139. When you go to see her, she will be very happy
Su Ran hadn't fallen asleep much in the first place, so when Song Tingyu hugged her, she woke up and reached out to hug him, she seemed to be able to feel his emotions at the moment: "What's wrong?"
Song Tingyu didn't speak, only hugged her tightly.
After a long time, the silence was broken: "I found my biological mother. ”
Su Ran's hand stiffened, she knew what Song Tingyu meant by this.
In other words, Shen Jing is really not his biological mother.
It may have only raised him, but not begotten him.
Su Ran leaned on his shoulder and said softly: "Then who is your biological mother?"
"A woman named He Jin, it is difficult to fully investigate the incident more than 20 years ago, so the details must be asked to my father to fully know, but back then, my father did be with her, but she was not from a good background, and my grandfather had not died at that time, so their relationship was hindered by him, and then she ......left" Song Tingyu said in a low voice.
Su Ran looked into his eyes: "Then where is she now?"
"It's already dead...... Song Tingyu was silent for a while: "The ...... who died of dystocia back then"
I see.
"Shen Jing later married into the Song family, I was already born at that time, Bai Zhirui was indeed born to her, she married into the Song family, and has always had a very bad relationship with her father, it is estimated that she can't stand the cold of her father, so she will get along with other men, and later became pregnant with Bai Zhirui, in order to hide people's eyes, she ran to Canada to give birth to a child, and after the child was born, she was taken back to China and placed at the door of the orphanage, and later Bai Zhirui was adopted by her adoptive parents......"
Su Ran thought that Song Mingxuan should love Song Tingyu's biological mother very much, so after she left, for so many years, she still lived in his heart and never went away.
After she left, he didn't see anything very lightly, probably because of this.
Su Ran took Song Tingyu's hand: "Let's go ask my dad tomorrow, although he and grandma wanted to hide it from you all the time, but now that you have found out the truth, I think if you ask him again, he shouldn't hide it anymore......"
After all, Song Tingyu is now an adult and already knows the truth of the matter, so there is no need to hide it anymore.
"Hmm......" Song Tingyu pinched his eyebrows, his voice low and obviously tired.
Su Ran looked at him: "You go take a bath first, and then go to sleep." "He's definitely been running around for the past few days and hasn't had a good rest.
……
Following.
Song Tingyu and Su Ran walked in while Song Mingxuan was drinking tea in the tea room: "Dad." ”
Song Mingxuan didn't notice them coming in at first, he was looking at something in his hand, and he was very fascinated by it, until he heard their voices, and then raised his head: "It's you, sit." ”
Song Tingyu noticed that he was holding a bracelet in his hand, which he carefully put into the pocket of his clothes at this moment.
After they sat down, Song Mingxuan looked at them: "You guys came in to find me something?"
"I want to accompany your dad to drink tea and chat......," Su Ran smiled.
"That's good. Song Mingxuan also smiled and nodded.
Song Tingyu was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, he was also straightforward and did not beat around the bush: "Dad, I heard the conversation between you and grandma that day. ”
Song Mingxuan was stunned: "What conversation?"
Song Tingyu looked at him: "A conversation about Bai Zhirui's life experience." ”
Song Mingxuan's face changed, and he pursed his lips and did not speak.
And Song Tingyu continued to say: "I asked people to check her life experience, and I found out, she is really the daughter born to Shen Jing, the daughter born to her and the man outside, grandma also asked you to check, I believe you already know about this matter, since Shen Jing knew that Bai Zhirui was her daughter early on, if I was born to her, it would be impossible for her to be bent on matching the two of us, and bent on marrying Bai Zhirui into the Song family, so I followed this line of thought to check again......" He looked straight at Song Tingyu at the moment:" My biological mother's name is He Jin, right?"
Song Mingxuan's face changed greatly, but he still didn't speak, but poured cup after cup of tea into his teacup, and when there was no tea in the teapot, he still wanted to make it again.
Su Ran stretched out his hand to take his movements, made tea, and then poured a cup into his teacup: "Dad, Tingyu is already an adult, since he already knows this, you shouldn't hide it from him anymore, he has the right to fully understand his life experience, and for the person who gave him life, he also wants to understand her and see her ......"
