005. Let yourself be reborn

I can't stand Tong Yuetian's arrogant words: "But, He He is not your lover, maybe not what she wants?"

"Do you think I don't want to marry her? But my mother has a strong personality, and she is in charge of all the financial power in the family, so what should I do to marry her? I asked her to wait, maybe when I am in my 30s, my mother will agree in a hurry?"

Tong Yuetian complained about Bai Hehe with a grumbling stomach, complaining that she had already had such a difficult time before, why did she choose to leave when he slowly dispelled his mother's concerns. He thought that Bai Hehe's long-term obedience was because he was waiting with him with peace of mind, waiting for *** acceptance. Maybe they will be able to win after fighting the eight-year war of resistance? Why did Bai Hehe escape halfway through?

I didn't respond again, Tong Yuetian was immersed in his own world, no matter what I said, he could find a good reason, and felt that Bai Hehe's departure this time was not to understand him. But did he ever think about what a 27-year-old woman would think if she was still in a relationship with no future in sight? I don't think he would understand, because he also forgot that even though it was the 8-year war of resistance between the two of them, it was something that needed to be fought against, not just a quiet wait. He also forgot that women are inherently extremely insecure animals, and when they love to a certain extent, they need marriage to give this sense of security.

Shi Xiaodan was more restrained than ever today, and by the end of the party, he had maintained a high degree of sobriety, sent off every former brother and sister, and arranged Tong Yuetian to sleep in the next room before turning back, "Is the current me what you want?"

I smiled at him and threw myself into his arms, "Don't say it's for me." ”

"It's not..."Shi Xiaodan still greeted my hug and moved me to another room connected to the KTV, "When I come back from my trip, I will surprise you." ”

What I am obsessed with Shi Xiaodan is not only that his young body can wake me up for many years, but more importantly, I will never think about people and things other than him when I am with him. Perhaps, this is the reason why Bai Hehe and I chose the opposite direction, Shi Xiaodan is my new beginning, for this kind of beginning, we don't have any verbal formal contract, and we unconsciously work hard.

Every time I entangle with Shi Xiaodan in bed, I will feel like I am back to 20 years old, I will throw away all the restraints to cater to him, I will snuggle up in his arms and call him brother when I am excited, I will beat his chest like a little girl. And the desire emanating from my mature body will make Shi Xiaodan incarnate a fierce warrior, who can satisfy all my endless demands. Until I threw myself in exhaustion, he was still ready to attack again.

Awakening from the madness, our clothes were scattered all over the bed, leaving traces of us everywhere on the bed. This is the primitive behavior of human beings most like animals, but it can change people's minds very strangely, all negative emotions will dissipate, and there will always be such a special moment, and at the same time being conquered by Shi Xiaodan, I feel that I am happy.

Shi Xiaoshan got up and took out the soda from the refrigerator, "Open your mouth." ”

I obediently grew my mouth, but Shi Xiaodan playfully drank the water into his mouth, only to win his lips, and wiped his mouth after feeding: "Women can't drink anything too cold." ”

"Where are you going tomorrow?"

"I don't know, Aunt Ni Yan is arranging. Shi Xiaoshan shrugged and lay back on my bed: "Are you worried that Chen Shanshan will go tomorrow?"

I nodded.

"Stupid, Chen Shanshan went abroad the day before yesterday and was sent to study. Shi Xiaodan took me into his arms: "I'm not a person who takes advantage of women's feelings, of course, Chen Shanshan is an exception." But I can't just throw it away after I use it, right? When she comes back, she should have a better future. ”

"Oh..."

I showed that I was calmly pandering, and I was secretly happy in my heart. Looking back, when Shi Xiaodan had no power of life and death in the company at the beginning, and he didn't have more ability to help me in other aspects, this was the best way, right? At least it didn't make me be talked about by my colleagues every day like Chen Shanshan, and it didn't make the rest of the company look at me differently. If Shi Xiaoshan had rejected Chen Shanshan a long time ago, Zhang Luo would definitely have tried his best to encourage her to harm me, and it would not have been possible for me to take off so smoothly in the past few months. Now that it can be arranged like this, it is quite thoughtful, at least it will not hurt a woman with love in her heart too much.

Speaking of Chen Shanshan, I remembered that in the afternoon, She Nanyang said about BQB, and while the two of them were talking without any worries, I hugged him and said what I thought. I want to go to Zhang Xun's company, first, his company just wanted to really exercise himself, which can be regarded as a reward for Zhang Xun's care for me during this time. The second is to take advantage of the announcement of our relationship to give everyone a period of relaxation and upward space. Of course, I also retold to him what Ni Juan told me yesterday.

