mean agents, undercover or something, is there?" I looked at him with wide eyes.

He stared at me for half a second, smiled dumbly, reached out and patted my head and said, "You brain, just go write a novel." ”

“……”

"Get in the car!" he commanded.

"If it's not, then you quit!" I sank my face, looked at him earnestly, and froze in place, refusing to get into the car.

"Don't make a fuss, get in the car, baby. He frowned and looked at me distressedly.

I shook my head, determined not to go up.

"Come on, let's go find your father. He said softly like a child.

When I heard that I was looking for my father, I couldn't go any longer, so I bit my lip, glared at him, obediently walked to the passenger seat, and opened the door.

Along the way, I kept saying the same thing like a nagging old lady: "Is it okay for you to quit?"

It was as if his mouth had been stitched together with a needle and thread, and he didn't answer me a word the whole time.

"Ahh

He patted me on the head as a sign of comfort.

When the car entered the city, I asked to go to the shelter to look for it, but he didn't speak, just drove the car left and right, and finally stopped in an alley of an old street.

"There are a lot of wanderers gathered here, do you have any pictures of your father, let's go down and ask. He said.

"Yes! It's just a picture of him. I hurriedly took out my phone and opened my photo album.

When I turned out the photo of my father, I felt a sadness, God knows what this high-spirited, tall and handsome young man has become now.

I thought about the homeless people I often saw on the streets, and maybe my father was like them, and I was so sad that my heart was twisted.

I handed him my phone and showed it to him.

He took the phone, stared at it for a while, then sent the photo to him, gave me the phone back, took my hand, and walked to the shelter.

I followed him closely, looking at his silhouette with annoyance, what should this married man do with me holding me like this?

I tugged at my hand and tried to pull it out of his palm, but he grabbed it tighter.

"You won't accept Lu Jingxuan at all. He burst into words.

"Who said that? I've already met his parents!" I said deliberately.

"Huh. He smiled faintly.

"If you don't listen to me, I'm going to forget you, don't think I really can't forget you!" I said sullenly.

He held my hand tightly, smiled and replied, "When you forget about me, go to someone else." ”

"I can find someone else first and forget about you!" I said.

He jerked to a halt and pulled me into his arms.

"Hey, what are you doing!" I was shocked, this is not under the osmanthus tree at home!

"Forget about me before you go find someone else!" he said domineeringly.

"You're selfish!" I glared at him.

"I'm just going to be selfish!" he hugged me and said quietly, "but don't worry, the day of letting go won't make you wait too long." ”

"What do you mean?" I looked at him puzzled.

In fact, I don't even know in my heart, whether I want him to let go or whether I want him not to let go.

"Let's go. But he let me go and led me into the shelter as fast as I could.

“……”

He showed the photo of his phone to the staff at the shelter for them to identify, but when he asked all the people inside, no one had seen my father.

"You go in and look for it yourself, and you may not recognize it if your appearance has changed. A staff member said.

"Okay, thank you. Lin Junrui thanked me and led me into the courtyard inside.

There were a number of people sitting here and there in the courtyard, men, women and children, all dirty, with dull eyes, and when they saw us coming, several children immediately gathered around us and looked at us with blank eyes.

"We forgot to buy something to eat and bring it in. I turned my head and whispered to Lin Junrui.

"Wait a minute. Lin Junrui took out his mobile phone.

"Assistant Zhou, contact the nearest supermarket to the shelter and send some snacks. ”

After he finished the call, he gently said to the children around us, "Wait a minute, I'll bring you something delicious right away." ”

"Oooh-"

"There's something delicious—"

The little ones jumped for joy.

Lin Junrui squatted down, took out the photos on his mobile phone to show them, and asked them, "Have you seen this person?"

The little ones shook their heads blankly, "I haven't seen it." ”

I sighed in disappointment, took my phone and went to the yard, asking these people who were not very sane, one by one.

I asked again, but the result was what I expected, and I found nothing.

The owner of the supermarket outside quickly brought in the snacks, and these people in the yard rushed to grab food, and Lin Junrui and I sat down on the stone bench against the wall.

He looked at me with a sad brow, ran his fingers over the ends of my hair, and said softly, "Don't worry, I'm here." ”

I turned to look at him and nodded, his eyes were gentle, deep as the sea, and seemed to have an invisible magnetic force, which made me a little unable to take my eyes off.

Whether this man is evil, gentle, or domineering, I have no willpower to resist.

The corners of his lips lifted slightly, and he gently grasped my hand.

"I want to make a deal with you. He approached me and whispered in my ear.

"What deal?" I asked, frowning.

He put his arm around me and whispered something in my ear, and I immediately jumped out of his arms and shouted, "Lin Junrui, you ......."

"I don't think you're going to say no. He smiled even more.