Song Mingxuan took a sip of tea from the teacup, was silent for a long time, and finally looked at Song Tingyu and Su Ran opposite, and slowly spoke: "Since you have found out this point, then you should know that He Jin and she have left." ”
Song Tingyu nodded.
Song Mingxuan said slowly: "Back then, our Song family and the Shen family had a very good relationship, and I and Shen Jing were of the same age, so the family made a marriage contract for us very early, and when we were about a few years old, we already had a marriage contract, but then I grew up, met He Jin, and then fell in love with her, of course I also wanted to be with her, so I wanted to cancel the marriage contract with Shen Jing, but I was strongly opposed by Grandpa Tingyu, because He Jin's background was not good......"
Song Tingyu also found out about this, He Jin's father is a man who eats, drinks, prostitutes, gambles, and everything is complete, and after losing all the things in the family at that time, he took the idea of the family and sold his wife to Fireworks Alley. Later, when He Jin grew up, he hit her idea again, but He Jin's mother resisted to the death, so he didn't succeed. He Jin grew up in such an environment, and she was worried every day, until she met Song Mingxuan.
"Later, He Jin left, before she left, we had a fierce quarrel, so I didn't go to her, and I don't know if I deliberately ignored it or what, in short, I haven't heard from her for a long time, and then I heard her news again, it's been a few months ......later" When Song Mingxuan said this, his eyebrows were filled with pain, and he glanced at Song Tingyu: "When she was about to give birth to you, I rushed to the hospital in her city, and she was gone, leaving only you ......"
At this moment, everything seemed to stand still, and no one spoke again.
Su Ran clearly saw the reddened bloodshot from Song Mingxuan's eyes.
I don't know how long it took before he continued, but his voice was hoarse: "After He Jin died, I couldn't accept this fact for a long time......
"Shen Jing has been married for several years, I have always been very cold to her, basically I didn't care about her, and then she got along with other men......" When Song Mingxuan said this, his tone was not the slightest bit angry, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, and it had nothing to do with himself:" After she gave birth to Bai Zhirui, her mother also knew about it, and wanted to drive her out of the Song family in anger, but Shen Jing's parents came to plead, the Shen family had helped us when our Song family was in danger, plus I had been snubbing Shen Jing, my mother was also a little guilty, and couldn't stand the plea of her parents, so she left her behind, she said that the child was dead, but she didn't expect that it wasn't dead, but she let people take it away......"
Because he didn't have a quiet existence in his heart at all, it didn't matter what happened to her, and it was precisely because of his neglect of her that even if she was pregnant with Bai Zhirui, he didn't notice it until she was born abroad.
"Where is she now?" Song Tingyu was silent for a long time before he asked in a dumb voice.
And Su Ran and Song Mingxuan both knew who the "she" in his mouth was referring to.
Song Mingxuan also raised his head slowly, smiling slightly sadly but gratifyingly: "You go to see her, she will be very happy." ”
He paused, and took out a chain from his pocket with his hand, which was the chain he had just put in his pocket: "This, it belongs to He Jin." ”
……
He Jin was not buried in Ancheng, when she left Ancheng and gave birth to Song Tingyu, she didn't even see Song Mingxuan for the last time.
After He Jin died, Song Mingxuan took her to Jingshan to be buried, and heard that it was the place where they fell in love.
Song Tingyu's birthday is in June every year, and Su Ran understands why every June, Song Mingxuan leaves Ancheng for a period of time, and it turns out that he goes to accompany He Jin.
Su Ran also met Song Ting in Jingshan the next day, and it took more than an hour to arrive by plane from Ancheng.
Song Mingxuan has a house at the foot of Jingshan, and every year when he comes to see He Jin, he will live in that house for a while.
When they set off, Song Mingxuan handed them the key to the house.
Arriving at Jingshan, there was a light rain in the sky, Song Tingyu called a taxi, and Su Ran and the two returned to Song Mingxuan's house under Jingshan.
There are many houses under Jingshan, all of which are made of wood, and Song Mingxuan's house is also, it's just that those houses are built next to each other, but his house is a little away from them, probably because he wants to be quiet.
