Chapter 82: Did I Love Him Wrong?
I tightened my face, didn't mean to joke with him at all, and said coldly, "You come down, I have something to ask you." β
He turned off the car, opened the door and got down, looking at me with a faint smile.
"Who the hell are you associating with, and have you dabbled in anything you shouldn't?" I asked, staring at him, serious.
His originally casual smile retracted, his face became more serious than mine, and he shouted, "I told you not to follow me!"
What kind of attitude does he have! Why do you murder me!
"It's okay if you don't follow, then Lin Junrui, if you go out from here now, I, Zhou Wei, will cut you off, and none of us know anyone!" I pointed to the door and said angrily.
His eyebrows were furrowed, his eyes staring at me, speechless.
I breathed a sigh of relief, looked at him for a moment, and said, "I saw it by accident, too." β
I grabbed his hand and said anxiously: "Lin Junrui, I'm very worried about you, you know? I'm very scared, I'm afraid that one day you will be like that, handcuffed, and escorted into a police car!"
As I spoke, my nose ached, my voice choked, and tears fell.
His hand unconsciously grasped mine, and his gaze was complicated as he stared at me.
"Can you stop? Stop messing around with those people? I'd rather you don't have a name than this!"
I burst into tears, paused for a moment and said, "If you have already set foot and must accept the punishment of the law, then you go and turn yourself in, I promise to wait for you, even if you come out and end up with nothing, I will never leave you." β
Lin Junrui stared at me, his fingers stretched out, and gently wiped the tears from his face for me, under the street lamp, I could see that there were tears flashing in his eyes.
"Okay?" I burst into his arms with tears in my eyes, wetting his shirt with tears.
His palm landed lightly on my hair, and after a long time, he sighed subduedly, then let go of my hand, said nothing, and turned to his car.
"Lin Junrui!" I caught up with him, blocking the car door and not letting him go up.
He put his arm around my shoulder, removed me, and said in a deep voice, "You'll understand one day." β
He got into the car, started the car, and sped away.
"Lin Junrui! Okay, you walked out of here today, and I, Zhou Wei, will never know you again in the futureββ"
I cried and chased to the gate of the yard, crying at the headlights that were long gone.
His car didn't stop, and the lights disappeared into the night......
I leaned against a camphor tree in front of the door, tears streaming down my face.
Zou Lingzhi didn't know when she came to me, she closed the door and helped me into the house.
Speechlessness is the best comfort, Zou Lingzhi sat down on the sofa with me and patted me on the shoulder to show comfort.
"It's really over, and since he's like this, I'm helpless. "My eyes were dry and I couldn't cry.
"I don't know what to say, don't think too much, let's take it slowly. β
I nodded, turned to look at her and said, "You go and rest, you have to go to work tomorrow." β
"Okay, I just took office, and the intensity of work must be great, so I won't accompany you, don't think about it, wash and sleep." β
We went back to our rooms, I took a shower, and lay on the bed weakly.
was entangled with him, lingering for a moment, disappearing for a moment, arguing for a moment, and seeing him taken away by the police for a moment.
"Lin Junrui!" I shouted after the police car, and vaguely saw him get out of the car again, smiling at me.
I smiled at him, but suddenly a man got ahead of me and shot him, and with the gunshot, he was bleeding and falling to the ground.
"Lin Junruiβ"
I sat up suddenly, collapsed and sweating.
I was stunned for a few seconds before I came out of the dream, my face full of tears, and I slowly turned my head.
Before dawn, it was raining outside the window, the wind was blowing the curtains, and there was lightning and thunder outside the window.
The balcony window was not closed, and I was afraid that the rain would drift in, so I got up and went to the balcony to close the window.
Just as I was about to close the curtains, I saw a familiar car parked under the camphor tree outside the courtyard wall, and a familiar figure was standing.
Under the street lamp, you can see that he is soaked, and his hair is messy on his forehead and neck.
Which one is he singing? Did he go back and figure it out and agree to my proposal?
A flame of hope rose in my heart, and those silent cells suddenly came to life again.
I quickly turned around, grabbed a shawl and draped it over my body, and ran downstairs.
I took an umbrella and ran out of the yard, around the fence, and stood face to face with him under the camphor tree in the back wall.
One night only, his face was dark, thin, and he had grown a beard, revealing indescribable vicissitudes.
"Lin Junrui, what are you doing?" I tiptoed, put the umbrella on his head, looked at him distressedly and asked, "Have you figured it out?"
He put his fist to his mouth and coughed a few times, because the old wound on his chest had not healed completely, and the pain made him slump.
