167 BBF

-Caiyue's Beijing Villa-

Xiuxiang doesn't understand why Caiyue has this thought, her misfortune is not someone else's fault!

"No, I'm at fault, it's all my fault. Caiyue said, not so much excited, but depressed, Xiuxiang didn't know how to comfort her, her reaction was somewhat strange, what to say, why was she so sad, it seemed that she was the one who suffered this series of blows today.

"You don't have that kind of thought, you can't have this kind of thought, and I don't allow you to think like that. Whether my life is happy or miserable is not something you can decide, nor is it caused by you, maybe they can control my life for a while, but they can't be at the mercy of a lifetime. If everyone is so negative that the moment they come to this world, everything is already doomed, how should they spend their spare years? How should this long journey be passed? Is it just a train that is destined to end and pass through the station? Can only walk from one station to the next like a puppet? Even if the next stop is the queen of heaven, it will not work. Is this the only one who walks according to the established trajectory? The vicissitudes of life, floating like a dream, between the mountains and rivers, and traveling outside the square inch may be a life choice, but I believe more, you also know such a truth as much as I do, that is, every time fate closes a door, then it will definitely open another window, even if all the people and things in the world are unfair, but God is always fair, because the avenue is fair, it treats everyone equally, everyone who works hard. I don't have the ambition of 'being a hero in life and being a ghost in death', I don't have the freedom of Zhuang Sheng's dream butterfly, life is changeable, we all know that fate is in our own hands, I believe that all this is the best arrangement, all this is not a detour, not meaningless, not mean torture, but a great trial. ”

"I admire you for thinking like this, but I also have my luck, I have my perseverance, and I have my expectations. I should be by your side to protect you. You, I, we are BBFs, we grew up together, but I was estranged from you because my dad liked you and always mentioned you, and I think I was really narrow-minded. You know what? I really regret it. ”

"I can understand why you say that. I never blame you, and I don't want my uncle to always talk about you and make you feel like you're inferior to me, I have my strengths, you have your strengths, we are different. ”

"yes, maybe I would have understood it sooner. I won't think about it myself. ”

"I'll just say it. How could you, sometimes, be so wrong. My life and circumstances are not anyone's choice, not caused by my parents, not anyone's fault, and have nothing to do with you. You treat me like your best friend, and I am so grateful for all these years. In fact, I think you have done the best, and there will be no friend in the world who loves me more than you, unless that person is my biological sister. ”

"Really? But I wasn't there for you when you had amnesia, I wasn't there for you when your mom and dad divorced, I wasn't there for you when your mom beat you, I wasn't there when your mom was trying to keep you from studying ballet, I wasn't there, and I couldn't even say this for years: Please accept my father's request and be my sister. ”

"Amnesia? I'll be honest, I don't really know what I've forgotten, and I don't remember exactly. It doesn't matter, although you are not by my side to protect Owo, but your heart has always been with me, I can always feel your care, you are my best friend, you have always been with me, I can feel it, you have your own life, how can you appear in my life at any time?" said Xiuxiang, leaving tears in her eyes.

"Now that I've said it all today, I feel much better, really, my uncle and aunt have been away from you for so long, and my uncle's spirit in the sky must also hope that you can have a good home, really, although my aunt has no news, I believe she doesn't really hate you, you're not wrong, how can you know that your uncle is using you to pass on information? blame that ballet teacher, she shouldn't tempt a married man, right? You don't know it, Auntie will understand sooner or later, and she may come back to you. ”

Speaking of this, Xiuxiang trembled obviously, she felt that her breathing was very compact, and she seemed to be out of breath again, so she covered her mouth with her hand and exhaled vigorously, and finally felt better after a while.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot, you're not completely healed yet, are you? I'm not going to say it next time, it's really incredible. I would never believe that my uncle was like that. ”

"I know, but I really regret it, although I don't have that heart-rending feeling now, but my heart still can't breathe nervously, I really hate myself at that time, why didn't I pay attention to it in the first place?"

"I don't blame you, really, I think you deserve a new life, really, I'll tell my father, you should change your life, you should change your life, I beg you to change your life, abandon the previous ones, and live a new life like this, with Minshuo." ”