Every time Sister Zhou said a word, my heart twitched, and when she said "just in case", I suddenly vomited out another mouthful of blood.

"Weiwei, I said it wrong, I'm a crow's mouth! Mr. Jiren's natural appearance, it will be fine!" Sister Zhou was so frightened that she hurriedly slapped herself in the mouth.

Ling Zi cleaned up the blood stains for me, hugged me and anxiously comforted: "Don't be in a hurry like this, I think if everything is as we speculated, then the superiors will definitely not let Mr. Lin die!" Officer Lu's shot is designated as very dangerous, but it will never be killed!"

I can only comfort myself in this way, hoping that he can get through and return to me after completing his mission.

But all this is just our speculation, what I am most afraid of in my heart is that Lin Junrui is not an undercover agent at all, he is the big boss of Lin's underground business, so he probably will never come back......

"Weiwei, you go to rest, I believe that Mr. can come back, so the most important thing for you is to take care of yourself and give birth to the child well, Mr. Shenlong will not see the end of the head, maybe when, he will stand behind you." Sister Zhou took my hand and comforted.

I looked at her and nodded with tears in my eyes.

Sister Zhou's persuasion gave me great hope, and I must take this hope as a belief that he will stand quietly behind me one day, at some inadvertent moment.

"Vivi, I'll help you upstairs. Ling Zi helped me to my feet.

Sister Zhou hurriedly went upstairs first and prepared a guest room for Ling Zi.

Ling Zi helped me into my bedroom, and when I sat down, I found a folded piece of letter paper pressed under the kettle on the coffee table!

Only Jun Rui has been to the bedroom, and the letter must have been left by him! It may be that he secretly put it under the kettle when he was talking to me, but I didn't notice it at the time!

I opened the note, and his familiar and strong font came into view:

"My dear, I'm sorry, I'll do my best to come back alive, I won't owe you a wedding in this life, don't be sad, protect yourself, protect our Lin Xiansi, or Lin Manqin!

I looked at this short paragraph, tears fell on the paper, I turned my head to look at Ling Zi happily and said, "Ling Zi! he said he would come back!

"Then don't be sad, you can take care of the fetus, protect yourself and the child, and wait for him to come back!" Ling Zi glanced at the note, and was so excited and happy that he burst into tears.

He said he wouldn't let me wear short sleeves, I understood what he meant, or didn't let me show the birthmark, I wondered again, he told me at this moment of life and death, it would never be just because this birthmark was enchanting, right?

What exactly will this birthmark give me?

……

I tugged at the note he had left behind, with the belief that he would return, and squinted for hours that night.

When I got up the next day, I decided to go to the hospital to see Lu Jingxuan.

"I'll go with you!" Ling Zi came out of her room in a goose-yellow down jacket and looked at me and stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, "Actually, if you don't go, I want to see him too." ”

I glanced at her and felt that her expression seemed to be full of drama.

"Weiwei, when you said last night that Officer Lu had a personal vendetta, I felt so sad, although I didn't have much contact with him, I can be 100% sure that he is not a villain!" Ling Zi hugged my arm and pouted.

I had a terrible sore throat because of the blow last night, and I said to her hoarsely, "Where did I have any sense last night?" ”

"Yes. ”

After going downstairs, Sister Zhou had already asked Xiao Zhang to prepare the car, and she was not at ease with me, so she also got into the car and followed us to the hospital.

In order not to disturb the patient, I asked Sister Zhou and Xiao Zhang to wait downstairs in the hospital, and Ling Zi and I entered the hospital and went upstairs to visit Lu Jingxuan.

Lu Jingxuan had already undergone surgery last night, he was lying on the hospital bed, with a strap on his legs, and his face was a little pale and haggard.

"Officer Lu!" Ling Zi walked quickly to his side and asked with concern, "Does it hurt?"

Lu Jingxuan didn't answer her, and her gaze fell fixedly on my face.

I walked over to him, looked him in the eye, and asked him in a dumb voice, "Did you hurt your bones?"

Lu Jingxuan looked at me, and I noticed that his hands were shaking all the time.

"I'm just on a mission. With pain in his eyes, he looked at me and said in a low voice.

Ling Zi looked at him distressedly and said, "We understand, Wei Wei was too impulsive and stimulated last night, so she misunderstood you." ”

Lu Jingxuan never looked at her, greeted her, just stared at me, waiting for me to speak.