"Let's go in and say. "I took his hand and noticed that his palm was very hot.
"You have a fever!" I hurriedly used the back of my hand to probe his forehead, and sure enough, his forehead was hot, and according to my intuition, he was now burning at least 39 degrees or more!
"What are you doing? Why are you going to be in the rain here before your injuries are healed! Don't you want to live?" I yelled at him angrily and shoved him several times.
He kept his face depressed and didn't speak, and after the cough stopped, he opened his arms and hugged me tightly in his arms, and the umbrella in my hand fell to the ground.
"Lin Junrui, let's go in and say, don't be afraid, no matter what happens, you still have me. I was in his arms, holding his waist, looking up at him and saying.
Men can protect women, and women can give men strength too!
"Vivi, maybe I owe you a favor that I can't repay until I come to life. He pinched a strand of my hair, stroked it gently, and said in a deep voice.
"What do you mean?" I heard this extremely sad, extremely desperate, and my heart sank little by little.
Did he make up his mind last night not to listen to my proposal, but to take the exact opposite path to mine?
"Take care!" he hugged me again.
"Lin Junrui, what do you mean!" I pushed him away fiercely, crying and shouting, "What past life and future life! I never believe in that! I only believe in this life and this life! Don't coax me with such words!"
Lin Junrui looked at me deeply and painfully, took my hand again, and hugged me into his arms.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the tears on my face were already mixed with the rain, and I beat his shoulder and cried, "You can let me wait for as many years as I want in this life, don't tell me anything about the next life......?"
He didn't speak, his breathing voice trembling, and he hugged me tighter.
"Okay, okay? will you listen to me and turn yourself in with me?" I asked him with my hug and my face snuggled up to his chest, crying.
"Not what you think. He said in a deep voice.
"Then you tell me, what is it? I know you are not playing with me, I know you have feelings for me, I know that you are hard to give up on me, so you tell me, what kind of unspeakable pain do you have, and we can bear it together?" I asked, holding his hand and holding his face and crying.
"No matter what I do, you're going to be good. He shoved me away, turned and strode towards his car.
"Lin Junrui!" I stood in the heavy rain and stamped my feet to call him.
He didn't look back, he opened the door and sat down in the driver's seat.
"You wait!" I jerked the ivory pendant off my neck and ran to his window, "In that case, I'll give it back to you!"
He ignored me, started the car, sped away, and quickly disappeared into the rain.
"Lin Junrui! I don't want your pendant! I don't know you! From now on, we will have nothing to do with each other!" I threw the pendant in my hand hard, and the pendant fell into the flowers and plants on the side of the road.
"Woo woo......" I squatted on the ground, let the rain pour on me, and cried like a heartbreak, "You liar, you said that only if you die, I have no point in waiting, why did you change your mind so quickly!"
"Why! Why is God so unfair to me? Mom and Dad left me without waiting for me to grow up, lonely and desolate for so many years, and now I love and hurt again. β
The umbrella on the ground was picked up and propped up on my head, and I raised my crying red eyes, it turned out to be Zou Lingzhi, who was awakened by our quarrel.
"Can you go into the house and cry, you're going to catch a cold like this!" Zou Lingzhi pulled me up.
With her support, I cried and walked to the gate of the villa, and after walking a few steps, I stopped again.
"Wait. I choked up and walked to the side of the road and crouched down, brushing through the grass to find the pendant I had discarded.
"You still haven't let him go. Zou Lingzhi said quietly.
I picked up the pendant from the grass, held it in the palm of my hand, and burst into tears.
It turned out that he had been giving himself a lot of reasons, not to invest in him, but in the end he accidentally threw his whole heart into it, love, who can be reasonable to have, or give up, she came when she came, went and went, intoxicated and heartbroken, just in a turn of the back.
Back at home, it was already dawn, I changed my wet clothes, put the pendant in the jewelry box on the bedside table, and lay down groggily.
Zou Lingzhi boiled me a bowl of ginger soup and brought it in, and called me to get up and drink it.
"Don't be sad, you will always meet the right person for you, since it is so painful, it is better to let it go as soon as possible. β
"I'm fine, you go to work. I stood up and drank the ginger soup.
After she freshened up, she went to work, and I lay down slowly, got up to freshen up, and went to the hospital.
The popsicle escorted me to the door as usual, and I hugged her and kissed her before leaving the house.
Out of the villa area, I entered a breakfast shop, ordered soy milk and steamed buns, while eating, while looking up at the TV news, a news broadcast, shocked that the soy milk in my hand fell to the ground......