As soon as my hand slipped, the chopsticks and bowl fell to the ground, and with a "bang", the porcelain pieces all over the floor were shattered.

I hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but I was accidentally cut by the porcelain shard, and my hands were bleeding all over.

Pei Zile immediately ran over and grabbed my hand, pulled me to the sofa and sat down, and while asking where the medical box was, he pulled out a tissue and handed it to me, his face full of anxiety.

My fingers hurt so much, and so did my heart.

I don't know if it's because of my pregnancy, but I've been extremely fragile lately, and tears have flowed down my eyes as if I don't want money.

Pei Zile found the medicine box and ran out, half-knelt in front of me to help me clean up the wound, there were bruises on the side of his delicate face, and his expression was sincere and annoyed, "Does it hurt? It must be very painful, right? Blame me for talking nonsense! Teacher Gu, don't be sad!"

I fainted that day, and it was this boy who carried me to the hospital, and now when everyone didn't want to believe me, it was he who stood up for the first time, and I was moved and wronged.

Although this child is several years younger than me, because of Pei Shaobei's relationship, I have long had a family affection for him that is different from others, but now because of this family affection, the grievances in my heart began to ferment, and finally it was out of control.

Pei Zile clumsily helped me bandage it, looked at my crying and sobbing eyes, comforted me helplessly, and said words of belief and encouragement, but it made me more and more unable to suppress crying.

Pei Zile seemed to be frightened by my appearance, and suddenly reached out and hugged me into his arms, his thin arms strangled my back, and I smelled the faint fragrance of Pei Shaobei's clothes on his body, which made my chaotic head sober up instantly.

I stretched out my hand to push him away, and saw that his face was slightly red, slightly twisted, and I felt a little embarrassed, so I hurriedly cleaned up my emotions and grinned reluctantly, "The teacher is fine, thank you Pei Zile, don't fight with others because of me in the future! The teacher's affairs will always be handled by himself! Your wound is also medicated, go back to school quickly, I'm afraid it will close if it's too late, in case you are caught and deducted credits, the teacher is not at ease!"

I said and got up to push Pei Zile, Pei Zile still wanted to say something, seeing that I was resolute and stopped because of the weird atmosphere just now, I pushed me to the entrance to change my shoes, half-squatting on the ground and tying the strap of sneakers, my black head hung low and didn't dare to look up at me.

My eyes were attracted by Pei Shaobei's leather shoes on the shoe cabinet beside him, thinking that in the past, that person was also half-squatting on the ground and wearing shoes, and when he left, he would lean over and kiss my forehead.

"Teacher!" The black shadow that suddenly oppressed me made me have a momentary illusion, my body subconsciously leaned back, and when I saw Pei Zile's immature and serious face, I couldn't help but bring the harsh criticism of the elders, "Don't mess around anymore, do you hear it!"

Pei Zile was unmoved, still staring at me, with an unsubsided flush on his face.

I didn't know what to do when I heard him say firmly, "Teacher, I will protect you!

I was stunned on the spot, I didn't know how to answer, but what surged in my heart was the huge title of the campus forum: People's teachers, fellow brothers, messing with the relationship between men and women!

Bright red, dazzling, now in Pei Zile's eyes, like a whip on my face, ashamed and embarrassed.

"Pei Zile!"

I reprimanded with a black face, and as soon as the words came out, Pei Zile had already opened the door and walked out, without looking back, with a firm back, which made me feel a sense of powerlessness that I was anxious to get out of the predicament but fell deeper and deeper.

I turned my head to look at the broken porcelain tiles on the floor of the restaurant, shook my head irritably, and suddenly regretted letting Pei Zile eat at home, in case he happened to meet Liu Juan or other people in the community when he went out, and I didn't know what kind of message would be made.

The clock on the wall was already pointing to nine o'clock in the evening, which was really unclear when I wanted to.

I didn't want to pay any attention to it, my head was chaotic, the room was frighteningly quiet, and the open bathroom door was filled with a little bit of water vapor with the familiar smell of bath liquid, mixed with the fragrance of noodles, forming a strange feeling, like a hand, slowly gathering, making my chest breath more and more suffocating.

I gasped for breath, and suddenly there was a wave of nausea in my stomach, which I suppressed but couldn't suppress, and rushed to the bathroom, vomiting wildly at the toilet, only to vomit until I couldn't vomit anything in the end, and then sat on the ground with a spasm.

The cold and damp ground made me feel a little more comfortable, and I subconsciously touched my stomach, and I don't know if he is okay after being mentally tortured for the past two days?

When I was with Lin Dong before, I was very eager to have a child, and I had read such books for a while, I knew that it was not appropriate to be emotional in the early stages of pregnancy, and it was not good for the development of the fetus, but now, where am I happy about anything?