But I always looked at his hand and couldn't help but wonder.

"I'll go out for a while, you talk. Ling Zi looked at me deeply, then at Lu Jingxuan with concern, and turned to avoid.

The door of the ward was locked, and only me and Lu Jingxuan were left in the room, and Lu Jingxuan said dumbly again: "I'm just on a mission!"

"Where is Jun Rui's injury?" I asked in a trembling voice.

"I believe in my marksmanship, don't worry, Jun Rui can live!" Lu Jingxuan's thick eyebrows tightened, his eyes looked ahead, and he didn't look at me.

"Brother Lu, there is no one else here, you tell me, what is Jun Rui's identity?" I approached and asked in a deep voice.

Lu Jingxuan groaned, looked at me and said, "It's good if you believe him, you don't need to say anything else, you can't say it!"

I burst into tears, and with his words, I was reassured, at least not the worst I thought - he was a bad person.

"My marksmanship has never been a hit, I said that if he can live, he will definitely live, and the above gave me such a task, also because I can be so accurate. He said in a low voice.

"Why is his mission so cruel? Don't you talk about humanity for the sake of your mission?" I asked excitedly.

"His own choice!" he replied.

"His own choice, not the arrangement given to him from above?" I asked.

Lu Jingxuan sighed and said: "Generally speaking, such a cruel action will not be arranged above, I don't know much about the inside story, but when I received the task of shooting, I asked a question, and then it was said that this was his own insistence!"

My heart hurts, but I can understand his sense of mission now, I just feel sorry for him, but I don't hate him.

Lu Jingxuan was silent for a while, and said in a deep voice: "The whole case, I don't know much about the inside story, when you were just pregnant, I didn't know anything, I thought he failed you, I guessed that when he had a mission, it was the time when he rescued you on the helicopter, but his specific mission is not clear, everything is based on the above arrangement, so I have been on a lot of secret missions recently." ”

He looked at me and frowned, "Actually, I can't tell you anything about this...... So don't discuss it with anyone, let alone ask questions, it will only increase the danger to him and you, you know?"

"I see. I nodded.

"I intend to resign. He said.

"Resign?" I looked at him in surprise.

"Yes, if I didn't plan to resign, I wouldn't be able to tell you so much," Lu Jingxuan frowned, "But I think you're too bitter, I can't stand it......"

I looked at him and didn't know what to say.

"I can't bear to let you misunderstand me," he said, his eyelids lowered, his face gloomy and his eyes pained, "and, more importantly, my hands may be useless." ”

"Hands?" I looked at his trembling hands.

"Yes, I always thought that these hands learned to hold a gun and learn to shoot, and they were used to deal with the enemy, but I didn't expect that one day, they would be facing ......"

His eyes were red, and he couldn't speak.

"Jingxuan ......"

"You think he was cruel with this shot, but you don't know that the person who fired this shot is just as cruel. He covered his face with his hands, and his voice choked.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood you......" I whispered.

"Don't be too anxious, trust Jun Rui, he will definitely come back after completing the mission successfully. He wiped away his tears and looked up to comfort me.

I nodded, I had a firm belief in my heart that he would come back and give me the most beautiful wedding.

"Are you going to wait here for delivery, or go back to Liancheng?"

I thought about it, Liancheng is not as quiet and peaceful as this side after all, so it is better for me to stay here and wait for delivery.

"I'll be here, I'll make another decision when the baby is born. I said.

"Okay, now that the Lin family and the Wang family have been seized, and the people of their two families are also under investigation, it is estimated that no one has the time to come to you for bad luck, you can wait here for delivery with peace of mind." Lu Jingxuan said.

I looked at the injury on his leg and asked, "When are you going back to Lotus City?"

"Maybe I'll leave later, I'll come over to accompany you during the New Year, I hope you and the child are well." ”

"Good. I nodded.

I turned around and opened the door to the ward, just in time for the nurse to bring him medicine.

Ling Zi was still waiting not far away, and when he saw me open the door, he hurried over.

The nurse thought we were family members, handed me the medicine, and explained to me how to take it.

After the nurse went out, I put the medicine at the head of the bed, poured a glass of water for Lu Jingxuan, handed it to him and said, "Take the medicine." ”

Lu Jingxuan reached out to catch the water cup, but his hand seemed to be sore, and he was shaking badly, the water cup was not stable, and the water was splashed on the quilt.

"Ahh