At this moment, I don't know what to say. Writing, fun, and pavilion www.biquge.info sorry, sorry, embarrassed, etc., will make people feel very fake.

I don't know if you believe it or not, but this is the first time I have taken the initiative to admit my mistake from the bottom of my heart.

The speed of the update a while ago, even I felt annoyed, and many book friends must think that I am not doing my job properly and have no sense of responsibility, and I must have gone somewhere to play.

However, the conscience of heaven and earth, the truth is that I stay at home all day long, trying to adjust my writing state, hoping to find a feeling of passion and write more wonderful works.

Writing is probably my greatest pleasure, and I don't want to turn it into stress and pain.

As for why the state suddenly fell into a slump, there are two reasons.

The first one is its own reasons, so I won't talk about it here, everyone will have something unknown, right?

The second... Well, let's be honest.

At the moment, I don't have enough money to support myself from writing, and I have to find other ways to earn money.

Sometimes, dreams have to bow their heads in front of life, although I am sure that this bow is short-lived.

I've been thinking about it these days, asking myself, I'm writing very seriously, getting more and more serious.

Every day, I look up a lot of information, absorb a lot of knowledge that I didn't know before, and integrate it into the book, trying to make the article more full and substantial.

So even though there aren't many updates, I've probably spent more time than the author who updates five times a day.

The reason for being in a very poor state is that I feel that my efforts have not been rewarded.

Seeing this, some people may ask: how much is your income?

Subscription income per month, more than 1,000, RMB.

Every day when I open the web page with anticipation and look at the number of subscriptions, I will be instantly disheartened.

Occasionally, I laugh at myself in my heart: What are you doing? Writing a little white essay can make more money than this, what are you holding onto?! Where is your dream, can you see it?!

This self-deprecation made my heart colder and colder, and I even considered whether to persist in the end.

But today, I figured it out.

Dreams, what is my dream? Become a famous writer and earn tens of millions a year?

When you think about it, it doesn't seem to be.

My dream is to be able to write something that many people will love, and that many people will aspire to the world that I have created, and that's what I really want.

There were many things that were not done well in the early stage of this book, and it was not recommended and promoted to increase popularity, which led to its fate being so bumpy. The book at the beginning is like this, the new book period is not well developed, and the later book is basically scrapped.

But now that we've come this far, let's go on bravely.

I decided that no matter what the prospect is, I will insist on finishing this book and writing the world I want to express! I believe that when I finish this book seriously and open the next book, I will be able to leap forward!

However, I really don't know when it will end... The world is so spicy, when will it be finished...

Ha, don't say much about beauty, wait for my explosion.

Friends who have been supporting me in supporting this book, thank you, I will not let you down.

Go to bed early and good night.