I think Ni Juan should have talked to him a lot in the evening, and he just smiled faintly after listening: "How happy are you to come, when the time is right, you feel willing to accompany me home and tell my dad about the two of us, and I will take you back." But when I went back home, I couldn't get out for the rest of my life. ”

"Good. "Such a straightforward promise was also learned after I was with Shi Xiaodan. In the past, I couldn't have said anything explicitly, because my mom always told me that women should be more reserved.

"Sleepy, right? Then go to bed first, I'll leave early tomorrow morning, Ni Juan said she came to pick you up." ”

"Pick me up, where?"

"You'll know tomorrow!" Shi Xiaodan covered the cup for me, "Sleep, good night." ”

The result of the extreme madness is that you can sleep very deeply without taking sleeping pills. I was woken up by the ringtone of my mobile phone in the morning, and when I woke up, Shi Xiaodan had already left, and it was Ni Juan who called, she asked me to get up and clean up first, and she would come to the club to pick me up in ten minutes.

Then she took me to the Qishan villa area below the mountain, and the car stopped in front of an old-looking house, Ni Juan had no intention of getting out of the car, but handed me the key: "This house has been empty for many years and no one lives in it, so you can live in it first." ”

"It's... Isn't that okay?"

Ni Juan raised her hand and motioned for me to take the key next: "There's nothing bad about it, no one lives in this house anyway." Now that your job is stable, it's time to try to stabilize your life, and you don't want to live in someone else's house all the time. ”

I was still a little hesitant, and her hand was on my shoulder: "Don't pinch it, live in peace." Today, you clean up first, I'll go to the mountain with your master later, and when Xiaoyi comes back, we'll discuss the recipe. ”

In order not to look too squirming, I didn't postpone it, took the key and said, "Aren't you going in?"

"I'm not going, there's a car key on the coffee table in the room, you can pack up and drive out and bring your luggage in." ”

I'm glad that every time I need help, someone always shows up by my side, just like now when I'm struggling because of a relationship with Zhang Xun, Ni Juan provides me with a place to live. This house has not been lived in for many years, and I think I can live there for as long as I need it. I just don't know what Ni Juan meant, or Shi Xiaodan asked her, I think it's probably Shi Xiaodan, because he has now slowly learned not to give me anything directly, but in a way that makes me very comfortable and acceptable.

I cleaned up for a day and just cleaned up the dust from the house and cleaned up the nanny downstairs. After all, it's a borrowed house, and I'm still embarrassed to live in the upstairs master bedroom, and I don't need to use too much space to live in my own house, so I'm usually good to move downstairs.

After finishing it, I felt that I was a little hungry, so I drove back to the city to eat something casually, and returned to Zhang Xun's house to move all my things. Back at Zhang Xun's house, the house was full of the smell of tobacco and alcohol, and on the coffee table and sofa on the floor, there were scattered wine bottles everywhere. Seeing me come back, he got up and packed up the wine bottle in a panic, "Ke An... You're finally back. ”

"No need to clean up, I'll come back and move my things. ”

"Are you really leaving?"

"Well, I'll go pack my things first. ”

After saying that, I rushed into the bedroom, not wanting to face Zhang Xun's gaze again, whenever he showed a different warmth from his work, I would always think of what he said that day, and then think of the beautiful time when I was in college with Ye Yiding.

In the bedroom, the floor where Zhang Xun slept was still there, so I wrapped it up and put it in the cabinet before I began to pack my things. A whole two large suitcases of luggage, which were accumulated one by one after living in Binhai, followed me from Jin Junzhong's courtyard to the small hotel on Binhai, from the small hotel to the small attic where Shi Xiaodan lived for me to Bai Hehe's shop, and then to Zhang Xun's home. Now I can finally settle down and have a place of temporary stability like me.

Carrying his luggage out, Zhang Xun sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette: "But your injuries are not completely healed?"

"Thank you for looking for the old Chinese medicine doctor, I have been much better in the past two days, and I should be able to recover if I recuperate. ”

"Why did you leave all of a sudden yesterday? We're all worried about you. ”

Maybe it's because of the difference in understanding, Zhang Xun knows what is going on with my relationship with Zhang Nan, he thinks that I still love Ye Yiding, so he tried to show that he knew me very well yesterday, or wanted to take me back to my college days and start over. But he wouldn't know how uncomfortable it would be for me to help me get back this kind of memory. "Mr. Zhang, thank you very much for taking care of me in the past two days, but the former Ke An has died with Ye Yiding, and all my current life is just to reincarnate myself. ”