I smiled wryly and said to myself, "Mom has no one to ask for it, but you came to Mom's side at this time, is it God who sees that I am not miserable enough to step on it again, or are you the window reserved for Mom?"

My stomach was empty, and the sudden hunger forced me to struggle to my feet, open the refrigerator directly, take out the beef in sauce from it, cut a few slices and stuffed it into my mouth.

What hurdles in life can't be overcome, I laughed at myself, solved the problem of food and clothing, and all other problems are idle hypocrisy!

I cut a few more slices, looked at the pot and saw that there were still some noodles left, a few handfuls of green vegetables in the vegetable basket looked very delicious, I looked at the wound on my hand, washed the vegetables briefly, mixed the sauce beef and noodles, re-passed the water, a hot bowl, and I was very happy and comfortable to eat.

I cleaned up the dining room, ran to dump the garbage at the door, looked up at the door on the other side that was still closed, and there was no longer the pain I had a few days ago.

After experiencing a failed marriage, maybe people can't become ruthless, but they can become open-minded and strong, and they can look at it rationally, the so-called plot of life and death for love is not suitable for a woman of my age, it is indeed too ridiculous and too vexatious.

Pei Shaobei is right, I am indeed not calm enough, at least not as calm as I should be at my age.

I went back to the house and turned up the lights in the living room to the fullest, as if it were day, dispelling the silence of the room.

I was half-lying on the sofa, and slowly sent a text message to Pei Zile with my injured fingers, and I asked him if he had arrived at school, as a teacher, even if he cared, he was extremely detached.

There was a quick reply, and I took a random look and turned off my phone.

The newly bought book on the table had just turned to more than a dozen pages, and I picked it up casually, only to find that the plot was extremely unfamiliar, and I was shocked when I recalled it, and the last time I watched it, it had been a few days.

I touched my belly and said with a smile, "Baby, they all say that being stupid for three years is pregnant, look at your mother, you start to be stupid before you come out!"

This is still a book I used to read when I was in college, because it was too realistic to look at the concept of love at that time, I was in love at that time, and I only turned a few pages and put it away, and then I got married and moved, but I couldn't find it again.

Looking at it now, at different times and in different moods, I found that under the author's brushstrokes, the cruel and bloody reality was like a lighthouse in the fog, leading me to fall into it step by step, but my heart became more and more calm.

A flash of red suddenly slipped from his hand and fell under the coffee table.

I didn't bother to get up to pick it up, and I didn't care, so I tilted my head back on the sofa and fell asleep looking at the book.

I slept very well this night, except for the pillow because of the wrong posture, it was the most restful day in the past few days.

I twisted my neck in pain, the book in my hand fell to the ground, I struggled to bend down to pick it up, but accidentally pulled out a red gilded invitation!

Invitation?

I was stunned for a while, and then I suddenly remembered that some time ago I went to buy a book, and I met a high school classmate, and after many years, that person called my name all at once, which made me embarrassed, and it was difficult to refrain from the invitation that others enthusiastically handed over.

What's more, at that time, when I was with Pei Shaobei, I didn't have too many divorced women's too bitter perverted psychology, and I was also happy to see this kind of happy event.

I looked at the somewhat unfamiliar names on it, carefully searched in my mind for the other party's appearance, but found that everything was in vain, the only impression was that when I met her outside the bookstore, she was wearing a pink dress and called me with a smile, "Gu Wan!"

Happiness overflowed from that smiling face, like a full glass of water, and I didn't dare to touch it, I just wanted to pretend to have some more.

Maybe every bride is exactly the same, with the pride of the sublimation of love, with the longing for married life, just like when I married Lin Dong.

I can't help but say envy, but I don't have much jealousy.

I looked at the date on the invitation, and with three days to go, I rubbed my aching neck and threw the invitation on the table.

I didn't think about whether to go or not, the chance encounter that day was too quick and without warning, it was like a sudden attack, I didn't even leave the other party's phone, and even the word Gu Wan on the invitation was written when the other party saw me!

I understand that feeling, and I want the whole world to witness my happiness. I tilted my head and brushed my teeth, looked at myself in the mirror with bubbles, and laughed silly.

I figured something out, and I didn't have much rejection for such an occasion, so I washed up and went to the bedroom cupboard to take a look, and although the clothes were added, they weren't really too formal, at least the color wasn't very suitable for the wedding. Holding the gauze fingers slid over the colorful suit, I unexpectedly remembered Pei Shaobei's appearance again.

After I got married, I rarely participated in social activities other than school and home. Later, the divorce was in an uproar, and I was even more reluctant to put myself in a public place, except for the time when Zhang Jiajia was stimulated to attend her wedding with Lin Dong. That time, I deliberately chose plain clothes, and now I am in a different mood, so I can't go to the wedding of my old classmates with a sense of resentment, right?

I sighed, grabbed a light gray coat and put it on my body, and went out with my phone wallet.

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