Arriving at the door of the house, Su Ran opened the door with the key, and the two of them were just very simple luggage, because after going to see He Jin for a while, they would leave tomorrow.
Entering the house, Su Ran felt that this place must have been built according to the appearance He Jin liked before his death, and she also found that the house was full of photos of Song Tingyu, from childhood to adulthood.
It is estimated that Song Mingxuan brought it over to He Jin to see, and then stored it in a photo frame and put it here.
There are also flowers in every corner of the house, and they can smell the pungent and faint scent of flowers when they come in.
This house should be cleaned every day, that's why it's so clean, and it will be replaced with new flowers every day.
In April, when it rains, the sky becomes exceptionally clean.
Su Ran came out of a hot bath, feeling that her body was warm, she saw Song Tingyu standing in front of the window, so she walked over and pulled his arm: "We'll go to see Mom in a while." ”
Song Tingyu shook his head: "It's raining, and the road is slippery." ”
Go to He Jin's cemetery, the road is definitely not so easy to walk, on the mountain, there is yellow mud everywhere, Song Tingyu is worried that something will happen.
How could Su Ran not know what he was thinking, she smiled and said, "It's okay, you just tighten me." ”
has arrived here, Song Tingyu must want to see his biological mother, but looking at the weather outside, it is raining lightly, and it is not like that kind of heavy rain, it will stop after a while, this kind of light rain, when it is at once, it will rain for many days, especially in March and April, which is the rainy weather in southern cities.
Jingshan is located in the south.
When they came, they had already booked a return ticket, and this light rain would not stop in a short time, even if they changed their return ticket, they couldn't wait here forever.
"We'll leave in a minute. Su Ran pointed to his luggage: "I brought rain boots." ”
She brought non-slip rain boots when she went out, so it came in handy.
Song Tingyu was persuaded by her, and after taking a nap, they began to walk towards He Jin's cemetery, because it was the first time to come, although Song Mingxuan had already roughly pointed out the route, they still had to ask the locals to find it.
Su Ran was wearing a raincoat and rain boots, and following behind Song Tingyu, he kept holding her hand tightly, for fear that she would let go and something would happen.
The light rain outside has been falling, drizzling, although not big, but very dense.
After walking for a while, I still need to take those local bamboo rafts here to the opposite side, and finally arrive at He Jin's cemetery.
The hair on Su Ran's forehead was completely wet at the moment, but fortunately she was wearing a lot, so she didn't feel cold.
Standing in front of He Jin's tomb, Song Tingyu touched the tombstone with his hand.
Here, Song Mingxuan has always asked someone to clean and take care of it, so He Jin's tomb is very clean and tidy.
Only a few words are engraved on the tombstone:
- I love, He Jin.
Su Ran's eyes were a little sour when he was burned by these words.
Song Tingyu looked at the tombstone and was silent for a long time before speaking: "Mom, I'm Song Tingyu, and I brought my wife Su Ran to see you." ”
Su Ran stood beside Song Tingyu and smiled: "Mom, we're coming to see you." ”
She thought, He Jin must have waited for many years to wait for this day.
But it's finally there.
……
Coming down from Jingshan, Song Tingyu didn't speak all the time, and when he returned to Song Mingxuan's house, he stood by the window and looked out of the window immersed in his thoughts.
Su Ran knew that he was thinking about He Jin, so he didn't bother him.
After spending the night here, they left Jingshan early the next morning and flew back to Anseong.
It's just that Su Ran may have had a cold in Jingshan, so he had a fever when he went back.
Mrs. Song was in a hurry, so she asked a doctor to come over, she knew that Song Tingyu took Su Ran out, but she didn't know that he took her to Jingshan.
She pointed at Song Tingyu and said angrily: "You know what her current body is, and you still take her around, you are just messing around!"
"Grandma......" Su Ran's voice came a little weakly: "It's none of his business, I'm going to follow him, I know he's uncomfortable, I want to accompany him......"
Old Madam Song was stunned and looked at Song Tingyu: "Where have you been?"
"Jingshan. ”
Song Tingyu spit out two words with thin lips, and then walked towards Su Ran's side.
Old Madam Song's body froze in place, of course she knew that He Jin was buried in Jingshan by Song Mingxuan.